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Posted: Fri Feb 05, 2010 10:25 pm
(Where you been?)
"Oh no I dont sing much. Really i'm not that good. But I do play up on the roof every morning. You can join me anytnime you want to." TK told Releena as he started to eat.
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 10:02 am
Nich smiled, it was one of those times when people asked him something he knew about. His friednd sused to joke about all the stuff he knew. On eof his friends had even suggested a drinking game based on when he had random facts to teach people. She was really sick the next day.
He began to walk again as he explained.
"It comes from cro-magnon logic and mating. Basically back in every person's brain is a little peice of instinct, with some its bigger than others, but males have to have a rank for thei society. Its strange but some also feel the need to establish it, thats why problems are always solved beyond a doubt. Kicking someone's a** after outsmarting them is just the ultimate way of saying i win because im higher on the chain than you. In the future, the losers instinct will ick in every time there is a dispute and he will cow down. its notlike chicks dont have it too. You may not have experiencedit, but we're territorial maters, thus if another girl moves in on a girls man instinct will kick in. Didnt you ever wonder why cheating is so heinous? Like i mean love can be seperate from sex, but to a girl it may not be, and instinct keeps that thought in their head. I mean sex isnt even really essentialin a relationship, as long as its based on love... so why is it such a big deal? Because instinct has tailored our values."
He took a few more steps and looked out over the cliff they had climbed to the top of.
The sun was slowly sinking and the sky turning a slight colour. The school they both attended was off in the distanceand you couls easily see the woods they had traversed and the feild they had crossed and small hills like the one they were on across the horizon.
Nich snapped a picture and sighed.
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 2:21 pm
((Sorry I haven't been replying has fast. AP Calculus and AP Spanish have been giving me a lot of homework along with conditioning for track.))
Releena looked at Tk and smiled. "Yes, I think I would enjoy that very much," she said before taking a bite of her broccoli beef. "Thank you for lunck by the way," she said glad that the hunger feeling was starting to go away. "What else do you like to go when you are not playing your guitar?"
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 8:18 pm
Emily sighed. Nich really did have a long and well-thought-about explaination for everything, didn't he? It took her a moment to process all this, and there really wasn't anything to add. Of course, he was right. It was the same typical answer she got, just more technical and well-said.
When they finally reached their destination, her jaw dropped. It was really gorgeous, like really. Another post-card perfect image.
"Wow..." she breathed.
This would be a perfect moment for a kiss, but she only needed to work up the courage for it. Hesitantly, she walked up to him and kissed him, her body growing tense but prepared. She really liked him, and she thought that the moment couldn't have been cheesier.
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 11:31 pm
(No problem)
TK looked at her and said, "Don't tell anyone, honestly I like to take naps in the school freezer everyday. Other then that not much to do out her when your alone. How bout you what else do you do when not skating."
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 5:30 am
Nich was surprised at first as his last attempt at touching her hadnt worked too well. He soon relaxed and kissed her back and brushed her hair softly behind hr ear.
He wrapped his other hand around her waist and pulled her close. His heart was warmed by this feeling and after the kiss was done his face wore and equally warm smile.
"Your aware that was intensely corny and archetypal right?"
He laughed a little but didnt let her go, he was too busy looking into her eyes and marveling in her beuaty and his feelings to bother.
"I suppose most girls are saps to movie moments like that anyways right. I guess i should be glad i was a part of it."
His voice was soft and grew quieter as he moved closer and kissed her again.
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 8:00 am
Emily grew a little more tense as he drew her closer, but she was prepared for it. Maybe not mentally, but physically.
She laughed softly at his words.
"Very corny..." she agreed with him.
Yes, he should be very glad she choose him to be apart of it. This was a big leap of faith for her, and it was kind of scary. She gave him a light smile before he kissed her again...
She was really enjoying this, despite the mental pain it put her in. Mentally, she was going crazy. Different parts of her were arguing with the others, and she wasn't sure how far she should get. Well, obviously not intimately, but she wasn't sure what move she should do next...
Hesitantly, she wrapped her arms around his neck, drawing herself that much closer to him. By then, they were completely against eachother. It was frightening, but she did enjoy it.
She was very proud of herself to allow herself to get so close to a guy, and especially how far she allowed it to go. Yes, the moment was far from over, but anything he'd pull next, she was ready for...
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 1:06 pm
Nich curved his shoulders to hold that much more of her against him and squeezed her tight. There were so many warm feelings going through his body that his mind didnt have time to compensate he was unspeakably happy.
He stroked the back of her hair and nestled her head against his shoulder happy that she was finally able to not flinch enough that he could keep contact.
"Everything is great Emily, just know that moments like this are when you shouldnt have a worry in the world, and that may seem to sound easier than it is to do, but its not just dont worry and enjoy it."
Looking with his limited range of vision down a few inches past his nose at her slow breathing form he was contented that emily may actually be comfortable at this moment, or he moreso just really hoped so.
