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i was 5 and she was 13 ..... she is my cousin ............. i was alone ......... she was babysitting me ............... we were playing dolls and having a great time my family was on a date..........i asked for a cookie........... when i came back she was putting away the dolls............ i asked "what are you doing i still wanted to play?".....she said come here liz im going to ell you a story............i sat on the ground and she acted like she was thinking and then shepinned me on the ground and said shhhhhhhhhhhhhh ............. i had no clue what she was doing . i felt her stiking her hand up my skirt and freaking fingering me!!!!!!!! i bit her armr and scratched her and when she pulled out the knife.............. i stayed compleately calm and she said i would get hurt.... LIAR@!!!! by doing what she was hurt me then she told me to like her crotch!!! i kept shaking my head and then she slapped me and said DO IT!! so I did it and my mouth is still reaking to this day!!!! i cant stand the fact that im related to her........... once i ws done she fingering me again and then i kicked hre on her bare crotch and she screamed and i ranb to the bathroom luckily i picked up my skirt before she almost caught me
i stayed locked in the bathroom untll she got the key swhen she got it and i heard her rusiling through diferent keys so trhe first thing i though to do was jupm out the wind so i lifter up the window and jumped out i got a cut on my leg but i didnt care and when i saw ehr com outside i got closer to the neighbors house and screamed at the top of my lung HELP ME!!!!!! PLEASE HELPO ME the i ran over to there house and there dad was in the backyard he heard me and i told him what happened and then he told me mom and i havnt seen her since

Wow! I'm glad you took action to protect yourself. That took a lot of guts.