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 Posted: Sat Feb 05, 2005 7:47 pm
(If anyone has any ideas for a title please give them to me, it'd be much appreciated ^.^)
Untitled
She wandered aimlessly
Through the bright night
Trying to forget and escape
What had given her such a fright
She stumbled on a high root
Then, looking down at her torn boots,
She hurried on, delaying slightly
The time she'd arranged for the midnight hounding
She looked through the trees
And saw the moon lit water
Running and forever being
A rich man's daughter
She was almost there when
With a gasp
An arm withdrew from the shadows
And pulled her in tight
She was about to scream
But was turned around
And in her lover's arms
She could be found
As the moonlight faded
So did they
Souls united in a night
Shall remain that way
Always together
Forever and a day
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Posted: Sat Feb 05, 2005 10:00 pm
(I need to find the rest of my poems but they're mostly in my folders from last two school years crying )
Endless Questions
Am I forever doomed
To be lonely?
Never to be held or loved
Outside my family?
Why must all my questions
Go unanswered?
Why must I ask them
Forever more?
Is there no one who can help me?
No one who cares?
You've left me with nothing
But endless despair
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2005 3:56 pm
Her; by me
Never again will i trust her
she broke my heart never again, ever
the inside of my body bleeds some more
She does not know pain for she does not feel to the core
From hell did her soul come
Like a pirates, eyepatch and rum
but i will not allow this to ruin me
to my heart she is not the key
i will find another, who will respect
and whos heart im willing to protect
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2005 4:55 pm
(this was just something I jotted down one day while I was in class)
Some say the Lord can save me
The priest says it's not to late
But sometimes I feel like
I just can't find my faith
When this world surrounds me
With hate, filth, and sin
I feel a pain inside of me
Screaming "Lord where've you been"
Now I sit here lonely
Crying these salty tears
Wondering where my faith's been
Through these dark dark years
I don't know if you've left me
Or if it's me that has gone astray
All I know is when I drop down to my knees
It gets harder and harder to pray
I don't know what to do now
The sky seems so dark
The only light I ever see
Is now hidden deep in my heart
I look up waiting for this storm to break
Hoping I'll find my way
And on a day like this
I think I just may
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2005 11:48 am
Untitled
Me seeing you is the death of me
I wish I could se eyou eyes when I die
The hell that is my life is over finally
May I rest in piece
My arms are bloody
My chest aches
I can't escape what you told me
I love you
You said
Then you go off to someone else
You used what I'm weak too
I wish I could see the truth in the heart of darkness
See it in your eyes
What my life was
It was nothing
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2005 12:58 pm
I wrote this one last school year
Late Realization
As I sit here
In eternal darkness
I realize the life I live
To be a lie
No one knows it to be true
But I know I loved you
I see that you died
From being unloved
I prayed for you
That, like a dove,
You would eventually
Fly free and eternally from me
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2005 1:18 pm
Last school year also..this one helped me get a poetry assignment done
Siren's Song
You see the girl with flowing hair
Who never notices you are there
You see her bosom, which has grown quite large
And instantly you load your barge
She doesn't know you exist
And yet you are too stubborn to resist
The tempestrous souns she emits
And immediately sail to your death
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2005 10:31 pm
Heres one I made that is also listed on my deviant art (link in my siggy)
Colder Shade of Blue
By Phoenux
I looked into her eyes and I was frozen into place,
standing there transfixed I saw the mark of a tear.
What made it find its way into my hearts cold embrace?
I stood before her as a boy who knew much fear.
I looked into her eyes once more, but somthing new was there,
and now I'm warm and full of life, with a smile on my heart.
How did she find her way to me, the girl with skin so fair,
Her timeless gaze and gental ways pierce through my like a dart.
I looked into her eyes, and saw life begin a new,
I looked into her eyes, and saw a colder shade of blue....
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2005 11:47 am
Meeh I wrote this one on V-day out of boredom
I need a title for it also, suggestions?
It was a warm and sunny
Valentine's Day
With pink and red
Hearts about
Couples holding hands
Oh so happily
Celebrating one or many
Glorious love days
Crushees giving their crushes
Flowers, chocolates, and more
Hoping that they could go steady
And oh so much more
But those without a current love
Or even a crush to boot
Can either seeth
At the day
Or choose to not give a hoot
Some are saddened
By this day
Thinking about past lovers
Who dumped them
In a most unjoyous way
So they just sit and cry
Till somsone comes and says;
Will you be my Valentine?
