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 Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 3:23 pm
 It felt like the night would just fly by when she was snuggled up to Tsu. She couldn't stop smiling, with his paw on hers with them resting upon each other felt like a dream. She almost completely forgot where she was, her mind thought it was still in her own world but she finally realized that it wasn't imaginary and that everything she was thinking was really happening. Pulling her head back she began to blush once again and let out a slight laugh to herself. "I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me. I guess I was more cold then I thought I was." She felt the need to excuse herself for she didn't want to discomfort him and make him want her to leave, since he couldn't do so himself at the moment.
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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 4:08 pm
His ear flickered. "Hm? Pff. Apology not accepted." He smirked and chuckled to himself. Softly letting his paw retort behind his stomach, and then slowly he pulled his arm over her and softly plated it on the grass opposite to him. Pretty big in comparison to her, when he could be able to go over her like that.. And even so. He could now fully feel the fragile form under his arm.. Pulling her closer to him.
Chuckling to himself as he planted his chin on her head. His ears tucked backwards. "Well if your cold silly, Come close then... I have warmth to spare. " He felt... that this. Was as natural as the blue sky.. and the green earth. Luck couldn't even compare to what he had at this moment. Joy filled him.. and the feeling of being alone for so long slowly slipped away form all his being. He was changing.. just in millimeters, but at least he was. His yellow orb escaped into the dark of his spot..
Yea know. You ain't got to mind me. Really.. I take whatever blows my way.. No worries." He simply said as if he were some true pirate. But prince he acted just as well.. Though he couldn't believe that he was stuck!... He grumbled in his head. If he could get lose and hug her he would... But he was unable.. and that just made him feel hopeless. Now, if anything were to happened. He'd be a sitting duck and he couldn't protect her... In his mind he hoped hard that the morning dew would come soon.. To free him of the mess he got in. 'being stuck in front of a lass.. how careless he was' He said in his mind.
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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 6:52 pm
Kirara slid close to him as he wrapped his paw around her, nuzzling her nose back under his chin. "You know, I don't even know your name." She found this to be the best part, being sporadic wasn't a normal thing for her anymore for it never brought any good. "But it's okay, a name is just something others call you anything. It doesn't really define the true you." She closed her eyes and let out a dazed sigh, falling asleep at this point would be so easy. She never felt so comfortable with someone before without getting taken advantage of. Kirara put her ears back with the thought of her encounter with Thona, completely ruining all in her mind that caused relaxation. She hadn't noticed her muscles tense with her sudden strike of emotion for he was the only reason why she never trusted anyone again.
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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 7:49 pm
"Names... Ive been called by so many.. Hearing my real name would be alien to me." He smiled softly and leaned back a bit. noticing her frame tense.. Which made him feel uneasy.. Did she not like being held by him? He pondered this a moment, but his thoughts became astray as he felt her nose on his neck and chin.. It gave him mind some rest of what he could ask..
But he didn't astray for too long. He nuzzled up against her cheek and gave her a light lick on the marking on her forehead. In comfort.. But also. He felt the need to do it.. "Whats the matter.. " He poked her nose with his own. "Did I upset you...?" He looked to her.. one of the first time ever, he looked sad.. genuinely.. truly feeling her reaction.. Maybe it was him.. But.. She gave some indication she wanted comfort.. and some not.. But he wasn't about to back down and whimper out. He stayed.. To help ease this female.. he was determined... because in his heart. It was right.. and it illed him that she looked as though she a a face of pain.. "You could tell me anything You know. Even if you might think it will hurt me. Needth not to worry ... Dear One."
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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 8:28 pm
The soft touch of Tsu against her was just what she needed, someone comforting but not pushing upon himself. She looked up at him and blinked with slight confusion on her mind, she didn't really know how to react to something so sweet. She just blinked and let a slight smile grow upon her face as he licked her forehead and she lowered her head and nuzzled back up to his chest. "Oh it's nothing ... well it's not you anyway." She pressed her cheek up to his fur as a small tear fell down her face, she was so confused but it all felt so right. She never wanted to let him go and she had no idea why, she didn't want her heart to be broken again but in her mind she had the feeling that it wouldn't be.
