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 Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 8:49 pm
He looked at Serenity. " ... ... im shity like i am all the time.. " He looked to kaiori as he said " .... .... Why.. is it because of these shards in my hand.. why didn't you tell me they bothered you.. " He takes his other hand and shoves it in his other one and takes his time as blood rushed out of his hand as he took his time pulling out all the pieces of every shard. His hand was bleeding all to hell now as it was all over the table as he said nothing not feeling the pain one bit.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 8:51 pm
*kaiori gives one look at all the blood and passes out*
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 8:53 pm
*Than winces as he watches Jay's hand bleed* Ah! Onegai! Stop... you're hurting yourself.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 8:57 pm
*She dropped her head as she heard him and closed her eyes* You don't have to be shity. People are willing ot stand by you and help.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 8:58 pm
He said as he sighed deeply. " .. i might be but i have decided to not feel it feeling is all what made me stupid enough to get upset and be a dumbass.. All i know is that im not feeling it and i did it for a reason. That reason is i wish not to feel.. " He said as he shuts his eyes and goes back to drinking his sake.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 9:07 pm
Ah.... *Than moves behind Kaiori and barely catches her before she hits the ground. He looked up at Jay and narrowed his eyes*..... If you're doing this of your own will... then I feel sorry for you. Not because you feel bad...but because of your delusion....*He picks up Kai and heads for the stairs*
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 9:09 pm
Bye Than... *sighs* I hope Kai is going to be ok.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 9:15 pm
He sighed as he looked at him leave with kaiori in his arms as he said. " .. .. good to feel bad for me.. im nothing but a rag doll now.. I will refuse to feel again as it hurts me to much to feel.. " He said as he took another drink of his sake as he placed his cup in the sink and puts the cork back on the bottle. He slowly looked down as he thinks of what to do. He knows if he goes back to feeling hes only gonna remeber and feel all the pain he has felt through the ages of his life. He doesn't stand it but he could live with that. He knows he can. But with all the rest he has it over welms him. He knows if he continued to hold it all in with his feelings it eat him alive so he casts it all away. Knowing that be the best thing for him to do.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 9:18 pm
*She didn't try to say anything to him. He would only come back wiht something heurtful to say. She nibbled her lip as she tried to think of a way to lighten the mood of the place.*
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 9:23 pm
Jay_jay_Blade He sighed as he looked at him leave with kaiori in his arms as he said. " .. .. good to feel bad for me.. im nothing but a rag doll now.. I will refuse to feel again as it hurts me to much to feel.. " He said as he took another drink of his sake as he placed his cup in the sink and puts the cork back on the bottle. He slowly looked down as he thinks of what to do. He knows if he goes back to feeling hes only gonna remeber and feel all the pain he has felt through the ages of his life. He doesn't stand it but he could live with that. He knows he can. But with all the rest he has it over welms him. He knows if he continued to hold it all in with his feelings it eat him alive so he casts it all away. Knowing that be the best thing for him to do. *Phi looked up from where she was standing*....but then 'ow do ye know if yer alive....if ye dun feel anthing tha' is....
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 9:26 pm
He takes his all bloody hand and rubs his temples gently with his hand as the blood streams down his face. Going down his nose and down both sides of his nose looking as if he was bashed inbeween his eyes. He looked up as he moved his hand. Blood was slowly dripping down his face and he didn't care he takes off his glasses as blood got on them as well. He slowly wipped them off and cleaned them on his coat. He yawns as streched his arms out as blood streamed all down his arm as he went down his arm and eventually to his arm pit and it was stopped by his tight leather suit.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 9:33 pm
Phia Aakarshan Jay_jay_Blade He sighed as he looked at him leave with kaiori in his arms as he said. " .. .. good to feel bad for me.. im nothing but a rag doll now.. I will refuse to feel again as it hurts me to much to feel.. " He said as he took another drink of his sake as he placed his cup in the sink and puts the cork back on the bottle. He slowly looked down as he thinks of what to do. He knows if he goes back to feeling hes only gonna remeber and feel all the pain he has felt through the ages of his life. He doesn't stand it but he could live with that. He knows he can. But with all the rest he has it over welms him. He knows if he continued to hold it all in with his feelings it eat him alive so he casts it all away. Knowing that be the best thing for him to do. *Phi looked up from where she was standing*....but then 'ow do ye know if yer alive....if ye dun feel anthing tha' is.... " ... ... I know from my blood.. i have blood thats how i know i still live im not like some dim witted dolt.. that doesn't know that.. and i live still my heart still beats and my soul might be broken but i still am here.. " He said as he looked up at the ceiling.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 9:33 pm
*She got up and grabbed a wash cloth for Jay and wet it with warm water. She brought it over to him* Here...
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 9:38 pm
He takes it as he slowly wrapped the towel around his hand it got bloody rather fast as he said nothing. Feeling his blood go out of his hand so willing and freely made him think or other things. " . . . . " He looked up as he said nothing looking at phia with his deep blue eye and purple eyes. They seemed a bit emotional.. but it was hard to see them.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2005 9:44 pm
Would you like the first aid kit Jay?
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