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selena heard all that was going on selena gasped "huh " when she heard what viir had said to shadow she never head him speak like that before it even sounded like there was some kinda of emtion there selena dieced to put down the bottle of blood so that she could move into her room and sit down but diced not to because she remmber that viir could see her so she just move close to the door then the rest of what viir had said to shadow finaly sunk in "oh ...oh ..viir " selena whispered selena then heard viir be very blunt and it seem kinda angery the way he had all of that " viir i had no idea " selena thougt back to a time when she was complaing about shadow and said "that if were were married you would never treat me this way .....i never knew how true my statement was that day " selena shook her head because she was spaceing and then came back to hear them talking again " could it be that viir is jelous of shadow or something or the sort " selena thougth to her self selena then heard viir demand to be free of shadow service and shadow had granted it grudly but he did still " but who is nagash ?" selena thougth to her self " iwonder who that might be shadow never mentioned him or her or it before ! "selena wondered and shook her head selena thougth " well i wonder what eles they been hiding from me? i think ill stay here a bit more before i just walk into my room " i wonder what eles viir is going to say that they do say aloud ?" selena thougth to her self

A wry smile appeared on Zero's face. "Yes, happy endings are rarely existent, but at least there is always a taste of it for most people. Life does not always end on a tragic note, dear. Just think of all the people who die right after they have sex? I think they're pretty happy..." Zero could not help but jest at Resu. Especially with the marathon they have going on. Zero stretched her towards Resu and beckoned him to come sit with her before she told her tale. "Come sit with me please? I shall tell you about who I am feeling."

Ryuu woke up, unknowingly falling asleep in the tree. She felt Shadow get angry, upset, frustrated and then finally resigned. She was confused about the onslaught of emotions, and at what to do. But after a moment of contemplating, Ryuu jumped out of the tree and walked back into the manor. She climbed up the stairs, vaguely sensing where Shadow was. Ryuu only wanted to make sure he was ok. She probably would not be welcomed, but just for the ease of her mind, she continued the walk until she was in front of the room where Shadow and floating spirit were seen to be talking. Ryuu stood there and looked into the room, unsure of what to do now that she was here.

Shadow let out a sigh, she had heard it all and it looked like she had taken most of what he had said the wrong way but some things did pop up in her words that he did find true, "You are worth my love3 Selena, you always have been worth it but... never mind you are in no mood to listen. You have alreayd made up your mind on me and for the most part you are right but there is much you are wrong about. Yes I may have helped you because I was tyring to make up for something in my past, a mistake that I had made long ago and I was just to blind to see it. That does not change the fact that I still love you anyway just... not in the way you love me. I know I will not know those children that I have lost a great deal through my actions and I have to live with that. The one thing you should not have done was try to change me, you never did try to help me when I was down, you just tried to get the quick fix and move on and change the features you did not like. I still put up with it all and that is why I had to confide in Luna and that is when I fell for Luna." Shadow said, he was a mess of emotions right now, none of them mixed to well when he was like that. "You cannot change what has stayed the same for milenia and that has lost itself Selena. If you had accepted that then things might have been different." Shadow said before pulling something out of his pocket. "This is what Nagash wants more than anything right now. he will give you what ever the hell you want with it back." Shadow placed the item on the bed and then headed for the door. "I wish you both luck if you decide to stay with one another." he said before leaving the room and heading outside for some air.

Viir look to Selena now that Shadow had finished his long rant and had gone, "I love you Selena, I love the woman that I have come to know over this time here that I have spent watchign and listening. I do not see you as broken or damaged good, you are not an item you are just... you." Viir paused for a moment before going off on a rant of his own. "I never told you because you were married. I was not about to throw a spanner in the works for any reason, even my own feelings. It did hurt me to see you in that way when you were hurt, alone and angry, I wanted to do something but what can a spirit do to help other than lend his ear. Now as for the point on me wanting to die after I was human...ish again. That changed the day I admited to myself a few things and when I saw the way things were effecting you. I may be dead but I still have a heart you know." Viir said to Selena and now looked to the item Shadow had left behind. "Nagash will give me a body, my old one... such a shame that I cannot pick the thing up. Shadow I think intents to go with me though so the bond between the two of you can be ended for what ever reason."