"I just had a bad experience is all, I'll get over it I'm sure." She sniffled her tear away and pressed tightly against him again. There were many years of hiding her emotions and tears in for she never wanted her children to see her break down and fall apart. Kirara was sure that she was strong enough to keep it all inside but she couldn't at this moment, for some reason she just couldn't hide it from him. Letting out a sigh she sniffled as another tear dropped down her cheek, falling on the top of Tsu's paw.
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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 8:53 pm
When she .. talked. He felt a sharp pain in his heart... And her eyes.. Surely he couldn't resist to hold her. Darn this awkward position he was in! Times like these he would have had his leg done in. Always causing him some sort of trouble
He shook his head as he retorted it form her face .. Giving her some room to breath.. But when she lent down.. Putting her head on his paw.. He almost felt like .. he could be broken. Fragile on how just with her general movement.. and the tears.. Just made him give way.. But. He could sit there and sob with her.. He wasn't like that.. He shook his head out of it and nipped at the crown of her head. Huffing from his nose in almost disappointment.
"You keep getting more silly.. Yea know. If you wanna cry. Then cry...." Then he planted his chin and neck on her head, gripping ahold of her ear with his maw, pulling at it lightly. "And if you got something to say. Say it. I'll keep it to my grave. Understand. Remember that... and thats a promise." He reassured her and nuzzled her cheek with his cold wet nose.. and giving her soft licks to her cheek.. Part of it for comforting.. and part of to groom her face of the tears that it starts.. Licking them salt problems away.. and he didn't even give it a second though.. His tail padded on his back.. To the movement of his heart. Thump. Thump.
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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 9:50 pm
Kirara sighed some as he licked away her tears, closing her eyes with the comfort and love he was showing her. "It's just something that has caused me to distrust other Ulayas more." She tried not to ruin what she has with the mystery named Ulaya, even if she still wasn't sure what that was. Choking back another tear she looked back up at the other Ulaya, gazing into his deep golden eye. Perhaps to grasp and idea of what his intentions were, or maybe even to loose herself in him. Looking back down she lowered her head once again and rested her chin on his paw.
"I ran into another male Ulaya about a year ago. I figured he was just a nice fellow but then-" She cut herself off at her own words, almost as though she hadn't wanted to speak of it again but she felt comfortable around Tsu. She felt the need to tell someone and he was right there asking for her to let it all out. "I really thought he was okay, but after I while I just wanted him to stop. I wanted him to go away and leave me alone." She had completely broken down by now, letting the tears roll and her face press against his soft fur, soaking it with the salt of her worries. She finally calmed down some and sniffled in her sorrows, finishing her story. "A few months later I had a litter of pups, I promised them I wouldn't let anything happen to them. That I would never let another Ulaya harm them as he did to me but I can't protect them anymore for they're all gone. Leaving me alone ... " She trailed off again, gazing straight ahead. She didn't know what he would do but was really glad to get this off her chest, to finally tell someone something she had been hiding since the day it happened.
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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 10:12 pm
Tsu ... felt the knife taken off his chest. To know for a FACT, it wasn't him.. He began a bit of doubt.. Though..It was better.. At least she started to warm up enough to get such a thing out.. painful..
When she looked in his eye.. He couldn't help that his eye. His looks sometimes.. was complete of void.. It wasn't him though. The lost memories caused this.. and when she looked down again.. He felt.. As if he couldn't help her. His brows were the only way he could indicate that he.. had these emotions..
"Mmmhm.." And the more she cried, the more he groomed..Slowly as though giving her strength to go on with the story.. He let himself be cool.. even how much he wanted to ask who it was.. and was ready to bring them down to their knees, and apologize. He didn't say a word..Only indicated that he was 'listening' .. Nodding sometimes.. Until she fell silent again.. "So thats whats been eating you up... Dearest one.. you shouldn't have gone through such events.. Though.. remember." He nuzzled her cheek with his muzzle.. "your still here. Alive and kicking.. I thank the gods for that..." He admitted solemly.
Children.. Hmm. He wouldn't have ever suspected.. "Kids grown up.. and you can't protect them from everything.. yea know." He smiled at her. "And your a mother.. I understand you want to.. But they must live their. Life. Be who THEY are.. And learn for their own mistakes.. and and sadly.. they would go through hard times.." He then started to groom her forehead. "And I know if they return.. You'll be the one there for them then.. Thats all you think about. Ok lass. And once you see them.. You let them know.. That your there for them. Ok."
