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 Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 6:15 pm
Eltanin Sadachbia ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight ScarletFrost Ok, what is with the "urge to confess?" I totally want to shout to all my prudish friends that I drew two people making love. It's not even like my other fairies, which are just gratuitous porn and I have no desire to share them openly. I actually love this picture, and the emotional background of the scene is (I think) very romantic. And yet I know that if I post it openly, I'll get it from someone. I'm just not sure I'm willing to put up with that. stressed ?? huh. o.o do you real think you will get that kinda response from friends? Not from anyone here. Everyone here is totally cool! heart But people like my mother-in-law would throw a fit if my sister-in-law (who watches everything I do on DA) were to flash it on her computer screen at the wrong time. Plus, my pastor's daughters are also friends of mine on DA, and he's...weird...about public displays of affection. Not to mention that a lot of my friends within my church are of the innocent persuasion and would immediately classify it as porn and therefore demonize me for drawing it. Not like a malicious way, but like that condecending way people say "Do you really think you should be drawing that sort of thing?" that just sets your teeth on edge. How I ended up with so many prudish friends, I don't know. xp that's odd, because when it come to P.D.A. I know I am the first to say "get a room!", and you know already that I'm okies with this. o_O; who could be more prudish than that? meh. it's just weird. I'm sorry. sad Maybe I'm just oversensitive. sweatdrop I'm posting it in my main DA gallery instead of trying to hide it in my scraps. If anyone gives me any guff, I'll just say "It had 'mature' warnings, so why were you looking at it?" pirate I know how it is. I usually just keep that stuff to myself. I actually don't share my online name with any of my RL friends, except my husband, my brother. More recently, my friend who stayed with us for 3 months, but that was because there was no getting around that one. All my RL connections just look up my name and find me that way. I lead an online double life to avoid headaches and heartaches that 'concerned' people seem to cause when they learn too much about the person they see everyday. LOL Is it bad that I trust complete strangers more than I trust people I have seen every week for most of my life? I think it's just that your less inhibited on the internet. I'm the same way. I have to constantly remind myself that I don't have to apologize for not showing my entire hand to everyone I meet. That's why I've taken up the screen name "Purely Superficial" in several places. It's a reminder that it's ok to be superficial with people, and to expect the same in return. Sure, I like connecting on a deeper level, but I'm not going to be heart broken when someone turns out to be different than my first impression of them. And I'm not going to apologize for being different from someone else's impression of me. I no longer live under my parents' roof so I don't have to worry about my real personality comprising my parents "good name." (Bleck, I hated that kind of rhetoric as a teen.)
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 6:17 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 6:21 pm
It's better than I could do~ biggrin
Great job! biggrin
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 7:18 pm
Cute! It's a great start. The neat thing about watercolor pencils is that you have control over the pigment like colored pencils and the soft look of watercolors. If you want to keep going (which I totally encourage) here's a tutorial for some good ideas: DA Tutorial
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 7:59 pm
ScarletFrost Eltanin Sadachbia ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight ScarletFrost Not from anyone here. Everyone here is totally cool! heart But people like my mother-in-law would throw a fit if my sister-in-law (who watches everything I do on DA) were to flash it on her computer screen at the wrong time. Plus, my pastor's daughters are also friends of mine on DA, and he's...weird...about public displays of affection. Not to mention that a lot of my friends within my church are of the innocent persuasion and would immediately classify it as porn and therefore demonize me for drawing it. Not like a malicious way, but like that condecending way people say "Do you really think you should be drawing that sort of thing?" that just sets your teeth on edge. How I ended up with so many prudish friends, I don't know. xp that's odd, because when it come to P.D.A. I know I am the first to say "get a room!", and you know already that I'm okies with this. o_O; who could be more prudish than that? meh. it's just weird. I'm sorry. sad Maybe I'm just oversensitive. sweatdrop I'm posting it in my main DA gallery instead of trying to hide it in my scraps. If anyone gives me any guff, I'll just say "It had 'mature' warnings, so why were you looking at it?" pirate I know how it is. I usually just keep that stuff to myself. I actually don't share my online name with any of my RL friends, except my husband, my brother. More recently, my friend who stayed with us for 3 months, but that was because there was no getting around that one. All my RL connections just look up my name and find me that way. I lead an online double