Subira slowly started to understand what the spirits had been telling her.. Mother earth guided her with everything she had asked for.. This. She had let her feelings get in the way, her mother's burden and bared it upon her own shoulders. "One must walk their own path..." Those words skinned the truth from her.. and now she knew.. And as soon as she realized this.. her head became blank again, just like her expression and her eyes.. Almost..soulless. That was just her aura..
She felt the nerves.. him tense up. As she slicked her cheek against his..Love, she was in love with him deeply as a child.. and through her teen years. many years in fact and now to finally had tried to move on.. since she saw him.. Maybe he would even forget her one day.. since his fate was not tied to her- is why she moved on- but her sight never told her she would meet up with him again.
She had reasoning behind it.. behind why she wanted to move on too. In her teen years.. she saw this. Softly nudging him.. her heart sank.. and somewhat fluttered.. She took a step back to look at his face.. her own full of stained teared cheeks.. As he heard his words. "Even if... they were not yours.. I still love them and I thank you.. for to me they are now my world." She wished she could say.. She wished she could reassure him.
These pups.. They had a father.. and she would not change him.. No matter how he treated her. No matter if she were to raise the children on her own, no matter if in the future he would do something that would cause her hurt.. She would be with him. For that was the male she chose. her Mate.. She loved him in her own way as she hoped he did to her- though she never seen or felt the love .. she knew. Deep down it was still there.
"He hates us because we are not his..."Reading him like an open book.. that was the many talents she had. Subira slowly made her way over to the two.. and crawled in to Nanu arms.. and put a paw on Gin's leg.. She didn't want to 'break' their moment.. But she looked up. ".......We forgive you." Then she headbutted his leg a little, in somewhat of a playful manner.. Something NO ONE had seen Subira do.. but at least she would give him that. No wonder Mother had such feelings for him- but didn't know if she still did.. "Imamu.." She lifted her paw.
Imamu felt saddened that Subira had left her grasp so easily.. it was like a painful and sharp sorta way.. Subira.. showed him.. her playfully side!? That made fire of jealousy spark in her.. but.. it trickled away as soon as Subira held out her paw.. Like a love struck puppy- she ran in to Subira's arms.
"You will not be forgotten ...Silvertongue." Using his wolf name.. She looked pretty much like death when she looked up at him.. Like a gentle, porcelain doll.. She pulled Imamu in to a hug when she got close. Pulling them in to their mother's stomach more..
Imamu blushed and was at loss of words.
A light blush came over her as her children nuzzled in to her. Especially Subira- whom seemed always so distant. It was good, for the spirits used her many times as a vessel it seemed. That blank slate..
She looked down.. softly licking the top of their heads.. Their 'skulls'. Then looked up with a bright and motherly smile. She was happy now.. even if her face did not seemed to reflect it so much. her cheeks were still damped.. She was still crying for some reason.
"Come on Subira~~~~ Lets go play.."She whined to her sister.. trying to pull her away from their mother... In which Subira complied as she followed the bounding off imamu. Given their mother time to heal..
She felt the nerves.. him tense up. As she slicked her cheek against his..Love, she was in love with him deeply as a child.. and through her teen years. many years in fact and now to finally had tried to move on.. since she saw him.. Maybe he would even forget her one day.. since his fate was not tied to her- is why she moved on- but her sight never told her she would meet up with him again.
She had reasoning behind it.. behind why she wanted to move on too. In her teen years.. she saw this. Softly nudging him.. her heart sank.. and somewhat fluttered.. She took a step back to look at his face.. her own full of stained teared cheeks.. As he heard his words. "Even if... they were not yours.. I still love them and I thank you.. for to me they are now my world." She wished she could say.. She wished she could reassure him.
These pups.. They had a father.. and she would not change him.. No matter how he treated her. No matter if she were to raise the children on her own, no matter if in the future he would do something that would cause her hurt.. She would be with him. For that was the male she chose. her Mate.. She loved him in her own way as she hoped he did to her- though she never seen or felt the love .. she knew. Deep down it was still there.
"He hates us because we are not his..."Reading him like an open book.. that was the many talents she had. Subira slowly made her way over to the two.. and crawled in to Nanu arms.. and put a paw on Gin's leg.. She didn't want to 'break' their moment.. But she looked up. ".......We forgive you." Then she headbutted his leg a little, in somewhat of a playful manner.. Something NO ONE had seen Subira do.. but at least she would give him that. No wonder Mother had such feelings for him- but didn't know if she still did.. "Imamu.." She lifted her paw.
Imamu felt saddened that Subira had left her grasp so easily.. it was like a painful and sharp sorta way.. Subira.. showed him.. her playfully side!? That made fire of jealousy spark in her.. but.. it trickled away as soon as Subira held out her paw.. Like a love struck puppy- she ran in to Subira's arms.
"You will not be forgotten ...Silvertongue." Using his wolf name.. She looked pretty much like death when she looked up at him.. Like a gentle, porcelain doll.. She pulled Imamu in to a hug when she got close. Pulling them in to their mother's stomach more..
Imamu blushed and was at loss of words.
A light blush came over her as her children nuzzled in to her. Especially Subira- whom seemed always so distant. It was good, for the spirits used her many times as a vessel it seemed. That blank slate..
She looked down.. softly licking the top of their heads.. Their 'skulls'. Then looked up with a bright and motherly smile. She was happy now.. even if her face did not seemed to reflect it so much. her cheeks were still damped.. She was still crying for some reason.
"Come on Subira~~~~ Lets go play.."She whined to her sister.. trying to pull her away from their mother... In which Subira complied as she followed the bounding off imamu. Given their mother time to heal..
