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xXxQueer and ImperfectxXx
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 Posted: Tue Jul 29, 2008 4:40 am
My first guy cruch was... um.... I don't remember. I think it was this lttle kid when I was 8; everyone liked him so I was like "Why Not?" but I don't remember if I actually liked him.
My first girl crush is currently one of my best friends. She was perfect and got good grades and she was intrested in music. She was really outgoing and dyed her hair with hot pink streaks and started a fad. I denied I ever lliked her.
The first girl I actually liked: This girl at my camp that I saw on the first day and wanted to talk to. When I eventually did, I became so obessed with being areound her, because she made me feel so different. She liked anime too, and she was a spaz. On the last day of camp, I realized I liked her and fell into a deep dpression over the school year becuase it was "wrong" to like her and I was separted from her
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Posted: Thu Jul 31, 2008 6:21 pm
Aww thats so sad. Did you ever see her again? sad
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xXxQueer and ImperfectxXx
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Posted: Wed Oct 15, 2008 9:28 am
Yea, the next year. But I frealized that she was straight and obessed with gay guys. So I ted to forget her but it never worked and I still like her. I hang out with her quite alot, which is proabaly bad for my health...
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 7:33 pm
My first guy crush was in the 4th grade on the only cute boy in the school.
My first girl crush was in High school on a girl who already had a girlfriend.
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Posted: Tue Oct 28, 2008 8:18 pm
My first crush was a girl I met on an online forum. (Yes, I know, sounds weird, but it's true.) We ended up having a long distance relationship, but ended up braking up before we had the chance to meet in person.
Sad thing is, I sometimes still miss her, even though we've been apart for 4 years. >.< I must sound so pathetic right now. x.x
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Posted: Sat Nov 22, 2008 9:11 pm
It is but I understand how your feeling Mimi (thats one of your nicknames right?). I used to do the same thing with this one girl I used to like. I knew she was straight and knew that she didn't think of me as anything more and that I should only stay away from her to help get over it but I couldn't. I cared for her too much to be away for so long. Eventually I got over her but it took me two years. I still like her alot but not as much. It doesn't kill me now like it use to be back then.
I don't think your pathetic at all Ariella. I still miss my ex Linzy and we've been apart for 2 years. Me and her were also a long distance relationship that met online. So no need to think your weird or anything. It's okay to miss someone that was important to you ^_^
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Posted: Tue Dec 16, 2008 3:04 pm
My first crush lasted 6 years,
I was good friends with him for sometime and when I came out and told him he said he just wanted to be friends,
But he didn't even consider me that afterwards, and started going out with a girl I apsolutely despise, and she only went out with him cause she knew I liked him, and She enjoyed rubbing it in my face.
It was a horrible year for me, I lost both him, and my two best friends, which I had known both of them since I was back in diapers, But they both ended up moving that year, along with my dad ending up in prison for a few months. *__* And now I sound like a whiny bitchy emo kid, Sorry.
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Posted: Fri Dec 19, 2008 7:05 am
16 Prayers My first crush lasted 6 years, I was good friends with him for sometime and when I came out and told him he said he just wanted to be friends, But he didn't even consider me that afterwards, and started going out with a girl I apsolutely despise, and she only went out with him cause she knew I liked him, and She enjoyed rubbing it in my face. It was a horrible year for me, I lost both him, and my two best friends, which I had known both of them since I was back in diapers, But they both ended up moving that year, along with my dad ending up in prison for a few months. *__* And now I sound like a whiny bitchy emo kid, Sorry. Aww your not an whiny emo b***h. It's good to let out how your thinking or feeling. It's healthy and good for you. Your only whiny and bitchy if you complain about EVERYTHING. And soo far you haven't done any of that soo its all great and gravy ^_^ Plus you have every right to say what you wanna say. Heck I'd do more then b***h, I'd rant, kick and whine if something like that happened to me.
