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Luna downs the drink sighing at the warms she got after. "You can interogate," she smiles. "You do better at answering question then just telling." She chuckles and slides her cup back to Jenna for more.

selena cocked an eye brow " WHAT CAN YOU SAY ......WHAT CAN YOU SAY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" selena shouted at him and then selena voice ogt soft and weak "you can say that youll never do it again but i know that a lie a comforting lie but a lie noneless becuase i know youll never stop " selena looked at the floor with tear flooding her eyes " if you love me they why have you betrayed me ? "selena crunched her eye brows together selena relash all the pain she was feeling into the bond so that shadow could feel what she was feeling in that moment " shadow lets be reall if you were sorry you wouldnt do it again...and again...and again but your not sorry " selena sighed " you know i still rember that 1st nite after lucain left and i came crying to up and up wiped away my treas and you told me he was a fool for leaving me and that he didnt know what he was giving up " selena sniffed tho her tears " and then when you found out what he did you were angery you want to kill him for betraying and hurting me like that and when in the forset do you remmber what you told him ?" slena asked quitely her voice now bleak "shadow if i let passion take over me all the timeid have chlidern all over the place but i dont " selena sighs and wiped away some tears " no i love you shadow that why marrried you and are carrying your unborn childern " selena tryed to smile but it wouldnt come " and yes if only for the childern that we stay together i do want you to raise them they dresver that much to have both parents " selena shook her head she couldnt saty like this for to long after a while she just broke down in teaars and clung to him and barried her head in his chest and cryed " i love you ...why would yuo do this to me ?" selena sighed " maybe with time ill trust you again but only time well tell and shadow answer me this why mend my heart and fix my wound from lucain if your only going to make them biger ? i love you but i hate luna and my only wish for her is to die !!!!!" selena spoke with volume on that part then went back to speaking softly "and i bet jenny doesnt mind i bet jenny happy now god why does eveybody not want me with you but were already MARRIED ?!! "

Shadow let otu a small sigh and hugged Selena whens he burried her face into his chest. he let her speak every last word befor eeven thinkign of responding. "I still remember that first night when you came to me after Lucian left... I was so angry at him because I did the same sort of thing one to another. Felicity was broken when I left her for Cassidy and never forgave me... my children never forgave me. I lost my mind that night when it all happened... I nearly killed those who lived within the manor in my insanity but people were there to stop me... to save me from making mistakes but now... I have no one to keep me right. All through my life there has been someone to stop me from making mistakes be they my parents, wives, Vickilyn, hell even Blade. I am so used to being ordered around that I can barely think for myself." Shadow said, admiting his flaws there and then. it would nto change a thing but atleast he was admiting it. "I mended your heart because I could not bare to see another broken by the same mistakes that I had made before. To see someone in the pain that I had caused... I just wanted to fix it... maybe as a way for making up for the past but in the end I made the same mistakes again. I done what I did for the wrong reasons... I done what I did as an attempt to make up for the past instead of what I really wanted." he said. He was ashamed to admit it but that is what he thought happened. "I do not know why people do nto liek you Selena... I have no idea... never have since I have always managed to see that sweet, loving, caring side of you but your jealous side is something... somehting that could shake the world to the core." he said.

Jenna nodded as she listened to Luna speak, "I see. You seduced him did you? From what I have heard that is not to hard a thing to do at times but to get him to do such things out right is a feat in its own. The thing is if it felt like he ment it then he probably did. It is not like him to make the first move in any situation, he plays thing with caution... usualy. So there is a high chance that he feels the same for you you know." Jenna said as she downed her shot and refilled the glass and kept refillign Luna's cup every time it was empty. "So... I was right... you do love him. I did say that it apeared to be like that but you avoided it and went onto another subject. The best thing I can say to you is do nto stop loving him. he has a nack for returning to old flames, things that he cannot leave behind. That is why he went back to Cassidy. He loved her deeply so when she cam eback he could nto help himself." Jenna said and leaned into the back of her chair. "I am goign to get you more than awfuly drunk Luna. By the time I am done with you, you will eb so drunk that you will sing liek a birdy and tell me everything... if I am not as equaly drunk." she said.

Jenna refilled the cup as always and down one herself. "Well... I am sure he does feel the same but the only real way to find out would be to ask him yourself... but I do not think you would do that since you do not want to cause him problems." Jenna said, refilling her cup and downing another. "I am sure he will not see it is a problem... soemthings liek that are a welcome thing to some people... even thoguh my dad is an enigma I am sure he would have loved what happened even if he felt guilty afterwards." She said and refilled her glass again. "You you nto prefer him to be with you instead of with them? Or is this your more motherly side kicking in here huh?" she asked.

