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PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 6:16 am


Learning Abc's


Ciaran had just sat down at the table and wondered what his mother wanted with him and he hope that he hadn’t done anything wrong. Shifting slightly in his chair as she walked in the room carring things in her hands and he wondered what it was.

“So what do you have there, Mom?”

“Some coloring books to help you learn your Abc’s, but you have to share these with your sister as well. For now you have first choice on which one you want to use.” She said as she sat down the books as Ciaran stood up in his chair to look at which one he wanted to use and then sat back down with the one he wanted.

“So learning my Abc’s will help me read books on old Japan?”

“Yes it will, but it will take lots of practice with smaller words first and books and then work your way up to bigger things.”

A little sad as he wanted to read for himself but then thought that everyone has to start some place. So he would just have to bug his mother and when his brother visited to have them read to him.

“Don’t worry, Ciaran. Soon you will be reading on your own.” His mother said trying to sooth her son. “A, b, c, d, e, f, g, h, i, j, k, l, m, n, o, p, q, r, s, t, u, v, w, x, y, and z. Are all of them. Now repeat them after me,”

So for the next hour Naggeela taught Ciaran his Abc’s and she also taught him words to go with each letter for him to remember more easily. Then have him read some simple books to her and for homework she had him color in the coloring books that she had brought for him to practice.

After his homework his mother had given him. She had come back to teach him his numbers and was careing some more books with her as she sat down next to him.

"Now we are going to be learning number where you can count things and such," she said.

"So will I beable to see how many swords you have in your collecting?" Ciaran asked.

"Yes, but you will still not be able to touch them until you are older tho,"

Smileing and snaping his fingers as she figured out what he was going to try and do. He shruged and thougth that he could anow his sister with counting. So he waited for her to start.

"This his how we start, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, and 10. You could count higher but we will start simple." Now she was holding up some cards for him to count. "So how many cards am I holding up,"

Looking at the cards and pointing to each of them." You have three," he answered.

"Thats right,"

Going back and forth for his mother holding cards up and Ciaran telling her how many she was holding. After that she gave him homework of coloring in a coloring book with lots of numbers in it and he when straight to coloring it and happy as could be.
PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 7:05 pm


10-10-08

Today was so fun! Mom taught me my Abc's. My favorite letter would have to be S for Samuri. (Mom helped me with this journal entry.) They are beautiful and strong people and I want to become one, but mom wants me to be older before I learn how to use a sword. Also S is for snake is which my sister is part one. Also the coloring books are fun to color in, but I have hid one of them from my sister were I can just color in it myself. Also I anowed my sister by counting everything that I saw that when I was with her. But now I know that my mother had 5 samuori and I wish that I could hold one of them. But I will just have to wait, but its so hard.

~Ciaran

naggeela
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naggeela
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PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 7:12 pm


10-10-08

I must say that Ciaran is so very different from my dauther. He is very out going and wants to do things for himself even more tham my other son at his age. Sometimes I can see that he longs for something that he dosen't have and costanly carries his mirror every where. I won't ask him for what he wants, but I would rather for him to come to me. It was funny when he descovered my collection of futile Japan and now he want to be come a samuoi. I haven't yet hat the heart to thell him that he really couldn't become one as that era is long gone, but there is somthing simmular he could become. Things do change when kids get older. So he just might change his mind to what he wants to be. I love him very much as I do with all of my kids.

~Naggeela  
PostPosted: Sat Oct 11, 2008 9:18 am


It would be on a Saturday that you open your mail box (if you have one) and notice there is a rather thick envelope stuffed in there. There is no postage stamp and a very vague return address. But you recognize the font and the company's name. 'Seven of Seven Inc' scrawled in majestic font across the upper left hand corner. As you open it, you may strangely find yourself drawn to the letter, there is a mass of notes inside. They read as follows:

Letter
Congratulations! You have managed to succeed in raising your child. (IE: Not killing him or her or getting killed yourself. Haha we kid of course.) We would like an update from you on the following:

Guardians Name:
Child's Name:
Sin:
Virtue:
Gender:
Current Attitude:
Likes:
Dislikes:
Any abnormal growths: (if any, example: Feathers molting, horns growing larger, scars )
Current hair style:
Current clothing preferences:
Dominant celestial trait: (The sin or virtue)

Please summarize in your own words how difficult or easy it was taking care of your child. Did you manage to care for them in a kindly fashion? Or were you forced to discipline them?
As well do not be alarmed if you suddenly find your child achieving a massive growth spurt in the next little while. We are finding that the children from our facility have strange growing patterns and are rather unpredictable. Although please let us know if anything unexpected occurs.

