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 Posted: Sat Sep 27, 2008 11:26 pm
After some short amount of time Mai would hear something that she had never herd before. The sounds of weeping from down stares. He was crying for once in a long time. He sat there on his couch with his head in his hands and with his feet curled up close to him as he was in his child form.
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Posted: Sat Sep 27, 2008 11:31 pm
The sound of weeping broke Mai's heart knowing that there was little she could do for her beloved Master. Finishing up she got out and dried off while walking to the bedroom and quickly changing ito the outfit he had gave her. Once ready she walked down stairs stopping at the bottom stop hesitant at the moment before walking to him. Sitting next to him she layed her hand on his back "Is there anything I can do to help you?"
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Posted: Sat Sep 27, 2008 11:33 pm
" Make them know that I am here, make them care that I exist in this world. " He said as he kepted his head in his hands that where barred by his legs that where bent at the knee.
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Posted: Sat Sep 27, 2008 11:38 pm
"Im sorry Master but you know that I am unable to make people do anything. I do not know who you are speaking of but there are people that know that you are here and care that you exist I am one of them and nothing will change that." She said while rubbing his back wishing she could do the things he asked of fher but she just could not.. No matter how much she wished she could.
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Posted: Sat Sep 27, 2008 11:43 pm
" I know, but you asked. " He said as he stayed in his ball of self hate right now.
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Posted: Sat Sep 27, 2008 11:49 pm
"That is true I guess I brung that question apon myself." Mai said with a soft sigh "Master please I know feeling like the pople you wish to care for you would yet they dont hurts but there are others as I said before that do.. So please dont be sad." She knew what his life was like so she didnt think her words to be much of help. Though she would do everything with in her power to make him happy. What ever it may be.
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Posted: Sat Sep 27, 2008 11:58 pm
" It is not even that , damn it. It is the fact that people over look me, I know that you know I am here, but the persion that once called me son. in his head. looks over me likea peace of waste that hapens to be around him. The one that I have cared for, for almost ever teases me in ways that I felt t words her and well to tell you the truth I still have feelings for her. That is why I marked her. She teases me and then looks at me and giggles and my mind dose not know where to go with anything. Also I have tryed so god damn hard to get to the top, ant the people that jsut seem to have al the damn luck with there things. I have to fight the hole way I dont want to deal with this s**t any more I jsut want one easy thing to fall in to my ******** lap for once . I fight because Iw as made to, also Iw ant to. but it seems that I have hit a wall of skill abd power for the last feww years as the people that where under me pass me in a coud of dust that I will never see threw again." He said all of this as he stud and started to stand there on teh couch with his hands in fists as a purpleish black mist rolls off of him he was angrey and heart in ways that he ahd not felt before this was a new pain to him so it stang deep
Ziven had passed him in power Yawgmoth had never relly showed the father like love twords him that he was looking for and his mother was never around any more.
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Posted: Sun Sep 28, 2008 12:11 am
Mai stayed queit listening as he spoke his mind flinching only slightly at his tone. Now of all the other times she felt truly lost of what she needed to do. Resting her hand on his arm she asked "Have you tried telling others what you have told me? I'm sure that the things you said were not what they expected. Everyone has their power limits the thing to do is harnis the power you have and learn how to use it. What is it people say if you act like you know what your talking about people will surly belive you. Do the same with your power use it skillfully and have enough faith in youself then you can over come what ales you."
Takeing a deep breath she continued "As for you father and those who seem to look threw you. They do not see what a wanderful person you are. If you go changing who you really are for someone even though you care about them then you will loose the person the ones who do care about you know makeing you loose them and gaining something that could last only a short while before you are left with no one."
This was all she could do to help trying to get him to vent out his anger untill there was nothing left. Though she did not say anything about miss Ziven not knowing what to say.
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Posted: Sun Sep 28, 2008 12:30 am
" Mai I will only ask you this once." He said as he stepped down from teh couch and looked at the door. " Fight me ." That was all he said as his tail snapped at the ground and leaving a crack in the thick stone floor.
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Posted: Sun Sep 28, 2008 12:33 am
Her ears flattened on her head as she stood up her tail unmoving her motions stiff. "Why Master? I am not strong...." But knowing that disobaying him would only make him angrier she got into a fighting stance and waited not understanding what this was going to prove..
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Posted: Sun Sep 28, 2008 12:38 am
By your logic, you could beat me if you use the skills that you have in a creative way is this not true? So we are going to test this theary." Fox was not in the mood for anything right now, anything but a a** kicking he was not going to kill or even really hurt Mai, but he wanted to know what she could be and well prove that she was right or wrong.
He turned to her and his ahdns where in his pockets with his feet like he was standing on a streetcorner waiting for a boss or something like that he waited for her attack if she was going to give it.
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Posted: Sun Sep 28, 2008 12:45 am
She blushed a bit relising that once again she had misread what he ment. She seemed to be doing that alot latly. But she did not feel comfortable about doing this. What she was doing earlier was giving advice not and pointing out the obvious. "I am not sure my logic could be right or wronge since everyones is diffrent. The only thing eveyone has in common is that they learn what other tell them but we still have our own views of sertin things we find that upset us or we are passionet about.. But I will do my best..." Mai said with a soft sigh not sure if she should have used the whole creative thing. "What is it you wish for me to portre as to start the battle Master?"
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Posted: Sun Sep 28, 2008 12:50 am
" Attack." He said sternly and with a fire in his eyes that she had not seen in him before. He stayed in that pose, he knew it did not look like it but that was his fighting stance. It was extremely rare but this was how he did it.
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Posted: Sun Sep 28, 2008 12:55 am
"Master I am unsure of what it is you wish for me to use as a subject to attack you with." She said slowly and cautious her eye mezemoried by such fire in his eyes.
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Posted: Sun Sep 28, 2008 12:58 am
This is a fight not a sparing match You do not ask you attack to kill." He said as he looked at her still with the fire in his eyes. Fox was a defensive fighter so he never made the first move and really never a move at all. The face that eh was undead just made it easier for him to do this he did not need food nothing like normal people.
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