life to avoid headaches and heartaches that 'concerned' people seem to cause when they learn too much about the person they see everyday. LOL Is it bad that I trust complete strangers more than I trust people I have seen every week for most of my life? I think it's just that your less inhibited on the internet. I'm the same way. I have to constantly remind myself that I don't have to apologize for not showing my entire hand to everyone I meet. That's why I've taken up the screen name "Purely Superficial" in several places. It's a reminder that it's ok to be superficial with people, and to expect the same in return. Sure, I like connecting on a deeper level, but I'm not going to be heart broken when someone turns out to be different than my first impression of them. And I'm not going to apologize for being different from someone else's impression of me. I no longer live under my parents' roof so I don't have to worry about my real personality comprising my parents "good name." (Bleck, I hated that kind of rhetoric as a teen.) Well, I am probably the most open person I know, but not every aspect of anyone's life should just be "out there" for everyone to observe, in my opinion. I have had some bad experiences with people, as I'm sure we all have, but in this area, it takes almost nothing for someone to become a target for harassment. I have been all over the US, but I have never been in a town where gossip is so completely damaging. Just one innocent question about a person normally turns into that person initiating massive damage control in the next 24 hours. I have had people approach me wanting to 'swing' because of rumors started when people asked why I let people stay at my house. I let anyone stay when they have no place to go. I had rumors circulating about me being gay because no one ever saw me with a boyfriend as a teen (not that they ever saw me with a girlfriend LOL). Imagine what would happen if everyone saw my anthro D&D characters, or even one of my racier pics. I have went through being called satanic already as well, i'ld rather not open that one back up. xp I don't think it would be so bad around here except this community gossip forum called Topix. It seems to be the major info source around here, and although everything on there seems to be a load of crap, people eat it up. I don't get on there often, unless there is a possibility of someone in my family ending up on there, but I am always aware that it exist just waiting for the opportunity to claim it's next victim. So, I keep a low profile.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 8:01 pm
It's better than anything I could ever get from them. You should really try and do more with them.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 8:10 pm
Gonna smoke pot using my eyes Go Watch Hetalia~
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 8:46 pm
Eltanin Sadachbia Well, I am probably the most open person I know, but not every aspect of anyone's life should just be "out there" for everyone to observe, in my opinion. I have had some bad experiences with people, as I'm sure we all have, but in this area, it takes almost nothing for someone to become a target for harassment. I have been all over the US, but I have never been in a town where gossip is so completely damaging. Just one innocent question about a person normally turns into that person initiating massive damage control in the next 24 hours. I have had people approach me wanting to 'swing' because of rumors started when people asked why I let people stay at my house. I let anyone stay when they have no place to go. I had rumors circulating about me being gay because no one ever saw me with a boyfriend as a teen (not that they ever saw me with a girlfriend LOL). Imagine what would happen if everyone saw my anthro D&D characters, or even one of my racier pics. I have went through being called satanic already as well, i'ld rather not open that one back up. xp I don't think it would be so bad around here except this community gossip forum called Topix. It seems to be the major info source around here, and although everything on there seems to be a load of crap, people eat it up. I don't get on there often, unless there is a possibility of someone in my family ending up on there, but I am always aware that it exist just waiting for the opportunity to claim it's next victim. So, I keep a low profile. Ah yes, I remember being fodder for the gossip mill. I still am, I think. I heard a roomer that the reason my daughter is so small and sickly is because I was a "teen mother." When I heard that, I just LAUGHED. I was 20 when I conceived, for starers, and my daughter is not sickly. She may be small, but my husband's side of the family is short. So are both my grandmothers. I think this person was just feeling malicious and jealous because my kid is so cool. ^_^ I like to keep certain things quiet. And I like to be taken at face value. I hate people trying to "read" me and find my deeper motives. I'll be honest enough with others to let them know what I like and what I don't, and I expect the same courtesy. If they want to get together for drinks one night and develop a deeper, more personal bond, bring it on! But on a day-to-day basis, I'll keep the majority of my life private, thank you. I just hate people who develop an opinion of me and then act all disappointed when I don't meet with their opinion.
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 9:59 pm
I'll reply later, I'm watching Liza Minnelli films.
