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 Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2007 4:51 pm
Kipluck Well, on a related note, I just started Therapy again because things are getting BAD right now. I like him a lot, though, so it's okay.
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Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2007 7:20 pm
RealityEscape Lost-In-Words RealityEscape Lost-In-Words RealityEscape That's why you get more meds. I'm a total wreck without mine. Although it's possible they also have a slight placebo effect on me, but still... Yeah. One morning I didn't take my meds, that night at work, I tried to see how long I could keep my hand on the fry warmer before it hurt to bad to keep it there.
Just remember that there are always people there for me, and as a friend once told me: If life becomes too much to stand- kneel. You already know that the meds won't help much. I'm just fine without mine. And why in the world did you do that? Did you wait to see how long that took? Or did you get told to take it off before that? You do know that if your mother were to find out, you might have to go back in.... And I really couldn't stand that... Yes, I will always remember that there are always people there for you. Which friend told you that?
Which friend? You.
((That was supposed to be a 'you'. My brain died or something...))I didn't want to tell the truth! ...And sadly, I still don't, even though it's worse then it was then. Why am I not just fine? How long could you stand it? You better not of burned yourself. And why wouldn't you go BHI? Why would you go residential? And 1+ months??? I'm gonna kick your butt once you get outta there if you EVER end up in there.... Me?
Um.... what do you mean by "burn".... If I actually wanted to burn myself, I'd just get a few boxes of sparklers... twisted
Dr. Christensen said that next time I'd be put into residential. And yes, a minimum of one month, but almost always more than that. And I assure you, I have no plans of getting put in there....
Yes, you. In an IM or text or something. Email, maybe? Who uses email, though. It's soooo slow. xD Things aren't that bad, it's probably all in my head, I really don't have any reason to be depressed. And I know you did... No, that's not funny! You can only do it after I do. Dr. Christensen? Do you like him? Or her... Idk. Anyways, are they helping? I know! Who would use email? Psh, especially when it's like the only way one comunicate with certain people...
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Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2007 7:28 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2007 10:34 pm
RealityEscape Lost-In-Words RealityEscape Lost-In-Words RealityEscape That's why you get more meds. I'm a total wreck without mine. Although it's possible they also have a slight placebo effect on me, but still... Yeah. One morning I didn't take my meds, that night at work, I tried to see how long I could keep my hand on the fry warmer before it hurt to bad to keep it there.
Just remember that there are always people there for me, and as a friend once told me: If life becomes too much to stand- kneel. You already know that the meds won't help much. I'm just fine without mine. And why in the world did you do that? Did you wait to see how long that took? Or did you get told to take it off before that? You do know that if your mother were to find out, you might have to go back in.... And I really couldn't stand that... Yes, I will always remember that there are always people there for you. Which friend told you that?
Which friend? You.
((That was supposed to be a 'you'. My brain died or something...))I didn't want to tell the truth! ...And sadly, I still don't, even though it's worse then it was then. Why am I not just fine? How long could you stand it? You better not of burned yourself. And why wouldn't you go BHI? Why would you go residential? And 1+ months??? I'm gonna kick your butt once you get outta there if you EVER end up in there.... Me?
Um.... what do you mean by "burn".... If I actually wanted to burn myself, I'd just get a few boxes of sparklers... twisted
Dr. Christensen said that next time I'd be put into residential. And yes, a minimum of one month, but almost always more than that. And I assure you, I have no plans of getting put in there....
Yes, you. In an IM or text or something. Email, maybe? Who uses email, though. It's soooo slow. xD
Lost-In-Words I really don't have any reason to be depressed.
I beg to differ.
Lost-In-Words Dr. Christensen? Do you like him? Or her... Idk. Anyways, are they helping?
Her. Yes, she is. She's my doctor. My therapist, on the other hand, could jump off a cliff for all I care.
@-hannaaa: That's an amazing story. Although some people might just think he's a creep. xD
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 6:33 am
@hannaaa That's awesome. Takes guts to do that.
@Lost-In-Words Dang right you don't have a reason. In fact you've got every reason in the world not to be. 'Cause if you're sad, then I'm sad.
@RealityEscape You better have a good reason for saying she has a reason to be depressed. Or I might have to be overprotective of my friends.
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 12:33 pm
RealityEscape Lost-In-Words Dr. Christensen? Do you like him? Or her... Idk. Anyways, are they helping? Her. Yes, she is. She's my doctor. My therapist, on the other hand, could jump off a cliff for all I care. I only have one. I said I was in Therapy, because I have to do "homework" and talk, but he is actually a doctor. And I have meds. When I was in Texas I had a "church" therapist and a psychiatrist, too. Now I do a, umm, combo deal.
