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 Posted: Sat Aug 16, 2008 3:51 pm
Dear _______________
Oooh, you people make me sick. Hating me for not having a sense of fashion. Talking about me behind my back and being nice to my face. Thinking of me as an insiginficant little bug because I'm not really pretty or because I'm not busty and s**tty or because I'm loud or because I'm gay or why ever the blood f**k you people hate me. I want to kill all of you. It's people like you that make me antisocial. People like you that make me twisted and murderous. The constant hatred and belittling makes me waht to kill you an see your blood drip down the balde into my awaiting lips. I SUFFERED DEPRESSION BECASE OF PEOPLE LIKE YOU! B****RDS! People like you are the reason I'm a bloodthirsty demon of a being instead of a regular human! If you people have such a d*mn problem with me, then say it to my f***ing face, you cowards! You people insult me and degrade me, and I never did one d*mn thing to you f**king a**es! F**K YOU! I hope you all burn in hell! The anger you people put me through has made me stain my hands with sins and my mind with unclean thoughts of murder and vampiricy! And to think I'll see your faces again in a few weeks, you disgusting bugs! Well, let's get one thing straight: I will weed out those of you who hate me. I will make you tell me. And when I do, I will treat you a**holes like the insigificant bug you think I am. DIE 1,00000 PAINFUL DEATHS, ALL OF YOU!
With nothing but the contempt and malice you feed me,
Kaori.
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Posted: Wed Sep 03, 2008 2:03 pm
Dear _____,
What is with you? Whenever I want to help you, you get mad. You snap at me like I said something wrong or offended you. I just wanted to bring you to the nurse to get your knee iced when it popped. You yelled at me like I threatened to kill you. You never want me to help you.
If you get mad because people push you to the side for even a moment, you push me to the side like they did to you. But when it's somebody else, you accept their comfort and contact. Why? I just want to make certain you are okay. I love you, you foolish little girl. Why don't you let me love you? Why do you want me mad at you?
Do you even wonder why I never look up when you're in one of those moods? Because I think... I know that you don't want me to be anywhere near you. It's those moments when I think I'm nothing. When I think I'm just some weak little kid that can't do anything to help the person she swore she'd help. When I think I'm a wh*re, even. You would rather I'd die than even consider looking at me. Why? And in all honesty, I would rather be dead at those moments.
If you want people to like you so bad, then be more open. If you want me to be a kind, loyal 'master', instead of the heartless demon that uses you and returns to you as a buddy the next moment, be more open to me. If you want me out of your life so bad, then tell me. I'll leave you be... even if it means I have to die for that become true.
You constantly pushing me away and telling me to back off, but letting someone else help you... it kills me on the inside. You aren't the only one hurting on the inside. You make me hurt. I cry some nights just thinking about that.
With an unwavering love, but wavering trust,
Your hurting master.
(P.S: What makes me any different from them?)
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Posted: Sun Nov 16, 2008 9:30 am
Dear ______,
I really don't understand you. It's difficult for me to even be in the same room as you now, because I can't tell what you're thinking anymore. You know what it comes down to - and at least now I know that my theory was true. You've proved that much. Ugh. You used to be so laid back and kind... but that's become just a memory. It's like you're a different person entirely. Maybe I can't blame you though, because everyone you're friends with has made the same dreaded mistake. It's just that they weren't so great to start off with anyway.
Please stop, for your own sake.
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Posted: Thu Nov 20, 2008 8:42 am
Dear ____,
You really need to grow up and stop acting like a 5 year old. If you've got a problem then you talk about and not blank people and make snide little comments on your facebook status about it.
I didn't come to your "party" because I wasn't going to ditch Bell (unlike your "boyfriend" who was meant to be DJing for her) after I'd said for months that I'd be going to her party and didn't have enough money by the end of the week to go to the overpriced dump that is the keller anyway. We'd booked tickets to go to hers back in August so we didn't have to worry about spending anything on the night. So sorry that you decided to have your "party" on the same night but deal with it, you should've actually said something if you didn't like it that I couldn't go.
In all honesty it wasn't even on your birthday and you go to the same dump every friday so it wasn't even some special night out. (Considering Bell's was to celebrate the opening of her new comic store and was going to buy you a cake if you'd actually gone instead of ignoring her invite I'm glad I made the right choice.) Given the number of times I've said I'm not going when you constantly asked, it really gives the hint that maybe I don't like the place and thats why I don't go?
I suggest you ask Mart exactly what happened at expo and why he decided not to go. He booked the wrong hotel after saying it was a 5 min walk which turned out to be 30 mins. We offered to book a twin for the right hotel but he said he'd stick with the first one but we were welcome to go. Coming back 5 hours after we'd booked a double he decided to change his mind and come with us. Given this was a few hours before we were going to be leaving we couldn't change the room without being charged so he got in a mood and didn't want to try and work it out. So we didn't suddenly decide to switch hotels on him without telling him, or that's what I hear he's been telling people.
So why don't you tell Mike to grow some balls the next time he want's to get bitchy and not send text messages through me. Though I guess if he had a pair he would've actually been able to break up with his girlfriend instead of carrying on with you for three months behind her back.
