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Ocarina dude Vice Captain
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 Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2008 6:23 pm
Lonewolf, your story is dangerously close to mine. Aside from the heartbreaking, your story is very much mine. I understand the difficulty of continuing. But stopping isn't going to help, and I think that trudging on is the only thing we can do at this point. I have no goals, no passions, a dead-end job, a mundane boring life, and all that jazz. I have any idea what I could possibly do for a job. I can only feel around until I find SOMETHING! I hope to find soemthing to do with my life. I understand what's happening. Let's face it. We're suffering a quarter-life crisis. But we have a life time of time to spend. There's still time. Don't lose hope yet.
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Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2008 8:29 pm
It seems that we're all alike to an extent. Honestly Lonewolf, I don't mind the RP; I can do my schoolwork without worrying if I have to continue it and it's not like it will be the end of the earth if you don't post.
As for friends and people, well, people change. Friends sometimes don't stay as friends. And people sometimes just don't...respond well to personal things. I think that from reading your story, she got an insight of you and maybe that scared her; I don't really know but hey, who knows except for her.
You know how you said that you wanted to go back to college? Maybe, that's the direction you need. The first step is knowledge then everything else will come into place with more or less difficultly. If that path is blocked, then why not go forward with your book? From my point of view, you obviously have a huge imagination and creativity; concentrate pushing forward on that and ignore the people that stands in your way. The past is the past and I realized that in the last few months (hence the more positive attitude). Looking back is ok but to drown yourself in it isn't. Keep going forward with all your might for that is the only way something or anything to happen. I'm sure your tired of thinking this is all that life is to offer and basically, this is the only thing I know of that can make things better...or worse if it comes to it.
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Lionheart701 Vice Captain
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The_Legendary_Lonewolf Captain
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Posted: Fri Feb 22, 2008 8:30 am
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Posted: Fri Feb 22, 2008 10:29 pm
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The_Legendary_Lonewolf Captain
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Ocarina dude Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 12:04 am
care to get something off your chest? I can figure that you had a bad day, but if you want to talk about it, feel free to.
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 12:50 am
I'm just tired of being a total a** all the time. I constantly crave attention and when I don't get it I get frustrated and angry. I get hurt too easily and the slightest insult will have me thinking about it for days. I guess to sum it all up, I'm tired of being so ******** sensitive and an attention-whore. I look at myself from the outside and I hate that part about me so much, yet I can't change it. This is me, and it just angers me that because of my ******** selfishness, I hurt others in turn. This goes for everyone. My co workers, friends and people on gaia.
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The_Legendary_Lonewolf Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 12:30 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 27, 2008 4:51 pm
The_Legendary_Lonewolf I'm just tired of being a total a** all the time. I constantly crave attention and when I don't get it I get frustrated and angry. I get hurt too easily and the slightest insult will have me thinking about it for days. I guess to sum it all up, I'm tired of being so ******** sensitive and an attention-whore. I look at myself from the outside and I hate that part about me so much, yet I can't change it. This is me, and it just angers me that because of my ******** selfishness, I hurt others in turn. This goes for everyone. My co workers, friends and people on gaia.
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Posted: Sat Mar 01, 2008 8:07 pm
This isn't venting as much it is whining.
It's spring break. I'm sick. Might be the flu. This royally sucks. Not to mention I have a shitload of homework. This sucks! crying gonk
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Posted: Sun Mar 02, 2008 7:14 pm
Keebee This isn't venting as much it is whining. It's spring break. I'm sick. Might be the flu. This royally sucks. Not to mention I have a shitload of homework. This sucks! crying gonk *pats you on the back consolingly* You'll get through it. 3nodding
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The_Legendary_Lonewolf Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2008 3:34 pm
Keebee This isn't venting as much it is whining. It's spring break. I'm sick. Might be the flu. This royally sucks. Not to mention I have a shitload of homework. This sucks! crying gonk
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 12:19 pm
So I went to the gamestop that I work at today to buy World of Warcraft. I've finally decided to try out this MMORPG to see what all the hype is.
Anyway, once I was there I find out that that very same co worker who I lended my story of LWD to and had lied to me about losing it had her bf break up with her just recently. Her bf is an arrogant p***k and I never liked the guy to begin with.
