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Having been an extra more times than the lead, it depends on who has the lead and how they choose to interact with the extras. If you're an extra and treated like you don't exist then it's really, really easy to become petty.

I love the stage, i hope I can find a decent community theater to get involved in. But for some reason this entire corner of the state seams to lack community theater. We have an excellent theater district and have regular tours of Broadway shows, but no small community theaters crying

You're likely right on both 1 & 2. Some people just have trouble establishing their own self worth. I know I have issues with it. I'm harder on myself then anyone I know is when I make a mistake. For years my entire self worth was tied up in my Daddys opinion of me.

I am also my most cruel judge.
I know what I am capable of, thus I feel qualified to judge myself.

As for Theatre, if you are ever near central California, we have lots.

Actually, he accused me of having an ego issue. Which most people would disagree with. Yes, I do have my moments, but Facebook is supposed to be a reflection of people and most people boast about themselves on said site.

I actually was pretty deep in thought and posted something and he posted something ridiculously out of proportion to my insult in response. It's worse because some of my transgendered and homosexual friends saw what he said and were also pretty insulted.

While people tend to understand fully that you can use myspace and facebook to make yourself look so much cooler than you really are, they tend to completely forget it's also a GREAT way to make a complete a** of yourself in front of dozens of people.

This sexist pedagogy really ******** disgusts and irritates me. Being brainwashed is not enough, she also wants to inflict it on other people. BLAH. evil

If you scroll down you can see that she posted a quote on the right side of the screen labeled "What Feminists think," and it's your typical sexist, ignorant garbage, written by A MAN of course. rolleyes I love that she thinks having big hair means power over men. Let's just not talk about how becoming a sex object is exactly how they've coerced women into being inferior, even by ignorant choice. Let's just not go there.

UGH.

Edit: Oh yay, I just had to share this quote I found on her idea of feminism:

"Sadly, being truly feminine is such a rarity in this day and age. Thanks to radical feminism (who seem determined to stamp out the very existence of real women) feminine ladies who fit the ideal of real womanhood are a few and far between."

Can someone please ask her to really think about who came up with this ideal? I really think I vomited in my mouth a little.

Also, I have to write a paper for my Human Sexuality class about my self-esteem and body image. Filling five pages with thinking about this is really putting me in a bad mood. emo