[J] Nergüi's Journal

[Bluedemonwolf]

I am so glad I ordered clothes for Kristopher! Course Blue wasn't happy when she found out that I used her card and computer. But Kristopher looks so.... so awesome in his new clothes now that he grew. I still can't figure out what animal he is. He has clawed feet and wings and a tail. Hm... I wonder what he is.

Anyways he look really good with outfit I picked. He didn't thank me for it but I don't mind. He is wearing it after all. I am a little upset about something else though. Now that he can move around on his own, he is avoiding me. He won't even stay in same room as me. Do I smell or something? I asked Conan and he said no. So it must be something else. I am going to figure it out, even if it means following and pestering Kristopher.

Eh.... Blue's calling me now. Sounds like dinner is done. I hope its some tofu or some kind of veggie dish. The meat that the boys like so much is gross. I keep asking Blue to search more dishes I like and so far she's tried.

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[Bluedemonwolf]

Blue took us to the park again. I was happy to go with Kristopher but he didn't seem very happy about it. In fact he never seems to be happy. I wonder what his problem is? Also Conan was constantly trying to keep me away from Kristopher. It was very annoying.

I finally told him that I was going to go swing by myself. So I ended up on one of the swings near the rest of the play set. And I ended up discovering something good. There were a couple of girls standing on the tower part talking. Seems they were sharing secrets. One of them were who they liked. Seems one of the them likes Conan, though she doesn't know his name, while the other likes one of the neighborhood boys. Oh this is good info. I have the feeling that this might come back to haunt them.

They shared another secret.... about the girl they pick on. How the girl is a complete dork, and this is their words not mine, and is ugly. They were worrying about how they might have broken her arm when they pushed her down the play set the other day. Ah how I love to hear what others try to hide. But I did spoil it. I ended up laughing and they discovered me. Started yelling at me until I shot them my bestest smile... which Blue said looks a little evil. Then they got pale and ran off. Ehehehehe I'm going to have fun with these girls.

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[Bluedemonwolf]

Oh my god!!!! Those guys are so annoying! Just wait Conan and Kristopher! I'll get you two back for calling Planet Earth stupid and a waste of time! Just you wait! And thank you Blue for sticking up for it. It is too a great show.

Anyways this all started when our plans to go out were ruined due to rain. Blue told us we would all just stay home and work on our reading. She really wants to instill a love of books in us cause she loves books. Not that there's really anything wrong with books but we could tone down the reading time a bit.

So Blue ended up reading to Conan and Kristopher. I got some of Blue's manga and read those. I love manga. So cool. Anyways I read this one series called +Anima. It was great! I mean there were characters in the books like us. Animal/human hybrids. Makes me wonder if we're anything like them, with how they become an +Anima by being possessed (kind-of) by an animal in a near death experience. I know that we haven't gone through a near death experience but maybe that's what the essence is. An animal spirit waiting to possess a dew. I don't know cause Blue won't tell us anything about how the garden really works.... I don't think she knows.

But back on topic.... after we were done reading we began talking about watching TV after we discussed our books a bit. Conan suggested the movie about his book, Kristopher said horror or action, and I said Planet Earth. They both shot me down! I can't believe it! What is wrong with Conan!? He usually backs me up no matter what the case may be! Stupid dog. I gotta go. I hear Blue calling for teeth checks meaning I need to brush my teeth for bed.

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[Bluedemonwolf]

Today was a great day!!!! Completely makes up for the horrible night a few night ago! Blue finally took us to the special surprise place she had planned. It was deer pen place, you know a place where they had a pen for deer that people raise. It was so cool!

So Conan and I spent most of the morning in the pen playing with the deer. The deer were really skittish of him. I think they sensed the wolf essence in him. On my hand, they were really friendly to me. They seemed really curious too as to why I was so deer like. We ended up feeding those deer silly. Poor Blue had to give us all of her quarters to get the food.

At lunch we ate sandwiches that Blue had made and then we had some ice cream. The ice cream was okay. It was while I was eating mine that I noticed that Kristopher hadn't played with the deer. I was going to ask but he shot me a glare as soon as he saw me open my mouth. He must not like deer..... oh god. What if he doesn't like me because I'm a deer!?

