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 Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2011 8:44 pm
I Sylphae, have taken to the task of writing down my life and happenings in this journal. Now that I have been taught how to read and write I shall be doing most of these entries. Allthough Im more than happy to let father enter a few. Heehe.
It was one of those deliciously delightful days that father always loved, I already knew of the noises before they reached his ears. Pulling at his senses to make him have the feeling of urgency. The pull of a dream. I knew I was going to be "sibling" to another...possibly more. We know these things for we are connected.
He had taken us to the garden so I went and did what I do best. Garden. I let father busy himself with finding my dear brother. Giving him secret and silent help with emotions and feelings i sent to him. Eventually he found him, I was quite happy. I wonder what my little brother would be like? Oh well, I guess ill find out like father. But it will be nice to have someone like me to play with! I will be able to teach him like father has taught me.
Before father had gotten us completely ready for bed I went to the task of sewing a small doll of myself, so i can give it to Gabriel when he grows. I hope he does enjoy it!
anyways, it is time for us to go to bed. So i shall leave it at that
~Sylphae~
~Entry:6~
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2011 7:24 pm
The most wonderful thing happened just the other day! My dearest brother Grew! I had thought i was careless and lost him but all he did was jump down to have room to grow! such a crafty little boy, thats for sure. This is very exciting for me i just dont know what to do with myself, allthough since father seems to be a little dumbstruck as of late i have taken the liberties to do the house chores and take care of Gabe myself. I dont mind, he IS afterall the most adoreable little fox child ive ever seen! not to mention the only...hehehe.
He seems to like the doll that i had given him at bedtime, I am glad of this. I will think of other things to sew for him, maybe clothes and whatnot. F ather wont mind, he always lets me do what i want.
Gabe likes Muck! Im overjoyed, maybe when he starts talking we will have many things in common, oh i do hope so!
i apologise i must cut this short, i have many things to do for my sweet brother
~Sylphae
~Entry: 7~
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2011 7:51 pm
The weather patterns here are quite interesting....one day its sunny and the next it starts "Snowing" I already somewhat understood the concept but father further explained it to me with much joy and enthusiasm.
i appreciate fathers over joyous personalitym it brightens my mood constantly. Never a dull moment with him around! and now its even more amazing with gabe, I love watching him outsmart Ryghann, its positively delightful! He plays so many crafty games that leave him stumped for hours!
Anyways the snow is quite cold for father and gabe but i dont mind it myself, i can go out with just my pjs on and be as warm as if i was still inside.....I wonder why? it must be something to do with what i am, for im not furry like brother...or...well....whatever Ry is...hehe
Father went out early thismorning to clean a pathway out to the road, apparently it makes travel much more difficult but i dont seem to notice....actually ive been quite distracted lately....my wings have been growing at a rapid rate, I wonder if it signifies anything? am i supposed to fly about like all the little birdies that my garden attracts??
so many questions...
~Sylphae
~Entry:8~
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2011 9:55 pm
Lately ive been dreaming alot, about flying. It scares me since ive never done it before....but it feels so familiar. I just dont know what to think when im dreaming. Its always the same too, flying high in the skies, through clouds and diving down as fast as i can towords a vast ocean. But there is sadness in my heart and i dont know why.....is...is it loneliness? I have father and Gabe, so i dont understand why i would be such....
Is it maybe love? Father has spoken about it alot...like he Loves me and gabe...but somehow i dont think its the same love he speaks of. I might have to do some reading up on this matter.
in the meantime i have noticed gabes learning skills improving tremendously, he never shows it but i can tell hes absorbing everything i teach him. Its amazing, its like hes playing dumb on purpose....but for what reason??
I decide to find books with the theme of love in them, sneaking into fathers books i find one called the "Moulin Rouge". When he isnt looking i shall have to look into this, it has a lively cover and a windmill on the spine. And not only that but it says love on the cover...how bad can it be?
anyway back to my dream....its very clear, instead of foggy like my dreams before this particular one. However there is another who shows up at the very end....a shadowed figure hes the only one who isnt clear. I just wish to know what it means!!! ugh! father wouldnt understand either.....i guess ill just have to figure it out on my own....goodnight for now
~Sylphae
~Entry:9~
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Posted: Sat Dec 31, 2011 12:24 pm
Today father says is a very important day, told me to wear something nice out of the things he bought me on a trip by himself. Very cute dresses in different colors and styles. I chose the black one...i dont know why, I guess I find it mysterious and alluring. Black. Welcoming to me and comfortable. Bright colors are okay but I prefer them on flowers and birds.
Father had gotten a black bag, he said hes bringing it to where were going but says not to look inside. He also told us that we will be staying up late...which i find odd since I love sticking to our usual bedtime. Gabe, curious as usual keeps trying to stick his nose into the bag but father catches him just before he can see its contents. Impressive, father is getter wiser to Gabriels wily ways. hehe
He wanted to make sure everything was ready even though were leaving later in the day. The snow had all but melted completely, it was suprising, we were told that the weather has been odd as of late. I decided to take gabe out with me to find things to do.....whenever the weather is bad father doesnt want us going into the woods...says its too slippery and theres too many limbs to trip on. He cares and doesnt want us to hurt ourselves. So i decided we go for a walk, Ry gave me permission since he finds me a responsible young lady. and walks work, Gabe always stays nearby even if distracted he always catches up with me.
So we went out to the road...except not heading to town. This way the road goes leads through more fields, ive never really been further so it would be quite an adventure! I made sure gabe was bundled since I guess it was still cool outside. I just went in my outdoor dress, it was more durable than my original. So on we moved, looking around and whatnot. Gabe had made a game for himself, skipping from slushpiles to other slushpiles which sent him giggling. Makes me wonder what he thinks about since when were at home he doesnt really talk too much.
