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 Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2005 4:36 pm
Oni-Angel That's kinda what I feel like too. I'm not really good with being "girly," and I get kinda embarrassed when I try to be like that (prom was scary!). Now, I guess I'll be getting married sometime in the upcoming year, so I have to deal with that bit of scary girliness too...I'm excited, because I've kinda secretly fantasized that someone would allow me to be "girly" for at least awhile.
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Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2005 4:47 pm
Lord Vyce Oni-Angel That's kinda what I feel like too. I'm not really good with being "girly," and I get kinda embarrassed when I try to be like that (prom was scary!). Now, I guess I'll be getting married sometime in the upcoming year, so I have to deal with that bit of scary girliness too...I'm excited, because I've kinda secretly fantasized that someone would allow me to be "girly" for at least awhile. Thanks! *huggles*
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Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2005 5:57 pm
Oni-Angel Now, I guess I'll be getting married sometime in the upcoming year, so I have to deal with that bit of scary girliness too...I'm excited, because I've kinda secretly fantasized that someone would allow me to be "girly" for at least awhile. Congratulations Oni-san! 4laugh heart Sirenstoy By the way, a kilt/dress combo makes for very easy access. See Rob Roy and you'll find out how easy. I LOVE that movie! heart
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Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2005 6:47 pm
My fantasy, though...
I would have to say, I've always loved adventure type things. Fantastical adventures in dream worlds that don't exist, with surreal situations. I would love to be brought together with someone by one of these little adventure things.
*sighs* Some things I have never been able to grow out of. And rather than try to, I try to find the truth in them.
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Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2005 6:53 pm
My most embarassing moment is why I was showing my new bra's and panties to my hubby... well while I was in the middle of chaning my hubby started to talk louder.. but I didn't notice... I started to walk toward him... and who walks down the hall but my BROTHER!!!!! I was naked my brother saw me naked!!!! it was mortifying.
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Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2005 6:57 pm
Oni-Angel Now, I guess I'll be getting married sometime in the upcoming year, so I have to deal with that bit of scary girliness too...I'm excited, because I've kinda secretly fantasized that someone would allow me to be "girly" for at least awhile.
Wow. Y'know, it feels really weird, after being in this guild for a little while, when you get to see all the little things in people's lives changing.
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2005 12:48 am
Well, I had a new one just yesterday....
My friend got a new kitchen knife. Testosterone (spelling? heh) kicked in and I start playing with the knife. My friend says " Sure, I'll let you cut me, but I get to cut you back" I agreed, lifted the knife for a quick slash, proceed to pierce my ear with the knife and still go well enough to stab myself in the side of the HEAD. I spent the next half hour shocked that I'd made myself bleed without meaning to and then spent the rest of the day muttering " stab myself in the head... who the ******** does that?'
That was my day. How about you guys?
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2005 1:37 am
Sirenstoy Well, I had a new one just yesterday.... My friend got a new kitchen knife. Testosterone (spelling? heh) kicked in and I start playing with the knife. My friend says " Sure, I'll let you cut me, but I get to cut you back" I agreed, lifted the knife for a quick slash, proceed to pierce my ear with the knife and still go well enough to stab myself in the side of the HEAD. I spent the next half hour shocked that I'd made myself bleed without meaning to and then spent the rest of the day muttering " stab myself in the head... who the ******** does that?' That was my day. How about you guys? Err...don't know quite how to respond to that...*laughs a** off*
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2005 12:28 pm
Koiyuki Sirenstoy Well, I had a new one just yesterday.... My friend got a new kitchen knife. Testosterone (spelling? heh) kicked in and I start playing with the knife. My friend says " Sure, I'll let you cut me, but I get to cut you back" I agreed, lifted the knife for a quick slash, proceed to pierce my ear with the knife and still go well enough to stab myself in the side of the HEAD. I spent the next half hour shocked that I'd made myself bleed without meaning to and then spent the rest of the day muttering " stab myself in the head... who the ******** does that?' That was my day. How about you guys? Err...don't know quite how to respond to that...*laughs a** off* Ain't it great?
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2005 11:11 pm
Oi, most embarresing thing ever...
Ah, the first taste of rejection.
It was my junior year of high school (Lucky me that I had gone that long without any rejection) and I asked a guy out and he let me down...he tried to be nice, but it ended up making it worse (Stupid boys!!! domokun ) and although I managed to get out of his sight and hearing distance before I broke down, I did break down and just couldn't stop crying hysterically. I don't even know why, he wasn't that big a deal. But my entire 5th period class was brought to a halt because of me, and needless to say, he eventually found out about the whole episode. redface redface redface
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2005 11:34 pm
Eh.... Mine's pretty modest.
Two girls walk up to me. Now, the thing is, girls have this thing for:
a) Knowing I'm uncomfortable with relationships.
b) Using that to make me go nuts x_x;
So these two started HITTING ON ME. In SIXTH GRADE.
