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PostPosted: Fri Jun 12, 2009 11:39 pm


[[Location]]: Verdant's apartment.
[[Time]]: 1:54 A.M.

The rattle of the doorknob turning was barely audible over the soft sound of Orpheus' snoring. Verdant, drenched in sweat and stinking of lust, walked through the door quietly, taking great pains to ensure that his little borther didn't wake up. It was far too late for the young Proto to be awake. With light steps that'd make dancers jealous, Verdant made his way to his room and quickly stripped off all of his sweaty clothing. He must've looked like hell; his hair was messy, his skin sticky, and the expression in his eyes...

With great efforts not to look in the mirror, Verdant plucked a pencil and a small black journal out from under the tiny stack of dirty magazines under his hammock. He'd never written in it before, but tonight... tonight, he had to let everything out. Sex with some good-looking guy he hardly knew wasn't about to make him feel better. He cracked open the journal and began to write in that fluid, tiny script that only he could read without any difficuty.

Verdant
Hey, journal... um, I'm not good at this sort of thing... I don't usually write in journals or anything; what's there to write about? Well, I guess there are some things to write about...

I've made many friends. Good friends, friends who I know I can trust. Ellandra, she's awesome. I met her quite some tiem ago when I was puttign up fliers for one of my performances. She used to be so shy and timid, but I've seen this stronger side of her recently. The thanks goes to Faolan, the one and only true love of her life. He's this great guy who lives at Farstep, this carnival for "outsiders". I don't really get what that means, but I guess the important thing is that both of them are happy- and expecting kids, apparently. I know that they'll raise their children well.

Elst, now there's an amazing plant for you. He's my boss and best friend; he gave me a job at his nursery, Elysian Gardens, after he helped me out with some trouble I was having with my amaranth. He's... well, he's very... um... well, he's got troubles. I don't really know how else to say it; issues makes him sound like some psycho. He says he can't feel love. He's really introverted and it's hard to reach him sometimes. I wish I could just ask him what's wrong, but is it really my business? I don't want to end up doing something stupid to mess up another friendship, especially not with someone who is so like me... I care about him a lot, but this is one friendship I can't afford to ruin. Aoi, his son, is a lot less oblivious than his father, but always has me thinking he knows more than he's letting on...

Then there's Shade... he's... he's... um... well, I really like... um. I met him a while ago on my way to the grocery store and ended up hanging out with him for the rest fo the day. Then, at Banning's ball, we... I kissed got to know him a little better. He's so sweet and innocent and shy and I'm... I'm not. I'm none of those things and I'm not a good person for wanting him to be with me. Still... I want him to like me back. I know that he's a lot younger than me, but... I would never do anything to hurt him. Ever. I want him to be happy. Is that so wrong of me?

Dorian... I know it's selfish and a little messed up, but I feel the same way abotu him as I do about Shade. I can tell that there's something that upsets him, but I don't know if I can help him. See? What use am I? I can't even help my friends! Ugh...

I've met other people too, nice people who I hope to one day call my friends. Astan, a fellow musician; Eli, a hunter, his dog, Kell, and Uzi, his Proto; and Dreamer, this pretty rich girl I only barely met at the ball. I'm not as close to them as I am with the others, but... that can change, right?

Oh, and I almost forgot about Orpheus! He's my little brother! Yeah, I got a Magicker Spark from Banning at the ball; it was this beautiful crystalline form with purple essence rising up liek tentacles. When I tripped and accidentally let it fall in Elst's carnivorous lavender plant, Orpheus emerged and immediately showed talent with his magical sound. He's amazing, he really is, and once he hits Alter I know he'll be even better (playing the guitar is hard without fingers).

... I'm surrounded by so many people, so many friends, but nothing's changed. I still feel hollow, alone, miserable. I hate being the only one alive. I hate not having a childhood. I hate everything, I hate myself, I hate everything I am! When I'm onstage, that loneliness goes away a little, but when I'm back home that loneliness keeps clawing at me.

Elst says he's not human because he can't feel love and whatnot, but does that really make us human? I don't think it does. He's more human than a lot of people I've met. As for me, I'm just some thing that came out of an immortal flower. I may look like a human, but humans aren't born from amaranths; their lives are not anchored to some flower. Feeling emotions, having a heart, none of it is enough. I don't know what it takes to be human and I probably never will.

This emptiness, this loneliness, anguish, self-hatred, envy, none of it will ever go away. I am ******** class="clear">


Verdant gingerly closed the journal and let it fall on the floor with a soft thump. He lay down on his hammock and curled up, his knees hugged tightly against his chest, and he cried himself to sleep as quietly as he could. It was far too late for Orpheus to be awake...
PostPosted: Thu Jul 16, 2009 3:25 pm


[[Location]]: Verdant and Orpheus’ apartment - rooftop
[[Time]]: 2:03 P.M.