"So" i started to break the ice, "How do you like everyone else we met?"
He wrinkled his nose but thought about his answer," They ok. I like the darker ones, theyre more fun. The taller ones are confused it seems. Like they have more on they mind."
i was suprised to get such a full answer,"Gabriel....i know you know more than you let on...but why?" I couldnt help it...i was extremely curious. He paused in a step and narrowed his glance. "My concerns. Not for you to worry sis." He went back to playing made up games. Well that was that. Hes more secrative than i thought...Maybe ill find out in time?
~Sylphae
~Entry:10~
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 10:02 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 10:04 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 10:05 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 10:09 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 10:10 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 11:13 pm
Well, im glad Ive finnally gotten to write in here again!
goodness gracious time flies doesnt it? i remember when I first got Syl and now shes teaching gabe everything! All though, im worried that her affection towords him is a little too much.....i think of them more as siblings than anything else. Anyway, I decided to let syl take gabe to the garden today alone. They always have so much fun together and shes so responsible!
I just worry sometimes. that maybe things happen when im not there, like they try to do things i wouldnt want them to.
anyways tonight when they return im making them a fabulous dinner! Syl can take a break for once, she does too much for me and Gabe! allthough i need to remind myself to take her out clothes shopping.
Now! to the food, i will be making a delicious turkey dinner with holiday stuffing, cranberry sauce, butter potatoes with gravy, Buttermilk biscuts, fruit salad (fruit provided by Syls Garden) and a great heaping side of Muck! oh i cant wait to see their bright shiny faces!
I wonder what Syl will want to wear? I do have a nice assortment of dresses but i think she wants to go out and pick for herself : /
Oh dear my timer is going off! gotta go!
~Entry:16~
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 11:30 pm
So father had let brother and I go to the garden alone, I enjoy that he puts alot of trust in me. So we headed out early one bright shiny morning, gabe got into his usual black get up and i chose one of the sleeker cute dresses father had for me, it was black as to match Gabriel. We headed out down the road after a good meal and father waving at us. Gabe was skipping and whistling a fun tune and i was admiring the fields, our home was quite beautiful no matter what state of weather it was in.
Turning the familiar corner we head into the garden, Gabe took off happily to climb trees, pull weeds and greet Callista. Callista had grown quite gorgeously since ive been away, pity shes here by herself. I made my way near her and said a faint greeting. Callista looking suprised, shied at first but nodded and greeted in return, I had walked up to her as she was smiling at gabe. Despite his outgoing behaviour she didnt seem to mind. She picked him up after he held his arms up, him looking content and holding his tail. "Its a wonderful day out, would you care some company a while?" I asked politely. She thought about it a second, giving Gabe a pat on the head," Sure, id be delighted."
So we spent almost all day sitting and chatting with Callista, I enjoyed her company greatly though she is older and more mature than myself. During the midday i reached into a satchel i had brought and pulled out snacks, Gabriel ate hungrily. I also offered some to Callista which she approved and accepted them heartily. I think ive made yet another friend and i was happy and excited.
The wonderful day was slowly going by it seemed till i noticed that it was verging on twilight. "oh dear...it seems we have stayed too long, come gabe. Father will be expecting us." I curtsied to Callista and thanked her for spending time with us, she said her byes and told us to be careful with a strange expression. However i brushed it aside and started heading out the gate with gabe behind me.
We headed through the familiar trees and thats when I noticed something out of the corner of my eye. A shadow behind a tree, i thought my mind was playing tricks on me until the shadow moved!
I have a bad feeling....
~Entry:17~
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 11:49 pm
I dont know how it couldve happened.....
I was done setting up for dinner when a dirtied gabe comes running in faster then when he chases his own tail. He was out of breath and his eyes were flashing with extreme worry and alarm and confusion, tears welling up in his eyes. I rushed to his side asking him what the matter was...then realised Syl wasnt with him.
"help! Syl! Garden! NOW!" He managed to spit out before barreling out the door. I ran as fast as i could behind him, but not before grabbing an emergency backpack. He was hard to keep up with! then again he is a fox, but i managed to catch his every twist and turn he was making.
It seemed to take alot longer to get to the garden, gabe had taken me a different direction than i was used to so it was quite a suprise. He zoomed into the beautiful garden, even at night it had much splendor, He only stopped there to breathe and look around warily. "Sis?!?" He kept calling out and calling out but there was nothing. "Sylphae? Im here! where are you?" I called frantically. Gabes behavior was wrong, something was horribly wrong and i could feel it.
It almost seemed like we were searching for hours,
until i saw gabe white as a sheet beside me, staring straight ahead at the gates.
A figure was moving towords us, something wasnt right about it. I bravely called out to it, "Where is my Sylphae? Where is she??" Thats when the shape had reached the light, her skin was shiny and pale but had bruises and dirt and blood on it, her long,wavy hair was shadowing her eyes. She was tall, almost taller than me...but she was barely wearing anything, allthough pleasant to look at....covering what she had with the tatters that were the remains of what were a cute sleek black dress she kept walking towards us, like a zombie. I didnt move, for i feared the worst.
She reached me and dropped the tattered dress, putting her arms around my shoulders she looked up at me, her blue eyes....just like Sylphaes were empty and dark. Now that i think of it, her elegant wings and thin tail looked just like hers too. God. No.
"Daddy?" She had said and then passed out in my arms.
~Entry:18~
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