I just wanted to share a thought. I'm terribly upset at this sad, ghastly realization. Robert Osbourne is getting old. he will depart the world far to soon for me, because if he does not live at least another 50 years it will be too soon for me. I mustn't outlive him, it's a tragedy!
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 10:15 pm
sloppy post, here ya go! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Catharia Chieftain Twilight oh. we have that, it's just called hot cocoa mix around here because nobody knows how to make hot cocoa for real anymore. Are you sure it's the same thing? Milo is fortified, like Ovaltine and Bournvita...it's where I gets my extra iron and such for my sickness-hood mrgreen @ Sapphirianna - What I do with watercolour pencils, is do the blending of colour with the pencil (mmm layering), then use the water to smooth out the gradient, and make it look less grainy biggrin never mind then. sweatdrop ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight ScarletFrost Ok, what is with the "urge to confess?" I totally want to shout to all my prudish friends that I drew two people making love. It's not even like my other fairies, which are just gratuitous porn and I have no desire to share them openly. I actually love this picture, and the emotional background of the scene is (I think) very romantic. And yet I know that if I post it openly, I'll get it from someone. I'm just not sure I'm willing to put up with that. stressed ?? huh. o.o do you real think you will get that kinda response from friends? Not from anyone here. Everyone here is totally cool! heart But people like my mother-in-law would throw a fit if my sister-in-law (who watches everything I do on DA) were to flash it on her computer screen at the wrong time. Plus, my pastor's daughters are also friends of mine on DA, and he's...weird...about public displays of affection. Not to mention that a lot of my friends within my church are of the innocent persuasion and would immediately classify it as porn and therefore demonize me for drawing it. Not like a malicious way, but like that condecending way people say "Do you really think you should be drawing that sort of thing?" that just sets your teeth on edge. How I ended up with so many prudish friends, I don't know. xp that's odd, because when it come to P.D.A. I know I am the first to say "get a room!", and you know already that I'm okies with this. o_O; who could be more prudish than that? meh. it's just weird. I'm sorry. sad Maybe I'm just oversensitive. sweatdrop I'm posting it in my main DA gallery instead of trying to hide it in my scraps. If anyone gives me any guff, I'll just say "It had 'mature' warnings, so why were you looking at it?" pirate that's the way. =w= Eltanin Sadachbia ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight ?? huh. o.o do you real think you will get that kinda response from friends? Not from anyone here. Everyone here is totally cool! heart But people like my mother-in-law would throw a fit if my sister-in-law (who watches everything I do on DA) were to flash it on her computer screen at the wrong time. Plus, my pastor's daughters are also friends of mine on DA, and he's...weird...about public displays of affection. Not to mention that a lot of my friends within my church are of the innocent persuasion and would immediately classify it as porn and therefore demonize me for drawing it. Not like a malicious way, but like that condecending way people say "Do you really think you should be drawing that sort of thing?" that just sets your teeth on edge. How I ended up with so many prudish friends, I don't know. xp that's odd, because when it come to P.D.A. I know I am the first to say "get a room!", and you know already that I'm okies with this. o_O; who could be more prudish than that? meh. it's just weird. I'm sorry. sad Maybe I'm just oversensitive. sweatdrop I'm posting it in my main DA gallery instead of trying to hide it in my scraps. If anyone gives me any guff, I'll just say "It had 'mature' warnings, so why were you looking at it?" pirate I know how it is. I usually just keep that stuff to myself. I actually don't share my online name with any of my RL friends, except my husband, my brother. More recently, my friend who stayed with us for 3 months, but that was because there was no getting around that one. All my RL connections just look up my name and find me that way. I lead an online double life to avoid headaches and heartaches that 'concerned' people seem to cause when they learn too much about the person they see everyday. LOL Is it bad that I trust complete strangers more than I trust people I have seen every week for most of my life? ah, but it's no fun to be the same person everywhre to everyone! I have no Respect for those who are exactly as they seem, none more than the two-faced. possibly even less. Eltanin Sadachbia ScarletFrost Eltanin Sadachbia ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight that's odd, because when it come to P.D.A. I know I am the first to say "get a room!", and you know already that I'm okies with this. o_O; who could be more prudish than that? meh. it's just weird. I'm sorry. sad Maybe I'm just oversensitive. sweatdrop I'm posting it in my main DA gallery instead of trying to hide it in my scraps. If anyone gives me any guff, I'll just say "It had 'mature' warnings, so why were you looking at it?" pirate I know how it is. I usually just keep that stuff to myself. I actually don't share my online name with any of my RL friends, except my husband, my brother. More recently, my friend who stayed with us for 3 months, but that was because there was no getting