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Posted: Fri Dec 19, 2008 4:16 pm
Fiyori_Takeshi 16 Prayers My first crush lasted 6 years, I was good friends with him for sometime and when I came out and told him he said he just wanted to be friends, But he didn't even consider me that afterwards, and started going out with a girl I apsolutely despise, and she only went out with him cause she knew I liked him, and She enjoyed rubbing it in my face. It was a horrible year for me, I lost both him, and my two best friends, which I had known both of them since I was back in diapers, But they both ended up moving that year, along with my dad ending up in prison for a few months. *__* And now I sound like a whiny bitchy emo kid, Sorry. Aww your not an whiny emo b***h. It's good to let out how your thinking or feeling. It's healthy and good for you. Your only whiny and bitchy if you complain about EVERYTHING. And soo far you haven't done any of that soo its all great and gravy ^_^ Plus you have every right to say what you wanna say. Heck I'd do more then b***h, I'd rant, kick and whine if something like that happened to me. Thanks *__* But man this stuff happened like 4 years ago, but part of me is happy that it did. Middle school sucked for me, Especialy 6th and 8th grade, But I'm happy that it happened cause both of the things that happened those years changed me, A LOT, and in my opinion for the better. I can now safely say that since starting high school things have gotten better for me. A lot of people used to know me as really quite and now I say whatever s**t I want when I want. I'm almost never depressed now like I used to be, I have a boyfriend now and I have to say, I'm shocked he's with me because he seems way to good for me. The only problems I'm having now is with grades and a certain someone. But by far I'm really, really happy with how things have changed
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Posted: Mon Dec 22, 2008 10:27 pm
16 Prayers Fiyori_Takeshi 16 Prayers My first crush lasted 6 years, I was good friends with him for sometime and when I came out and told him he said he just wanted to be friends, But he didn't even consider me that afterwards, and started going out with a girl I apsolutely despise, and she only went out with him cause she knew I liked him, and She enjoyed rubbing it in my face. It was a horrible year for me, I lost both him, and my two best friends, which I had known both of them since I was back in diapers, But they both ended up moving that year, along with my dad ending up in prison for a few months. *__* And now I sound like a whiny bitchy emo kid, Sorry. Aww your not an whiny emo b***h. It's good to let out how your thinking or feeling. It's healthy and good for you. Your only whiny and bitchy if you complain about EVERYTHING. And soo far you haven't done any of that soo its all great and gravy ^_^ Plus you have every right to say what you wanna say. Heck I'd do more then b***h, I'd rant, kick and whine if something like that happened to me. Thanks *__* But man this stuff happened like 4 years ago, but part of me is happy that it did. Middle school sucked for me, Especialy 6th and 8th grade, But I'm happy that it happened cause both of the things that happened those years changed me, A LOT, and in my opinion for the better. I can now safely say that since starting high school things have gotten better for me. A lot of people used to know me as really quite and now I say whatever s**t I want when I want. I'm almost never depressed now like I used to be, I have a boyfriend now and I have to say, I'm shocked he's with me because he seems way to good for me. The only problems I'm having now is with grades and a certain someone. But by far I'm really, really happy with how things have changed That's great. I'm glad everything worked out fine for you. And I bet you and your boyfriend both deserve each other equally.
