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 Posted: Mon Nov 03, 2008 9:27 pm
Hearing his words she gazed up at the moon. She was supposed to be like the moon? The thought confounded her. How could she even be anything like the moon? It was worshiped and loved. It lighted the night with it's beauty and lit the way for lost travelers. It was a symbol for the majestic night and lovers. That was a lot that she had to become before she'd even become close to being like the moon.
Glancing over at Asriel something bothered her as she continued to gaze at him.
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Posted: Mon Nov 03, 2008 9:59 pm
"Another example - snow." He said plainly. "Snow, pure, white, a symbolization of the essence of a natural world. Leaving when ever it is no longer needed, traveling down across the world to places where it is needed." He sighed as he continued his philosophical explanations. "Why else do you think snow is white? It becomes a sacifice for itself to become fallen and contaminated until it can finally leave. It can't be itself. It has to be a role model for its fellow elements. It must always follow strict rules of the laws of nature, and thus forgets its color.... and becomes white, the only pure color its known longest."
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Posted: Mon Nov 03, 2008 10:06 pm
"Uh huh." Ok now she was confused. What was he blathering on about? Well he sounded so smart. Resting her head on her paws she sighed and gazed at the stars. Finding her wishing star she closed her eyes. "Wishing star. Oh how I wish......" Muttering to herself she made her wish and hoped that it would be granted.
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Posted: Mon Nov 03, 2008 10:20 pm
Asriel smiled. The dope. I wish she ask me what this all meant... he then gazed at the stars, closing his eyes, and said. "I mean you resemble the snow and moon." He finally managed to have a small, extremely tiny tinge of red under his eyes, but his red markings hid it. "My... wish..." For the first time ever. He realized he had no true wish. "What... is a wish?"
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2008 2:11 pm
Opening her eyes she looked at him. "A wish is something you really want. Most of the time you wish for something that you think will never happen and that you need luck to have. Hopefully it will come true." Nodding her head thoughtfully she wondered why he asked. "Why don't you know what a wish is?"
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2008 4:13 pm
"I do not have one. Never have, just a lonely emotion named: 'Desire.' I have no other thing. Merely a desire for..." He paused. Why was he telling her? It's not like there was anything special, right? "Nevermind." He felt rather dispicable, and had hoped he hadn't caused anything going in her mind...
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2008 7:16 pm
"Come on now! You can tell me. We're friends right?" Nudging his shoulder with her nose she flicked her tail against his hoping he would share with her.
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2008 8:26 pm
"It's not worth hearing." He closed his eyes, and curled up more. He had not fulfilled it yet, and there was no point if he said it now. "Snow has long forgotten its color..." He whispered. "And so have I."
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2008 8:35 pm
Hearing him sound so sad made despair well up inside her heart. Getting up she moved to his side and cuddled close to him knowing that having a warm body next to you when you're sad made you feel better. It always worked for her. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want......I just wanted to know that's all." Whispering to him she laid her head down once again.
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2008 8:56 pm
Asriel felt guilty now. He made her feel sorry for him. He absolutely hated it when that happened, and someone having sympathy for him. Grotesque. He was simply a horror. Just as snow melts, his cold heart melted, and was able to open up to the warmth beside him. "My desire... my desire is to one day find the meaning of why snow always disappears." He had said it in an extremely hidden way. The true meaning would be too deep for her, but if she could only understand what he meant...
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2008 9:08 pm
"Why snow disappears........it reminds me of love. How love can stay and be trampled upon but yet even if it leaves it always comes back.....I'm sorry if I'm completely off Asriel. I'm no where near as smart as you are. You've got the mind of an alpha." Sighing she thought of her destiny.
"It's only fair that I share with you a bit about my wish. I wish to find those of my own kind that I'm looking for and to one day find the love that was promised to me long ago by a silly little butterfly." Laughing sadly she remembered his words all to clearly. It was either love or family. She couldn't keep both. But why couldn't she? Why wouldn't the world let her be happy with family and mate?
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Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2008 9:27 pm
He was so full of sorrow, like Pandora's Box. Wanting to be left untouched. Wanting to be left alone, but nevertheless... taken out and opened. "Then be my reason to not disappear, Amalthya. Don't let the me disappear..." He whispered, in anguish. Fireflies lit the scene, and paid no attention to the two Helixes. He was so filled with nervousness, melancholy, change... emotions... this was what she had told him about. Never before... now he's feeling the downfall of his bottled up emotions...
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Posted: Wed Nov 05, 2008 2:18 pm
"I will never let you disappear. Never. I'd die before I let that happen." Snuggling his side she hoped to make him feel better. Scooting closer to him she wrapped her tail around his in a comforting way.
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Posted: Wed Nov 05, 2008 3:51 pm
He wantedsay something, but his only thought was of despair. "What do you mean by that?" He finally said. Repressed memories flooded his thoughts, making him feel worse... just like that time. But what if this time, she wouldn't lie? What if this time, she really meant it....? BUT WAIT. This could all be a misunderstanding as well...
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Posted: Wed Nov 05, 2008 4:01 pm
"I mean that I want to make you happy. If I want someone to love me I have to love then don't I?" Blushing bright red she hid her face. She wondered if he got what she was trying to get him to understand.
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