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 Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 10:19 pm
He was happy to see a spark of life come back into her eyes, no matter how small it was. She needed a reason to get up in the morning, and if he had to force her to, then he was gonna be that reason.
"I do understand, love. You need me to be there for you, so I will." He smiled at her, then made his way towards the river, making sure she really was following him. "There's some young grass just over here. I heard your tummy growling." With a wink sent her way, Kindle gestured to a lightly colored section of the grassy knoll. "They're EXTRA delicious."
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 10:43 pm
Flora looked up at him and suddenly turned a sour gaze to him; angered by the way he'd just talked to her. Everyone thought she was stupid; he must have too. Addressing her as if she was a fawn still.
"DON'T talk down to me." She growled before pushing past him; forcefully if she needed too; even though her force wasn't much because she was so hungry and was wasting away already. "Enough herla treat me like I don't understand a damn thing they say. But I do. I know. I watch the way they treat me; the way they talk to me. They think I'm stupid; call me innocent."
She glowered angrily; really hurt now. How dare he think the same thing as everyone else. The tears threatened her eyes now stinging at them. She'd never been so upset as she was now.
She walked to the river and stepped into it. She wondered how deep it was... wondered if Kindle could swim... wondered what would happen if she walked into the deep end and never walked out... would anyone care? She sighed in a defeated manner... and fell to her knee's just sobbing. She hated her life so much.
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 11:26 pm
Kindle was totally caught off guard by this freak out. "Flora?! I'd never talk down to you. You were feeling bad, and I was trying to cheer you up by being silly. Not everyone is your enemy honey. I'll never treat you like you're stupid..." Walking over to her as she stepped into the river, he was caught even MORE off guard by her bursting into tears.
"Flora?!" Kneeling down in the water next to her, he cuddled his body as close to her as he could, trying to comfort with his presence.
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 12:04 am
She felt stupid when he explained it like that... Flora felt like she'd just jumped to conclusions on him, like she'd yelled at him for no reason at all. Like she was just taking it out on him. And even now he was being so nice... He hadn't yelled at her, hadn't told her to stop, hadn't told her she was just over reacting. She lifted her head; and then dropped it as he was suddenly around her and comforting her; and it made her cry even worse. She buried her face into his side and just cried and cried and cried. She hated it. She felt so... ungroovy. She felt like such a downer. Like such a spoiled brat for yelling at him like that and then the fact that he wasn't mad with her.
She let out a few more sobs; her whole body shaking as she did so. "I don't know why you love me Kindle." She whimpered into his side. "You deserve so much better... You deserve someone stable. You deserve someone consistent; someone that doesn't constantly think about walking into a lake... and never coming back out." She shuddered against him; as the sobs calmed down; as the tears stopped coming; as she wiped her face into Kindles warm side.
"Is there something wrong with me Kindle?" She whimpered against him looking into his eyes. "A few minutes ago... I was happy to think that I would get to spend some time with you... and now... I just ruined it.... I'm awful. Am I broken?" She asked her eyes starting to water again.
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 12:11 am
His heart was breaking further with every body wrenching sob. He didn't know how to fix this with her, but the least he could do was be there when she needed him. And forget all this 'you're too good for me stuff'. "I don't know how to describe it any better than this; I love you, and you are all I would ever want. Tears and all. Please don't ever think that you aren't exactly what I deserve."
Feeling her tears calm down, he only leaned into her more, hoping his heated body would offer comfort words could not. "There's nothing wrong with you honey." He was so sad that she would ever think that. "You have had some VERY hard times lately, and because of those, your responses are set to 'automatically upset'." Trying for a smile now. "Hopefully, given enough time with me, we can fix that. Since it's my goal to keep you happy for as long as possible." Nuzzling behind her ear.
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 12:24 am
"I think I want to leave this place Kindle." Flora told him quietly. "I just want to leave and never come back. I don't want anyone to find me... But... I want them to look for me... I want to be alone... But I want to know that people are worried about me. And if feels like; if I don't leave and never come back; then no one's going to care. Like I have to do something big. You know? To make people care about me like they used to..." She closed her eyes and leaned into him; liking the warmth and kind of calming down becuase of it.
Her ears went forward when she processed that he'd said, about him wanting to fix her. To make her feel better. And almost feeling like they were a couple. But she was so upset; so out of places; so beside herself and unsure about any of her emotions, that she wasn't sure how she felt about him. When he was with her her heart swelled and she felt alright for a moment. But then she would snap on him like that; and when he was only trying to help her...
She looked up at him and stuck out her nose to press it to his own. "Run away with me." She said quietly. "Let's leave. Right here right now. Let's just go; before any more bad things happen to me." She added on pleadingly.
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 12:35 am
Kindle was at a loss for words, for a moment. He couldn't believe Flora trusted him that much. But he HAD always been there for her, no matter what had happened... This place wasn't healthy for her right now, the was only one answer he would ever give to her. "Yes. Let's go." His eyes totally serious as he met her gaze.
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 12:46 am
When he said yes; Flora looked at him with big wide eyes. yes? He'd said yes! That was amazing she hadn't expected him to say yes... But it all made sense to her now! as if it was all falling into place. Robin probably hated her now... After what she'd said to Sommer. After how she'd been hiding from everyone. Not going near anyone; avoiding even her mother. She nodded her head; her whole body shaking suddenly with the thought of it. "Yes. Let's go. Right now. You're right. We should." She said; her voice wavering as she agreed with him. Getting up to her feet shakily and beginning to move. Her whole body shaking with the adrenaline rush as she started walking further and further away from everyone and everything. "Where should we go Kindle?" She asked looking up at him.
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 12:53 am
He smiled with how shocked she was. Didn't she understand that he'd do anything for her? Ah, well, she would in time. "Anywhere but here." Walks with her, adding his calming presence to her jittery one. "We can head towards my father's old clan, as it's safe until we actually reach them." Pausing, he made sure she knew... "We can come back WHENEVER you want. You always have a choice Flora, I want to make sure you know that." Nuzzling her again, supporting her, that's why he was here, for her.
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 1:14 am
Flora nodded her head; she would just... walk away with him. She smiled at the thought. Oh god it was all so simple! She actually felt like giggling! it would take care of so many of her problems! Would make her life so much easier! Just being able to run away! Why hadn't she thought of that? Why hadn't it hit her to just do that?
"Kindle... Just talking about this is making me estatic!" She told him nuzzling into him over and over again. Moving farther and farther away from everyone and all of the problems that they were to her. She never wanted to see them ever again. Never wanted to talk to them! And this! This would make it so much more simple.
She nodded her head when Kindle told her that. "I know Kindle." She told him looking up at him as she continued to walk, practically prancing. "Let's go Kindle <3" She told him happily; just smiling at him. "Let's go and just be together forever; always the two of us." She said; as if just saying it would make it all easier. "And we'll be happy together. I'm sure of it." She added firmly. Before continuing on and off into the distance.
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