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Posted: Thu Apr 03, 2008 9:51 pm
Irelia bit her lip, knowing her information upset Ylaine. Shuffling closer to the the young girl, Irelia held out her hand but stopped short from touching Ylaine.
"Its alright, you bandana didn't come off. I used the book," Irelia admitted sheepishly; she didn't want to disturb Ylaine, but she knew she probably wasn't handling the situation well. But something nagged at Irelia, as she looked at Ylaine. Knowledge that Ylaine had something else she wasn't telling Irelia, Irelia peered hard at her, wondering what it could be...
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Posted: Sat Apr 05, 2008 10:26 pm
"The book?" Ylaine's eyes narrowed. Irelia's explanation did not make sense to her, and if there was anything that upset Ylaine, it was things which she could not, in her near-infinite wisdom, explain. Ylaine squinted at the tome Irelia was holding. She did not see any sort of title or detail for cataloging. She knew the contents of every book, but this was one she did not even recognize. It put a knot in the bottom of her stomach. Had she tried to tell Reginald about this feeling, he would have mistaken her explanation for an upset of the stomach and given her medicine. She simply did not have enough of an understanding of her own feelings to interpret the sensation with its proper meaning.
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Posted: Sat Apr 05, 2008 10:40 pm
"Yes, the book." Irelia gestured to the blank pages, "I don't know entirely how it works, but when i use it, the secrets of others appear on the pages. I'm the only one who can see it, as far as I know."
Irelia watched Ylaine's face. The little girl was slightly upsetting Irelia, as she could feel something about Ylaine nagging at her. She did not want to go any further in to the book, as she was afraid of what she could find out. The surface of secrets was safest, anyway. Once she dove in, she could find anything. It was almost the same feeling that she had when approaching Devi, as if there was an entire world full of secrets inside of her.
"Ylaine, I guess it could be described as a type of magic?"
Irelia shrugged. She didn't really understand how she did what she did.
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Posted: Sat Apr 05, 2008 11:31 pm
"I hate magic," said Ylaine very simply, the bitter bite of honesty in her voice. "There are ways to disrupt magic depending on the properties of the universe or universes involved. I know all of them." It was either a threat or a brag or a little bit of both, but mostly it was directed at her quiet inner fear that magic was unusually out of her control. Ylaine's frown was deeply thoughtful. In truth, her mind was momentarily somewhere else and her words were not truly directed to Irelia, but under the circumstances there was no one else to whom her words could be directed.
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Posted: Sun Apr 06, 2008 12:49 am
Irelia was taken quite aback by Ylaine's ferocity towards magic. Never had anyone shown they had a problem with magic itself, though she was used to them having a problem with what she did with it.
"Well, if you know how to disrupt magic, disrupt mine. I'd rather NOT be forced to hear others secrets, you know! Some of them are rather horrifying, and I would be a lot better off without hearing them! But I can't help who I am, and neither can you, so stop with the nonsense of this hiding who you are! Are you ashamed of what you look like, who you are? I know NOTHING about who you are from this conversation, other than you are a stuck up baby who seems to have no feelings other than anger directed at me. I'd leave but I was having a pleasant time listening to the books, so I will sit here and seethe at you!"
Irelia promptly picked up her discarded book, her ears red with anger. She had a bad temper, and Ylaine hit a nerve.
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Posted: Sun Apr 06, 2008 2:08 am
Ylaine was as cold in her anger as Irelia was hot. "I am not ashamed," she seethed, "I have simply taken the necessary steps to elicit from others a desired response. Perhaps if you are so dissatisfied with your life you should the same." It was, in Ylaine's own mind, a daming condemnation. She was prepared to stick her heels down and be stubborn about it, too.
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Posted: Sun Apr 06, 2008 2:16 am
Irelia snorted, not looking up from her book.
"I'd rather people accept who I am than to "illicit" false liking. How do you know if they like you if you hide things from them? All they like is something fake, something that isn't really you. I know who I am and although I am dissatisfied with my lot, I do not hide anything. If i don't like someone, i say it to them; if i am angry, i am angry. Nothing short of extensive plastic surgery would change my appearance, but I LIKE what i look like. Not that it doesn't get me in to trouble sometimes, as I recognize that I do not look human. I've met others who are far stranger than I, yet NONE of them try to hide who they are. You look human, apart from whatever it is you are hiding. Don't you think it would hurt those stranger than you that you fear your differences? Isn't it like telling them that since your small differences are bad, their large differences are even worse? How do you suppose others of our type feel when you do that?"
Irelia just couldn't let it go. Not when she believed so vehemently that she was RIGHT.