Resu shook his head and laughed a little bit, "I am pretty sure that was not a happy ending. They would surely want to be alive so they could get more int hat respect." Resu said as he walked over to Zero and sat by her, "I am ready to hear of this presance you feel." he said.

selena yells after shadow " well i guess we are more alike than you want to admit " selena shook her head and feel down on the bed and scearmed into the pellow after listing to viir had to say but with was with and a great amount of pain that selena scearmed into the pellow selena finaly finished scearming into the pellow and looked up at viir a borken and tired women " viir how could you love me " selena was qutie for a long time " maybe i ment to be a nomade" selena sighs and sniffs and her voice every shacky now"well ...i ..no-l-o-n-ger have that problame " selena broke down in tears selena had never cry so much in her un dead life "when i think of all the time you stoped me and held me against my will you were protecting me and youve never asked for anythingin retrun " selena licked her lips and looked up "yes you were there every time i was in need " selena sighs " i will no give him that pleasuer " selena got up off the bed and picked up the item and looked at viir " how do we get to that place ?" selena sighs " iguess its really over but i guess it
for..............the ........best.....ionly ......want ......whats .....best ....for ....him" selena tryed to stop her self from cry again " selena smiles at viir " you did the best thing you ever could have for me viir " selena sniffs selena close her eyes " i cant imgan even now my life with out him i guess i really am a fool "selena shook her head " a fool and a blind man what a great combo " selena says scarsticly " viir prosim me that you wont end up like lucain or ------shadow " selena crunched her eyes brow together but the tears came anyways " yea i guess id like to see what your old body used to look like "selena tryed to smiles even tho it was fake " selena shook her head "do you think hell be there when the babies are born ?" selena ask quitely " you saw this coming didnt you viir i do hope he find happnies even if it isnt with me " selena looks at the floor " viir i guess im not the best vampire in the world huh i cant even hold husband down and ive been married twice now" selena try to make it sound likea joke bu thte pain in her eyes and voice spoke other wise " i guess there really arent happy ending the prince is really a blind man that try to please eveyone and cinderall her fairy tales end in traggyed " selena sighs and cocks the side of her mouth up and looks at viir " im glad that youve been there for me i dont know what i would have done no i take that back i would have waitid until the babies were born then i would have killed myself but hey im just selfish like that i guess " selena sighs selena whisper "viir i dont think or know if i have a heart anymore i gave my heart to lucain and gave my very being my esscanes to shadow i dont know what eles i have to give " selena looked up at viir selena hugged viir " thank you for always being there for me even when i yell at you to go away im glad you didnt lisnt to me im soory for that " selena sighs " viir i must tell you i will always love him but that doesnt mean " selena cut off " viir do you think hell be there atlest for the childern ?" selena shook her head" i love him but maybe it best "selena shook her head"i felt speacail because he took me to his home world and he never taken anyone there before ......and when he told that our love would last forever i belive him i truely did belivve him " selean sighed "i guess forever isnt that long at all because everytime i hear and everytime i fall for it and then it riped away from me like a ballon in the forest " selena couldnt stop cry for the life of her everything was being riped away from her selena shook her head "you win gutter hore " selena sighs "and i will always hate you and maybe one day carma will give you your s"
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Ryuu smiled a small smile at Shadow, "My day just started but for some reason or another, it led me to you... I would be honored to join you, and... I brought something that I thought might help." At this to show Shadow, Ryuu brought up the bottle of vodka, and said in a light tone, "After you, monsieur."

Zero remained silent and just took a moment to just feel Resu's warmth. After a little while, she said quietly, "Yes. It is sad. But we all have our sad stories, don't we?" A melancholy smile appeared on Zero's face, "I hope everything works out as well... I hope..."

Luna got dresses putting on a white shirt and jean short. She walked out her room and heard Selena. She was outside her room and she peaked in to see what was up. She say her and Virr and smelled Shadow. She bite her lip wondering where he could be. She felt the baby move again, "What should i name you?" She looked back at Selena and was wondering what happened this time.

Luna rolled her eyes, "I didn't come here as you would noticed my rooms not that far." She streached her arms when the door closed. "You should control that anger problem of yours," She sighs actually worried. "Your childern could be harmed from that." Then she realizes what Selena said "Not worry about you," she was a little confused since she didn't know what happened.

(just to let you know you spelled whore wrong biggrin )

Luna leaned against thewall across form selena's door. "So why don't i have to worry about you then." She just listened to selena, "Its not my fault you have no control over your anger." She looks at the ceiling, "You've had years to conrol it and i had 6 years to tame mine." She thought about her mother, "And what if i lost my baby it was either you or my baby." She touches her stomach. "I lost my thoughts and wanted to protect the manor even you sad thou." She looks at her, "Oh ya who where the three men i slept with again?" She smiled at her showing her fangs.