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[Bluedemonwolf]

So Conan got a puppy a few days ago. He didn't really pick a good name. I mean Bran? Seriously?! The puppy is kinda cute and it does like me. However she doesn't like Kristopher. I don't see why not.

But seeing Conan so happy with his pet made me want to get one. So I started asking Blue about it and she kept saying we'll see. Well after pestering her enough she agreed to get me and Kristopher each a pet. A reasonable pet though. So I asked for a deer and she said no immediately! She said it wasn't really an animal meant to be a pet. I started to cry and she promised to take me to the deer park as much as I wanted. I guess that makes up for it.

So after finally thinking about it I decided to get a bunny for my pet. Blue said that is a good idea. We are going to get a pen to put outside and make a lean-to so it won't get wet when it rains. We're going to go to the pet store and pick one out tomorrow. I just hope the boys don't get any wrong ideas about my bunny!

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[Bluedemonwolf]

So we got my bunny the other day. I was so busy setting up her cage and the lean-to that I didn't have time to write in here.

Anyways she's a little white bunny and I named her Usagi.... yes I know really original but I like it. She's very twitchy around the others but when she's with just me she calms down a lot. I've been trying to see what kinds of food she likes and so far carrots and these little yogurt drop treats are her favorite. Blue said that we can go back to the pet store to get more rabbit food for her to try.

I can already tell that it's going to be a pain cleaning her cage but it'll be worth it. Course I could always ask Conan to do it but Usagi is so terrified of him that she poops herself as soon as she smells him. She tends to freeze when Kristopher is around and she's okay with Blue. Oh she hates Bran too.

But speaking of Kristopher.... he's been really mean to me recently. In fact he told me that getting a bunny was the dumbest pet ever to get. I shot back that a chicken... or rather a baby chick is the dumbest. Conan overheard and said that a goldfish is. I ended up laughing at that cause he is quite right.

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[Bluedemonwolf]

So Blue is starting to really home school me and Kristopher. You see she put Conan in school once he grew but she had some things to teach him before he got accepted. Oh and he tested in at the seventh grade.

So she's now preparing Kristopher and I for when we grow and can go to school. She said she didn't feel comfortable letting us go until she taught us a few things about right and wrong. And how different we are from the rest of the kids... and how they stare at us or scared of us. Stuff like that. Yeah she's odd and probably didn't do the best job.

It is nice that Conan is finally in school since we now see him a lot less. Very nice but he is trying to 'help' teach us too. That isn't nice, in fact it's really annoying.

Also I found out that I was right about Usagi's cage. It is a pain to clean. But Usagi likes it clean so I'm going to do my best to keep it that way. Also I've gotten more treats for her to try but haven't gotten to giving her any. Blue says I need to use the older ones first.

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[Bluedemonwolf]

Oh god this schooling stuff is horrible! I can already tell I'm not going to like school... especially if it's going to be anything like how Blue teaches.

Anyways.... Blue took us out today. We went to the garden to help clean it up again. I enjoyed it very much but I could tell Kristopher didn't. In fact he didn't venture very far into the garden. Conan on the other hand was having a ball helping out in the garden. But the garden looked much better after we finished up and left. I'm going to ask Blue if we can go there more to really get it back in shape.

Usagi got out of her cage the other day. Conan went to get her out and pet her and ended up scaring her. I told him numerous times not to do that unless I was there. So he scared her so badly she hopped out of the cage and ran into the woods. Conan immediately yelled for me and began chasing her. I ran outside but by then they both had disappeared and I didn't know where they went! I searched all around the house, I saw the empty cage, and started to go into the woods when I didn't find them.

Conan ended up catching her, in fact he saved her from a hungry fox, and brought her back to me before I got too far into the woods. Usagi seemed to warm up to him a bit after that and Conan was so upset that she had gotten away in the first place. I was mad for a little while but I could see how upset he was so I forgave him..... as long as he listens to me from now on and waits for me to get her out.

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[Bluedemonwolf]

So I've been growing lately. Blue had finally noticed when she saw how small my outfit was getting. Once she saw that she said we'd be taking a trip into town.

She took me to that awesome clothing shop that she got my outfit at before. I made a beeline straight for the oriental clothes. I wanted another kimono but the Chinese dresses also looked nice. I tried on so many clothes and Blue gave me her opinion on each outfit. I even found a ninja like outfit but I don't think so. I mean a deer ninja.... lame.