Sincerely the technicians from Seven of Seven Inc.

Ps. Please just leave your letter back in your mail box one you have completed it our courier will pick it up.

Thank you.



You would notice the letter seems overly friendly...strange since the scientist were so ...cold before.

(Just take the from Guardians name to Dominant Celestial trait and pm it to the mule, the summarization doesn't have to be long just have fun with it.)
 

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naggeela
Crew

PostPosted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 5:17 pm


PD-With Luthor Going to the Labs...
PostPosted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 4:54 pm


PD with Bovidae- A day at the cafe

naggeela
Crew


naggeela
Crew

PostPosted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 5:03 pm


Journal Entry 1
~1-27-09

My mother thought that it would be a good idea for me to keep a journal. I really don't know about it. I have things I would like to tell people but I don't know how to say or tell others. For the most part I love to be on my own and do things alone. I like meeting new people and would like to hang out more with my friends. But in the long run I just like being on my own as I don't have to worry about others think about me and for my own envy of wanting wings of my own. No one knows that I want them, its my dream of haveing them and if I could never have them I don't know what will happen, I just might lose my mind. Tho I do have to hide this were my mother and my siblings can't read it. But the one person I really care for and love being around is Luthor. I don't know what it is but I'm happy and content with myself around him and I just want to show him lots of things, eventual when he can come out of the Labs by himself. I do plan on visiting him often and bring sweets to eat.

~Ciaran  
PostPosted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 5:14 pm


1-27-09

As Ciaran has gotten older I can see that he spends more of his time reading or alone doing things. I should be proud that he is becomeing more indepent, but I'm finding it more hard to let go. Maybe I should have spent more time with him when he was younger, but my own job has been keeping me very busy. I just feel that I don't know him as much as I did when he was younger and I don't like this feeling. Tho Ves has told me that I'm just being parnoide with the whole thing. I guess that I will have to wait and see what will happen. Tho I do know that he being envyos over something and he just wont tell me. I just hope that its not something that will hurt him. I will just have to wait for him to tell me and its very hard not to ask or look in his journal, but I'm going to respect his privacy.

~Naggeela  

naggeela
Crew


naggeela
Crew

PostPosted: Sat Feb 21, 2009 7:43 am


Solo Rp comming forth
PostPosted: Sun Mar 01, 2009 11:36 pm


The first visitor in a long time.
Rp with Jay on MSN -PartOne

How long had he been in here a small part of his brain asked. But with most of his mind shattered his perception of time wasn't there but to his body it felt that it had been there a long time. In fact Ciaran has only been in the labs for a few weeks after he found out that he would never be getting wings and make himself beautiful with a razor blade.

His mother had stopped him before he could finish, which had not made him very happy, but not really know what he was doing he had almost killed himself. Not knowing what to do with him and not wanting him to die she rushed him over to the Labs to see if they could do anything for him. After they had patched him up from his wounds, but his mind was still broken. His mother had just left him at the Labs and hoped that they could do something with him and he had also grown in this place as well.

Laying on the floor of a room the techs had put him after they changed his bandges, singing silly children songs that all of them were all mixed together. As his feet were in the air and his tail swishing in the air as he played with it.

Adriel was back at the labs, mostly cause he was wondering if Duncan was still hear. He had yet to hear from his friend... or crush anyway...as he wasn't really sure if Duncan felt the same way about him. His hand went to his bandaged shoulder from where he had gotten bitten. Mixed feelings about it he tried to not think about it as he strode forward. He stopped...abruptly as he...spotted through a barred window a child playing with his tail. He frowned...something looked wrong, without a though he moved over to the window and looked closer. His eyes widened slightly...he was wearing a straight jacket?

