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 Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2008 7:18 am
ChiyuriYami Part of it is my own view on it. The other part is from the limited knowledge I receaved.
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Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2008 9:25 am
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Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2008 10:13 am
That doesn't make it right. What if I said, "No, the Apocalypse is where I kill you and throw you in a river. Not any sort of ritual. I know this partly because I believe it, and partly because someone told me"? When you say s**t, you need to think about how it's going to sound to other people. If I said that to you, you'd probably try to defend your beliefs. You can't tell people their beliefs are wrong. You can say, "Your views of the Apocalypse are interesting, but I disagree. I think this because of these reasons." In a nice way, of course. And the whole, "it's too hard to explain" thing being said over and over and over again makes you seem kind of pompous. Or just really stupid. Not saying that you are either of those. It just makes you seem that way. I guess this means I'm back.
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Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2008 10:29 am
That doesn't make it right. What if I said, "No, the Apocalypse is where I kill you and throw you in a river. Not any sort of ritual. I know this partly because I believe it, and partly because someone told me"? When you say s**t, you need to think about how it's going to sound to other people. If I said that to you, you'd probably try to defend your beliefs. You can't tell people their beliefs are wrong. You can say, "Your views of the Apocalypse are interesting, but I disagree. I think this because of these reasons." In a nice way, of course. And the whole, "it's too hard to explain" thing being said over and over and over again makes you seem kind of pompous. Or just really stupid. Not saying that you are either of those. It just makes you seem that way. I guess this means I'm back. I never was good at wording my meanings so I hope you'll understand that it wasn't my intention to make it sound like that but only wrote it that way for the lack of having other ways to write it. And I said it was troublesome to explain once more... not that "it was too hard to explain" I don't mind explaining but if i can just post a link to a place I already did, it save me the trouble of having to word my meanings once more.
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Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2008 10:47 am
ChiyuriYami That doesn't make it right. What if I said, "No, the Apocalypse is where I kill you and throw you in a river. Not any sort of ritual. I know this partly because I believe it, and partly because someone told me"? When you say s**t, you need to think about how it's going to sound to other people. If I said that to you, you'd probably try to defend your beliefs. You can't tell people their beliefs are wrong. You can say, "Your views of the Apocalypse are interesting, but I disagree. I think this because of these reasons." In a nice way, of course. And the whole, "it's too hard to explain" thing being said over and over and over again makes you seem kind of pompous. Or just really stupid. Not saying that you are either of those. It just makes you seem that way. I guess this means I'm back. I never was good at wording my meanings so I hope you'll understand that it wasn't my intention to make it sound like that but only wrote it that way for the lack of having other ways to write it. And I said it was troublesome to explain once more... not that "it was too hard to explain" I don't mind explaining but if i can just post a link to a place I already did, it save me the trouble of having to word my meanings once more. I know some people have difficulty phrasing things well, so I'm trying to help you. If you re-read your posts with a sort of objective or third person perspective before you post them, it might help others. And I read the sticky you linked to. Or, well, skimmed it. Closely. Sort of. Either way, not many people, if any, are going to believe you. It's nothing personal, it's just that you don't have any sort of "hard evidence" as to your beliefs. Sorry, but you're the Christian missionary trapped in Saudi Arabia without your Bible.
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Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2008 10:59 am
And...once again, I have realized I haven't responded to the OP.
I, too, have thoughts that I often find to be disturbing/frightful. I also have these...muses of sorts. You know when you're struck with a creative muse and you just want to sit down and draw or paint or write or make music or something? Yeah, I get those. But I also get the same sort of feeling with a destructive urge. I want to break s**t and make s**t bleed and blow s**t up.
I can't really attribute it to anything, other than, you know, psychological issues. But it is a sign of bringers of the Apocalypse or "dark" or "shadow" alignment, then it's just you and me, Jack. We're both ******** a side note, I'm hoping that getting the hell beaten out of me by a friend of mine is going to help things. Yeah, I'm scheduled to get in a fight with my friend over spring break. He's been taking Tae Kwon Do for...years. I don't think he's a black belt, but he's close. He outweighs me, he's taller, faster, and stronger than me. It's going to be damn fun. I can hardly wait to just stand in front of him and say, "I want you to hit me as hard as you can."
I'll let you know how it goes.
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Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2008 2:26 pm
Ok, for a "darker" practicioner, try 'Nocturnal Witchcraft' by Konstantinos. Not really evil, just magick aligned with a darker current for a good end.
Also, as far as I can tell, the Apocalypse of the christian faith is when the world will be bathed in fire and remade. I can't site a specific place where it is said, but it's the idea I've gotten from 10+ years in church as well as private study.
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Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2008 3:25 pm
Everyone has ******** up thoughts. It'd be psychologically unnatural if people didn't.
