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 Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 3:15 pm
"Well I did meet one mare, although I'm sure she said she was...."
He paused, what was it that Morana said she was a mix of? Oh yes, a UniKalona. He grinned, this mare was something else with her flashy red and white pelt and amazing horn. He had a deep level of respect for her, since after all this was his first friend.
"..A UniKalona. That's a mixed breed of Unicorn and Kalona. Such a wonderful mare. She was my first friend."
The grin faded, thinking about others that were his breed and nice. Even if he did breed and produce offspring, what was to say they wouldn't be destroyed by nasty full-bloods in order to make sure the population stayed mean and meat eating jerks for as long as they could? The foals would only have himself and their mother, and that was providing she'd make it through birth and even after, she'd be fairly weak from such a task that even the strongest of Kalona wouldn't be able to fend of a attack on herself, let alone multiple foals.
Listening to Kawoni he hadn't noticed her blushing until she began complimenting him in all sorts of fashion. A light blush, one that a passerby wouldn't be able to see formed on his cheeks. She was a sweet girl, most likely his age and rather knowledgeable. He had never came into a situation where a female spoke with such compassion towards him outside of his mother and sister, perhaps she had mistaken his personality for one of her mates? He shook the whole concept out of his head and smiled, listening to her before speaking himself.
"Including yourself huh?"
He again smiled, this time nudging her playfully on her side with his muzzle. She definitely had feelings for him, at least he was pretty sure of it. He worried how to explain to her that he could do her harm, being a Kalona that had suppressed his nature for years, what would be the turning point of it all? He certainly didn't want it peaking out while being around her, he was certain this would scare the Cerynei mare off immediately.
"Kawoni, I...."
Saint had no idea how to handle this properly. All common sense had since left the building and now it was a matter of explaining himself the best he could, without hurting her feelings.
"Kawoni, I'd be extremely worried about what would happen if I did go, at any point, to my natural instincts again. What would happen to you? To any foals we might produce? I care about you, a certain fondness that is something I'd like to stay with me until I'm old and...well...white. But if I ever brought pain to you, or suffering to any part of my family, I'm not sure what I'd do with myself. And frankly, I'd rather you not run from me either...although you would need to if I ever became what people amount my breed to."
Sighing he looked as she was nervously taking grass from the patch below their hooves. He bent down and looked into her eyes, not eating, but just looking at her. She was already amazing, and felt things for him, why did he have to be a Kalona? Why not a Cerynei like his mother and her.
"I care a heck of a lot about you, ya' know. I'd never want you to be in trouble or harms way. You're a beautiful mare, your hair is soft but wild and you're such a kind soul. I think your eyes have been my favorite part about you since we first met. I can't imagine a world that would stand from losing who you are now. And I'd be deathly afraid of doing that to you. This world would be so lonely without you."
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Posted: Sun Sep 20, 2009 9:44 pm
Kawoni frowned as she looked up at him. was he being serious? was he just trying to kindly reject her, or was it something deeper...maybe it was because she wasn't Kalona...but she did not believe that, she knew that he was different and did not care for the whole pure bloodline bit. he had told he so himself...she could not help feeling like he was stabbing her heart...
"Saint, you think that distance will protect me from harm? have you not thought that maybe your rejection could hurt far more than any physical pain could ever cause me?"
she looked deep in his eyes searching for some glimmer of hope that this was not the end...for ope that this meeting of pure happiness would not end in heart-break...fighting back tears she continued.
"you dont have to live in fear you know? we could find a way...if you were too, you know...lose it, i could take the foals, and we would hide...maybe go live with a large herd for a while until we knew that it was safe to rejoin you...i would wait for you."
she looked away too afraid to see his reaction. what if he were to snap right now and attack her...would i run away? no i would try and talk to him, even if it ment physical harm to me. she knew that it would be hard to leave him, but maybe if there were foals to protect then she could do it...she did not care much for her own well being, but she would do whatever it would take to protect foals, especially if they were her own. if only she knew how to tell this to Saint so that he would understand.
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 3:10 pm
Saint blinked a few times, rejection? He'd never heard of it, but he knew what it was, basically. He knew foals that were rejected by their mothers, baskets rejected by their tenders, did that pertain to caring for people as well? Well he supposed it was the same if you died it down, he shook his head, no that's not something he wanted to do to Kawoni. Sighing he nuzzled the tip of her nose affectionately,
"No no, I don't mean to reject you. Not at all..."
He blushed, not something he planed to do, or did at all but she made him all skittish. He didn't think logically about things and perhaps she'd pull away, did he do something else wrong. Ears hit the back of his head instantly, worried he'd gone one step too far and she'd run. He had watched when his mother....River....had been touched by Pariah, even if they had had foals together she still flinched at his skin against her. Would she be scared like River was to Pariah? He hoped not.
"I didn't think of it like that. I've never really had these feelings before, I'm not sure what to say or do."
The pure white Kalona smiled lightly at her comment about foals, he was starting to be able to honestly see them being together and having children. Yes, it wouldn't be too bad, after all, foals get both traits from their mother and father. Nodding he loosened up a bit and relaxed again, it was easy to talk to her about things. Unlike most races, even like her own, she didn't seem to worry about fright nearly as much. It was nice.
