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 Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 8:57 am
suishohatake KuroKageHane *huggles suisho and Creeper Thread* crying I know it's good, but I find myself a socially awkward person after having to deal with a girl in the past. I know I shouldn't dwell in the past, but to this day, her actions still haunt me. The proof of my changed actions would be how I have acted in my new "earn college & high school credit" school. I barely have any friends and whenever I make a comment, it's only a minimal thing like "okay" and "that's nice". I don't feel like I actually fit in. Exactly! he even told me that he was going to cut that dance thing! So much for being social. rolleyes I wish, but that's not going to change anytime in the future. *sigh* I'll miss you too suisho and yes please!. crying Awww... I've been in the same situation >.< 4 years of Catholic, All-girls high school will teach you one thing.... Girls can be super evil crying emotion_hug So I understand completely. I wish it was different for you. But the good news is that people can be awesome! We're proof positive of that... You never know... there could be someone from your school who hangs out on Gaia too =) That seems... odd that he'd stop the dancing thing confused I'll tell you a little something... I'm an indie hipster, who is a techie, a trendy fashion lover, an artist, a science nerd, a music and anime junkie, a book whore, a hippie, and an Asia-phile. And that's only a portion of who I am... I don't fit in though with any of those groups because I'm interested in so much... I get to a point where they know more about the subject than I do and I'm just like @.@ "I'm just gonna go... walk over... here..." *scurries away flailing*
But I've reached a point that I'm a little more comfortable with that... It take some time, and I can't say I'm not still extremely self-conscious... but there's things I do now that I feel just fine reveling in... like my love of Peter Gabriel's sheer musical genius *3* I just fill awkward silences after I say something now with a chuckle, a sweatdrop and a "I know, I'm weird" xD And then everything moves on, lol.Just make sure you pick a college that, even if close enough to home, there's just enough distance to give you an excuse to live on campus. It'll be a good experience... but don't forget to shower ninja And I totes sent you an email earlier ^^ Just a test one so you know it's me ^^ I've had two years of pure torture and we won't know if your experience or my experience is worse that the other. I all depends on the actions within those years. I totally agree with that statement, which is exactly why I want to try to make some guy friends at my new school. I've made some guy friends, but they aren't technically "guy friends", they're more like people I see everyday and talk to for about a few minutes. My actual friends consist of a small group for girls, who both are really smart and read a lot of books. I feel awkward because they know each other from their choir and talk about books while I'm like, "Lol wut." emotion_facepalm Perhaps~ I just gotta find them. and drag them in here to meet you awesome people. Awesome people unite! ninja That sounds just like me. o - o
I have so many interests that I run into that same situation! It's like "Ooo mangaaaa~ Ooo kpoooop~ Ooo jpoooop" and the list goes on forever! Then a person comes around with the same interest and goes "Have you heard of *insert name here*?" I reply nods or wtf.
For me, I don't really like revealing my past. I'm very self-conscious, always watching whatever I say or not even saying anything at all. I just don't like being judged, but we're always judged no matter how you see it. I can say that "I know I'm weird" statement, but inside I'm like "WTF HAVE YOU DOOONE!". I always feel like I have to conceal the real me to fit it. I'm really crazy and stupid at points. You and the others know that, but with the same girls mentioned earlier, I have to conceal that side of me because they love to correct wrong things, even if it's close enough to understand.Not possible. I'll most likely be going to a State Uni that's literally 5 mins away by car. I'll never forget to shower. I'm just not so sure if my room mate I'll most likely have will heed your advice ninja I saw and replied to it~ ^^
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 9:12 am
skylarklovesme KuroKageHane Why, thank you! ^////^ You look pretty angelic yourself. wink A bedtime angel -- the best kind. :3 LOL You could totally take that to wrong terms! rofl
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 9:13 am
Nanzzy-chan KuroKageHane Gaia y u so lame liek dis?! emotion_facepalm I'm hoping for the best though. May it's just on the computer or it could be in the internet. We just have to find out and see~ ”Where is the edge of your darkest emotions? Why does it all survive?
Where is the light of your deepest devotions? I pray that it's still alive”
IKR?! gonk
Indeed~ I hope you can find a way around it and still get online emotion_hug Someone needs to make/find a petition to add guilds onto that stupit thing. stare Thanks! I'll try my best! even if I need to find the AK-47
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 9:16 am
KuroKageHane Someone needs to make/find a petition to add guilds onto that stupit thing. stare Thanks! I'll try my best! even if I need to find the AK-47”Where is the edge of your darkest emotions? Why does it all survive?
Where is the light of your deepest devotions? I pray that it's still alive”
If there isn't already, indeed emotion_donotwant
OMFG, perfect solution emotion_awesome
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 9:55 am
”Where is the edge of your darkest emotions? Why does it all survive?
Where is the light of your deepest devotions? I pray that it's still alive”
*starts clawing at the sides and the lid of the coffin until her fingers are bleeding, getting more desperate to escape*
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 10:21 am
KuroKageHane skylarklovesme KuroKageHane Why, thank you! ^////^ You look pretty angelic yourself. wink A bedtime angel -- the best kind. :3 LOL You could totally take that to wrong terms! rofl I really wouldn't mind if you did. wink
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suishohatake Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 11:04 am
-Yuui-TR-Flourite- suishohatake -Yuui-TR-Flourite- ^^
Me too.
Yesterday, today I was busy.
Yesterday I went to my doctors appointment.
I'm healthy, Tuesday by the time you get this.
