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 Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2010 10:14 am
No One No Thing King Fareru Wow King you're just after everyone now aren't you ^^ Lunar by talking you don't mean you're going to listen to his excuses as to why he was seeing someone else for 3 years while he was seeing you? I hope that in the end the decision you make is what's best for you and makes you happy. Nooo. Not at all >.> Just those I want to turn into royalty. Dont be jealous shweetheart, I got your ring to. Just wanted to give it to you later >.> -nods- And Fae is right Lunar. Like we talked about, in the end, the decision is about your happiness Someone's pimpin' 3nodding
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2010 11:07 am
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2010 11:16 am
Lol *patpat* its not a bad thing~
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2010 12:09 pm
I listened but I didn't forgive him
We are no longer together but still friends cause I am not one to hold a grudge
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2010 12:22 pm
No, me no pimp. Me are a king tho o.o
and good for you lunar -hugs and sneaks a few hundred kisses in at super sonic speed-
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Posted: Wed Aug 11, 2010 4:27 pm
So, it turns out not even a king is safe. Turns out the girl I had been with for about 5-6 years, who I helped when her ex was raping her and the like, and hadnt talked to in three months, was sleeping with her "online brother" and is leaving me for him.
She was to help me build my clan in the waking world, and form my kingdom. And now, this. She was supposed to be my anchor, and now this. So, I unno... I wished them both well, said if she wants friendship, her choice. But I feel.... empty, and hollow. And dead. And Im crying without crying -sigh-
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Posted: Wed Aug 11, 2010 9:24 pm
Wow king that is horrible *hug*
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Posted: Wed Aug 11, 2010 9:34 pm
No One No Thing King So, it turns out not even a king is safe. Turns out the girl I had been with for about 5-6 years, who I helped when her ex was raping her and the like, and hadnt talked to in three months, was sleeping with her "online brother" and is leaving me for him. She was to help me build my clan in the waking world, and form my kingdom. And now, this. She was supposed to be my anchor, and now this. So, I unno... I wished them both well, said if she wants friendship, her choice. But I feel.... empty, and hollow. And dead. And Im crying without crying -sigh- She doesn't deserve your friendship. She was sleeping with him.....that is such a betrayal of your feelings and your trust. I wish you the best King and remember that a great guy like you doesn't need a girl who doesn't seem to know what she's taking for grantid. You deserve better and what she did was horrible. I'm here if you need to talk to someone.
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Posted: Wed Aug 11, 2010 10:54 pm
Fareru No One No Thing King So, it turns out not even a king is safe. Turns out the girl I had been with for about 5-6 years, who I helped when her ex was raping her and the like, and hadnt talked to in three months, was sleeping with her "online brother" and is leaving me for him. She was to help me build my clan in the waking world, and form my kingdom. And now, this. She was supposed to be my anchor, and now this. So, I unno... I wished them both well, said if she wants friendship, her choice. But I feel.... empty, and hollow. And dead. And Im crying without crying -sigh- She doesn't deserve your friendship. She was sleeping with him.....that is such a betrayal of your feelings and your trust. I wish you the best King and remember that a great guy like you doesn't need a girl who doesn't seem to know what she's taking for grantid. You deserve better and what she did was horrible. I'm here if you need to talk to someone. Thanks, but its my fault, really. Im a poly king, after all. None can deal with that. Honestly, Im an old fossil, an ancient soul. My kind are no longer present on this earth. I try to do a noble thing in all I do, but its all for naught. Should just give up, and conform... I dont want to tho...
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Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 3:25 am
No One No Thing King Fareru No One No Thing King So, it turns out not even a king is safe. Turns out the girl I had been with for about 5-6 years, who I helped when her ex was raping her and the like, and hadnt talked to in three months, was sleeping with her "online brother" and is leaving me for him. She was to help me build my clan in the waking world, and form my kingdom. And now, this. She was supposed to be my anchor, and now this. So, I unno... I wished them both well, said if she wants friendship, her choice. But I feel.... empty, and hollow. And dead. And Im crying without crying -sigh- She doesn't deserve your friendship. She was sleeping with him.....that is such a betrayal of your feelings and your trust. I wish you the best King and remember that a great guy like you doesn't need a girl who doesn't seem to know what she's taking for grantid. You deserve better and what she did was horrible. I'm here if you need to talk to someone. Thanks, but its my fault, really. Im a poly king, after all. None can deal with that. Honestly, Im an old fossil, an ancient soul. My kind are no longer present on this earth. I try to do a noble thing in all I do, but its all for naught. Should just give up, and conform... I dont want to tho... How is it your fault that SHE took advantage of you?! You gave her all your trust and treated her with respect and chivalry, how is that your fault?! Don't change because you're an old soul, join the club!! King you're fantastic and don't let anyone change you, I wish I knew you in RL because you're so cool. Remember we're all like a family here and I know I'm here for you if you need someone but don't change because you had your heart broken, just be a little more careful next time when you're all healed and ready to try the field again.
