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 Posted: Fri Jun 26, 2009 9:02 pm
If it came down to it, yes I would, without a doubt.
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Posted: Mon Jun 29, 2009 6:00 am
I feel like a geek for daydreaming about being a Preschool teacher.
Honestly, who daydreams about being a teacher?
I regret not putting that application in. I won't miss my next chance.
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Posted: Tue Jun 30, 2009 4:22 am
The Twisted Truth I feel like a geek for daydreaming about being a Preschool teacher.
Honestly, who daydreams about being a teacher?I regret not putting that application in. I won't miss my next chance.
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Posted: Tue Jun 30, 2009 10:35 am
Scooby Buffy Summers The Twisted Truth I feel like a geek for daydreaming about being a Preschool teacher.
Honestly, who daydreams about being a teacher?I regret not putting that application in. I won't miss my next chance. And apparently so do I. sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Jun 30, 2009 11:40 am
No sweatdropping, sister! Own that dream! Sweatdropping is for "I daydream about being one of the Hills."
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Posted: Tue Jun 30, 2009 3:00 pm
I wanted to be a teacher until I was 16! What's wrong with that?
I still wouldn't mind it even, though I've got other dreams now. But I got out my love of teaching by being a paid tutor surprised
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Posted: Tue Jun 30, 2009 7:26 pm
So.. I've realized that my mom is the reason I'm messed up/can't ever decide what I want. I'm not saying this with any hostility, I love my mother... She never let me dream. I wanted to be an astronomer or a painter or an actor.
"Why don't you find something that pays better?"
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Posted: Thu Jul 02, 2009 3:52 pm
Sounds like you're just like me Kimi.
[Rant]
I'm tried. I'm really tried, I've never had a job in my life, I can't drive. Everyone decides to take a chunk out of me with their teeth though. I guess that's alright.
When I'm exhausted can't even breath, I get so dizzy I can't even see sometimes, and no one really.. even notices. That's life? That sounds like a rather bitter life to me.
I'm kind of dizzy now, but i need it out and this is about as close to journal. I'm tired of people telling me what do to, tell me what to think, how to act. It's tiresome. I'm kind of at wits end with all the people I know in my life at the moments.
I wanted to move away but I didn't. I don't know why I didn't, I just didn't.
People have told me in the past that I should just move on. Forget everyone and leave my life behind. That seem rather drastic for me since it's not a problem everyday. Yes i have the "friends" that are "Worried" about me.
They think they all know what's good for me. I feel like I know what is best for me.
Even though I don't know what that is yet. Everyone is ramming their Ideals down my food tub and I'm not even seeing what I want anymore.
Do I want to be an artist.. Should I listen to the old ladies that tell me that I'm great and talented.. and I shouldn't waste it.
Should i listen to reason? Should I become a nurse because that's what'll earn me money and essentially happiness? Even though money doesn't earn happiness.
...What do I do. I don't know anymore because no one is telling me to just listen to myself. I go to college.. I see what everyone is doing there and I understand, it's to become your own person. How do I become this person?
How do I become Independent?
How is my life going to be different from what everyone is telling me?
Will I become a Painter? An Animator? A Nurse? A Teacher? A lawyer? A dentist? A manga artist?
...What will happen to me if I defy my parents? What will happen If I defy my friends? What Will happen If I defy myself?
..Will I ever know what happiness means? Will I ever see something that I truly want and will do anything to get it?
Am I just fooling myself? [/rant]
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Posted: Fri Jul 03, 2009 8:59 pm
You telling me that if you were single we would probably be dating was proooobably a bad idea. I love you but i'm not in love with you, you know? See, I love him. And he is more unattainable than you and he is single. He's someone I've placed on a pedestal because he's the intelligent, sarcastic, good-looking guy I've always been looking for but he's just way out of my league. Thank you for being here for me, though. You make loving him more bearable.
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Posted: Sat Jul 04, 2009 10:44 pm
Sometimes I don't feel the passion in our relationship anymore. We've fallen into a pattern now. I know I'm not doing anything all weekend because you're not doing anything all weekend. I hate that you give up social interaction for video games. I hate that you don't treat me like you did her when you two dated. It's always "You owe me" when we go out to eat. I feel like we've fallen into a friendship and not at comfortable relationship.
I still love you, but I don't feel like you love me.
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Posted: Wed Jul 08, 2009 12:48 pm
******** you.
If you had been willing to work with me 5 years ago, this could have all been avoided.
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Posted: Wed Jul 08, 2009 2:39 pm
Yes, I realize I'm being unfairly bitchy and rude to you. But I have no real intention of being nice to you, ever. Maybe there'll be a day in the future when I don't hate you like I do now, but from here, it doesn't seem likely. ******** off.
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