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Posted: Thu Apr 14, 2011 1:59 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 14, 2011 2:07 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab
xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep
xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession
xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams
xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley
xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping
xxxxxxHit my head against the walls
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up
xxxxxxMy heart is fried
xxxxxxI just can't get you
xxxxxxOff my mind•○•  xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○•  xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx
Party'Animalxxx
╔═══════════════ ♦ ♫ ♦ ═══╗
♫Heidi heard his words but shrugged them off, deciding not to let anything ruin her good mood. She had to admit, she did have good in the beginning. Well, at least, to others she had a good beginning. But that just wasn't the life she wanted. She was perfectly fine with the life she had now and she really didn't want to change a thing about it. She couldn't help but smile since for the first time, it was actually true. She didn't want to change a single thing. Everything felt like it finally reached its balance and she hoped it would stay that way. She snapped out of her thoughts as she felt his hand on hers. She nodded at his question and held his hand tightly as she stood up. "I bet you've never tried ranch on pizza. It's amazing!" she lied just to tease him playfully.
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice
xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice
xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices
xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis
xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy
xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○•  xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected
xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind
xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug•○• 
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Posted: Fri Apr 15, 2011 5:37 am
XXXXXÅʃϵҁ Dɩ'ΑЪʃѻXXXXX
Ӎɩʂϯϵɾ Dαɾϵʠϵѵɩʃ I'm t i r e d of being what y o u want me to be
Feeling so f a i t h l e s s lost under the s u r f a c e
Don't k n o w what you're e x p e c t i n g of me
Put under the p r e s s u r e of walking in your s h o e s
C a u g h t in the undertow, just caught in the u n d e r t o w
Every s t e p that I take is a n o t h e r mistake to you
Can't you s e e that you're s m o t h e r i n g me
Holding too t i g h t l y afraid to lose c o n t r o l
Cause e v e r y t h i n g that you t h o u g h t I would be
Has f a l l e n apart right in f r o n t of you
Caught in the u n d er t o w just c a u g h t in the undertow
E v e r y step that I take is another m i s t a k e to you
And every second I w a s t e is more than I can t a k e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXAnd I know
I ɱαӌ ϵηʠ ʊҏ ʄαɩʃɩηɠ ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Alec shuddered when she mentioned ranch on pizza. He stood up beside her, sticking his tongue out playfully. "Have too, and it was absolutely horrible!"he teased back, chuckling softly and smiling gently. He kissed Heidi gently on the forehead before leading her over to the pizzas and Colas, licking his lips. He hadn't had food since he left for him- which was a while back. He had driven here, then they stayed here a while... He glanced at Heidi. I'm glad I came here, he thought to himself, blue eyes gentle. And he really was happy. If he and Heidi could get over their addictions, then maybe they could get out of here sooner. And maybe- just maybe- have a life together sooner. Alec brushed the thoughts off for the moment and garbbed a paper plate, lifting two meat lovers pieces and two pepperoni. He picked up a Root Beer at the end of the table, glanced back at Heidi, then walked back to their own table where he sat cross-legged, waiting to eat until she arrived back. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
You were just like me,XXXXXX
with someoneXXXXXXXXX
Dɩʂαҏҏѻɩηϯϵʠ ɩη ӌѻʊX
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●       XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I've become so n u m b I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more a w a r e
I'm b e c o m i n g this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be l e s s like you
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2011 2:55 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up
xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccxxxxxxxxxxYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH   Shane continued his soft background stumming and let his gaze drift around the room. Big mistake. He watched as Heidi and Alec were not only payfull, but they were laughing, laughing. And Shane wasn't the one to make her laugh. Shane moaned to himself, he was smiling too. And he didn't cause that sincere smile. She had a beautiful smile. Shane watched them go and get the pizza, then as Alec waited for her. Great... NOW he's being tolerable?. He sighed, it was probably only because it was Heidi. The young man would never tolerate Shane. He growled to himself and shook his head, he was doing an absolutely awful job of not thinking about her too much. The young counselor looked at his guitar to avoid looking up. Pretty soon, he was in paradise, his music. Shane was smiling and strumming, he was so focused on his music, that someone could walk up to him and he wouldn't notice. My PetsLexi, My Border ColliePebbles, My Golden RetrieverHaze, My dog-to-be((Out Of Cats: Stupid, idiotic writers block))
SPANISH___ENGLISH
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ITALIAN___ENGLISH
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Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken 
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar
is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2011 3:24 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab
xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep
xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession
xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams
xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley
xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping
xxxxxxHit my head against the walls
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up
xxxxxxMy heart is fried
xxxxxxI just can't get you
xxxxxxOff my mind•○• xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○• xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx
Party'Animalxxx
╔═══════════════ ♦ ♫ ♦ ═══╗
♫Heidi was too busy trying to decide what pizza to get to noticed the side glances Alec was giving her. But she couldn't help but giggle when he kissed her forehead. She grabbed a slice of cheese pizza along with a slice that was packed with veggies. She then grabbed a glass of cola. She felt another pair of eyes on her and she looked up to see Shane. She was about to wave to him but he looked away before she could. She slid her hand back down to her side and picked up her pizza once again as she sighed. Her steps seemed to linger as she walked back over to Alec. She sat down and took a sip of her cola to hide the frown that was beginning to settle on her face. She was deep in thought but she didn't want to think at all at the moment. It was at times like this that she really wanted a drink. Something much stronger than cola. She shook her head at the feeling as she remembered she was supposed to try and break her habit for Alec. She couldn't let him down. She picked up the veggie slice and took a bit of it as she tried to distract herself with her hunger.
