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Posted: Thu Feb 28, 2008 11:35 am
"Why?" He tilted his head as if examining that she didn't know. His ears perked then softly they went forward as he rearranged himself in a position that was almost in a lay but still sitting up. "Why, because. Of You." He softly stopped and took a breath. "Because of you I found myself thinking a lot about... what the future has in store." He shook his head and then looked at her with soft eyes. Ones that had given much thought. "I am not good with words or anythin' but.. yea know. Your da only one who put up a guard, and yea get to me... and gave me a light feelin' dont know how to desecribe." He toned turned sad and kinda harsh on himself. "Even when I treated yea like anyone else... made me feel kinda.. odd. Like you were somethin' special. Dunno.."
He lifted his wounded paw up to his face, then shook his head. "And what I've done with out cha is never right anymore."
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Posted: Sat Mar 01, 2008 2:52 am
At first, she didn't know what to say about that. She saw nothing special about her, in fact, she felt like she lacked everything. He could find better females then herself. She was nothing but a hunter. She let a frown upon her face. Not really like she was upset with the answer, but more with herself. "I don't know how you say stuff like that." She said.
She wasn't sure what to say to him about anything like that. All she knew was she was confused upon the matter. Time would only tell what she would do. Working out everything would only take a few days she thought. "I guess your better with words then I, since I don't really know how to respond to what you say." She felt almost like she had no feelings, though she did. She just didn't know how to express them.
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Posted: Sat Mar 01, 2008 7:59 am
Carnage looked at her softly. "Heh. Then dont say it with words..." He lifted himself up softly and leaned on his broken paw, as he looked at the ground to hide the pain. "Hmph. But you don't have to, its only but a stranger telling you words. Im too cowardly to show actions I guess." His body turned away from her and then, his heart couldn't handle it anymore, it felt like it'd burst the more he was there.. Maybe it was a mistake.. but he wasn't prepared to take a yes or a no..
Ears fanned backwards and his tail slicked down.. But still his chest was up along with his head.. "EVEN THOUGH YOU DON"T LOOK AT YOURSELF SPECIAL TAT DOESN"T MEAN YOU AREN"T TO OTHERS!" He barked out- not looking at her, it was his tantrum coming out again- maybe even rude but he couldn't see why she didn't notice. Could she just be playing? Nothing was coming to mind and he even got hurt over it- a pain in his chest.. But he kept walking away. Didn't matter though emotions were over rated anyways- the clouds shown mistily over the skies and afternoon fell over like it hadn't ever touched the sky before. Painted in majestic reds and purples.
A growl came from the burros of his throat. Feelings he couldn't hold and didn't know about even got him more frustrated.
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Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2008 12:16 am
She raised a brow as he started to talk. How was she suppose to show it in something other then words. She really didn't understand. No one told her about stuff like this. Only how to take care of her own brother. She wasn't sure how to answer it and just sat there as he turned away. She felt she should do something, but what could so do? He seemed angry.
she scooted back a few inches as he started to yell. He'd done it before, so she wasn't surprised, it just made her jump a little bit. She still sat silent, letting him rant on. Still unsure of what to say. "Don't... Go."
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Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2008 1:26 pm
From the last words slipping out of his maw, he hadn't realized if she had a reaction. Would he care? His ears flew up as he heard something.. But it was.. her voice. After all that, she was willing to talk to him? 'don't go' his paws stopped dead in their tracks. Only a few feet away from her almost...
Dark orbs from a face filled with confusion and frustration looked at her. If he wasn't raised with these emotions, could he expect her to know and teach it to him... Silence. More that he looked at her not angrily but strikes a look of 'what do you want'.
"..." His left ear gave a twitch and with the right it fanned with the breeze of sudden winter. His winter coat hadn't settled in, and his red fur looked more like the Savannah's painted sky, with oranges a darkest reds. Baring that look- then looking away but still he stood in that spot. With his eyes closed and trying to ask his mind what he should do.
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Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2008 3:48 pm
Her mind was racing as she watched him stop. Still unsure of what to say she just glared at him slightly. "You can be so childish sometimes." She said with a small whisper. "You need to learn to control your anger, or you'll never get what you want." Her mother had told her this once when she was a cub having a tantrum. She'd grown so much since then.
"And just because one might think another is special, doesn't mean they can ever think that about themselves. No matter how hard the other tries to show them." She started. "You can't force others to think something they don't believe. Instead, give them support, and slowly let them start to believe over time." her eyes went back to looking kind at him. Perhaps he didn't understand this now, but he would.
"Plus, before I can truly say anything, you've got to meet the brother of mine." Though, she knew it might not go too well. He wasn't exactly kind to males who are interested in her. Though she knew he was trying to protect her. He didn't want to see her hurt at all. She looked of to the ground with a smile. Though something told her that her brother might like this male. Maybe not right away, but sooner or later.