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Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 7:19 am
Fareru No One No Thing King Fareru No One No Thing King So, it turns out not even a king is safe. Turns out the girl I had been with for about 5-6 years, who I helped when her ex was raping her and the like, and hadnt talked to in three months, was sleeping with her "online brother" and is leaving me for him. She was to help me build my clan in the waking world, and form my kingdom. And now, this. She was supposed to be my anchor, and now this. So, I unno... I wished them both well, said if she wants friendship, her choice. But I feel.... empty, and hollow. And dead. And Im crying without crying -sigh- She doesn't deserve your friendship. She was sleeping with him.....that is such a betrayal of your feelings and your trust. I wish you the best King and remember that a great guy like you doesn't need a girl who doesn't seem to know what she's taking for grantid. You deserve better and what she did was horrible. I'm here if you need to talk to someone. Thanks, but its my fault, really. Im a poly king, after all. None can deal with that. Honestly, Im an old fossil, an ancient soul. My kind are no longer present on this earth. I try to do a noble thing in all I do, but its all for naught. Should just give up, and conform... I dont want to tho... How is it your fault that SHE took advantage of you?! You gave her all your trust and treated her with respect and chivalry, how is that your fault?! Don't change because you're an old soul, join the club!! King you're fantastic and don't let anyone change you, I wish I knew you in RL because you're so cool. Remember we're all like a family here and I know I'm here for you if you need someone but don't change because you had your heart broken, just be a little more careful next time when you're all healed and ready to try the field again. Thanks Fae. But it is my fault. Its because I am an old school. My soul is used to the ancient way. Those of high standing, are good upbringing and stock, having multiple wives. Bearing offspring to help raise to be strong, creating a clan, which grows into a kingdom and beyond. And thats just frowned upon nowadays, least in America. And the plan was to make our own country, recognized by the world as an independent. There are many examples of it all over, if you look hard enough. But... I dunno... Maybe I should just conform. Stop being poly. Give up on my ideals Ive had for so long, and just... go with the flow... -sigh-
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Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 8:10 am
See all this pain and torment one has to go through, is why I stopped caring and believing in love. My last relationships only brought me heartache and a lot of pain. Maybe one day I will love once more, but right now...I am fine without it. Love is an emotion full of heartache or full devotion. So a long time ago...I decided to wipe away all emotion...and the smiles you see on my face are just lies, but my true self-my inner self has no emotion what-so-ever. Then again my inner self isn't human, so it's easy for me to disregard my emotions.
This guild is a family and we should be able to confide in one another, no matter what the circumstances are. In the language of Cavonia,"Trsa Grya Maki," means "we are one!" This is something we can live up to as a guild.
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cupcake_ninja08 Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 8:12 am
I tried wiping away the emotion. In my case, it comes back. I cannot be a hybrid without that emotion. So I simply must deal with it for the rest of my life, thats all
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Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 8:17 am
No One No Thing King I tried wiping away the emotion. In my case, it comes back. I cannot be a hybrid without that emotion. So I simply must deal with it for the rest of my life, thats all It took me a lot of patience and time to wipe away and hide all of my emotions...but everyonce in awhile I have to let them loose and flow freely. That week when I was really depressed was one of those times, and then after that i am back to my normal self.
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cupcake_ninja08 Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 7:38 pm
I have had my share of heartache, soul crushing heartache and it's a hard thing to recover from but I worked through it slowly. If you wipe away your emotions then it'll catch up with you now and then. Why not work through the pain rather than run from it? Running means it's always there and working through it leads to recovery. Don't wipe your emotions away and give up on love, yes it's hard but it'll happen. That doesn't mean you have to go searching forever for the love of your life. Take breaks, enjoy being single, create yourself the way YOU want to be and look for someone who likes who you are for the way you wanna be. I wish you the best King and hope that you work through this because healing is better than bandaging it up. Kagome I truly hope you find happiness someday, you are beautiful and amazing and deserve to be happy.
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