"I don't think I could ever hurt you, especially our foals.....I would never hurt people I car- people I love."
Nudging her side gently he nipped playfully at her mane, he didn't mean to be mean. No, he would never attack people he cared about, it just wasn't in him, blood or otherwise. Never.
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 5:58 pm
Kawoni's heart fluttered at Saint's touch. it was not fear that caused it, if she was afraid she would have pulled away. no, instinctively she stepped forward closing the gap between her and Saint, nuzzling his neck. it felt nice to be so close to him, it felt right.
"i...i think i love you Saint..."
the words came out soft and choked off. Kawoni had hardly realized what she had said before it slipped out, but she did not regret them, but rather let the soft words hang in the air. she knew that Saint would never hurt her, and if he does it is because he was not him self. she would do what ever it takes to keep the Saint in front of her.
"...and no matter what happens, i will be there for you."
this feeling, and the words she was saying, this had to be love. she knew she loved Saint. even though they had just met, it was love...it seemed right. after all this is how Kawoni was born. the fateful meeting of her parents in the flower garden was love at first sight, and now she was experiencing the same thing.
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 2:31 am
The stallion smiled a warm smile, again Kawoni made his whole mind melt, he half wondered if perhaps it was oozing out his ears as her words continued to reach him. He shuddered for a moment as he felt her come closer and make contact with her body, it was by no means a bad feeling, it was just new. The only other mares that had ever managed to get that close were his sisters and of course his mother, although Morana had as well, but not nearly at the same level as she was now. No, Morana was a dear dear friend, nothing more.
"You have no idea the vast amount of comfort that brings to me to hear those words, you're a very special mare Kawoni."
He had the urge to do what most Soquili with wings did as he imagined, wrapping his wing around her to keep her sheltered and warm, to keep her close, but for fear of her being scared he decided it was just as easy to keep his wings to his side and meerly play with her hair and back of her neck lovingly. Saint was experiencing something amazing, he wished this day would never cease, and he honestly thought it couldn't.
As much of a Kalona he was on his outside, Saint was anything but it on the inside. Devoted and simple, not blood-driven or lustful. Indeed, Saint was just as his mother had told him, 'A Cerynei from the heart within'.
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Posted: Tue Sep 29, 2009 8:27 pm
Kawoni sat and let saint play with her hair. time seemed to freeze on this moment as it usually does when two people fall in love. she wondered for a second what her dad would think, but then pushed the thought right out of her head. why should she care if he got mad, father is not even here right now, so she has nothing to fear. she looked up at the sky to thank her lucky stars for her new found love. she then noticed that she could acctually see s few stars. the sun was setting and the sky was turning a soft pink color. she laughed and stepped away from Saint so she could see his face.
"wow Saint, its almost night. can you belive we have been sitting here all day?"
she looked around not quite sure what to do next. no one ever told her what to do after she had fallen in love, only how to find love. now that she had her love, she was somewhat lost. what do people do after they fall in love?
"um, do you happen to have a place i could stay in for the night? im not quite accustom to this area and..."
she blushed a little still getting used to her feelings for Saint.
"...and i dont want to leave you."
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Posted: Thu Oct 01, 2009 4:17 am
"All day indeed, but it's been a heck of a day. Best one so far,"
Saint smiled quaintly towards Kawoni, such a sweet mare, and one that liked him none the less. Pausing he listened, as she mentioned the night his gaze fell on the stars starting to appear as well, it was bound to be a beautiful but fairly chilly evening. Most of them in these parts were, and his mother used to keep him and his siblings warm under the dense forests and warmth of the taller grasses, but this was a clearing. Certainly no shelter was to be found here, but shelter was a must. Saint, being a Kalona, had a large amount of both muscle and a warming layer of fat, something he'd found useful throughout most evenings when he had been young.
"I can take you to where I generally sleep, it's a place my mother found my basket. A warm area compared to this, and if it's not warm enough there's a moss covered cave a little farther, or I can....or I can just keep you warm. I'm no fluffy bear, but I've found I'm able to keep rather warm in the colder evenings."
Debating if she'd really follow him home he smiled again and blushed as she did. There were multiple new feelings within him, boiling and brewing just under the surface, or deep in his heart. Kawoni was such...such a sweet girl. Nodding off to their left and a bit in the distance Saint was motioning the direction they'd need to travel.
"Only if you want. I know the woods around here are dense but these lands haven't really been used except for my mother and my siblings, and all of them have since left."
He slowly, very slowly, starting heading off. Hoping she'd follow, and constantly checking to see if she was.
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Posted: Sun Oct 04, 2009 7:23 pm
Kawoni stepped right up to his side without hesitation. no way was she going to let him leave without her. the air was nippy and his side was warm. the cave sounded nice, but if she wanted to sleep next to Saint it might get too hot, so she decided that the other place would be just fine.
"the place were you found your basket sounds perfect. and if it gets too cold ill just have to sleep closer to you."
she playfully nudged his shoulder as she walked with him out of the grassy meadow and followed him off too were they would be taking shelter for the night.
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