He was appalaed and wondering what the kid had done to deserve it. Looking around...he tested the door and found it locked. Chii..moved forward and instantly turned and broke door knob. The splintering crack resulted in the door swinging open under the guiding hand of the purple limb. It had happened so fast adriel hadn't a moment to stop it. Sighing he glared at the limb before he squeaked the door open more so he could poke his head in.

"Y..ou okay in there?" he asked softly.

Ciaran stopped his singing, as he feet stopped moving as well. But with is tail just lazily still wagging in the air. As he heard the door being broken and then open up. In is mind he thought he would get some more peace before the techs came back in. Head sliding back to look at the other upside-down and found that it wasn't another tech but some other that was like him. Flipping to his belly as he thought on the words he was asked. With is head swaying as his mind and body were in totally different places.

"In a sence you could say I'm ok...but very many shaddered pieces are scaddered every where...not really knowing were to look as what I wanted is now lost." He said as that was the really the first time he had talked to anyone since he had grown. Not really knowing who to trust anymore as his mind couldn't remember friend from foe. Looking like he was lost and mad at the same time.

Adriel chewed on his lower lip wondering if there had been a good reason why this child was locked in this room. But still....moving in he inched his way a bit closer to the grey skinned one before finally stopping.

"Lost? I can understand that much.." he replied with a sigh. His whole life seemed one gaint mess. He never seemed able to do anything right. He went to sit down finding that standing seemed...rude.

Perking up a little as the other one was lost too and sat up but still it seamed his tail had a mind of its own as the feather at the end flared and relaxed slightly swaying. Eyes now trying really hard to study the other but in the end looked away unfocused as he was trying to think.

"So what shaddered sea are you lost on? " as he cocked his head to the side as he wiggled a little to get a little more confortable in what he was wearing.

Sighing he found the boys words were a bit unnerving but relavent. He looked him over, wondering how ucomfertable the jacket was and he let Chii and Fuu twine about his arms. They actually didn't try to reach for the other...usually so friendly they stayed away.. perhaps they sensed how fragile he was.

"A sea? " He thought on it a bit chewing his lower lip..."I suppose a sea of lust and pain..." he replied finally with a sigh.

Tail now stopped swaying as Ciaran spotted the two tenticals as he had never seen anything like it, he sligtly wondering about them but not really staying focused on anything for too long. When the other questioned the sea he sorta gave a slight smile in which looked slightly creepy.

Then all of a sudden Ciaran stood up in one fluid motion as of day of practic of not being able to use his arms to get of the floor. Eyes went wide as he tried to motion out with his arms, legs sligtly spread out and on his tip toes, with his tail eradically going from place to place. "Yes that is right....but for me its now shattered from envy and lots of pain.."

He looked a bit starteled as suddenly the boy was standing he peered over him and tried to calm his own racing heart down.

"Envy? Shattered?" he mused a moment after thought rushed through his head. he lowered his face to look at the ground a chuckle emitting from his mouth.
"I somewhat envy you...at this moment. At least...you can somewhat forget the pain," He breathed with a sigh. Some could say he was depressed, as guilt ridden as he was it was surprise he hadn't tried to take his life yet. Perhaps he was just naively hopeful things would work out.

Stumped for a second as he heard the other give a slight giggle and for what the other said next. Thinking that he was envious of him and thought it was strange, but right now most things were strange to his mind as his mind was trying to refigure it self out as he tryed to refigure himself out.

So much envy for something he would never have. So many bottled feelings that once the world shattered to doddle on his skin his feelings. Feeling that they at least share something in common even if it was pain. Now he ploped back on to the floor and winced slightly as broke one of the sores open, refeeling his mind with pain.

"Yes sometimes I can...as I'm not all here. As my world shattered and my feelings carved into my skin." he stated, with one of his toes he lifted up one of his pant legs to show his bandage on his ankle that has a slight red tinge to it.

The boy looked rather alarmed at the sight of the bandage wondering just what he had done to himself. This poor boy was ...very broken, he shouldn't be unloading on him. "Is....there anything I can do?" he murmured wondering if there was anything he could do. The boy had been locked up in a room...that showed how much the technicians could do for him.

