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Posted: Fri Aug 14, 2009 3:18 am
Friday, August 14: Living in the present - idea
For the past few years I've always just gone through waiting to get to the next step. Graduating, moving, doing this or that. But I feel tonight that I've finally gotten there.
Maybe for once I can actually live in the present, instead of my future.
As for my poem, let me explain a little ^_^'
Like I've said, I'm always leaving. It's kind of what I do. The grand total of my schools is 15, not counting the one I'm about to enter. That's:
2 preschools
1 kindergarten
3 elementary schools
4 middle
5 high schools
rolleyes
For certain emo backstory reasons I had dramatic teen-itis as an elementary and middle schooler and never felt like I fit in anywhere, even with friends, so I became an expert at taking my feelings out of friendships before I got hurt.
Going into a weirder detail, looking back at my past, there are very few places or things or people that I miss. By that logic I might've started at about seven or so...
Ah, but enough of that.
I didn't tell anyone, but Didi actually visited a couple weeks ago. :3 It was the kiddies birthday and we went to Texas station, had frappy thingys and I gave her a tour of the strip. :3 and there was steak. whee
It was a really fun day. ^_^
and school's starting soon. neutral I suppose, going in to college I should be acting mature by now, but it's like Simple Plan says. :p
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Posted: Mon Aug 24, 2009 10:36 pm
You gave away our secret! lol Not that I mind. I had a great time! When can I come again???
And that was REALLY good steak! heart
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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2009 3:00 am
Next week! xD DO IT!
<.< >.>
xp
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 4:57 am
So, I'm an actual college student now. It doesn't make me feel any more or less like I'm in High School, except for the fact that I can sleep when I want to again.
So much has happened over the summer...friends made, friends lost. Finding out things that I might rather not have known, but maybe that's how it's supposed to be. I dunno.
As it turns out, I'm not able to live in the present. The future's much more exciting. But I'm doing fine here as it is.
As for my future stuff, I've got quite a list of things I'm getting ready for.
More recently, Tony's going to be calling tomorrow. I'm sure if you're reading this, he probably called you, too (or, more accurately, he is you). We'll see how that goes, when it happens.
After that, I've got lots of work, since one of my courses is ending in late October. Sadly it's the one I actually like. After then I'll be fighting with Art History, and Math to get done with this semester. Honestly, I'm more nervous about Art then math. Math can be relearned easy, but art teachers want you to tell them specific things, which means actual work. Which means extensive research. I don't think I care about art that much, honestly.
Diana's also planning to visit around that time. I don't know how that'll work out, but I'm sure we'll figure out something. Worst comes to worst, she'll be helping me with my art research project at starbucks.
I think this week I'll be marathoning half of my art papers, just so I feel a little more relaxed about it. They aren't even that pressing on due dates. It just feels like, since that's all that there is to it, that I'm missing out on a lot , where there should be something. The other courses have consistent weekly due dates, so you feel like you're working. This is just like, weeks of nothing, then one thing due. Then review that thing. Weeks of nothing, and then paper. It's frustrating.
Enough of that, though. After all of that's done, there's Halloween! My favorite holiday. Though this year, i'm contemplating just buying a costume and getting it over with. I find that I usually get really excited about it and then, burn out on the actual day. This year, I'm like "Ooh, Halloween's coming up!" But I'm ready for the holiday season. I suppose this kicks things off, but I want some sweet potatoes and Turkey!
Tony's planning on visiting in early November, too. After he gets back from being on a boat. Being as ridiculous as he is, though, I wouldn't be surprised if he showed up in a pink mask. It just seems like something he'd do. No, that is not an invitation to. (He'll probably do it anyway.)
And of course, Operation:Insomnia in December! It goes without saying that I'm excited about that. I can't believe that so many of us are going! Still, we could always use a couple more, you know? Whoever flies or rides in a day or two early is going to have to come pick me up in Vegas, too. I think we're spending the day there. :3 No gambling though! It looks like only a few of us that are going are old enough anyway. But I'm definitely going to take you guys to see the strip, and the best casinos. The coolest ones are all right by each other, so it's easy to do.
A lot's going to happen at the main meeting too, though. We really need to start planning things, otherwise we're going to end up walking around and going to the BK lounge every day.
Okay, so now I'm officially excited.
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 10:11 am
All I can say to that is that he had better call you first this time! lol
And I don't mind helping you with homework, of course, but playing would be a lot more fun! whee
By the way, I think you're going to do just fine, Julie.
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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 7:20 pm
You have more confidence in me than I do.
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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 8:05 pm
*pokes* I want steak!!! Dx
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Posted: Thu Oct 01, 2009 3:01 pm
<.< Come to Vegas. There will be steak.
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Posted: Tue Oct 13, 2009 4:20 am
AGH!
Two math tests and an english test tomorrow. >< Wish me luck guys! I'm gonna be so depressed if I fail.
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Posted: Tue Oct 13, 2009 9:21 am
Good luck!!! Are these proctored tests?
I'm sure you'll do fine. I have my fingers crossed for you!
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Posted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 6:29 am
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Posted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 2:22 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 6:31 pm
My head hurts. :/
I wish there was something I could do to stop it....oh wait, pills.
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Posted: Sun Nov 08, 2009 9:48 pm
As you can see, my life is made of:
35% fail
40% awesome (and shrinking every day)
5% aids
20% loud
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Posted: Mon Nov 09, 2009 5:51 am
Wheres the Herpes?
Does it get no love?
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