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My cold's getting worse and if I don't stop going number two after everything I drink, I'll be in the hospital by the end of the night or by tomorrow at the latest. =/
I hate being this sick. It's gross, it's painful and it makes me feel like a slob. crying

Right now I have a bad cough that comes and goes, the having to use the bathroom issue, breathing problems when I wake up in the morning, headaches, body temperature fluctuations, and on and on and on.

My life hates me. =/

edit: Well, for now, I think I'm fine. I'll try and fight this alone. If I can't, then I have no choice but to go to the ER. -.-

=/ that sucks. I'm sorry that you're dealing with that.

Aye, that is true. Compared to the treatment you've been faced with, I would have it better. sweatdrop But, I'm avoiding an ER visit as much as possible. It'd be just another bill. ><

On a sidenote, food poisoning sucks. My parents went through that a week ago. They weren't too happy.... P:

So, I think I'm actually beating this virus or whatever it was I had.
I believe it was an upper respiratory infection. I read online on several sites that the burning pain in the chest when coughing means you have an upper respiratory infection caused by a virus.

The coughing isn't that bad today. But I think I'm having fevers in my sleep because I wake up all blah and s**t, ya know? Like my clothes are sticking to me...everywhere. Ugh, it feels so gross, like someone sprayed a sheen of lukewarm water all over my skin and just placed clothes over it, soaking it in.
I think too much.

The pain in my chest is gone and I don't wake up having a lot of trouble breathing. (Still have trouble upon waking but it's not as bad as it was.)

Last night, my scalp hurt again. It's been like this for about a year or so now, it'll get really sensitive and it'll hurt just to move my hair and combing it is really painful unless I do very slowly and gently. If I don't, it burns.
Back a year ago, my mom noticed a ring on my scalp. It was brown (not ringworm and not a perfect circle, it was a loosely formed circle...) and it hadn't changed during the time we actually kept an eye on it.
Now, today after having experienced the scalp pain the night before I decided to go looking for that ring and to my surprise, it had changed a bit. (my hair was greasy in this pic, blah. lol. it's not anymore now. xD)



I don't know what the hell it is. o-O
I'd also like to add that during the Summer before last, my scalp was sunburned. Or at least, I thought it was because the pain I felt then mirrors the pain I get now. It's odd, really. So, I can't tell if I actually sunburned it. xD
Also, last year, my head always felt bruised. And today I had a wicked headache where the scalp pain was.

I told my mom we should probably look into getting a doctor's appt saved up for in the next few months so I can get a dermatologist to take a look at it. It just irks me not knowing what it is.
I've also got this blistering small patch of skin on my right arm. It drives me nuts. It doesn't heal. It itches.

So many things wrong with me. I can't wait for something to be right. XD

I think I have chronic dandruff. Isn't that disgusting? It sounds disgusting. I feel disgusting. Lmfao

Finally done taking antibiotics. Um, I think it helped quite a bit. I'm feeling a lot better.

I'm right now trying to cut my daily calories down quite a bit. I'm trying to keep it within a range of 1,200 to 1,800. I don't want to go any lower than that because that wouldn't do me any good. :X

I said 'quite a bit', twice. Wtf is wrong with me today?

So, if you haven't heard, Disney released a Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland press kit. Fans can't get one. I'm pissed. Slightly. I'll be fine in a few hours. -_-

Here's a youtube vid of some guy who received it and he's walking you through the entire thing. It's amazing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OCv4c0uZoQ4

BUT! The updated preview that comes in the silver key USB disk they sent with the book is actually released on youtube. It's amazing. Tim Burton's a genius. I love him.
Here's the new preview!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9POCgSRVvf0

I'm getting this really limited edition Alice in Wonderland palette soon...from Urban Decay. I'm stoked. Seriously. I've never ordered anything from them, I've never used makeup from them. I think my makeup hasn't gone over like, 10 bucks. I'm not a diva, I'm cool with drugstore stuff. But, this was amazing and honestly, I didn't think I'd ever get it. I showed my mom just to show her and she was like, so when's it coming out? I almost peed myself. We ordered it at like, 12 in the morning on Friday. The site hadn't even updated the front page yet so, we were one of the first to get it.
I feel really bad for all the people who couldn't get it and won't be able to get it in stores either due to their location. On Ebay, these kits are now over $100. The price in Urban Decay was $52. :/

In other news, man, Haiti. That s**t is crazy. I'm shocked by it. It's just...wow.
Now, I know some of you may be thinking that I'm an a*****e for not wanting to donate $52 to the Red Cross in order to help in aiding the disaster relief but, we never donate. We don't trust that the money we'll give will be used accordingly, so, we don't give money. We don't do red cross, salvation army, nothing. No can drives, blanket drives, whatever. I tried donating a bunch of clothes and stuff but I constantly missed the pickup date, so, that never worked out.
But yeah. We don't donate. Probably never will. I pray though. I put all my thought into imagining a positive outcome for the people over in Haiti because, I know that no matter how much money is gathered together, it will never erase the devastation. It won't bring back the dead, it won't raise the demolished buildings, it won't bring together the scattered pieces of their lives.

Before I start ranting about the world, I'll end this now, lol.

I need diet coke.
That is all.

Well, not really all. I'm back from some unforeseen, unplanned hiatus of sorts.
And. Yeah. It's kinda quiet around here...