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Luna put her hands together and sighed, "Ah look at the happy couple sakura. gag," she pretends to throw up. "God if your going to leave hurry up then." She stands on her tip toes and looks at sakura, "where do you think your sister would be at?" She bites on her lips wondering then she remembers her knew mark and wonders if the blood stopped yet. She smelled the air, 'nope its still bleeding.' She finally noticed what selena said "and?" she raises an eyebrow, "What are you expecting Selena?" she steps closer, "What do you want me to break down and cry? Do you want me to be saying now you can't have him?" she yoans, "Well you wont be getting those sorry," she waves her hand at her telling her to leave. "Hurry up and go get your stuff, don't want shadow to be waiting do we." She yoans again, "So boring shadow would you like another taste of my blood since you where enjoying it so much last night." She walks to him and leans next him letting the smell of fresh blood come near him. "Since you said you liked it so much." She looks at selena and winks at her. She leans into sakura, "Please sakura don't cry." she rubs her head not wanting her to fell upset so soon since she finally wanted to have emotions back agian.

Shadow smiled at Selena and kissed her back, "I'll be back in a moment. Once I grab my stuff I'll be waiting out back for you my dear." Shadow said as he went up to his room and grabbed his pack but he adde din a few items for conducting as proper blood bond. Selena never gave him her answer so he felt it best to take them along just in case. He then walked back down to the main hall and then he came eye to eye with Sakura. "Sakura... I am not sure if I am going to bind myself to Seelna, I am not sure if she wants it that way but I will gladly bind myself to her if she wants it that way. I am an old vampire, this is how we do things... human wedding hold little meaning to me since it is just words... symbolic bonding. I have held bonds for a long time before and the feeling I got fromt hat bond was... wonderful. I am sorry if this is hurting you." He said as he felt Sakura wrap her arms around him and so he hugged her, he never cought onto Selena saying she wanted to be bound to him forever but he brought the equipment for it so he was covered. "I am going to my home world Sakura... I need a break from this place, it has been draining me dry ever since I got back from my last trip away and that was not a holiday I was taking. I need this Sakrua, pleae understand that. I will be back." Shadow said as he lightly kissed the top of her head.

Kashan smiled at Sam, it was a very wide smile, relaxed also. "That was.... wonderful Sam. I never knew you had that in you until now." kashan said, he was truely suprised but he loived it. "I love you Samantha and from what I just witnessed there... I understand why." he said, joking lightly.

Sakura looked up at him when he spoke a surprised look on her face. She then got pushed away from him by Selena even more tears fell down her face. "That's it....We're just a burden to you....isn't it.....you're happier being away from us....happier with someone who hates us anyway....." she said as she stood there. After a few moments she slowly shook her head, feeling as empty as ever. "If that's the case why did you even come back when you were just going to leave in the first place!" she yelled before quickly running out the back door and into the forest.

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Luna yoaned only paying attention a little to shadow and Sakura "If your leaving I would advise you to do that now." She sees sakura leave and then turns toward them pissed off her eyes a bright red, "Hurry up and take your future wife away from us you truly don't give a damn about your daughters feelings." She growls at him "Does your happenes mean that much to you to see your daughter in so much pain since your your goin to be connected to the person that could have killed her." She shakes her head, "Why did she love you?" She shock her head knowing shadow would know she was talking about the nice luan. Then looks toward sakura her anger gone, "Sakura," she goes and runs after her.
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Shadow let out a frustrated sigh. He really needed to start explaining things alot more. Most people did not know the strain he was under from running the manor and the security force, trianing them, feeding them sorting everything out and that was before he added the responsibility from being leader of the old clans and he was planning a war. Any sensible person would have commited suicide long ago but not Shaodw, he was to stupid to do such things sensible things. "Everybody always thinks of themselves, always what they want what they think is best. No one stops to think about how the poor old man is getting on with the amount of pressure everyone is putting on him. The poor old fool has has been saving this realm for far longer than he cares toremember. Dose everyone think it is easy running this place by themselves? Running the security? Leading a collection of old clans? Planning for war, after war after war. I would like to see anyoe here manage all of that and keep everyoen happy at the same time. I garentee you that they will fail." Shadow said one one very long outburst that he had been holding back for so long and now it was finnaly out. The only people that ever thought about how he was feeling were Nadea and Selena, Nadea was always taking care of his health but everyone else just didn't seem to care. And Selena made him feel happy, she gave him someone that he needed to be near, to hold, to love in a way that he could not get from his children. After Shadow got that rant off he felt slightly better, holding that in for so long had been playing with his mind. "I think I had better get out of her before I lose my mind. Jenna will understand, she knows the burdens I bare since she will one day bare similar burdens. As for Sakura... I love her with all of my heart but everything has been going to hell recently." Shadow mumbled as he started to leave the manor.

Kashan laughed just a little bit at her comment, "You are so very right. I was not the only one holding back now was I? I never thought you would be holding out on me my lovely little darling." Kashan said as he ran his fingers up her spine just for the hell of it, knwoing fully what it done to her.

Samantha averted her eyes lightly in embarassment at his laughter. "sorry... i never really knew that.... sorry but i was completly inexperianced when i first met you" she mummbled lightly, embarassing herself even more. Samantha giggled softly at first as her ran his fingers up her spine before she felt her giggles burst into full out laughter, she ended up pressing herslf closer to him tring to escape his fingers.

Shadow turned and finaly snaped at this new Luna, "Five jobs Luna, five jobs. That is what I am handeling. I used to be the head of secutiry and nothing more. Now I am a general, I am the one who runs the manor, I am the leaderof the combined clans, the leader of my own clan. If I was not taking time out for my family then I would have won the war by now and taken over half the planet with spare time to sleep. I would like to see you jugle all that and keep a perfect happy family when your own mind is cracking under the pressure. So yes right now I am being selfish but after savign this place for the... I don't even know how many times I have safed this place anymore. But after all that I think I deserve atleast a small break. You Luna will never understand what I am talking about because you are still far to young to even know what I have been through. Go back to Blade, he will love what you ahve become... you remind me so much of his worthless self that it sickens me." Shadow said, in atone that he had not used in centuries. His older self was breaking threw once more, the Shadow that fought off daemonic hoards, fought other clans, killed so many of those he once considered friends, bothers, sisters. "Good bye everyone. I'll be back eventualy. Maybe this place will still be in one peice when I get back.. oh wait it will. I left it in competant hands. Good old Nadea has never let me down." Shadow said as he ignored everything else andleft the manor laughing his head off in an near insane manner. he felt alot better to get that off his chest finaly and for once he did feel like he was him again. Even the bounce inhis step had retunred and that had not been there since he was a very young vampire. "To my world Selena, and then we can finaly relax." He said as they walked to the portal. He uttered a few small words in his home tounge and that caused it to open up. He then walked through it with Selena in arm.

Kashan nodded and smiled, "Yes I kow you were completly inexperianced. It did not take me long to figure that out but I did not mind. It takes altitle time before you figure out what you can do after all." he said with a smile. When he felt Sam press herslef closer to him he stopp moving his hand and just held her close to him.

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"Girl you better get in before i slam this door in your face." Luna was pissed. 'How dare you? You know what you are worth the time enjoy yourself just don't expect a welcome home from any one except your friend and your lovely soon to be wife.' Luan sent to him not caring if he lisented or not. She waits for the girl to come in so she can close the door, "i'm sorry for that comment." she sighs and begins to calm down. 'See what you loved stupid girl.' She leaned on the door not caring about much anymore only to go cheer up sakura.

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