Considering that I offered to go to the dentist with you just before you started this I had to laugh when you said I was being selfish. It's always me who had to listen to your constant problems with your love life or your mum at what ever time you decide to text or call and help you try to work it out even when I was supposed to be eating with Jack, but you couldn't even have the damn decency to help me when I was upset that our costumes got ink on them just before the masquerade.
After all this I can see now why Jack thinks you're a t**t and I agree with him. I'm glad I'm not friends with someone like you anymore, I'd expect your attitude from someone still in school. You're in uni now, grow up and learn to deal with your problems like an adult or you're going to look like even more of a fool.
Welcome to the real world.
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Posted: Thu Dec 04, 2008 11:27 pm
Dear _____,
I'm so sick of you. You think it's funny well haha I'm not laughing. I'm so sick of you getting in my face. Can't you just let it be? Every time I want to do something you're there in my way. I wish you could stop and just listen instead of just walked with your fingers shoved so far in your ears you could feel your brain. Wake up, the universe doesn't revolve around you. If I do something that doesn't go along with your plans in life boo ****** hoo. Maybe you'll wake up and realize this. Until then get lost.
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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 4:16 am
This is kool. =3
Dear ____,
I love yew with all of my heart and I hope you know that already. I know you won't EVER find this because you don't have a gaia, but I don't care, writing this makes me feel better. I miss you 24-7 and I think of you all the time. *Air huggles yew* I can't wait to get up in the mornings just to see you. I miss you.
~Love, Rose.
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Posted: Sat Jan 10, 2009 8:10 pm
Dear ______,
I hate your stinkin' guts, you make me vomit, you are the skum between my toes...Have a nice day...
♥ Penguin.
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Posted: Sat Jan 10, 2009 8:35 pm
dear,_____
You said you liked me but i'm not sure you meant it. Why do you like to confuse me????????? God sometimes i think you just go out with me to show off to your friends. I want the truth! do you like me or hate me??????
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Posted: Sun Jan 11, 2009 7:03 pm
Dear _____,
All I want to know is, why? I don't mind that you broke up with me, I don't mind if you date somone else, but why won't you stay my friend?
Every time I'm around you never even look at me, you talk to other people about things we did like I'm not even there.
I respected you, granted I was a little hesitant and indecisive but that's no reason to treat me like this. I understand that it's over and I accept that but don't cut me off, don't act like I treated you like trash or somthing, beacuse I couldn't have been more courtious to you -or- your family.
I just wanted to stay friends, is that so wrong?
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Posted: Sun Jan 18, 2009 7:03 pm
Dear *bleeep*,
You've called me ugly to my face. In front of my friends, in front of people I barely know, and yet you still try and call me a friend. You expect me to help you sustain your abnormally large ego, while crushing my own self-esteem. I learned to quit caring about what you said a long time ago, because all you can do is spew poison and talk about yourself.
You take advantage of my nature, and it's not fair. I hat hurting people I have considered close before, and usually no matter what the offense I end up apologizing. I hate being selfish, and ripping up our entire group of friends, because unlike you I have a conscience.
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 7:26 am
Dearest ________,
I wanted to tell you that I am sorry. I was a terrible person, and to some extent, I still am. There were no excuses for my actions, and I will not try to make any. I did what I did because I felt it to be right, and I will not go back on my decisions ever. Given the opportunity to do it all over, I would make the same decisions all over again, because they made me who I am today. I'm sorry you can't see that my decisions did not make you who you are; it was your decisions that cast you into the pit of despair. You brought upon yourself the pain and misery you wallow in, and while I felt bad about it at first, I no longer feel that way. I understand now that you will always be how you wish to be, simply because you act based on other people's feelings, and not your own. I do not regret our time spent together, and while I kept my share of secrets from you, I am disappointed that you kept the greatest secret from me. Of all the things you could do to me, breaking my trust by sleeping with one of my best friends while you still smiled sweetly at me and called me your boyfriend was the worst tug on my heartstrings. Especially since you hadn't the courage to tell me until the time came that you no longer called my your boyfriend. Know this, though: I am not angry. I pity you. You wallow in misery and despair, knowing full well that you have the power to pull yourself from it and make something of the scraps and shards you have shattered your life into, but you do not act upon it. You are content to live your life in the shadow of pain and misery, and revel in its feeling.
And for that, my friend, I am not angry anymore. I am sorry, disappointed, and filled with pity. I hope that one day you will stand up for yourself. But I must apologize once more, because I will no longer be that person. Stand on your own feet, and you will learn to walk once more.
Without Sincerity, but with Truth,
Matthew
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Posted: Thu Jan 29, 2009 3:07 pm
This is sincerely a terrific thread.....
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 4:15 pm
Would that be sarcasm or no?
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 6:06 pm
Dear _____
I wish we had longer to be together, but your fading so quickly. I remeber when I was three you took me up on your lap and told me you'd be here for me forever. Im crying now as I remeber all the fun we had. I dont want you to go yet! I want you to be here for my high school graduation, and my wedding, and my 14th birthday. It feels like your going to leave tomarrow even though we dont know when the cancer will strike. please know that I will love you forever, even after your gone.
Love,
Your grandaughter.
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