My response was intended to be a complement, but came out like a very poor line to use when hitting on girls.
Six years later, at High School Graduation, the same two girls came up and repeated the line I said to my face. I hadn't even seen either (AFAIK) since the first incident. Doesn't help that my semi-girlfriend-at-the-time was chatting with me at the time, and has now used that line to embarass me twice (though the relationship's off, we're still good friends).
x_X;
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 6:26 am
Reading Avari's post, I'm reminded of the sixth grade. It was lunchtime, I think, and I was playing with the guys, when this girl, a friend of mine from the same class, walks towards me, telling me that she wants to talk. So I agree, thinking it was for some homework or something. (Happened all the time)
Now, I was already a closet pervert by that time, but nowhere near as open as I am now. I was a shy, nervous wreck around girls, which was oddly found cute. (I hate that)
She asked me to be her boyfriend. I said no. I didn't sugarcoat it, even though I was shaking like a maraca at a parranda. (or as you non-puertorricans would understand better, "a tamborine at a hippy concert, or a black gospel church")
She asked me why. I told her I didn't know. I was attracted to her, but not in that way, I didn't feel ready for something like that. I took relationships way too seriously in elemental school. rolleyes She again asked why, this time wanting a reason for my lack of readiness for a relationship. I told her I didn't feel like it, that I wasn't mature enough. She misunderstood, and I, for lack of better words, let her go with that idea in mind. She started mumbling it to her friends, and they laughed at me for a day or two. The real trip was that my friends loved the fact that I turned her down. "You shouldn't be with such an ugly chick", "She has the looks and personality of a pitbull!" and "dude, you should've asked her for her friend's number." were what I got.
Her? She got stuck with the surname "pitbull", for three years, I think. rolleyes
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 11:20 am
Wow. I really don't get girls.
Though, I had a few incidents when I was in 5th/6th grade where someone would come up to me and tell me he was completely in love with me or something, and then follow me around asking me why I was refusing him. It got worse, because then some of the "popular" girls from my school, who didn't know me, and whom I avoiding talking to whenever possible, came up to me and asked me why I was refusing to go out with that boy.
What's funny, though, is that he was being a complete a** to me in 4th grade. He went through my locker somehow, and got me in trouble for something I'd drawn that I put in there. sweatdrop And he didn't know me at all, and didn't even try to put a stop to the girls who would come up and harass me about why I wasn't going out with him.
The one guy who did like then, though, who I have respect for still, was the one who sorta decided he was my protector. Whenever he was there, he made it clear to everyone around that they would not be mean to me. I didn't realize it until a lot later though. And I haven't seen him since 7th grade, which was before I realized this (which was actually when a teacher told me...), so yah. It might be nice to see him, so I could thank him and stuff. But, it isn't likely, as he's in a completely different region than me.
Anyways, most of this is a rambling. Feel free to ignore this.
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 2:59 pm
When it comes to guys I've just met, it is very easy for me to flirt, recieve compliments, understand jokes, sarcasm, and what-not. But it is so very different with guys of my age that I've grown up and gone to school with.
When it comes to them, especially the ones I like, I'm a disaster! I either become shy and tongue twisted, or just get lost in conversation ( and when I say that, I mean I get lost, and can't comprehend what their jokes or opinions mean, or interpret sarcasm )
Besides my guy friends, which I have plenty of, I have trouble with old aquaintences that I've grown to like...I just get so frustrated! I can never get up the courage to just get it over with and ask them out, or ask if they like me more than a friend.
Now with strangers I could, but I just don't know them to the point where I like them for just being themselves, and if we do become friends, that just makes it harder...
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 4:49 pm
Embarassing moments? I have a lot. But this has to be the worst:
I was in 1st grade, picture day, and I REALLY had to pee. So I asked a teacher if I could go, but she told me that I needed to wait until after the class picture was taken.
Individual photos were still being shot and I was far back in the line, not to mention my bladder was a lot smaller then. The class picture came finally, I was crossing my legs, hoping to keep from peeing my stockings.
It seemed like forever that it took to get all the kids aranged into three rows. One row sitting in the font, the next row standing behind them, and the last row standing on chairs behind the other two. I was in the last row.
The photographer said, "On the count of three, say 'Turkey!'"
I just wanted to get it overwith so I could go to the bathroom before my bladder burst.
"One..."
I really have to go...
"Two..."
I don't know if I can hold it much longer...
"Three!"
NO!
And as soon as I said 'Turkey' with the rest of my peers, I felt the warmth trickling down my leg. A great relief came over my body, but my mind had something new to worry about. I looked down and saw the yellow puddle in the grove of the fold-out metal chair. I felt my cheeks grow hot as I gazed over shyly at the other kids in the class, now edging away from me and making rude, unnecessary comments.
To this day I still hate that b***h for not letting this poor kid go to the damn bathroom. I mean, I had to go the nurse's office and they all thought I was incontinent. Stupid, stupid woman...
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