The sun was shining brightly upon the tiny little apartment complex that was nestled between so many larger buildings, like a sapling amongst a grove of maple trees. The breeze was pleasant and not too strong, just enough to give relief to the two brothers resting in the garden they’d started a week ago. It was already starting to look like Elst and Aoi’s home, with beautiful flowers and aromatic herbs growing frenetically over the edge of the roof. There was even room for a large kiwi vine that had been espaliered specifically to give shade to the occupants of the garden. Yes, the tenants had all pitched in to make the dreary rooftop into a sort of oasis for themselves, a place to get away from the hustle and bustle of the city. This is where Verdant and Orpheus Lindtstrom had decided to enjoy their day off.

“Oh, what are men compared to rocks and mountains?” Verdant inquired as he lay under the kiwi’s shade, an ice cold glass of nectar in his hand. Though he loved working at Elysian Gardens, even he had to admit that the idea of having a day off sounded pretty sweet. Besides, it’d been quite some time since he could just relax and not give a rat’s a** about problems and issues that had arisen as of late.

“Or men who don’t bed everything with a pulse,” Orpheus replied as he skimmed through his favorite anthology of Greek myths. He’d just finished reading about another consort of Zeus’; that guy had a libido that rivaled even Faolan, Dorian, and Verdant’s combined. “And women who don’t have a curiosity that dooms at least somebody.”

Verdant laughed and stared at his little brother with interest. “What are you talking about, Orpheus?”

“Well, Psyche looked inside the box that Hecate gave her to give to Aphrodite. I mean, it came from Hecate, of all people! You don’t trust an Underworld goddess, brah. Then, the original woman herself, Pandora; that was one dumb chick, brah.”

“In all fairness, I would have done the same thing if I were in their places, sweetie.” Verdant had to admit, he loved opening up boxes, but after he found a raccoon mating with a cat that one time, he kind of got over it.

Orpheus shook his head and pecked at Verdant’s forehead sharply. “That’s what worries me, brah. Anyways, there’s something I wanted to ask you about Pandora’s story.”

Verdant rubbed at the soon-to-be-bruise and took a quick sip of his nectar. “What’d you want to ask?”

“Well, I don’t understand what elpis was doing inside the jar. I mean, all the evils in the world were locked inside, so what business did elpis, a supposed blessing, have in there with them? And why was it the only thing kept inside the jar after the evils escaped? Was elpis another evil, merely a false promise to keep us from tossing our life away? I mean, if that’s the case, then I should think it’s the most evil of all evils because it keeps us expectant of a good outcome while keeping us tormented by the other evils. Then being hopeful is just a waste of our time, brah.”

Verdant stretched a little bit before taking off his shirt; he found he thought best when he was shirtless. He thought long and hard about Orpheus’ philosophical question, wondering how best to word it. The little wyvern had put quite a bit of thought into this story and it clearly meant something to him. He deserved a good answer, something that wasn’t half-assed.

“Well, this is my take on the Pandora myth, just my opinion, really, so take it as you will. Elpis was kept inside the jar because it's the one saving grace that we are all entitled to. Elpis is expectant hope; it makes us strive for something great, for the brilliant light at the end of the tunnel. It can strengthen the weakest of souls and gives us a promise of all the blessings that left us when she opened the jar. Yes, there were evils locked away inside along with elpis, but it no longer serves as a prison. It’s now the sanctuary of elpis, of expectant hope, a blessing reserved for all of mankind. Hell, the only thing that keeps me going sometimes is the hope of something new and good and look where it’s gotten me! I have two best friends who I love dearly, two beaus who I adore and cherish above all else, and a little brother who fills me with more and more pride every day. If elpis is so bad, then why have I received so many blessings, huh?” Verdant stared into space for about a minute before grinning like an idiot. “Dude, I have got to start writing this s**t down!”

Orpheus remained silent as he thought about what his brother had said. After a few moments, the wyvern turned back to his brother with what one could take to be a smile, despite his lack of lips. “I think you’re right, Big Brother. So, um…” -Orpheus flicked his tail shyly before mumbling the rest of his sentence- “would… would Aoi like it if I were his elpis?”

Verdant smiled warmly at the little Proto before picking him up and planting a kiss on his forehead. “My dear Orpheus, I haven’t a doubt in my mind that Aoi would love it if you were his elpis. After all, everyone needs a little Hope.”

Orpheus chirped merrily in agreement, his wings flapping like a little bird’s. “Then it’s settled, brah! I’m going to be his elpis and when I grow up, I’m going to show Aoi how much he means to me!”

“And how will you do that, if you don’t mind my asking?”