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 1:34 pm
@ Lost In Words: I knoe its hard to talk to people. Especially when you feel ou dont need help...ro that you can manage on your own. So find someone who doesn't talk, and just listens and understands. A friend, a parent whatever. A person who doesn't perscribe medicine or look down on you because of what your feeling. These people are rare. But they are out heir. My best friend Twayblade is one of them. I try to be. So if you ever need anyone to talk to, at any time, don't hesitate to ask. I know that I have never been given meds, or seen a therapist outside of school therapists who were smart enough to see I was depressed. But I was depessed for a time, and my friends helped me pull out of it. So now I try and do the same for people. I'm no psychiatrist or even a therapist but i'm a listener and an accepter.
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Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2007 11:32 am
RealityEscape Sometimes we have to do things that we don't want to do to get things straight. *shrug* Do you think I ever WANTED to go to the BHI? I knew that I had to, though, so I did.
Um.... what do you mean by "burn".... If I actually wanted to burn myself, I'd just get a few boxes of sparklers... twisted
Dr. Christensen said that next time I'd be put into residential. And yes, a minimum of one month, but almost always more than that. And I assure you, I have no plans of getting put in there....
Yes, you. In an IM or text or something. Email, maybe? Who uses email, though. It's soooo slow. xD
Lost-In-Words I really don't have any reason to be depressed.
I beg to differ.
Lost-In-Words Dr. Christensen? Do you like him? Or her... Idk. Anyways, are they helping?
Her. Yes, she is. She's my doctor. My therapist, on the other hand, could jump off a cliff for all I care.
@-hannaaa: That's an amazing story. Although some people might just think he's a creep. xD RealityEscape]
[quote="Lost-In-Words I really don't have any reason to be depressed. I beg to differ. How so? From what some people have said, it's all just in my head. RealityEscape]
[quote="Lost-In-Words Dr. Christensen? Do you like him? Or her... Idk. Anyways, are they helping? Her. Yes, she is. She's my doctor. My therapist, on the other hand, could jump off a cliff for all I care. I'm sorry that you don't like your therapist. @-hannaaa: I'll try to watch it later, I don't have time to look right now... @-Shinikaze: Don't worry about him. He's a very good friend of mine from school. If anyone really knew what was going on with my depression, it'd be him. @-RealityEscape: I like how festive you are. @-Jedi Master 1: Thanks, that's nice to know, but I usually don't like talking about myself.
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Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2007 4:03 pm
Alright. If you trust him then so will I.
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Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2007 4:28 pm
Also, Shinikaze, it depends on what you mean by a reason. There are things that make people depressed, and sometimes there aren't. Depression and sadness are two different things, as I see it. Calling them the same thing are like saying manic and happiness are the same thing. And they're not. *shudders*. With the right mindset you can control whether you feel happy or sad about something, usually. If Lost is depressed, then it's not silly, and it's not stupid. I guess that's kinda what I'm saying. I think.
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Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2007 6:04 pm
By reason, I mean having a good reason for saying that you beg to differ on her not having a reason to be depressed. And no need to tell me what depression is. Having been diagnosed (not officially) when I was in 6th grade, I was put on Prozac for all of middle school then moved to West Jordan to my dad's house where the meds pretty much stopped. But to this day I have little fits of depression. Been to that BHI place a few times. And not just to deliver food to the kitchen.
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Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2007 9:15 pm
Shinikaze Alright. If you trust him then so will I. Well, that's good. smile
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Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2007 9:17 pm
@-RealityEscape: Mmkay, since you know me oh-so-well, what reason(s) do I have to be depressed?
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Posted: Sat Jan 05, 2008 8:47 am
Hmm... I haven't ever really had many friends, but if you look around there are always people that will talk to you and be your friend. Its up to you how badly you want to be their friend. I often say I don't have many friends, in way thats true, but the ones I do have a awesome. I don't really play sports and am more of a nerd, but my four better friends all play sports and are pretty good at them. Look at what you do have and not what you don't. I have even made friends with some of the adults in my ward. They are awesome people. I have felt bad before and that I am so alone, but if you look at my Health triangle(composed of Physical, mental, and social sections) my mental(or educational) is taking up most of the triangle. I need to balance it out. To do that I need a high self asteem and to love my fellow man, no matter what they do or say. We are all Gods children and he loves us all. If we don't love our neighbor, we don't love our God.
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Posted: Tue Jan 08, 2008 6:56 pm
Talking backfires at times, and can cause more hurt that harm. I don't think I've ever had it as bad as either of you, I certainly never had any meds. Why do you need them? Have you become dependent, lost your will-power? For all my troubles of any nature, it is always my will-power to shove on through that helps me. And God, of course. Seriosly, read The Infinite Atonment. If you want a lifter-uper, that's a place to go.
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