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Posted: Sun Apr 06, 2008 2:27 am
Ylaine snorted and folded her arms. "What, pray tell, makes you think I care whether anyone likes me? I would thank you not to compare me to you." It was intended to mean that Irelia's appearance was hardly a deformity to the degree Ylaine's was -- surely Irelia had never caused anyoen to gag and throw up -- but came off sounding slightly as if Ylaine thought Irelia was far more monstrous in appearance, or unspeakably pathetic for reasons including both her physical appearance and an implied need to seek the approval of others.
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Posted: Sun Apr 06, 2008 2:41 am
Irelia wanted to throw her book at Ylaine, but she did not want to have her library privileges revoked. Instead, she scowled at the smug Ylaine.
"Oh that's rich. If you don't care about whether or not people like you, then why do you hide? What exactly is your reasoning behind keeping your deformity away from others, except to protect others, therefore caring at least about how you present yourself to them? If you really did not care, you would waltz around without your coverings, if not content than at least simply uncaring."
Irelia snickered to herself. She was past caring about whether or not it was right to find out about Ylaine's secrets, she was being more than rude to her. So she deserved it, in Irelia's mind.
"Ha, I would rather be me that you any day. At least i have FUN."
Irelia opened the Book again. Concentrating on the infuriating Ylaine, Irelia mutely tried to catch on to her secrets, but besides the one she found out, she couldn't see anything. But it was if there was something... Irelia tried to catch on to the wisp of something unlike secrets, but like it as well, but she was finding it illusive. Swearing, she tried harder, mentally sweating. She had never tried to find out something so hard, happy to just use whatever was in the front of someone's mind to annoy them with her knowledge.
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Posted: Sun Apr 06, 2008 2:53 am
Then it came, that trademark roll of the eye. "I don't care what people think," repeated Ylaine, "I care what they do when they are around me. You are not half as observant as you believe yourself to be."
Ylaine still stood with her arms crossed and a glare on her face. Irelia's scrying did not affect her. She was not even aware of, having been born without a single magical gift. Though she possessed in her head many treatises and manuals on magic, it was doubtful she would ever be able to make use of them for anything practical. It was just more dead, useless knowledge in Ylaine's head, a handful of secrets among a thousand billion trillion more. It was virtually impossible to find anything specific in that, perhaps impossible even to conceive of for anyone other than Ylaine.
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Posted: Sun Apr 06, 2008 3:00 am
"This is a useless conversation," Irelia said, still concentrating on the Book. She was so close.... She mentally reached for the thin tendril of information streaming from Ylaine to the book and YANKED. And was hit by the brute force of the information that Ylaine possessed, even though she had only managed to grab on to a tiny part of it.
Slumping over her book, Irelia ceased being aware of what was going on, caught up in the information. Too much for her mind to take, she passed out, severing the flow. If she hadn't, she could have possibly died from it. But before she passed out, she wondered just what part of this information made up Ylaine herself, because neither the Treaty of Versaille or all the names of the actors in Dr. Who were Ylaine. Who was Ylaine?
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Posted: Sun Apr 06, 2008 3:23 am
Had she not been unconscious, Irelia would have learned this about Ylaine: that she cared not what people thought, or whether they were in need of medical attention. Luckily, it was not up to her. The library's doors burst open and Reginald came running in with a vaguely exasperated and genuinely concerned, "Ylaine!"
Ylaine was nonplussed. Standing next to the body of an unconscious girl, she knew she had done nothing wrong here, and in her own way she assumed that everyone else knew the same. It was extremely fortuitous that Irelia was not in fact dead, because Ylaine had little grasp of the concept of "guilty at the scene." Reginald seemed, if anything, relieved that there was no danger whatsoever to Ylaine and almost tried to scoop her up, but she sidestepped. Unsurprisingly, Brahim and Jalloun were with them.
"You take her to the hospital," said Reginald to Jalloun, quickly taking charge of the situation. Jalloun instantly mobilized, slinging his gun across his back and retrieving Irelia and her book. Reginald started towards the door. "I'll have Percival contact the parents."
Ylaine's voice stopped him. "And what am I to do?"
Reginald paused for only a moment. "Whatever you did, don't do it again," he advised her, and dashed off, leaving Ylaine alone with Brahim Fallali. Ylaine only frowned. As if she had anything to do with what had happened.
She looked up at Brahim, his features hidden far more thoroughly than her own were. "Well then," Ylaine said to him. Brahim said nothing back, but had they had the benefit of Irelia's tome and magics, Irelia would have found that Brahim secretly wished he had been the one sent to the hospital with her, and that maybe, just maybe, sometimes it was better to hide the things that made you different from the rest of the universe.
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