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Posted: Mon Dec 22, 2008 10:46 pm
Fiyori_Takeshi 16 Prayers Fiyori_Takeshi 16 Prayers My first crush lasted 6 years, I was good friends with him for sometime and when I came out and told him he said he just wanted to be friends, But he didn't even consider me that afterwards, and started going out with a girl I apsolutely despise, and she only went out with him cause she knew I liked him, and She enjoyed rubbing it in my face. It was a horrible year for me, I lost both him, and my two best friends, which I had known both of them since I was back in diapers, But they both ended up moving that year, along with my dad ending up in prison for a few months. *__* And now I sound like a whiny bitchy emo kid, Sorry. Aww your not an whiny emo b***h. It's good to let out how your thinking or feeling. It's healthy and good for you. Your only whiny and bitchy if you complain about EVERYTHING. And soo far you haven't done any of that soo its all great and gravy ^_^ Plus you have every right to say what you wanna say. Heck I'd do more then b***h, I'd rant, kick and whine if something like that happened to me. Thanks *__* But man this stuff happened like 4 years ago, but part of me is happy that it did. Middle school sucked for me, Especialy 6th and 8th grade, But I'm happy that it happened cause both of the things that happened those years changed me, A LOT, and in my opinion for the better. I can now safely say that since starting high school things have gotten better for me. A lot of people used to know me as really quite and now I say whatever s**t I want when I want. I'm almost never depressed now like I used to be, I have a boyfriend now and I have to say, I'm shocked he's with me because he seems way to good for me. The only problems I'm having now is with grades and a certain someone. But by far I'm really, really happy with how things have changed That's great. I'm glad everything worked out fine for you. And I bet you and your boyfriend both deserve each other equally. Thanks ^^. Yeaaah, Theres a lotta reasons why I'm shocked by it, But I'm not going to annoy you with paragraphs on why sweatdrop
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Posted: Sat Dec 27, 2008 6:09 pm
16 Prayers Fiyori_Takeshi 16 Prayers Fiyori_Takeshi 16 Prayers My first crush lasted 6 years, I was good friends with him for sometime and when I came out and told him he said he just wanted to be friends, But he didn't even consider me that afterwards, and started going out with a girl I apsolutely despise, and she only went out with him cause she knew I liked him, and She enjoyed rubbing it in my face. It was a horrible year for me, I lost both him, and my two best friends, which I had known both of them since I was back in diapers, But they both ended up moving that year, along with my dad ending up in prison for a few months. *__* And now I sound like a whiny bitchy emo kid, Sorry. Aww your not an whiny emo b***h. It's good to let out how your thinking or feeling. It's healthy and good for you. Your only whiny and bitchy if you complain about EVERYTHING. And soo far you haven't done any of that soo its all great and gravy ^_^ Plus you have every right to say what you wanna say. Heck I'd do more then b***h, I'd rant, kick and whine if something like that happened to me. Thanks *__* But man this stuff happened like 4 years ago, but part of me is happy that it did. Middle school sucked for me, Especialy 6th and 8th grade, But I'm happy that it happened cause both of the things that happened those years changed me, A LOT, and in my opinion for the better. I can now safely say that since starting high school things have gotten better for me. A lot of people used to know me as really quite and now I say whatever s**t I want when I want. I'm almost never depressed now like I used to be, I have a boyfriend now and I have to say, I'm shocked he's with me because he seems way to good for me. The only problems I'm having now is with grades and a certain someone. But by far I'm really, really happy with how things have changed That's great. I'm glad everything worked out fine for you. And I bet you and your boyfriend both deserve each other equally. Thanks ^^. Yeaaah, Theres a lotta reasons why I'm shocked by it, But I'm not going to annoy you with paragraphs on why sweatdrop Your welcome and you don't annoy me confused
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Cascading Black Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Feb 09, 2009 9:11 am
My first guy crush? Hm.. Fifth grade, Alex Green.. man that is sad I still remember his name. We used to play tag together, and I always went after him.. and chased him all over the playground.. Kind of cliche I know, but I was a kid! Anyways.. he had curly dirty blonde hair, and the prettiest green eyes, with glasses... (My current boyfriend has curly dirty blonde hair and glasses...>.>) I like guys with dirty blonde hair and glasses. for some reason...
Anyways..
My first real girl crush was... hmm... 7th grade. I had a crush on Samm (We called her Lupe.) She is the one that got me into role play, and everything. She drew a massive pic of Hiei (from YuYu) and I drew wrote a poem about him for the year book. Anyways we stalked each other for weeks trying to figure out who the other was (our middle school was huge!) She had brown hair with blonde streaks, and blue green eyes, and glasses.. and the cutest nose!... But she wasn't gay, and I never told her because I knew she wasn't gay, and I knew she had enough girls hitting on her, and I was suppose to be the only friend she had that didn't hit on her..
So yeah..
....I'm starting to realize I have a thing for people in glasses... with bright blue or green eyes... >.<
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 8:35 pm
O_O Tsuki you amazing women! You just gave me a new topic idea! I'm gonna create it now!
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Cascading Black Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Feb 15, 2009 10:34 pm
Fiyori_Takeshi O_O Tsuki you amazing women! You just gave me a new topic idea! I'm gonna create it now! Eh I'm confused.
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