Orpheus giggled mischievously and filled his older brother in on his plan. The nereid smiled wider and chuckled louder as he heard more and more of the plan; Orpheus was turning out to be quite a sneaky little b*****d! “Well, what do you think? Will you help me, brah?”

“How can I possibly say no?”

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PostPosted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 3:37 pm


[[Location]]: Verdant's apartment.
[[Time]]: 6:54 P.M.

Orpheus was definitely enjoying himself tonight. His favorite telenovela, Amor en La Agua, was on right now and was scheduled to run for an extra hour! He couldn’t wait to find out how Miranda would get back at Jorge for ruining her show with the dolphins, whether or not Samuel and Daniel would fall in love with each other, and see the orca show with Maya. He looked over to his older brother, who seemed just as intent on seeing Daniel with his shirt off as himself. “Samuel’s a looker too, huh? He’s got such pretty hair, brah!”

Verdant nodded in agreement, the smile he wore on his face more than enough of an answer. He had to admit, he was enjoying the show almost as much as Orpheus was- and that was saying something. “I just like seeing hot guys with their shirts off.”

Just as the commercial break was over, the phone in the kitchen began to ring. Both brothers groaned in utter annoyance; why was it that the phone seemed to ring only when they were about to eat or watch television? Verdant reluctantly ran into the kitchen and answered the phone while Orpheus focused on his show.

Suddenly, the sound of porcelain hitting tile rang out from the kitchen, a sharp shattering sound that made Orpheus jump. He flew into the kitchen and gasped when he found Verdant crying on the ground and surrounded by broken dishes. “Big Brother, what’s wrong? What happened to you?!”

The nymph gave Orpheus no answer, merely continuing to shudder with the force of his sobs. Orpheus did his best to comfort him, but Verdant pushed him away and ran into his room. The wyvern followed right behind and crashed into the door. He heard a slight rattle and a click, and he knew that Verdant had locked him out. Orpheus pecked and pecked at the door, clawing at it and beating on it while crying his name; he could hear his brother crying and screaming, as if he were in pain. “Let me in! Let me in! Tell me what’s wrong, brah!” Orpheus kept it up for some time before he slumped to the ground in defeat. He wasn’t strong enough to open the door, to help his brother with whatever was wrong. He wasn’t strong at all, not like Aoi, or Elst, or Faolan, Ellandra, or Trystan. All of them were so much stronger, so much better at helping…

The door swung open and Orpheus fell inside, watching as his brother stumbled into the bathroom. A hand was clasped over his right ear and his hair was matted down with… no!

Orpheus clawed his way into the room following the few droplets that had escaped Verdant’s wounds. His tail was getting smeared with it, but that wasn’t important; it would wash out, he was sure of it. He stopped where the trail ended, gasping and shuddering with horror at his discovery.

Underneath the hammock, speckled with blood, were four of Verdant’s silver and pearl earrings.
PostPosted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 11:14 pm


It was the string of swear words that had woken Verdant from his peaceful slumber. He had been dreaming about the third temptation of Paris, the fall of Troy, and the ruthless pawns of Eris when he fell out of his hammock with a jolt. He rubbed his head and stood up to rub his back and find out what the hell was going on. He pulled on a pair of boxers and walked into the living room to find quite surprise. Maybe he was still dreaming or something.

“What the hell’s a cute guy like you doing this early in a place like this?” Verdant asked groggily as he rubbed the sleep from his eyes. This guy didn’t look the slightest bit familiar, so the nude emo twink must’ve broken in. “Get the hell out, yo; I’ve got two boyfriend’s already and I’m happy as is. Shoo, git!”

The boy murmured angrily and puffed out his chest like a cockerel facing an adversary. His sparkling pink eyes shone with indignation and his white skin was quite flushed. Yes, everything about this boy said “Rage!”

“I cannot believe you don’t recognize me, you sex-crazed siren! I lose the fluffy tail, scales, and claws and all of a sudden you don’t know me? I bet you Aoi would recognize me!”

Verdant’s jaw dropped and his gaze went back up a little to meet the boy’s eyes. “Holy ********, Orpheus! When did this happen?!”

“Overnight, brah! Trust me, it was kind of a surprise for me too.” Orpheus turned around so his butt was facing the mirror and smiled. “Not that I’m really complaining, of course!”

Verdant continued to stare at Orpheus in shock- he’d hit Alter… in his sleep?! He knew that it wasn’t something you planned, but in his sleep? Really? REALLY?

Orpheus looked back at Verdant and blinked innocently a few times. “Brah? Close your mouth; you said you knew a sailor who drowned that way.” Orpheus turned around and faced Verdant, still looking a bit miffed.

“Haha, alright, alright, go get some clothes- WHOA.”

“Huh? What’s wrong?”

Verdant’s eyes were still locked on a certain part of his younger brother, an expression of sheer pride on his face.

“I see the family resemblance.”

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