Oh please, please say yes
I know your heart was broken
And yet I'd like to mend it
This is a day of love and beauty
And this is how I'd like to spend it
Sitting in a quiet place
Perhaps by the ocean
Just talking with you
And holding hands
And steadily, steadily hoping
That from this day on
We'll be together
And going strong
Like a few Shania Twain songs
So never will you forget
That our love was born
On a day of happiness
That had you filled with regret:
This causes you to look up
Man or woman it may be
And smile at them
While fresh tears
Threaten to burst
For, you never thought,
On this day
You could feel such happiness
The regret is gone
And a love so strong
Threatens to emit
From your heart once broken
And filled with pain
Thought to never
Love again
And then this stranger comes forth
Telling you these things
All jittery and nervous
Nearly holding their breath
Waiting for you
To hopefully give them
A yes
And a yes you reply
And, with a joyous shout,
Pulls you into their heartfelt embrace
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2005 12:47 pm
[ Message temporarily off-line ]
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.+[[L.I.G.H.T.N.I.N.G]]+. Crew
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2005 12:59 pm
Red. Red everywhere.
The metal is pressed against my skin, the cool blade almost in a caress.
I slash at my flesh, each cut deeper then the last.
All I can see is the color red. Blood splatters around me.
But I feel no pain. I enjoy this. I enjoy seeing red.
{Okay, that was like, totally on the spot. It came to mind 'cause I was drawing a picture of Sasuke cutting himself. And cause I used to cut, I suppose}
I finally found you. You're the one who took my heart and will never give it back.
Do I like you?...no.
Do I love you?...no.
What I feel for you is beyond that of love and cannot be described. All I know is that it's a good feeling inside.
I don't care what the world thinks of us, it's just you and me, that's the way it should be.
{Again, on the spot. I can only think like that. This is...based on Rikku I suppose. She's really taken over me.}
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2005 5:25 pm
I wrote this yesterday
You
I thought you cared
I thought you said you loved me
I guess you lied...
Your gone now
I have no one...
I surrond myself with your problems
Seperate myself from society
Not stoping untill I'm done
Close my eyes..
See what once was
What now is..
I thought you were there for me..
I thought you cared
You just stood away
Pretending this whole time
You promised me you'd try...
Well I guess I can't trust you anymore...
I'm going insane
All the voices inside...
Should I call?
No...
Not after what you put me through
You treated me like nothing
I wish It wasn't this way now
I hate everything about you
I love you still
But I can never reach you now
No matter how far I strech
Your just out of reach
I look into your eyes
But I can't see anything anymore
The joyousness that was..
Now replaced by the bloody tears and pain...
I want to take you away
And make you safe
But I can't...
No matter how hard I try..
I can't do anything..
I just wish...
I could stand there next to you
I want to be with you
...I still love you..
Forever now and forever will
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.+[[L.I.G.H.T.N.I.N.G]]+. Crew
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2005 7:34 pm
{I got this from staring at Naruto's signature to long.}
You can cut my wrists, slit them, damage my body however you want.
Pain cannot stop me from what I will die for.
Nothing cannot stop me. Not the past, present or future.
Not you, or anyone else. I can't even stop myself.
Not the pain, not the sadness that lies within me, or the anger.
I live only to fulfil my dream. To suceed.
I'm willing to die.
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Posted: Fri Feb 25, 2005 7:09 pm
.+[[L.I.G.H.T.N.I.N.G]]+. {I got this from staring at Naruto's signature to long.}
You can cut my wrists, slit them, damage my body however you want.
Pain cannot stop me from what I will die for.
Nothing cannot stop me. Not the past, present or future.
Not you, or anyone else. I can't even stop myself.
Not the pain, not the sadness that lies within me, or the anger.
I live only to fulfil my dream. To suceed.
I'm willing to die. D = <3 that's what you get for staring at it ;O (lol j/k)
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Posted: Fri Feb 25, 2005 7:26 pm
This is my poem, Somnus, which is Latin for sleep.
Somnus [Sleep]
Oh blessed sleep, be swift
To cloud mine eyes.
I desire no more to look
Upon this painful sight
That strains the mind.
The love I cherished
As belonging only to me
Has lent his affections to
Another mistress, more beautiful
Than I, the modest maiden of woe.
My heart plees for your service,
Kind, gentle sleep.
End its misery, silent somnus;
Let it rest in peace, never more
To be touched by reality.
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