Oh, and Dras. A Tae Kwon Do fighter, right? Take him to the ground. He can't do much with his kicks there.
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Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2008 4:23 pm
Blind Guardian the 2nd Everyone has ******** up thoughts. It'd be psychologically unnatural if people didn't. Oh, and Dras. A Tae Kwon Do fighter, right? Take him to the ground. He can't do much with his kicks there. That's what I figure. But...that's part of the problem. I'd just have to try to throw him off balance until he fell. We had "sparring practice" over Christmas, and....damn. I never thought it would be easy, but it's going to be harder than I thought.
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Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2008 8:01 pm
DrasBrisingr Blind Guardian the 2nd Everyone has ******** up thoughts. It'd be psychologically unnatural if people didn't. Oh, and Dras. A Tae Kwon Do fighter, right? Take him to the ground. He can't do much with his kicks there. That's what I figure. But...that's part of the problem. I'd just have to try to throw him off balance until he fell. We had "sparring practice" over Christmas, and....damn. I never thought it would be easy, but it's going to be harder than I thought. Get in close so he can't use his legs to kick. His s**t thus becomes weak. Then take him to the ground like BG said.
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 12:27 pm
Obscurus DrasBrisingr Blind Guardian the 2nd Everyone has ******** up thoughts. It'd be psychologically unnatural if people didn't. Oh, and Dras. A Tae Kwon Do fighter, right? Take him to the ground. He can't do much with his kicks there. That's what I figure. But...that's part of the problem. I'd just have to try to throw him off balance until he fell. We had "sparring practice" over Christmas, and....damn. I never thought it would be easy, but it's going to be harder than I thought. Get in close so he can't use his legs to kick. His s**t thus becomes weak. Then take him to the ground like BG said. Well if he has any sense he will use his knees or shin kicks at close range. But then again, he doesn't do Muay Thai. The best way to quickly take down a person with a large amount of distance between you is by using the shoot. Just youtube it to see what I mean.
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 12:51 pm
Blind Guardian the 2nd Obscurus DrasBrisingr Blind Guardian the 2nd Everyone has ******** up thoughts. It'd be psychologically unnatural if people didn't. Oh, and Dras. A Tae Kwon Do fighter, right? Take him to the ground. He can't do much with his kicks there. That's what I figure. But...that's part of the problem. I'd just have to try to throw him off balance until he fell. We had "sparring practice" over Christmas, and....damn. I never thought it would be easy, but it's going to be harder than I thought. Get in close so he can't use his legs to kick. His s**t thus becomes weak. Then take him to the ground like BG said. Well if he has any sense he will use his knees or shin kicks at close range. But then again, he doesn't do Muay Thai. The best way to quickly take down a person with a large amount of distance between you is by using the shoot. Just youtube it to see what I mean. I got the feeling he'd be using his fists a lot. He's been trained in things other than Tae Kwon Do, I just don't know what they are. And I've found that staying close to him is not such a good idea, because he grabs me and puts me on the ground with relative ease. At least if I keep some distance I can see what's coming at me quick enough to react to it well. But enough thread-hijacking, children.
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 8:11 pm
DrasBrisingr Blind Guardian the 2nd Obscurus DrasBrisingr Blind Guardian the 2nd Everyone has ******** up thoughts. It'd be psychologically unnatural if people didn't. Oh, and Dras. A Tae Kwon Do fighter, right? Take him to the ground. He can't do much with his kicks there. That's what I figure. But...that's part of the problem. I'd just have to try to throw him off balance until he fell. We had "sparring practice" over Christmas, and....damn. I never thought it would be easy, but it's going to be harder than I thought. Get in close so he can't use his legs to kick. His s**t thus becomes weak. Then take him to the ground like BG said. Well if he has any sense he will use his knees or shin kicks at close range. But then again, he doesn't do Muay Thai. The best way to quickly take down a person with a large amount of distance between you is by using the shoot. Just youtube it to see what I mean. I got the feeling he'd be using his fists a lot. He's been trained in things other than Tae Kwon Do, I just don't know what they are. And I've found that staying close to him is not such a good idea, because he grabs me and puts me on the ground with relative ease. At least if I keep some distance I can see what's coming at me quick enough to react to it well. But enough thread-hijacking, children. When all else fails: groin strike. But to get this back on topic: some of my most enjoyable dreams involve me beating the crap out of lots and lots of people with my dreamworld super powers. I find that very soothing. I sometimes find myself slipping into daydreams with similar content. I think that says that I have a lot of repressed aggression. Most likely from high school.
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Posted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 3:48 pm
Everyone has a repressed something. For me? I have repressed anger towards certain people (if I didn't, I'd be in prison) and certain memories (which I don't wish to speak about here).
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