╚═══ ♦ ♫ ♦ ═══════════════╝
❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice
xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice
xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices
xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis
xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy
xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○• xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected
xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind
xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug•○•
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Posted: Sat Apr 30, 2011 10:40 am
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
DDDDBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart cccccxxxx When they tell you,
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxyou don't measure up
DDDDDDCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never get out of here xcccccxxxxxccdxx You just weren't
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx meant for the bright lights
DDDDBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH Shane smiled as he was looking down at his guitar. he didn't really need to watch where his fingers would go. They just knew where to go for which note. Without realizing it, the young counselor had switched songs and was now playing a song that he wrote. It was at time like this, where he was lost in music, that Shane looked a like he was totally at peace. Like nothing was bothering him. And he liked it like that, music, for him, was his escape when things were hard to handle sometimes. Shane kept smiling and searched his mind for the lyrics to the song. I know that I wrote lyrics for this song too. Not just the notes. He thought. Shane frowned as he remembered the lyrics. When I look at a picture of you.
The lyrics just flow to my head.
I look into those eyes. He growled and shook his head, stopping his thoughts from continuing with the lyrics. It was almost as if he wrote that for a certain teen. Shane moaned. Why was it so hard?! He shook his head and changed songs without finishing the other one. He didn't care if anyone liked it, if they wanted him to play the whole song, they would have to ask. He would not play that song from his own free will at that moment in time. Shane sighed and willed himself to get lost in his music once more. My PetsLexi, My Border ColliePebbles, My Golden RetrieverHaze, My dog-to-be((Out Of Cats: ))
SPANISH___ENGLISH
___-> __
___->__
___->__
___->__
___->__
ITALIAN___ENGLISH
___->__
___->__
x
x
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Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar
is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Wed Jun 15, 2011 12:03 pm
XXXXXÅʃϵҁ Dɩ'ΑЪʃѻXXXXX
Ӎɩʂϯϵɾ Dαɾϵʠϵѵɩʃ I'm t i r e d of being what y o u want me to be
Feeling so f a i t h l e s s lost under the s u r f a c e
Don't k n o w what you're e x p e c t i n g of me
Put under the p r e s s u r e of walking in your s h o e s
C a u g h t in the undertow, just caught in the u n d e r t o w
Every s t e p that I take is a n o t h e r mistake to you
Can't you s e e that you're s m o t h e r i n g me
Holding too t i g h t l y afraid to lose c o n t r o l
Cause e v e r y t h i n g that you t h o u g h t I would be
Has f a l l e n apart right in f r o n t of you
Caught in the u n d er t o w just c a u g h t in the undertow
E v e r y step that I take is another m i s t a k e to you
And every second I w a s t e is more than I can t a k e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXAnd I know
I ɱαӌ ϵηʠ ʊҏ ʄαɩʃɩηɠ ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Alec gazed around the rec room before he took a bite of his own pizza, fingers strumming boredly against the table. His beautiful blue eyes were soon drug across the room to the blonde sitting next to him and a smile played out on his lips. He tore his eyes away from Heidi and let his eyes wander again, popping open the soda and taking a long, thoughtful swig. He finished off his first piece of pizza and, for a moment, locked eyes with Shane across the room. His blue gaze hardened then wandered away to the quietest table- Todd and Casey's. He knew Casey was trying her best to get through to Todd, but he also knew that the insomniac would end up pushing her away like Heidi did to Shane. And what about he and Nikki? She just seemed to scared of him to even approach him. That made Alec smirk. He thought about Gale and Jake, Todd and Casey, Nikki and Shane- but mostly, he thought about Heidi as he ate. Many unwanted thoughts crossed into the twisted teen's mind- both good and bad thoughts. Several, he pondered. Others, he pushed away with a slight shudder. He cleared his mind and looked at Heidi. "Do you remember what Casey said we were gonna do after we eat?" he asked, chewing his lip absently as he himself tried to remember. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
You were just like me,XXXXXX
with someoneXXXXXXXXX
Dɩʂαҏҏѻɩηϯϵʠ ɩη ӌѻʊX