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 1:21 pm
Emily felt really relaxed with him at this moment, but she knew her body wasn't. She was extremely tense, and she was getting anxious. She wanted this moment to last so badly, but then again she wanted it to stop. She just couldn't handle it.
She smiled up at him. For some reason, she wanted him to be so happy, that she didn't care about how she felt. Normally, she would have smacked a guy after this long of contact, or pushed away, or something. But no. She was worried about his happiness, not her's.
That was really stupid.
Reluctantly, she kissed him again. Don't get her wrong... she did love and enjoy this, she just couldn't handle it. Hopefully he'd see past her little act and be the gentleman that he is, and draw back. Though another side of her wanted it to go on. She just really didn't know what she wanted, but she did know that she didn't want to ruin this moment with her blabbering.
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 5:47 pm
Nich could feel the rigidity in her movements and he sighed. He squeezed her one last time. He reached behind him and unknitted her fingers. Holding her hands he stepped back and smiled at her.
"Im glad things are getting easier for you emily, but you dont have to do stuff like that if you dont want to."
He let her hands fall walked to the edged of the cliff and hung his feet off the edge. Staring out at the school he had to go back to he really appreciated his life at that moment, and he knew he appreciated being himself. For as much as he didnt like living his life right now it seemed all worth it.
His mind drifted off to days he may spend in the future with this girl as he leaned back on his hands.
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 7:34 pm
Emily looked him in the eyes as he spoke and than watched him walk away... she sighed. She really didn't know what to do, and her mind was on overload. Just than, her phone rang, and she pulled it out and answered. It was Jack... of course. She decided she'd talk with him for a bit.
"Hey Jack, what's up? ...really? Are you friggin' kidding me? ...well that's just great! ...no, no, I am glad you told me this. You know how me and surprises don't mix... ...could I talk to him? ...no? ...aww, okay. ...sorry, I am a little caught up with something right now. ...hey Joanna, are you just as ecstatic as I am? ...I never said that! ...oh, but I did say that... ...why? ...is it necessary? ...I'm on speaker?! ...he wants to hear me say it? ...why?! ...no offense, Josh, but that's really creepy. ...I feel violated, so I am going to go. ...yeah, I'll be there tomorrow. ...okay, bye bye now!"
She was just kidding when she said she felt violated. With a sigh, she put her phone away. She felt a little better now, for some odd reason. She went and sat by Nich on the ledge but didn't hang her feet over. Instead, she was sitting Indian style. She smiled at him, but switched her gaze to the sight ahead of them. There wasn't anything to say at that point, but of course, she'd still talk to him if he wanted to.
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 12:24 am
Releena laughed when she heard that he enjoyed naping in the school freezer. "Well I really like to sit out in the rain and just dance around sometimes," she said. "It is so cleansing and I just enjoy how it seems to wipe away every sad thought out of my head," she said smiling up at him. "But hey, I think, if you wanted to of course, that we should hang out some more? We can keep each other company so that you don't end up freezing to death in the freezer," she said smiling.
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 5:22 am
Nich looked sideways at her and smiled.
"Can i put my arm around ya or is that too corny too?"
He laughed a little it sounded like a joke but really he was asking permission. It seemed sad to him that he felt the need to do it, but emily was the kind of girl he could do that for.
"So what happened on the phone, it sounded like good news from this end."
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Posted: Tue Feb 09, 2010 6:15 pm
Emily laughed lightly at his 'joke' and scooted over, allowing him permission. He didn't seem like the kind of guy to ask a girl for permission to put his arm around her, but she was glad he did, or she might've been rather upset.
"Oh, it was really great news! Jack informed me that Josh Todd, the lead singer of Buckcherry, will be performing with us! And everything changed, like instead of just a little gig in a small club, we'll be actually performing at a convention place where alot of bigshot singers and bands have performed. I'm really excited but really, really nervous..."
Her smile faded a little to show her nervousness, but she was still smiling. How could she be so nervous when everything was going so right? She was finally able to find a great guy she could relax with and get really close to, and she was going to meet Josh Todd! Josh friggin' Todd!
Today was the best day of her life.
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Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 4:47 am
Nich laughed and moved his arm around to hang over her opposite shoulder. He pulled her a littler closer and sat with his leg along hers.
"You know i was nervous once...."
He laughed a little at his attempt to ease her nerves.
"It doesnt pay to be nervous Emily, besides that, whats the worst that could happen? You ******** up horribly and continue your musical career like it didnt happen because your gonna keep on truckin no matter what? That honestly doesnt sound like something to be nervous about at all."
He kissed her softly on the cheek then. Her skin was smooth and he theoroughly enjoyed doing it for something so simple. Brushing his face sagainst hers even quicly was a pure show of affection on his part, and he hoped that something so blissful yet bublime,, wouldnt bother emily. In fact he wished she could enjoy the nervous swoop he had every time she touched him. He wished that she wasnt so pained.
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