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*kaiori folds her hands in her lap and sighs again* but once again Than..that is only your way of looking at it, you can say I'm crazy but last I checked people made their own choices..*"unless someone is making them by magic," she comments to herself*..no one is stopping you from being part of the BC Than infact more people want you back then you think, but of course you don't give them a chance to say anything and yet I make a few comments.. while I'm under the control of demon blood even and you run off

*His telepathy picks up the offhand comment but he doesn't make any sign of noticing it* Of course....... I'd expect they want me back. But the fact is that if I do come back I'll hurt them. I'll hurt them the same way I hurt you. And like you they'll just try to forget it or tell me that I"m doing nothing wrong and just let me believe that I could help. Don't try to tell me otherwise....... you know I was hurting you, but you let me believe I could do something. Even so I don't blame you, nor any of the BC, or even my father for anything. It's all been my fault for letting everything affect me....my fault for believing I could help others before I could help myself. I realize now I was a fool for believing I should, much less could, help them. *sighs* What am I going on about.... I'm only further proving my point by ranting and whining about it. I wish I could see your eyes right now..... at least then I could believe more than I'm talking to the real you. I remember feeling this way when I first came to you that night at your house..... from then on you helped me, out right and subconsciously, to pull myself together. I owe it to you for being able to make it this far..... that's why it was so hard to watch Apollo's sorcery twist your mind to his whim......Silly isn't it? That I felt like I was, in a way, watching myself get torn apart yet have to watch...... *He shakes his head* I still made a promise to you that I wouldn't forget who you were......I haven't forgotten.

*Than hears KB's words and thinks for a moment*........iie...... the last thing I want to do is hurt anyone. I tried to take the pain away from them

((okie doke. just pick up when you can))

((wb. Hope it wasn't something serious ^^))

*He sighs and stands* I can tell now...... it is you..... the same person who was willing to give everything to protect people you care about. But I think you're forgetting something.... *He stands* If you give yourself up to Apollo...... then wouldn't that mean leaving behind the BC? You say that there are people sad that I'm gone.....can you imagine how many would be sad if they watched you give yourself up? I mean....... are you willing to go through with the possibility that, in choosing this method to help Apollo, you'll crush maybe multiple others? *He remains almost blank the entire time....but truthfully he was worried....as usual. He could already feel the paopei preparing to invade his mind again for allowing such a thing*

*He sighs again*...... *He looks up at the sky, trying to push back the paopei's influence while he could....but his partial stuttering made it obvious something was wrong* Kaiori-san...... It's not helping Apollo that bothers me. It's your leaving and....... it feels like your giving up..... I know I have no right to say that after what I've done but it's the truth. What about you Kaiori-san........are you happy? *it was a straight forward question*

Focht appears in the rafters without a sound. He is leaning against a ceiling support like he used to before things changed. With a sigh he looks around the Dojo, listening and thinking. His tail sways gently over the side, his demeanor has changed.

*kaiori silently moves over to Than* you wish what ? remember I want you to be happy before I leave