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Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2008 8:46 pm
Its ears sunk to his head and he turned to her. "....Then I won't stop til you see it yourself. Understand." He remarked like if he was right but .. deep down he probley knew that he was throwing a tantrum that she didnt have to see. His race was ready to burst. "Hmph." He cocked his head then shook it.
"Your brother? ... Ah him. Yea.... when you mentioned him before... it made me wonder what he was like.. I'll meet him. If you want me to." He decided on this.. with not a rash thought but more.. just to please her. Just.. even the chance to meet her again.. that was the thought in his mind. His left hind leg spread out a little as she thought then he fully turned to her.
His head slowly went lower than his shoulder. "I dont think im good with family though." With that being said.. then he finally pulled his head up straight again. "But wouldnt mind... meeting yours."
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Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2008 11:13 pm
"You should be more confident about yourself." she said with a giggle. Even though it wasn't funny at all, but it was to break the ice a bit. The mood needed to be lightened up a bit. "You look better when you know what your doing." thought that was a little lie, she liked how he was when he wasn't sure of himself too. Especially when he didn't know she was watching. It made her laugh.
"I'm sure you'll be fine." she said trying to assure him that it wasn't too bad meeting her brother. She just hoped her brother wouldn't attack him the moment he saw Carnage walking next to her. She tapped her tail on the ground as she continued to sit there. Her face was almost blank, but she had a slight smile up on it. It was easier to smile then frown, plus it made other's feel good as well.
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Posted: Tue Mar 04, 2008 8:39 pm
Carnage held up his head once more, then looked at her. "....Dunno what I'd do without you. Dunno how i lived.. before you." He grumbled..
Then he went towards he slowly.. then nuzzled her cheeks softly. Even gave her a lick on the cheek to add. Which he had never done before and wasn't nervous surprisingly. His paw touched hers, the one that was broken and ailed him not to move. But he did.. anything was better then sulking over something that didn't need to be.. "I look better to you.. when im confident?" He looked at her a bit confused and under his dark sunrise color that his fur took. He was blushing...
Wagging his tail. "...Heh. Oh brother."
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Posted: Tue Mar 04, 2008 9:47 pm
Her eyes went a tad bit wide as he licked her. She wasn't expecting that at all. Though, she never let any male come close enough to even touch her. She twitched a little as he touched her paw with his, but didn't move it. She wasn't sure if she was suppose to or not, yet she didn't want to hurt it since it was the broken one.
She gave a soft giggle as she looked at him pulling her head away just enough. She felt a little warm being so close to another, but her tail wrapped around one of his front paws without even noticing. It was like it had a mind of it's own.
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Posted: Wed Mar 05, 2008 3:45 pm
Carnage hid the blush and the lil facial expressions until he felt something soft and warm around his paw. That ... was more than enough to make his heart sink.. He tried not to show the emotions- and even 'hmph' after seeing her this way.. even just for a second.
His ears pulled back after being perked up form the touch... it was nice. To finally feel another's warm body. Never having felt that before. He nuzzled softly at her.. Maybe even he felt himself cuu or even purr but he wanst paying much attention. "...Err..uh." He didnt know what to say.. he blushed and was very.. confused on how to act.
He moved his head back gently. "errmm. How is your.. 'pack' like...?"
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Posted: Sun Mar 09, 2008 6:51 pm
She sat there, not really sure what to do. Not sure if she was allowed to nuzzle him back, or not. If her brother saw her do this, he'd be angry with her for a long time and then would never allow her to see him again. She smiled, or at least it felt like she smiled. She was a bit relieved when he asked her about her pack. "oh.... It's a all cat-like ulaya one." She said. She really didn't know much more. Her brother was more in it then she was.
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Posted: Sun Mar 09, 2008 9:00 pm
"Oh..." His ears went down. "I dunno what packs are like.. But Ive seen one around my parts a few times.. and.. they don't really allow others .. don't they." He asked but rather in a solemn voice. One that he knew that this might be a problem.. He didn't have their kinda tails or anything.. He shook his head softly and gave her a weak smile.. Then flapped his tail seeming as though he was happy to learn about it..
But in the back of his mind. What could he expect from this. "... Gr..yea.. they treat cha good?" He tilted his head away so she couldn't see the look on his face. He broken paw lightly on top of hers as he laid down now. Probley be here a while.. and then again. He was comfortable around this femme. Can't say he did around any others that he's met.
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 12:23 am
She gave a half shrug. She really didn't know the customs of most of the packs around here, not even the one that she was in. She sighed, and probably should pay attention to stuff like that, but it wasn't like she cared too much. Her brother was happy, and that was what mattered. "Oh? Well, I guess. I don't really know. I haven't really talked to anyone else in it besides my brother. And I'm sure if they didn't treat me well, my brother would have a say in it."
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