around that one. All my RL connections just look up my name and find me that way. I lead an online double life to avoid headaches and heartaches that 'concerned' people seem to cause when they learn too much about the person they see everyday. LOL Is it bad that I trust complete strangers more than I trust people I have seen every week for most of my life? I think it's just that your less inhibited on the internet. I'm the same way. I have to constantly remind myself that I don't have to apologize for not showing my entire hand to everyone I meet. That's why I've taken up the screen name "Purely Superficial" in several places. It's a reminder that it's ok to be superficial with people, and to expect the same in return. Sure, I like connecting on a deeper level, but I'm not going to be heart broken when someone turns out to be different than my first impression of them. And I'm not going to apologize for being different from someone else's impression of me. I no longer live under my parents' roof so I don't have to worry about my real personality comprising my parents "good name." (Bleck, I hated that kind of rhetoric as a teen.) Well, I am probably the most open person I know, but not every aspect of anyone's life should just be "out there" for everyone to observe, in my opinion. I have had some bad experiences with people, as I'm sure we all have, but in this area, it takes almost nothing for someone to become a target for harassment. I have been all over the US, but I have never been in a town where gossip is so completely damaging. Just one innocent question about a person normally turns into that person initiating massive damage control in the next 24 hours. I have had people approach me wanting to 'swing' because of rumors started when people asked why I let people stay at my house. I let anyone stay when they have no place to go. I had rumors circulating about me being gay because no one ever saw me with a boyfriend as a teen (not that they ever saw me with a girlfriend LOL). Imagine what would happen if everyone saw my anthro D&D characters, or even one of my racier pics. I have went through being called satanic already as well, i'ld rather not open that one back up. xp I don't think it would be so bad around here except this community gossip forum called Topix. It seems to be the major info source around here, and although everything on there seems to be a load of crap, people eat it up. I don't get on there often, unless there is a possibility of someone in my family ending up on there, but I am always aware that it exist just waiting for the opportunity to claim it's next victim. So, I keep a low profile. some folks just need any type of mindless entertainment they can find, and are willing to pay any price for it; even if it costs others as well. ScarletFrost Eltanin Sadachbia Well, I am probably the most open person I know, but not every aspect of anyone's life should just be "out there" for everyone to observe, in my opinion. I have had some bad experiences with people, as I'm sure we all have, but in this area, it takes almost nothing for someone to become a target for harassment. I have been all over the US, but I have never been in a town where gossip is so completely damaging. Just one innocent question about a person normally turns into that person initiating massive damage control in the next 24 hours. I have had people approach me wanting to 'swing' because of rumors started when people asked why I let people stay at my house. I let anyone stay when they have no place to go. I had rumors circulating about me being gay because no one ever saw me with a boyfriend as a teen (not that they ever saw me with a girlfriend LOL). Imagine what would happen if everyone saw my anthro D&D characters, or even one of my racier pics. I have went through being called satanic already as well, i'ld rather not open that one back up. xp I don't think it would be so bad around here except this community gossip forum called Topix. It seems to be the major info source around here, and although everything on there seems to be a load of crap, people eat it up. I don't get on there often, unless there is a possibility of someone in my family ending up on there, but I am always aware that it exist just waiting for the opportunity to claim it's next victim. So, I keep a low profile. Ah yes, I remember being fodder for the gossip mill. I still am, I think. I heard a roomer that the reason my daughter is so small and sickly is because I was a "teen mother." When I heard that, I just LAUGHED. I was 20 when I conceived, for starers, and my daughter is not sickly. She may be small, but my husband's side of the family is short. So are both my grandmothers. I think this person was just feeling malicious and jealous because my kid is so cool. ^_^ I like to keep certain things quiet. And I like to be taken at face value. I hate people trying to "read" me and find my deeper motives. I'll be honest enough with others to let them know what I like and what I don't, and I expect the same courtesy. If they want to get together for drinks one night and develop a deeper, more personal bond, bring it on! But on a day-to-day basis, I'll keep the majority of my life private, thank you. I just hate people who develop an opinion of me and then act all disappointed when I don't meet with their opinion. ohhh, no fun! whee you know the likes of myself simply HAVE to try to figure you out, on principle as well as by habit. call it my hobby. =w= Eltanin Sadachbia It's better than anything I could ever get from them. You should really try and do more with them. see? the colours shwed up so very well. ^_^ it's a cute piece.