Anyways.... nothing was shouting out to me as something I must have. Blue was starting to suggest that I go over into the different styles but I was very unwilling to do so. So I continued to browse the oriental clothes hoping something would jump out at me.

It was when I was going through the Chinese dresses again that I found it. It was the perfect outfit! I loved it even though I was going to need it redone in different colors. It was a short Chinese dress that had a little coat with long sleeves. I would have to get some shorts to wear underneath it so I wouldn't flash anyone. It also had an obi type thing around the middle. I picked out some thigh high stockings to wear with it and some flat ballet like shoes. The colors I picked out for it were dark green where the dark purple is, a lighter green where the violet color is, black is black, and the coat's sleeves were brown as well as the obi thing. Outfit

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[Bluedemonwolf]

So today Blue took me to the school to get tested and see what grade I'll be going into when I grow. The test wasn't hard at all. After they graded it and did whatever else they needed to do they decided that I needed to go into seventh grade as well. I mean seriously?! It's so bad that I did the same as Conan.

When we came home I decided to work on the plants and garden up front. While I was working on the soil I began to feel weird. Almost like I was sick but I hurt all over. Blue came out to ask me something and I looked up at her only to be blinded. When I could see again my clothes barely fit me and Blue was staring at me in shock. She quickly grabbed me and dragged me to our room. It was while she was dragging me to the room that I noticed my hair was longer, much longer as in it went to my butt long. Also my legs were much longer too and I had no trouble keeping up with Blue.

Once in the room Blue handed me my new outfit. I stared at her in shock. I had finally grew! I quickly changed and sighed in relief. The outfit fit perfectly. We were a little unsure since I had no breasts before and now..... Now I had a rack! And no Kristopher I am not talking about my antlers! God he's such and idiot at times. So now I'm trying to work on a hair style. I want to do it in the braided bao style (which is two little braided buns on each side of my head) with some bangs in front and some longer strands left out to frame my face. Blue isn't sure it'll work with how my antlers are coming in. If it doesn't look good then I'm just going to do a simple loose pony tail like the miko priestess wear theirs.

((OOC Note: I'm leaving the hair up to how the antlers turn out. I don't know if you're going to make her have a full rack of horns or just continue with her having little stubs. Doesn't matter much to me.))
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[Bluedemonwolf]

I cannot tell you how happy I am with how my hair turned out. It looks great especially with my outfit. I will admit it is a pain to do up every morning but it is well worth it. I turn heads everyday when I'm at school.

Speaking of school I had to get retested and was put into the 11th grade! I didn't even need extra lessons. Take that Conan! Anyways I've made a few friends in class, mostly jock guys and cheerleader girls.... but I can tell the girls don't really like me. Probably due to the fact that I'm better looking than them. If you've got it flaunt it. That's my motto.

On a different topic, Blue has been teaching me how to cook. Its great being able to cook any thing I want. And I have to admit, with great pleasure, that I am a great cook! Blue has me making dinner most nights and she agrees that I am better than her, save for a few dishes.

I enjoy cooking with the herbs I'm growing in my garden in the woods behind the cottage. It's my special private place that no one else knows about. I won't say where it is because there are some rude people in this house who have to read my journal. But I am quite good at getting plants to grow. Which is great because I can grow my own food and then cook it. And now I gotta go get dinner together for everyone.

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[Bluedemonwolf]

So the cheerleader girls wanted me to join the cheer-leading squad at school. I went to a couple of their practices but decided it wasn't for me. So now they're snubbing me. Which is fine with me because I don't want to hang out with snobby backstabbers like them.

Because the school greatly encourages one to join some kind of activity I went and checked out all of the clubs. I decided a club would be good compared to a sport since I don't really like sports. I found several I want to join. There's the gardening club, the cooking club, and the Japanese lovers club. All of them are things I'm really into. So I gotta see if I can join all three. Otherwise it'll be such a hard decision..... okay probably not. I'd join the Japanese club since I can cook at home, I garden at home but I don't get a lot of Japanese things at home.

Well I do have quite a lot of Japanese things at home.... but it's not the same. With the club I'll be able to talk to other people about the things I love from Japan and they'll be able to tell me about what they love. And who knows I may discover something new that I like from there.

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