Hearing the consern in the others voice had for the moment to bring him to his sences appearing more normal as he could. As that was more than what the techs had done as all they came in to make sure he lived and change his bangages. Even his own mother wouldn't come and see him. "No, there really is nothing that you could do for me. What is done is done."

Tilting his head and now really looking at the other through eyes cleared. "Broken that I might be, I can listen to what is troubling you. As it better to talk about it than to keep it locked inside. As that is what I had done and its not all fun." he stated as he stayed sane for the time being.

Adriel watched the other in a strange manner. What could he really say? "Its...nothing really. Just a stupid desire and disliking of my own gentics...nothing I can change really." He explained feeling a bit bad to be unloading on a kid that was basically unstable.
"But...you havn't told me why your here." He questioned.

Ciaran listened intently to make sure that he caught everything the other was saying. To him it wasn't nothing really to him as it was his own genitics that had also brought him here. Thinking for a bit on how to tell the other why he was here without him sinking back into his shattered mind and into insanity.

"My world shattered when I learned that the one thing I envyed the most I would never have and then when to make myself more beautiful with a razor blade. My mother couldn't handle it and sent me here and I haven't seen her since." He replied as he fought with his own mind trying to stay sane.

Adriel nodded his head, he had known such a feeling once. When he was taken to the facility because his mother didn't know how to handle him.

"Yeah...My mom did something similar...I guess she knew what was best for me...she came and got me eventually." He explained as the looked to the boy again.
"I too once desired something I could never have. Haha...I always envied kids with fluffy wings. I mean...I don't have wings at all.. when i was little i always liked how they looked. BUt I guess I have enough to deal with, with Chii and Fuu anyway. Having to alter clothes even more to allow wings...I may as well not wear a shirt." He chuckled.

"I know my mother won't be comming for me...it was how she looked at me as she had seen something like this but didn't want to be reminded of it or have to relive something like this." he said as he looked at the floor, it was one of the reasons he so total when insane, a fear of not being loved and being abandoned. Then he had to smile as it was the same thing that he wanted as well.

"Wings were the same for me as well, but it was how it was told to me was how I lost myself." As his tail wraped around his body. "But with them how free I could have been and so beautiful as well." Smileing more now from the other chuckle. "Well I do have to worry about my tail still, But not wearing a shirt isn't all that bad."

Adriel wondered just how he had been told, it seemed to make a huge difference to the boy. "I...am sure your mother hasn't abandoned you..." He started as he too had felt such doubt but then his mother proved him wrong. "You should have a bit more faith in humans...despite being as fragile as they are...they can be quite surprising. " He explained.

He knew deep down he wanted to beleive the other but he knew as he known if his brother could have would have come and visited him by now unless forbidded by there mother. Maybe she hadn't but he couldn't tell.

"Well you might be right, but its so very hard to be here and to not know if there are those that care for you still do. But I guess time will only tell." he said as he was trying to look on the brighter side of things. "All things will work out in the end," he stated as he implied the others proplem as well.

Adriel nodded his head moving he stood and went tos sit beside the boy. He didn't allow Chii or Fuu to bother him though. "Well...I..will come visit if you want." He offered not liking that the boy seemed...so depressed as well broken. He didn't want him thinking that no one cared for him.

Watching as the other sat down next to him as it was so very nice of him to do so and put his head on the others side not really thinking about what he was doing. "That would be nice of you. By the way I'm Ciaran." he said. Thinking back to what was said what the other had said about his problem. "Things have a way of working themselfs out, for me and for you." smileing a bit as he remembered a saying he read in a book. "It is always darkest before the dawn." As he smiled up at Adriel.

The lust baised spawn nodded his head in agreement. "Wise words from one so young. I Should take it to heart." He mused thinking on how it applied to many situtations he had been in and they always seemed to get worse before they got better.
"Though I hope i can visit you even once you leave the faciliy."

"Well I do love to read as that is what I did alot before comming here." he stated as it was very boring in this room as the techs never gave him stuff to do but then when his is insane it really didn't matter. "That would be great and hopefully by that time I will be better and we can do something together and get to know each other properly." he said as this was one bright spot to look foward to.

