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 Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 2:51 pm
Soleq This all depends on if Patrick is still in the picture. If he is, then it's a choice you have (*Yoda-ish "yes, mhmmm!"*). The best relationships often start as great friendships, but if you still have feelings for Patrick, that should come first. Btw, you do realize that this guild is Private, and not Hidden?
It's not about him.
But out of curiousity, why should I care if this guild is private instead of hidden? I don't care if Patrick reads this, and Michael isn't on Gaia. *shrug*
I don't think I want to be in a relationship....
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 2:58 pm
Eh, see my intelligence gathering capabilities are somewhat diminished compared to what they used to be. Thus, I was not informed of any such non-communication actions between you and Patrick. I'm just aware that since outside people can see the guild's page, you might have a false sense of security. But that's been cleared up.
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Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2005 10:08 pm
I love how this keeps getting more complicated.
Last night while we were waiting for a train I was sitting next to him on this bench and he had his arm around me, which honestly is quite normal for him. It was different, though. Like, more comfortable for me. Usually it's just annoying. This time it wasn't. I think I am getting far too attached to him. I've been really upset tonight and all I want is for it to be tomorrow so I can see him. He's safe, he's not gonna make me sad or let anything bad happen to me.
I don't want to, but it appears I am falling for him.
Heeeeelp. cry
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Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2005 10:33 pm
What's so wrong with falling for him? Now that I know that you're unattached (other than your undying love for yours truly), why not go for it?
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Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2005 10:40 pm
xLaurelX So I have this friend.... and last night I was at his house hanging out and stuff, My dad calls and says he's outside and I get up to leave and my friend grabs my wrist. He gets up and says something along the lines of "Laurel, wait. Maybe we shouldn't hang out as much, I starting to like you, and I don't want to like you. But I think you should still come over tomorrow like we planned." I gave him an odd look and I kinda of left really fast. I know he likes me, I knew it then. But him saying it outload was very creepy. I like him, he likes me. I don't want to like him, he doesn't want to like me.
Is it really possible to be infatuated with someone even if you don't want to be?
What should I do in this situation?
Why do teenagers seem to like every person of the opposite sex that they come in contact with?
I can't believe I'm posting about this... Think about it there is more than just emotional attraction, he is probably physical attracted to you also. He might not trust him self alone with you. he is afraid that he might do something that is HORMONE indused. With his parents home he is less likely to do such things. He is doing it to protect you from him
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 9:16 am
Soleq What's so wrong with falling for him? Now that I know that you're unattached (other than your undying love for yours truly), why not go for it?
@l33twhateva: I'm doubting anything physical or hormone induced would ever happen between us. It's not there. It's not physical attraction.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 11:24 am
xLaurelX If we end up going out, it would have to be kept completely secret, otherwise, I'd have about ten to fifteen people wanting both of us dead. And I don't want to date. I hate it. And and and....the world would IMPLODE if we ever dated. It's so wrong.... ><;
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 9:29 pm
Chalda xLaurelX If we end up going out, it would have to be kept completely secret, otherwise, I'd have about ten to fifteen people wanting both of us dead. And I don't want to date. I hate it. And and and....the world would IMPLODE if we ever dated. It's so wrong.... ><;
People are against it because of somethings that happened when I was in eighth grade. Michael and I are(or were) very different people.
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 4:30 pm
Aw, hell. This ain't workin'.
I don't believe I've mentioned this before, but Michael also has a crush on this girl, Rachael. He talks about her alot.
He says he's gonna ask her out on Wednesday.Michael Rachael's coming over on Wednesday, I'll ask her then.
And if she says no, I think that's pretty much the conclusion of my life.
So if she says no, he'll be pretty upset. Which is terrible, I always feel bad when my friends are upset.
But, honestly, I want her to say no.
Even though I won't say yes to him, I want her to say no.
*sigh* This doesn't make sense.
It kinda feels like he's mine or something. Like, she can't have him, I don't want her to take him away. I don't know how I go so attached. I don't know how he did either. Last night at the mall, with Lakis(other guy-friend) standing there he randomly hugged me, not that it was terribly unusual, but it was weird, different. Lakis doesn't seem to notice or care.
After that Lakis was playing DDR and Mike says "Did you see that?" and he referring to earlier, "I don't know why I did that. I'm not supposed to like you!" He's upset about it. And so am I, this really takes an usually large ammont of energy to resist. At some point I'm gonna give in, say yes, and we'll be dating, and I'll be SOL.
But... I really don't wanna lose him as a friend...
Before I left we were sitting on the curb outside of this store, and he tried to convince me to go out with him. I think he was serious, while he claims he wasn't.
If he wasn't serious, then I don't see why he'd get so worked up over this.
I don't know...
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 5:32 pm
When life gets too complicated, then things aren't going how they're supposed to be going (obvious statement of the day). Therefore, just focus on being his friend. It'll be tough not brining in other feelings, but you're setting yourself up for major heartbreak.
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 5:43 pm
xLaurelX Chalda xLaurelX If we end up going out, it would have to be kept completely secret, otherwise, I'd have about ten to fifteen people wanting both of us dead. And I don't want to date. I hate it. And and and....the world would IMPLODE if we ever dated. It's so wrong.... ><;
People are against it because of somethings that happened when I was in eighth grade. Michael and I are(or were) very different people.But why should that stop you? Does it matter what other people think of it? That's just how I see it, though. I suppose this sort of thing is different for everyone.
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 6:18 pm
Soleq When life gets too complicated, then things aren't going how they're supposed to be going (obvious statement of the day). Therefore, just focus on being his friend. It'll be tough not brining in other feelings, but you're setting yourself up for major heartbreak.
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 8:11 pm
Ok so I know that they will be upset but I'm not getting why? Maybe I just keeping missing it when you say it. Is he older? A bad boy or something? I'm so sorry hun but I'm just not getting it...
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2005 10:09 am
Chalda Ok so I know that they will be upset but I'm not getting why? Maybe I just keeping missing it when you say it. Is he older? A bad boy or something? I'm so sorry hun but I'm just not getting it...
My mom said the other day hypothetically that if I decided to date Michael I need to tell her. I don't think my family would take it well. And if his ex-girlfriend or Dragon found out... No matter what I'd end up getting crap from people, my little sister, or people I knew in eighth grade.
And I don't want to date him. I don't. O_o;
It's crazy. Sorry I can't explain myself. sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2005 8:10 pm
I don't care if anyone ever replies to this thread again, I think I'll just keep updating for the hell of it.
I mentioned that he was going to ask Rachael out tomorrow.
Rachael is almost 19, while Michael is 16. I don't think she'll say yes. He knows she won't say yes. He told me this today.
At one point we were on the roof of the library and he asks me if I'll go out with him, and I thought about this one for such a long time... and eventually said no.
So he spent a good ammount of the rest of the day trying to convince me to go out with him. When I brought up Rachael he said "Oh, I know she's not gonna say yes...."
He tried to convince me to date him for one week, one day, one hour. It was kinda sad.
Honestly, I didn't know what to say to him at one point, so I used something that might not have worked to get him to shut it.
I said, "I will go out with you on one condition."
He asks, "What?"
I reply, "As long as I can tell Sasha(his ex razz )"
He says, "Alright, forget it. Forget I ever asked you. It never happened."
So, I say, "I thought you didn't care what she thought"
He says, "Well, apparently I do.
Intresting day.
I've been getting a lot of stomache aches lately. That's a bad sign.
EDITEDITEDIT:
He says he's not going to ask Rachael out for several different reasons.Michael I don't think I have a chance. And... it will be awkward when she says no. And... I'm starting to wonder if I really want to date her.
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