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 11:41 pm
Chieftain Twilight ScarletFrost Ah yes, I remember being fodder for the gossip mill. I still am, I think. I heard a roomer that the reason my daughter is so small and sickly is because I was a "teen mother." When I heard that, I just LAUGHED. I was 20 when I conceived, for starers, and my daughter is not sickly. She may be small, but my husband's side of the family is short. So are both my grandmothers. I think this person was just feeling malicious and jealous because my kid is so cool. ^_^ I like to keep certain things quiet. And I like to be taken at face value. I hate people trying to "read" me and find my deeper motives. I'll be honest enough with others to let them know what I like and what I don't, and I expect the same courtesy. If they want to get together for drinks one night and develop a deeper, more personal bond, bring it on! But on a day-to-day basis, I'll keep the majority of my life private, thank you. I just hate people who develop an opinion of me and then act all disappointed when I don't meet with their opinion. ohhh, no fun! whee you know the likes of myself simply HAVE to try to figure you out, on principle as well as by habit. call it my hobby. =w= I don't mind when someone takes the time to figure me out. I mind when folks make assumptions and expect me to uphold them. xd But now that makes me curious--what have you figured out about me? 4laugh
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 11:57 pm
ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight ScarletFrost Ah yes, I remember being fodder for the gossip mill. I still am, I think. I heard a roomer that the reason my daughter is so small and sickly is because I was a "teen mother." When I heard that, I just LAUGHED. I was 20 when I conceived, for starers, and my daughter is not sickly. She may be small, but my husband's side of the family is short. So are both my grandmothers. I think this person was just feeling malicious and jealous because my kid is so cool. ^_^ I like to keep certain things quiet. And I like to be taken at face value. I hate people trying to "read" me and find my deeper motives. I'll be honest enough with others to let them know what I like and what I don't, and I expect the same courtesy. If they want to get together for drinks one night and develop a deeper, more personal bond, bring it on! But on a day-to-day basis, I'll keep the majority of my life private, thank you. I just hate people who develop an opinion of me and then act all disappointed when I don't meet with their opinion. ohhh, no fun! whee you know the likes of myself simply HAVE to try to figure you out, on principle as well as by habit. call it my hobby. =w= I don't mind when someone takes the time to figure me out. I mind when folks make assumptions and expect me to uphold them. xd But now that makes me curious--what have you figured out about me? 4laugh a little, here and there. I still have far too many theories and hypotheses concerning you to count them as facts, you see. but one for example I am certain of is that you are a Dreamer. and another is that you know how to soothe terror out of an hysteric Man's Mind. and yet one more is that you Live, Breathe, and Bleed Works of Creation.
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Dec 15, 2010 1:08 am
Chieftain Twilight ScarletFrost I don't mind when someone takes the time to figure me out. I mind when folks make assumptions and expect me to uphold them. xd But now that makes me curious--what have you figured out about me? 4laugh a little, here and there. I still have far too many theories and hypotheses concerning you to count them as facts, you see. but one for example I am certain of is that you are a Dreamer. and another is that you know how to soothe terror out of an hysteric Man's Mind. and yet one more is that you Live, Breathe, and Bleed Works of Creation. Aww, you're so sweet. ^_^ Not sure of the exact definition of all those flattering words, but I will take them in a complimentary spirit with gratitude. heart
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Posted: Wed Dec 15, 2010 9:35 am
migranes..... gonk arnt cool. crying
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Posted: Wed Dec 15, 2010 9:47 am
Oh god. I just took five pills. .-.
Two painkillers.
Two benydrill (sp?)
And a mucanex.
Oh and two gummy vitimans! XD
Who knew that a mum would give her daughter all that?~
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