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naggeela
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PostPosted: Sun Mar 01, 2009 11:38 pm


The first visitor in a long time.
Rp with Jay on MSN -PartTwo

He nodded his head and placed a hand on his shoulder. "I would really like that. I can bring you something to read in the meantime. What do you like to read?" He inquired trying to make him feel a bit better.

He had to think for a second as he just loved to read anything he could get his hands on. "So would I. How about a fantasy book?" as he really hadn't read too many of those and Ciaran thought he would have to do something for the other when he got out. Adriel had sertanlly did make him feel better. "Also I didn't catch your name, or I think I didn't,"

"Its Adriel.." he said softly wondering if this kid was going to be okay. He wanted to so badly give him a hug...but thought better of it.
"So you like fantasy books?" he said finding it a bit funny since their lives was pretty much a fantasy as it was.

"Its nice to meet you, Adriel." he said as he gave a warm smile, in time he would work things out, but was glad for a destraction in his current mind set.
"Well I haven't read too many of them, but the ones that I did I loved. For most of what I read were natural history books as that is what my mother had in house in great quanity." he answered.
Also wondering to why she was fasinated by it all, as some of its was boring but some was intersting as well. Comming to himself more he fianlly saw Adriel's tenticals as he c**k his head to the side and wondered as he had never seen them before. "Just wondering whats your Demon half?" he asked not wanting to be rude as he pointed to one of his tenticals.

Adriel's face flushed a bit at the question he turned his fce slightly away giving a bit of a cough.
"Uh...Lust....is..." He replied feeling a bit awkward about the subject he wasn't exactly too pleased with his genetics...it tended to get him in a lot of trouble.
"You?" he inquired not quite so sure what he was either.

Seeing that Adrial was unconfortable about his question felt ashamed of himself about it. As he didn't want him to feel that way at all. He also didn't like his genetics as it was because of them that he was here. "I'm an Envy," he replied as he looked down to the ground as he played with his toes on the ground.

THis was probably the first child of Envy he had met. He turned to look at him, wondering at his smooth gray skin and his tail that had feathers on the end.
"I..wish I had even an ounce of feathers.." he said after a moment, trying to switch the subject onto something a bit more pleasant.

Ciaran smiled, "They are nice, but sometimes they can be a pain especialy when they molt. Leaving a trail to were you have been when I try to be sneeky." he said as he remembered one time getting in trouble for getting into something he wasn't suposse to and his feathers gave him away. He brought his tail around to were his toes could grab some of the feathers as he was starting to molt now and pulled a few of his feathers out and handed them to Adriel. "For you," he said for Adriel to take them.

Adriel looked wide eye'd as he was handed a couple of feathers. He looked worriedly at him.
"doesn't that hurt?" he asked taking the feathers after a moment feelinga bit guilty if it had. Though they were the most beautiful shadeof blue he had ever seen.

Smilling and shakeing his head. "No it dosen't as some of them are currently molting. So don't worry, as it only hurts when they arn't ready to come out on there own," he said reasureing Adriel as he gave his tail a shake as a few more feathers fell to the ground and not wanting Adriel to worry or feel guilty.
"So what fun things do you like doing?" he asked.
PostPosted: Mon Mar 02, 2009 1:26 am


3-2-09

I have a feeling that I have done something very wrong. I think I have shattered the relashionship between me and Ciaran. I dont know if I will ever be forgiven by him. My other two understand why I did it as I had to explane it to them. I know that Ves would have gone and visited if I didn't forbid him to go near those labs. I do not trust those people there, tho one was nice. I just hope that he can get better on his own. My own sister did what Ciaran had done, but she had died as I didn't see the signs fast enought to help her. I didn't want to lose Ciaran, but I can't face him now as he is now. I don't want to relive those bad time in my childhood. I will try and make up for it when he gets better. So now I just have to wait and see what happens.

~Naggeela  

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PostPosted: Mon Mar 02, 2009 10:07 pm


A now shattered world..
Ciaran and Luthor
PostPosted: Fri Mar 06, 2009 8:01 am


Oh, you poor, poor baby!!
Ciaran and Adhara

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PostPosted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 2:47 am


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