I had to go into town, turn in stuff.
I wanted to get rid of, get my supplies at Wal-Mart, and watched the Hobbit.
XD Awww! ^^ I'm glad you're healthy! emotion_hug Did you like The Hobbit? XD
Those dwarfs, Bilbo Baggins.
lol
It was pretty good.
My brother gave it a 8. I liked it too when I saw it. My sister surprised me and took me to see it at the theater about a month or so ago =)
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 11:07 am
Amu Tsukiyomi-sama suishohatake Amu Tsukiyomi-sama suishohatake Amu Tsukiyomi-sama suishohatake LOL I don't have to hide it... I'm not happy with my job, so I'm trying to find a new one =) 「 Boy, oh boy.
That certainly sounds fun...
Hopefully your new job involves many swords!
^_^v 」 Hehe! The one I really want to get involves making instruments for eye surgeries. The one I want second most means going back to the library xD 「 *lalalalalala*
I can't hear yoooou!
You said making parts for things that have absolutely nothing to do with eye surgeries, right?
Actually, with any kind of surgery ay all...
*lalalalanotpicturingwhatthosewouldbeusedforlalalala*
∃>_*covering ears*
∃_E
*covering eyes* 」 LOL! Awww emotion_hug I'm actually really excited about it. I'm doing too much number crunching and sitting around here... I'll get to actually use my metalsmithing skills more there. Plus the day ends at 4, is much closer to home, which means more time to spend with my baby while he's awake 4laugh  「 Ah.
Well, that's good, then!
^_^
I hope they choose you, as you're definitely qualified.
*nodnod* 」 I am! ^^ And I know someone who works there... I'm hoping they might be a good influence in me getting the job =)
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suishohatake Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 11:08 am
RandomKate Rainy needs to make a thread so I can hide in it. T^T -Yuui-TR-Flourite- ^^'
Rainy-chan should make the thread a mix of cute, anti because the thread will change sides quickly.
That is if she'll make a thread. Rainy was at her brother's wedding last night, so she's making the thread now I think... and I'll have a super awesome little surprise in there too! ^^
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 11:09 am
suishohatake RandomKate Rainy needs to make a thread so I can hide in it. T^T -Yuui-TR-Flourite- ^^'
Rainy-chan should make the thread a mix of cute, anti because the thread will change sides quickly.
That is if she'll make a thread. Rainy was at her brother's wedding last night, so she's making the thread now I think... and I'll have a super awesome little surprise in there too! ^^ Oh wow. o.o Didn't know that. Uhh... Congrats to her brother!
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 11:22 am
RandomKate suishohatake RandomKate Rainy needs to make a thread so I can hide in it. T^T -Yuui-TR-Flourite- ^^'
Rainy-chan should make the thread a mix of cute, anti because the thread will change sides quickly.
That is if she'll make a thread. Rainy was at her brother's wedding last night, so she's making the thread now I think... and I'll have a super awesome little surprise in there too! ^^ Oh wow. o.o Didn't know that. Uhh... Congrats to her brother! LOL Yeah... I sent her a text reminding her the event would start this week and she said she'd work on it today because of the wedding, and then I log on and I'm like "Oh shiz... eek " xD
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 11:24 am
suishohatake RandomKate suishohatake RandomKate Rainy needs to make a thread so I can hide in it. T^T -Yuui-TR-Flourite- ^^'
Rainy-chan should make the thread a mix of cute, anti because the thread will change sides quickly.
That is if she'll make a thread. Rainy was at her brother's wedding last night, so she's making the thread now I think... and I'll have a super awesome little surprise in there too! ^^ Oh wow. o.o Didn't know that. Uhh... Congrats to her brother! LOL Yeah... I sent her a text reminding her the event would start this week and she said she'd work on it today because of the wedding, and then I log on and I'm like "Oh shiz... eek " xD xD How's the event been going for you anyway?
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 11:38 am
RandomKate suishohatake RandomKate suishohatake RandomKate Rainy needs to make a thread so I can hide in it. T^T -Yuui-TR-Flourite- ^^'
Rainy-chan should make the thread a mix of cute, anti because the thread will change sides quickly.
That is if she'll make a thread. Rainy was at her brother's wedding last night, so she's making the thread now I think... and I'll have a super awesome little surprise in there too! ^^ Oh wow. o.o Didn't know that. Uhh... Congrats to her brother! LOL Yeah... I sent her a text reminding her the event would start this week and she said she'd work on it today because of the wedding, and then I log on and I'm like "Oh shiz... eek " xD xD How's the event been going for you anyway? Erm... non existant at this point xD I've been trying to get the last of the job apps and resumes out while I'm bored at work... I should go work on that a bit though ninja How's it been for you? Good I hope ^^
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 12:02 pm
suishohatake RandomKate suishohatake RandomKate suishohatake Rainy was at her brother's wedding last night, so she's making the thread now I think... and I'll have a super awesome little surprise in there too! ^^ Oh wow. o.o Didn't know that. Uhh... Congrats to her brother! LOL Yeah... I sent her a text reminding her the event would start this week and she said she'd work on it today because of the wedding, and then I log on and I'm like "Oh shiz... eek " xD xD How's the event been going for you anyway? Erm... non existant at this point xD I've been trying to get the last of the job apps and resumes out while I'm bored at work... I should go work on that a bit though ninja How's it been for you? Good I hope ^^ Oh cool! Good luck with that! o: Meh. Kinda boring. xD
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 12:03 pm
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