I'll admit, though I was lied to by her, I've always had some feelings towards her. I would've even asked her out a long time ago if it weren't for the fact that she had a bf at the time. I mean, she's the first girl I've ever met who likes anime, Final Fantasy, and plays video games on a regular basis. She also has similar personality traits with me, like the whole "loner/anti-social" aspect and just the way she thinks and responds to things. 2 main things I highly dislike about her though: she doesn't eat meat and she smokes.
Anyway, I'm sort of having mixed feelings about the situation. Like I think she and I would make a pretty good couple if we did get together. However, my other co worker, the one who told me that she lied to me, has pretty much the exact same personality as me, except he's all about wanting to get laid whereas I actually want a relationship. I've no doubt that he is going to step in immediately after finding out that Heaven is single and will most likely win her over with his charming/funny personality.
This fact bugs me...a lot. Like I can't stop thinking about it for some reason. I became good friends with this guy over the duration we've worked together and he has the potential to be one of my best friends, however it seems that every girl that catches my eye, catches his eye as well. And he's like a more outgoing/funnier version of myself (though I'm far more mature then he is and he's all about sex whereas I prefer deep relationships), so he always wins the women over.
That's what pisses me off the most about this guy. He's the type of guy who can't just stick to one girl. He has to have them ALL. Not to mention it's ******** gross considering he hits on girls who are far younger then he is. He's 24 and he started going out with one of our 16 year old girl workers. Then we hired another 17 year old female worker and he started going after her. At the same time, he's also hitting on Heaven (the girl who just lost her bf). Then he just recently gets laid from some other girl he's known for years.
Now personally, I think he should stay with that last girl I mentioned cause they do make a good couple and I've even told him this. But he says no, because he's the type of guy who constantly needs to be "spreading his seed" as he likes to say.
I realize that there are guys like that out there. Hell, my cousin is just like him. And though I think it's very wrong and pretty perverted for them to think and act the way they do, it's entirely none of my business. So he is the way he is, and I am the way I am.
However, when he starts to set his target on a particular girl that I have feelings for...that's when he's stepping over the line. The thing about all this that bugs me the most is...he WILL get with her if he continues to flirt with her. Then he'd ******** her. Then he'd eventually get bored and won't bother committing to her, then go ******** someone else behind her back, breaking her heart yet again.
*sigh*
I'm no casanova, and my social skills downright suck and I don't even have the ability to be mushy. My entire life I have been single and never had a gf and have no experience with relationships whatsoever. I don't know how to express my feelings and I've been hurt so many times that I'm at the point where my heart is guarded with titanium armor. I'm hesitant to give hugs for cryin out loud. That's how bad it is for me.
I honestly don't know what to do. I could see myself in a relationship with this girl, but at the same time, I know my friend is going to woo her in (and always prevails). I think I'm just going to keep to myself as usual and forget about all of this and just let the s**t hit the fan.
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The_Legendary_Lonewolf Captain
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Ocarina dude Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 12:41 pm
Well, I'm not very well endowed in the art of relationships. Infact I'm rather enempt, but as for s**t hitting the fan, I find it best that if you can see the s**t getting ready to hit the fan, to move out of the way.
The best I can figure, is that perhaps you should CALMLY confront your friend/co-worker/rival about the situation, and that you don't appreciate him going after the same women as you. Politely ask him to be a pal, and either have your back or step out of the way before you decide to start a relationship. If he's really a friend he'll understand and go prey on some other chicks, if not, you may want to reconsider him being a friend. The importent thing to keep in mind if you choose to confront him is to remain sincere. Don't do or say anything that could irritate him. Asking for help getting the girl might be good. But if you really don't trust him at all, perhaps its best to look for a relationship away from work.
But before doing any of this, the real question lies in wether or not you even want to start a relationship? Relationships usually don't last forever. Young relationships are usually practice for later. But you, like three of my other friends, are a hopeless romantic. Now, back to my point. You really need to think things out before you start a relationship, and with whom you will start one with. By the sounds of it, both of them may not be too good, since one lied to you, and the other has two strong faults about her that she is unlikely to stop anytime soon.
When all is said and done, it is your choice to make, but you need to careful before you start and be open after you begin. I hope my long drawn-out rambling helps you in someway.
