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 Posted: Thu Mar 27, 2008 8:45 pm
Glow watched him a moment before somthing clicked. She wasn't sure if Jazz was thinking about it, but she, from the moment she became Jazz's mate, worried about it. "...Rhapsody won't be happy, will he...?" She asked softly. She always worried about her step-son. Always fearing he resented her or hated her. She rarely spoke with the stallion, which seemed to make these feelings grow, and when she did it was akward and uncomfortable. All the thoughts of his reactions terrifid her almost as much as when she thought Jazz was mad about the foals. "He's going to hate me...unless he already does..." she said softly. "And if he gets mad at you...Oh Jazz..." she hid her head again. "I'm sorry...."
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Posted: Fri Mar 28, 2008 5:46 am
He nuzzled her again, raising her face so her could look into her eyes. "He doesn't hate you and he won't hate you for this. If he gets mad at anyone it will be me and if he gets upset over anything, it will be because he would be afraid that you'll leave just like his mother did." he said and licked away the tears that were threatening to roll down his mates cheeks. "You just don't worry about him. I will talk to him and take care of it. Okay? There is not sense in you get all worked up over it and if he does get upset, he will eventually get over it once he sees is younger half-siblings." he said trying to reassure her.
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Posted: Fri Mar 28, 2008 3:49 pm
She looked at him, sniffing. "Really?" She sniffed again and nodded. "Ok..." She said softly. "But....I am worried Jazz....I mean i've always been scared that i've come in and ruined your family. Your all so perfect. And It just...I want Rhapsody to like me, but it just always seems like he doesn't. And i understand if he doesn't, i mean i am the intruder...I'm an outsider." She sighed. The stress and worry had built up nicely and thoughts that normally only sat in her subconious and never came to thought weeded their way up. "And i might still be an outsider. I mean after all your all related, or so close to those you know who you arn't related too. And these foals will be related...But i'm still the outsider. I know its silly but deep down i'm always so scared that you'll get tired of me or find me bothersome and i won't see you again. Even after all this time...even thought your still here...It worries me. esspecially when i don't see you alot. And I know i could just walk down the river and there you'd be but...i get scared and think of some excuse to go the other way. I love your family, they are amazing, but i just feel so akward...scared, around them. I'm not used to having a family....But its the only thing i've ever wanted. Its just so..." she stopped and blushed. "I'm rambling, sorry." she said lightly, shutting up. She took a deep breath. "But I hope your right..." She sighed.
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Posted: Thu Apr 03, 2008 8:26 am
He wiped away her tears before looking her straight in the eyes. "You are not an outsider. Rhapsody does like you, he just doesn't know how to show it since you are the closet one to a mother he has ever had. He doesn't want to do anything to scare you away like his birth mother. As for the rest of my family, they all love you as well. Especially my mother and father, they consider you one of thier own." he said seriously trying to convince that she belonged with him and his family, even more so now that there were little ones on the way.
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Posted: Thu Apr 03, 2008 3:55 pm
"I..." She looked at him. Words failed her. She settled for nodding and relaxing against the stallion. "Alright." She said softly. "Ok." She wanted to belive him with her heart but she was still frightened. "Lets...lets head towards your home...perhaps your mother will be there, or mabye Rhapsody." She said softly. She was still worried, scared, but she figured the best thing now was to just run into those fears. Hiding would only make them worse. She smiled at him softly.
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Posted: Thu Apr 03, 2008 6:55 pm
Jazz nodded and felt her relax against him. He knew that she was worried and to him it was over nothing but he knew that this was the first that she had ever had a real family aside from her indian girl. "If that is what you want to do we can do that. She might be home and she might not but it would never hurt to look. Someone is bond to be there at some point." he said with a smile.
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Posted: Thu Apr 03, 2008 7:24 pm
Glow smiled at him and got up. "THen lets go see." she smiled lightly. "I know i must seem so silly and such to you but this is my first time Jazz...Remember i don't remember my family, i just remember being alone, and then i met Lita...and then you...I've never had children before...Its all just so frighteneing to me...I'm terrified of the million little things that could happen" she sighed softly before shaking her head. "But enough of that." she smiled. "Lets get going!" she smiled. "Lets go see if we cannot find some part of your family." she smiled.
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2008 6:56 am
"I know that this is your first time with children, but if anyone can help you or talk to you about it, it will be my mother. After all, she did raise me and practically Rhapsody and is practically an expert on the subject." he said with a smile as he got up and shook himself off. He gave her a nuzzle and turned in the direction of his and his mothers home. "Don't worry, I am sure things will go along well and before you know it we will have little ones running about and getting into trouble."
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2008 4:56 pm
"Yes, I definatly will be talking to your mother." She smiled. "She will probubly be most helpful." She smiled softly. She walked beside him as they headed towards his home. "I can't wait. they can get into as much trouble as they want, just so long as their ok." she said softly, pauseing a moment to look at her stoumech. All she wanted was them to come out and have two eyes and four hooves and be alright. For right now one could end up being an axe murderer and she wouldn't care. "I can't wait."
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