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In no uncertain terms, I would like to say the following to you.

Fuuuuuuuuuccckkkk ooooooffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff, t**t.

Dear ungrateful people I know:

Please appreciate me more. I have been bending over backwards for all of you. I have sacrificed my past two weeks to take care of Person 1, and comforted you when you found out you had cancer. Yet all you can do is spew how your worried about your son or he doesn't need to do any work. And person 2, the only time your ever nice to me is when you want something/money. And I have been turning the other cheek when it comes to this situation, however when I ask for one favor your reply is always "I'm TIRED". I'll remember that when you need something next time. Yeah, thanks a lot. I can see that really matter to all of you. Go jump off a cliff.

Why do you even pretend to want to be with me? Maybe you are just flirting, but you know that hurts me... of course... you could be trying to hide from me.

Well? what is it? Do you love me or not?

Running into you today made my heart start beating harder and faster than it ever has. At first I thought it was out of joy, but then I realized I was anxious, and still so very very angry with you for what you did to me. You said that the sex in our relationship made us impure, that we needed to back off physically and that making out with me "made you feel dirty"? You BEGGED me that night we first made love. Don't you remember? I didn't think we were ready but you insisted. It was YOUR idea first, remember? And then you use that as an excuse to distance yourself from me so you can cheat on me with 3 different guys?

I loved you with all of my heart, I would've given you anything. And you tore it out every time you used that same old line to keep me at bay while you did whatever you wanted behind my back. The last year of our relationship was a joke and I think you're still the same hypocrite you were then. I don't hate you, because you're not worth the energy, but damn, you really piss me off.

You two can have each other. I so want out of the whole "dysfunctional relationship" cycle.

******** your s**t. You were being a druggie down in Lacombe when you were my age, and then you went into a ******** mental hospital to clean up. Don't talk to me like you didn't spend two years longer to graduate than you should have. And for all your talk of how you don't care what she thinks, you pull the "Well, she'll give me flack" card?

Way to own up to a set.