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Glimpse:

Who loves Steph? I love Steph.
That's how it looked. Can't escape the silence.
Cries of shadows, drowning and decaying.
Run from the cruel, shattered darkness.
Die a thousand morbid deaths.
Ignore me, with such twisted pain.
Hidden demons are blind...
Desolate agony, decaying in blind filth.
Paranoid. That's how it looked. Like fear.
Fear the witch girl's twisted silence.
Take your hollow dreams,
And vanish, into the darkness...

Shadows:

As soon as I admitted to you my dark craft,
You looked me in the eye and you laughed,
I saw in you that certain look, that twitch,
And then you cried me out as a witch,
You can yell all you want with your silent screams,
For now you will be haunted with hollow dreams,

You will be forever running in this labyrinth maze,
As I escape and fly on silvery wings into the haze,
I'll disappear like ghost into the eerie shadows,
And you'll look to the sky, and wish you had those,
So you could escape your torture, and fly into the sun,
All the damage you can do to me has been done,

Don't blame me for all that has been done to you,
Away from your nest of hatred I hesitantly flew,
It pains me deeply to see a prisoner of their own soul fly,
Do as you must, but remember how well I know your lie.

Maze:

Summon all your courage, and pour out your soul to someone,

They draw you closer, intently staring, your mind will be undone,

Try to pull away, but you know you can't escape their glance,

You are drawn in by their haunted eyes, that somehow seem to dance,

I try to leave, but your very prescence won't let me go anywhere,

Every time I close my eyes, not his face, but yours is always there,

I can almost feel it as your intoxicating kiss surges through my veins,

It runs it's course through my body, the margin of my soul it stains,

My heart says not to give in, but my soul says to let it all go,

The problem is my feelings are more complex than you could ever know...

Liar (Sequel to Lies):

I tried to believe you, but you lied,
I tried to love you, but you're so dead inside,

Life is driving me crazy with all these decisions,
If only you knew, if you could see my visions,

You'll never know the real reason I'm upset,
All you know is that I can never repay my debt,

All I want to do is escape, life just sucks so bad,
Never again will either of us know the joy of what we had,

I love you, but deep down I think I hate you too,
Maybe all I meant to you was just another screw,

But you will never know how much you meant to me,
You have to look past all the lies to really see,

The way you're always lying makes me sick,
I always said you were a jerk, but you're a d**k,

I hate you with all of my soul, and I want you to know it,
Nothing can save you from the rage, not even love can slow it,

I used to love you, but recently you've changed my mind,
Your words say not, but your actions show you're unkind,

Life used to be beautiful, when our destiny was clear,
Somehow, your presence seems to reveal in me a slight fear.

Chocolate Insomnia:

(A brief warning: This one somewhat hints at adult content. Tell me if it is offensive and I will remove it if I need to. It's not that bad...)

You move away, and tell me no every time that I try,
I feel so empty and deserted I just lay down and cry,
I can't help it, I just feel so frustrated with you sometimes,
My emotions are winning as the hurt, the pain, the sadness climbs;

It's such a shame to throw away a perfect moment like this,
I don't know what I did, your lips I am forbidden just to kiss,
I guess I'd might as well be lying her alone as with you,
We've had so many problems, there have been than a few;

I wish I could run, but you know I just couldn't run away,
Every time I try to clue you in, you take it the wrong way,
This problem from you, I have to admit, I never expected,
I don't understand why, but you make me feel so rejected;

Of course you know that guys like you are hard to find,
But if this keeps me up all night again, I'll lose my mind,
If you'd just touch me one more time, it would be such a thrill,
I'm so cold out here alone, up my back runs a chill;

You look so warm over there, I wish you'd hold me right now,
I try to make you happy, but it seems I don't know how,
Our relationship seems like it's supposed to be fate,
If my size is your problem, I could always lose some weight;

Sometimes I think you don't want to be with me because I'm fat,
Problems don't matter, I love you, and I want you to know that,
I love you for who you are inside, not just your body,
But my point is, sometimes it doesn't hurt to get a little naughty.

Goth Boy:

Why won't the sadness in his eyes ever go away?
Whenever I'm without him, I feel so crazy,
I have these feelings for him, too many to be listed,
His soul feels lovely to me, so dark and twisted,

But the darkness hides behind such beauty and such grace,
Just as his intense eyes hide behind such a beautiful face,
I feel for him so much that I can see his soul inside,
The day I met him, there's a part of me deep down that died,

He's so sexy in that wicked kind of way,
Long after our time has passed, I will find a way,
I wish that I could make those gothic eyes see,
That he's the secret reason my heart feels so empty,

All I can do is immortalize him with what I write,
It seems like he's been posioned by that one wicked night,
Though I see no reason for it, I still have to hide my many shames,
I don't know why, but he's the one my heart eternally claims,

No matter what, in my eyes you'll always be my goth boy,
I wish I could tell you all this, so I could be your goth toy,
Why can't I find the right words to tell yuo these things?
My emotions follow you everywhere, but the torture still clings,

I just want to get with you and make the pain go away,
Though I have no choice but to tell you this one day,
I want to be able to sink or swim on your ever-forbidden shores,
What I really need is for you to come and make me yours,

The way I am forbidden even to touch yuo makes me sick,
I'd rather die than to forever be without you, so make it quick,
I feel so torn up without you, but I'm in pain when I am with you,
I've been trying so hard to tell you, but you ignore every clue,
Whenever you're around me, I have to struggle to hide my joy,
I wish you could stay with me forever, keep on being my goth boy.

Torn:

Cry me a river for all of the times you've been forgiven,
I need to run away, for the evil has risen,
I've been trying to keep you happy, give you what you wanted,
I'm afraid if I leave, my soul will always be haunted,

Sometimes I feel like I want to be with you forever,
But I refuse to put up with this, I'm much too clever,
I've always wanted you to be my Prince Charming,
But it seems I'm the one you keep on harming,

It's not so wonderful, the Prince you turned out to be,
Your only objective is to cause more pain to me,
Every time I see you with someone else, a part of my soul dies,
I don't have to play pretend, bathe myself in your lies,

This whole time I've been trying to make this relationship work,
But now I give up, the whole time you've been a jerk,
I can't believe I've put up with this for so long,
And all this time, you've tried to say I'm in the wrong,

All girls wants their Prince Charming to be sweet and kind,
Once I'm gone, you're the one who will be left behind,
I can't take this anymore, between two worlds I am torn,
Trapped by your stare, I feel I can't escape your scorn,

I don't think I can take it if I hear another lie,
I know I'll miss you later, but I'm sorry, this is goodbye.

Closest Thing to Faith:

Logic may have it that I am not yours,
But your eyes deny it, they say that I am,
And why must fate have it so?

So that my soul today still is crying,
So that your tongue today still is lying,
Lying to yourself, and to me,
To that dream I still hold true,
Yet surely this isn't destiny.

Forever do I want you, as an eternity I love you,
Often do I question why things are,
You're the closest thing I have to faith by far.

I have tried, but I just can't let you go,
I may release you, but your karma still clings,
Your aura is enchanting, did you ever even know?

Too bad I'm the only angel here with broken wings,
You keep asking if I'll miss you when you're gone,
When the sun is extinguished, does the darkness miss the dawn?

The truth is, you'll never know what you mean to me,
As no one will ever know how I suffer inside,
You're too modest even to strain your eyes just to see,
I could wait a lifetime, and to me you will still not have died.