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Posted: Wed Jan 16, 2008 7:09 pm
ha ha, a bunch of us have the same problem.
grinny, pyro, cap'n kat & me.
we should hire nighttime security guards or sommat. xd
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Posted: Wed Jan 16, 2008 7:17 pm
Oh and I almost forgot to add my phobia. Ever since basically forever I have a true phobia of night time / being alone. Though I'm used to it. I always think somebody is in the house, or that I will die soon. I always presumed I would die violently and well... I'm always paranoid that there is someone waiting for me. I even have my dog walk me to my room some nights.
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Posted: Wed Jan 16, 2008 7:19 pm
[.Volatile.] I'm always paranoid that there is someone waiting for me. omg, me too! i always check every nook and cranny of my room when i enter it.
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Posted: Wed Jan 16, 2008 7:25 pm
The Shindig ha ha, a bunch of us have the same problem.
grinny, pyro, cap'n kat & me.
we should hire nighttime security guards or sommat. xd Lol, fan club....
That was random, but the first thing I thought of. xD
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Posted: Wed Jan 16, 2008 8:10 pm
Captain Katinator Lol, fan club....
That was random, but the first thing I thought of. xD xd xd we're fans of... imaginary rapists, robbers and murderers.
well, more like anti-fans.
so that makes us... an anti-fan club? xD
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2008 10:00 am
@Spindra/Phazonized Samus/winterberries/Grinny/everyone else:
Its a really common insecurity, it seems. Doesn't it just suck, though? -emos-
@Nerdy: awhh, but thats not really good either, is it? Just not caring? D: I mean, having a whole school against you would really suck and maybe indifference is the best way to cover that, but...
Why do people not like you? D: I think you're neat. Maybe they're just jealous. :3 Or stupid.
and ahaha. HXC ratings was forever ago, though. <3
@Shindig: oh goodness, that sounds bad. D: I'm glad you found new friends and stuff, though.
and ahh. rnadom noises at night scare me to death. o__o but I won't go looking for the source of the noise, ever. I'm too scared.
I hate having windows/blinds open. I really do. It just bothers me. XD
@Volatile: Oh, that sucks. D: I don't mind nighttime so much... except I hate when I'm home alone and I have to shower or something. for some reason that scares me.
ahh, will have to get to everyone else soon @__<
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2008 1:04 pm
Living in an apartment is terrifying, too. I remember like, in 8th grade when my mum, brother and I all first moved into our first apartment. About three months or so after I started school, I had a routine of walking from the bus-stop up half a mile to my apartment. We have small one-story apartments, and there's older two-story apartments behind ours. So there would always be a guy outside at 3:00 p.m. everyday, watching me walk to my apartment door. He watched us move our furniture in and everything. So one day, I had to go pick-up my brother from his bus-stop [he was in 2nd grade and too small to walk home alone] so I took my Chihuahua and we went walking to his stop to wait for him. Well, when we got back, our lock was totally messed up [like, it was cracked] and we could barely shut the door. I looked at it when we got inside, and there were screw-driver marks in the door. Somebody tried to break-into our apartment, and I knew who it was. It was that guy who would always watch. I know this because when I left to get my brother that day, the guy went inside right when I left, when he normally sits there until I get back, then he'll go inside. It was so scarey. We couldn't lock the door or anything! We had to have a chair up against the door for two months until my mum fixed it. So now I'm terrified of being at our apartment alone [even though that guy moved out]. Plus, there's always homeless people wandering around our apartments, so they'll come knocking at the door. D': That's why I have like... a fear of being in an apartment alone. So yeah.
Another story for why I'm scared:
When I was in 4th grade [we were in Gaylord, Michigan at the time], my dad took me to K-mart to get some school clothes [we didn't have a Walmart at the time]. So we went in, and looked at clothes. We found some, then my dad took me to go look at some toys in the toy section. I was preoccupied with some toys, and my dad took off towards the check-out counter, paid for everything, and left me in K-mart. He drove away, because I was walking up towards the front, tears streaming down my face, and seeing him in the Aerostar drive off. Then I saw him pull out onto the road, and drive back to his place. He came back a half-hour later and found me hiding in a pile of big stuffed animals, crying and sobbing and shaking. So now I can't go into stores or anywhere by myself. D': My dad's an a**.
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2008 2:40 pm
Oh em gee, where to begin gonk
I have a phobia of driving, because I've gotten into wrecks with family members, but I've slowly gotten over that...
I always have a small insecurity that I've had since I was a kid that I am ugly and whatnot, because I've been called a beast my entire life, to the point I finally beat the crap out of a guy for calling me that, and everyone stopped ******** with me.
I'm always gonna be afraid of losing Matt, no matter what I feel. I know he feels the same way, too ;-;
Oh, and I have a huge fear of dying alone ><;
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2008 3:21 pm
@Kyo- Um, I was acted WAY too hyper a few years ago and I don't think anybody's seen that I've changed. And that I'm a nerd. And there's other stuff too that I'm sure I'm not aware of, so yeah. :/ And altogether that I'm just not a zombie like everybody else...so I don't really know.
But it's getting better. I'm making more friends and such. C:
And thankies. >w<
I know! Are you guys going to start a 3.0 or are you just going to let it R.I.P?
@Rexxy- That. Is. Super. Scary. D: AHHHHHH!!!!! Makes me want to curl up into a ball and hyperventilate. D: And homeless people scare me sometimes too...I know they shouldn't, except they do scare me. D: Because they don't have a home and are desperate to get anything to sell to get money to survive. D: And that sounds terrible about K-Mart. :C *huggles*
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