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 1:41 pm
The_Legendary_Lonewolf So I went to the gamestop that I work at today to buy World of Warcraft. I've finally decided to try out this MMORPG to see what all the hype is. Anyway, once I was there I find out that that very same co worker who I lended my story of LWD to and had lied to me about losing it had her bf break up with her just recently. Her bf is an arrogant p***k and I never liked the guy to begin with. I'll admit, though I was lied to by her, I've always had some feelings towards her. I would've even asked her out a long time ago if it weren't for the fact that she had a bf at the time. I mean, she's the first girl I've ever met who likes anime, Final Fantasy, and plays video games on a regular basis. She also has similar personality traits with me, like the whole "loner/anti-social" aspect and just the way she thinks and responds to things. 2 main things I highly dislike about her though: she doesn't eat meat and she smokes. Anyway, I'm sort of having mixed feelings about the situation. Like I think she and I would make a pretty good couple if we did get together. However, my other co worker, the one who told me that she lied to me, has pretty much the exact same personality as me, except he's all about wanting to get laid whereas I actually want a relationship. I've no doubt that he is going to step in immediately after finding out that Heaven is single and will most likely win her over with his charming/funny personality. This fact bugs me...a lot. Like I can't stop thinking about it for some reason. I became good friends with this guy over the duration we've worked together and he has the potential to be one of my best friends, however it seems that every girl that catches my eye, catches his eye as well. And he's like a more outgoing/funnier version of myself (though I'm far more mature then he is and he's all about sex whereas I prefer deep relationships), so he always wins the women over. That's what pisses me off the most about this guy. He's the type of guy who can't just stick to one girl. He has to have them ALL. Not to mention it's ******** gross considering he hits on girls who are far younger then he is. He's 24 and he started going out with one of our 16 year old girl workers. Then we hired another 17 year old female worker and he started going after her. At the same time, he's also hitting on Heaven (the girl who just lost her bf). Then he just recently gets laid from some other girl he's known for years. Now personally, I think he should stay with that last girl I mentioned cause they do make a good couple and I've even told him this. But he says no, because he's the type of guy who constantly needs to be "spreading his seed" as he likes to say. I realize that there are guys like that out there. Hell, my cousin is just like him. And though I think it's very wrong and pretty perverted for them to think and act the way they do, it's entirely none of my business. So he is the way he is, and I am the way I am. However, when he starts to set his target on a particular girl that I have feelings for...that's when he's stepping over the line. The thing about all this that bugs me the most is...he WILL get with her if he continues to flirt with her. Then he'd ******** her. Then he'd eventually get bored and won't bother committing to her, then go ******** someone else behind her back, breaking her heart yet again. *sigh* I'm no casanova, and my social skills downright suck and I don't even have the ability to be mushy. My entire life I have been single and never had a gf and have no experience with relationships whatsoever. I don't know how to express my feelings and I've been hurt so many times that I'm at the point where my heart is guarded with titanium armor. I'm hesitant to give hugs for cryin out loud. That's how bad it is for me. I honestly don't know what to do. I could see myself in a relationship with this girl, but at the same time, I know my friend is going to woo her in (and always prevails). I think I'm just going to keep to myself as usual and forget about all of this and just let the s**t hit the fan.
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Posted: Mon Mar 10, 2008 2:13 pm
I HATE MY DAMN PSYCOLOGY CLASS!!! We watched a clip about doctor assited suicide and the teacher asked who would count the husband who helped with it guilty and only one person in the class raised her hand. I could've rung this womans neck. She kept trying to say that it was wrong for people to ask for help to stop the pain if they're terminal and want to die!! stressed On top of that she wouldn't shut the ******** up and let the teacher explain his point of view. I wasn't the only one in the class that wanted to shut her up either.
cry The reason this bothers me so much is because my uncle died of Lou Gehrig's disease and thats a terminal illness. All I could remember of that time was him laying in a chair and looking like he was in pain the whole time and there wasn't anything the doctors could do for him other then try to help with the pain. I remember how it effected my Aunt too. For days she would just sit with him and talk to him and he couldn't answer her even though his brain was working fine. The worst part is being thirteen and not allowed to cry when you want to because you have to be strong for everyone else.
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