"Don't let the pass fog your sight from the future..Not all of the species are like that.. because He, You.. are different." He nuzzled comfortingly.. He.. was courtesied.. He hadn't encountered such.. a strong Female.. He admired that about her most.. But sometimes.. to hardheaded.. Children.. Ah.. It must be nice to have a family.. To just think.. of having one- instead of seeing them from afar.. He shook his head at the thoughts ... He was a wonderer.. This was the life.. He had chosen.. and grown barren to... But.. slowly.. that Imagen began to soak away..
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Posted: Tue Apr 01, 2008 6:08 pm
"You're too kind to me." She sniffled again and licked Tsu on the cheek before laying her head down again and closing her tired eyes. She wasn't tired but was thankful for having him there to comfort her when she needed it most. Sighing the rest of her tears away she began to think of the one thing that tended to cheer her up when she felt sad about her past. "There is a legend, or a story more of it." She paused and adjusted her head close to his chest. "Of a mystical gem that will relieve one of all their pain and sorrows. I've always dreamed of that gem, even just to hold it for a minute. It would be wonderful to loose all of my pain from ... " Her words slowly faded away as she didn't want to speak of her encounter again, hoping to one day completely forget it and move on. "It's funny, really. More like a child's imagination for even believing in such a thing but it would be really nice to have it. To touch it and be relieved of all my sorrows." She lifted her head and looked into his eyes, allowing a small smile to appear on her face as she felt like part of his soul.
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Posted: Tue Apr 01, 2008 6:41 pm
Tsu gazed up on her eyes.. Hearing her seemed.. to make him feel better. A gem? He thought carefully about this.. He nodded.
"Its not childish.. I assure you that.." His heart thumped.. He wondered why though.. But it did it again..And his words were getting harder to say. "Kind? No Madam Lass. You've been kind to me. Your company is most wanted anytime." He smiled softly.. and teh thump came hard against his chest.. What was going on he thought.. But he would think about this is the morning not now... He'd have to ignore it.
"I bet there is a gem like that.. Heh. There has to be.. But I dunno about the powers.. We'll have to see." He said softly. "And an imagination is something very strong... and I hope you put that one to go to waste." He leaned over and licked her forehead again- in that same diamond shape he had grown fond of.
When she lifted her head, let moved his back, and saw through her eyes.. It felt.. something felt right, and his chest felt light when she did that... Why did she do it!? "Mm.?" His eyes widened a bit in confusion but then softly returned to the size original with..
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Posted: Tue Apr 01, 2008 6:54 pm
Another smile grew on her face and she softly placed it down and sighed again. She was really relaxed, now that she had gotten so much stuff out of her mind. She slowly began to drift asleep, passed away into slumber with the one Ulaya in the world that showed any affection towards her as she had always prayed for. The night's sky was starting to grow with dark hues of purple and orange with the sun's rising, casting a glow on her fur adding a delicate impression of her small body. Almost completely asleep she mumbled to herself, unaware she was speaking out loud. "I ... love" Fading off she began to dream of a world with hope, a world with Tsu.
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Posted: Tue Apr 01, 2008 8:07 pm
Tsu softly watched her -Had she fallen asleep..? He watch inventively.. "Mm..." He lent down and licked her diamond again-, and when he was about to nuzzle her, she was saying something? He leaned down and pricked his ears up to silently hear.. the words..
Stunned him.
. Tsu's cheeks turned a bright shade of pink.
' Did she jus? ' His mind wondered.. wha? L-lo-lov, he couldn't even say it! In his head.. His heart thrawbed so quickly.. and hard beats against his chest. I was mistakened.. Then he felt his heart fall in to his stomach as she let her words pass through the wind.. Like a messenger it was.. He swallowed hard and raised his head.. Clearing his throat and he gave himself a sigh, to compose himself once more.. He looked down.. out of habit now, and just gazed upon her as she slept.. "Its a promise then.. I'll search the world.. and when I've found it.. I'll return to you."
He softly chuckled. "Oh and The name is.. Tsukurou." He said softly to her ear.. as now.. He softly planted his face close to hers.. and before he drifted off.. He licked her nose. "Sweet dreams."
Hours later...
The morning dew was placed over the lands like a blanket,...
.. and as if a dream.. Unknowingly the hole that Tsu was stuck in was filled with a rock instead.. and on top of that rock.. Laid a flower.. ... The clouds overlooked like pastel paints.. as the sun slowly began to rise.
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