@Dazzler: I would, if it got bad enough... but for these last few months, I've hardly been bothered. I've started blocking out everything that goes on while I'm alone, though. It's hard to not keep a record of the bad dreams.. I actually don't have many, and I find them interesting.




@Cx2x: What happens at these diffrent locations are hardly the same. It's a bit diffrent other than the dreams, none of the dreams are alike either. You could be right, though... I don't think anything negative is following me. My mom believes there is a demon at my grandparents' house, and it is following my grandmother around because of things she' done. If that were true, a demon would be with my mom, too. I think she and her friends purposely tried to create a portal for them because they thought it would be fun, and probably didn't believe in such things at the time. She attracts negative spirits, so I've noticed... and possibly spirits that aren't. She claims a little girl followed her home from some place she visits, and the girl likes to play with her and her boyfriend. I think I have at least one spirit with me that tries to protect me from the negative, though, possibly my dad or my great gradmother, or both.

It's made me wonder... if I actually do have spirits following me, that maybe it explains why I feel almost always drained of energy and my health problems. It's very likely I'm Nacroleptic..I have periods where I can pass out anywhere, and then I can go for awhile not being able to sleep. The doctors I have been too, though, are of no help.. they can't figure out what is wrong with me. Then again my current doctor took a month trying to figure out what I had when I was sick with mono for over two months, when it took the first time visiting another doctor.




@Wallop098: It's okay, it takes me forever to reply myself... But no, not right after a negative affect have I experienced a positive effect. They're both rare now, positive effects are even rarer. Although when I was living part of the time at my mom's house part at my dad's house. At my mom's I'd go through days of negativite energy to my dad's house where a spirit stayed that had nothing but positive effects on me. It actually upset me even more after my dad died when I had to move out of his house.. that I wouldn't be around the spirit anymore, possibly. I think it's also posible that spirit stayed iwth me though. I've hardly had any problems at the house I live in now. I actually saw an apparition a few months ago.... a figure that was glowing white, kinda like that you'd see on a TV screen, and it was in the shape of a human... it walked past my doorway, and where it stopped and disappeared I heard a noise. I always thought an apparition would scare me, if that is what it was... but I was actually glad to see it.




@xXxPalomitaxXx: No, not scent that I can remember. Then again, I wouldn't have payed attention to any scents. Whatever it is, I don't believe it is capable of hurting me. I think it would've already if it could.



Although.... I'm going to have problems if what is at my grandparents' house continues messing with the lights at night. For some reason.. I've never been able to stand walking into a dark room at their house. Even when I was little, and I didn't know what ghosts or demons were, I for some reason had to turn on the lights to a room before I'd walk into it at night. I've always had this strange feeling about it there... although, if I was at any other place I wouldn't have a problem walking in a dark room.

I stay with my grandparents' at their house every weekened, though. This last weekend there was a lot of activity in the house, even though I was downstairs with my little brother. One of the first things we at least noticed, was a very loud sound that seemed to come from the direction in which the hallway connected the kitchen and hte living room which we were in. I said nothing at first, I thought it sounded like something wooden being scooted across the floor. My little brother, though, freaked out on me. He thought it sounded more like a growl, and I know he can hear better than me. A little after this, I got up and went upstairs where my grandparents stay at night.. and I asked my grandfather if he had been down stairs anytime soon and before I came up. He told me he hadn't.. so I went back downstairs and out of curosity started moving things around that possibly could make the noise we heard. Nothing I could move made the noise, and the more I think about it, the more it sounded like a growl to me, too. My brother decided to be stupid after this and he turned the light off, and turned on three lamps in the room. Several times, too, the two lamps the closest to us flickered. They both are a diffrent type of lamp, they didn't share the same plugin, they didn't once flicker at the same time as the other. Later after that my brother and I decided to watch a movie. He decided to turn out the two lamps the closest to us so he could see the tv better. One lamp continued to flicker, even though it was turned off.... it still flickered on. After this, I decided against sleeping until 6am, because I knew I'd probably have another bad dream if I went to bed earlier. I didn't dream the two hours I did sleep, woke up at 8am and went to church. An hour after I came back, I decided to let myself sleep a little more. I ended up having a long dream that had to have lasted for hours... and in the dream it seemed years passed by. The entire time the dream was dark, darker than it is at night.. and it had something to do with people who have died. I ended up waking up from it feeling really disoriented since I went from that level of darkness to waking up at the brightest time in the day.

But whatever it is, it dosent only bother me. My brother has been living with my grandparents for a few months now. He's experienced things similar to what I have there, while I wasen't even there. He claims he woke up at exactly 3am, and felt something hit is foot.. so he sat up and picked up what he thought it was-a controller to our xbox 360- with both hands.... and the controlled was jerked out of his hands. I've already mentioned the growl we heard. He's also seen a yellow orb in a fake fireplace. And he has also experienced something scratching at the glass doors and windows from the outside, just as I have. The first dream I mentioned in my first post.. around the same time, that night, I was downstairs in the living room reading a book. My grandfather was watching TV, and he got up and told me he was going to bed... I was too into the book to move, as much as I hate being downstairs in that house alone at night. Not long after he left, something started scratching on the front glass door, and the cat wasen't there... and nor does she ever scratch the doors or windows.