Kashan shook his head, "Of course you are still alive. I am not going to kill you because I love you so much." he said before kissing her back and taking a look around. He thoguht it best if he started them off on walking beofre they just stood there for hours instead of lying down. "Yes I have a signiture attack that you cannot resit and I do not need to prove that you like to get in there first... I could tell that time you done it willingly you know... you loved it so much." he said with a smile.

selena looks at him" i still want you here......with me shadow "selena looks up at shadow " it doesnt matter the reason now love " selena kiss shadwo " i love you and im not going to lie im hurt deeply hurt it feels like lucain all over again but atlest you didnt leave im glad that your still here with me ....and the babies " selena took his hand and put it on her tummy "see they know " selena smiles "but shadow i belive in free will so if you want sombody to order you around i cant be it im not like that " selena sighs " i hate luna and hate whats she done to us to our family all i want for her is death im sorry if that hurts you but that how i feel that the truth i cant help that fact" selena sighs heavely "and yes i can but you know what ...... i dont have the will to fite anymore love i cant fite anymore i have the babies to think of " selena looks down at her tummy "i lvoe you but im still so very hurt and hoepfully intime youll get over this fastion with the slut and be the man i married !" selena sighs "im sure jenny i telling her to keep it up and ect" selena shook her head " well i dont give a crap anymore about anyone of thing but you and my childern and if they dont want to be near then they dont have to " selena closed her eyes and crunched brow together and thne looked at shadow " but you married me and not her and wearth she like it or not you a father to my childern " selena sighs " you know i once had all this fit in me i could littraly take on the world but not now not anymore that will has been crushed " selena looks ta the floor then back up " i just hope that you want to still be here "selena kiss shadow "and who know maybe with time the wond will heal and ill come to trust you again "

Jenna smiled lightly, feelign the effects of the drink now, "Well... it is nice to see that you have this sense of... I duno, it could be honour but it is nice to see it there. You are willing to sacrafice your own happiness for the sake of the kid... wait kids? You mean there is more than one?" Jenna said and quickly downed another shot. She fel tthe need after hearing that. "Either way, it is a shame to see that you will be unable to have him.... will be a shame to watch you two around each other after what has happened. Talk about awkward. And yeh, you getting pregnant would complicate things even more but he would probably end up walking to you if you did.... well that is my theory anyway." Jenna said.

Shadow let out a small sigh, "I do want to be here for the children... even at the expense at what I had. I care deeply for Luna... I know that is something you do nto want to hear but it is true. I came back for the children." Shadow said. Sure he did nto like Selena refering to Luna as a slut but arguing abotu the fact would only make things worse right now. "The man you married was a battered, broken and tired man. Fractured mind, body and soul.... Would you really prefer to have that? A man that could barely contain himself form the world? Who barely knew who he was? A man that probably done what he did to try and make himself feel better? Someone who might think that he is sacraficing what he wants so that he can take care of his children?" Shadow said. "Free will is subjective. When you grow up taking orders and nothing else then you have little will you know." he said.

Kashan glared at Sam for a moment as they started walking, "I have killed many before... but I can't kill you, you are to precious. Fell lucky that I think of you that way." he said in mock anger before kissing her lgihtly. "No need to stop yourself from doign that love. Please do do it on ocasion. i do not mind." he said.

Gaia Name: ryuutenshi_zero
Name: Ryuu
Age: Unknown
Race: A fallen angel turned vampire demon.
Bio: Forsaken by God, Ryuu fell to the Earth a few hundred years back. The reason why she was thrown out of heaven is because her curiosity got the better of her. She made contact with a demon and was swayed by its tales. Not too long after, Ryuu embraced the powers of being a demon by making a contract with one. She started to shift, still holding a bit of her angelic powers, but it has become contaminated by the demon powers which was only fueled if she had blood- and so a vampire demon. Almost four hundred years ago, however, Ryuu met Shadow after traveling the world and trying to survive. They were in love, and became romantic partners to the point of creating a soul bond, the strongest of all bonds, each granting a piece of their soul to the other forever binding them. However, the demon sought to fulfill the contract and as such, after about fifty years or so of being with Shadow this demon came for Ryuu and took her away. The separation was too much for Shadow since he got into a rage to find Ryuu again, however the demon placed a block in Shadow's memories so he forgot about Ryuu and went on with his life. Ryuu, however, after being tortured and having unmentionable things done to her by the demon, has finally fulfilled the contract and is now free. The only thing that has kept her going is Shadow and their bond. During her imprisonment, Ryuu could not feel Shadow but she only assumed it was where she was, however it was because of the block in Shadow's memories. She searches for him now, and hopes to be able to live a life full of love and peace with her beloved...
Appearance: Click here for pic
Weapons Specialty: Twin daggers.
Special Abilities: Necromancy. Demon Magic.Telekinesis.
Any Other Info: Ryuu, being freed of her imprisonment now, is almost a true vampire demon and is not without any limitations now that her contract is finished. However, due to the duration of the anguish she went through with the demon, despite being calm and level-headed, Ryuu has gone insane. The only thing that is sane about her is her hope to be reunited with Shadow. Her behavior and actions are apt to fluctuate often. Otherwise, she's a perky, optimistic, very nice (old, insane) girl.