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I've become so n u m b I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more a w a r e
I'm b e c o m i n g this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be l e s s like you
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2011 12:56 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 28, 2011 9:17 am
  「 Ҁ a s e y 」││ 「 Ϻ i s s Ѻ v e r l y Ʌ c t i v e 」 Put your f a i t h in what you most b e l i e v e in XXXXXXXXX
Two w o r l d s, one f a m i l y XXXXXXXXX
Trust your h e a r t, let f a t e decide XXXXXXXXX
To g u i d e these lives we s e e XXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXX A p a r a d i s e untouched by m a n
XXXXXXXXX Within this w o r l d blessed by l o v e
XXXXXXXXX A s i m p l e life, they live in p e a c e
XXXXXXXXX Softly tread the s a n d below your f e e t now XXXXX XXXXXXXXX▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ X X X X X XTwo worlds, one f a m i l y
X X X X X X X X XxTrust your heart, let fate d e c i d e Casey pursed her lips together, pushing a stray strand of coffee brown hair away from her ice blue eyes. She watched Todd for a moment and then sighed, uncrossing her legs and running a hand through her hair. "You know, sometimes it's okay to take people's advice. You can never know everything about something. If you look at a day like you know everything, then you'll never get anywhere in the world. You have to always keep an open mind with each new day and hope to learn something new," Casey replied, her eyes wandering around the room, but as she ended, her eyes met Todd's. She grinned and wiped her hands on her jeans, then stood up. "Well, there's my soapbox speech for the day," Casey said with a twinkle in her eye. She turned and headed away from Todd, stopping by to grab just one piece of pepperoni pizza and a bottle of Propel flavored water. She hated soda. It just made her feel all wierd inside. She would drink it sometimes, but only because it tasted good. If there was ever water around, she'd always take that. Being in so many sports, she'd learned that water was her best friend. Casey returned to where she used to be sitting and finished off her pizza, brushing her fingers on her jeans. She twisted the cap off her bottle of water and took a drink, then glanced around and stood up again.
Casey looked at Todd for a second, then headed over to the front table, where she turned off the music and let out a whistle; not loud, but loud enough to be heard and get peoples' attention. "Okay, guys. If you are done, then please head out to the south firepit- it's the one that's near the flagpole, with a bunch of logs clustered around it. That is where we will have our opening campfire! So, I will see you all out there!" Casey finished her little announcement and stepped away from the table. She began to pick up stray paper plates and any cups, and tossed them in the garbage. She stopped by the table at which Todd was sitting and put a charming smile on her lips. "If you want, you can bring that out to the campfire. If not, please put it back where you found it," Casey requested, her blue eyes warm. She turned away from him and headed out the door, pointing her feet toward the counselor's cabin. Once she reached the cabin, she unlocked the wooden door and headed inside, being greeted by the soft piney scent of the wood around her. She headed into her room and grabbed her guitar, the fire-lighter, and some kerosene. She then headed back out into the foyer of the cabin and pulled open the door. Her arms heavily laden, she snapped the dor shut behind her with her foot, then headed toward the firepit. Casey set her guitar carefully down against a log and began stacking the wood, building a great fire. She then drizzled some kerosene onto the wood and let it soak for a moment, then lit it up. She gently fanned the flames for a moment, then once the wood really caught, Casey had a huge fire blooming on her hands. A great starting campfire. ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂XXXXXXXXX X X X X X XR a i s e your head u pXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XLift h i g h the loadXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XTake s t r e n g t h those that need y o uXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XTwo w o r l d s, one familyXXXXXXXXX
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Posted: Tue Jun 28, 2011 9:34 am
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
DDDDBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart cccccxxxx When they tell you,
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxyou don't measure up
DDDDDDCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never get out of here xcccccxxxxxccdxx You just weren't
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx meant for the bright lights
DDDDBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH Shane continued to strum, once again, losing himself in his music. He gently began to move along with the music, forgetting about anything around him. However, even though he was lost in his music, he still immediately stopped his strumming and looked up when Casey whistled. Shane smiled, and put his fingers to his mouth and chuckled at himself. There was no way he could whistle like that. The only whistle he could do, is when him and his friends used to whistle at cute girls. This of course, got him thinking about back home, and how his mom would absolutely freak out if she found out. He sighed, here he was, almost addicted again, and his teen was already starting to give it up. He gave himself a pity laugh, what a change of positions. He shook his head, so much for forgetting about things. Shane nodded and stood up, he paused for a moment, trying to decided whether to quickly bring his guitar back to his cabin, but finally decided to just bring it with him. He hopped off the table and began to head out to the firepit. He figured it'd be easier to figure out which one to go to if someone was already there. Shane sat down, it seemed, alongside a firepit, he always sat in one particular spot. Shane chuckled at that. Guess it was his favorite spot. He pulled his guitar onto his lap and started to strum. Again, it wasn't a particular song. Shane stopped after a few moments, he wanted to listen to the sounds around them before everyone got there, and if anyone wanted him to play, they could always ask. Shane smiled and closed his eyes, taking in the sounds around him. He opened his eyes and looked at Casey. "Oh hey. You could've asked me to help carry all that." he said when he noticed her armful of things. He smiled when she had a fire going. "Someone knows how to start a great fire." he chuckled. "I can barely get a spark going half the time" Shane smiled and caught sight of the guitar. "Tocar la guitarra también?" He asked softly, genuinely curious. Shane shook his head. "Sorry. I meant. You play guitar too?"My PetsLexi, My Border ColliePebbles, My Golden RetrieverHaze, My dog-to-be((Out Of Cats: ))
SPANISH___ENGLISH
Tocar la guitarra también?___-> __You play guitar too?
___->__
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ITALIAN___ENGLISH
___->__
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Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar
is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Tue Jun 28, 2011 9:38 am
XXXXXҬℴδδ GɾαӌʂℴηXXXXX
Long l o s t words w h is p e r slowly to m e
Still can't f i n d what k e e p s me h e r e
When all this t i m e I've been so h o l l o w i n s i d e
I k n o w you're s t i l l t h e r e  ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
Pull the trigger
and the nightmare
Sϯℴҏʂ
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● So go on and screamScream at me, I'm so far away Todd listened to Casey's speech with cold, dark eyes. He leaned on his elbow, still eating in silence. After a moment of thought, he decided to just give his counselor the silent treatment. She'd get it sooner or later that he didn't want help or advice from her- from anyone. Sure, many would think he was being childish, but it was just how he reacted to things. he finished his meal and leaned back in the chair, fingers brushing the neck of the guitar and its strings. He strummed the first few chords from the song Bewitched. His eyes glazed over momentarily, and he scratched his head. The insomnia's dark eyes rested on the lovely counselor as she directed them where to go after dinner. He set the guitar on the table for a second, tossing the can and paper plate into the trash. He got to his feet, the miscellaneous chains on his black pants ringing. He glanced at Casey as she passed, informing him he could take the guitar outside. The dark-haired boy rolled his eyes, giving her a slight nod. He glanced around. No one else was done eating quite yet except Shane, who was already out the door. So, picking up the guitar, Todd trailed after the brunette, walking outside the mess hall just in time to see a bonfire flare to life. A smirk inched its way onto Todd's lips, his eyes losing every trail of harshness and regaining their slight warmth. The brunette boy made his way over in the dimming twilight, guitar held in his right hand. He walked past both the counselor in silence, not even glancing at them. He sat on a solitary log, far away from the bonfire, and rested the acoustic instrument in his lap. He started Bewitched by BOTDF up again, mumbling the words ever so quietly under his breath. I won't be broken againI've got to breathe I can't keep going under ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●    ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Now I will t e l l you what I've d o n e for y o u
5 0 thousand t e a r s I've c r i e d
S c r e a m i n g, d e c e i v i n g and b l e e d i n g for you
And y o u still won't h e a r m e
Don't want your h a n d this t i m e - I'll s a v e myself
M a y b e I'll w a k e up for o n c e
Not t o r m e n t e d daily d e f e a t e d by y o u
Just when I t h o u g h t I'd r e a c h e d the b o t t o m
I'm dying again I ' m going u n d e r
D r o w n i n g in y o u
I'm f a l l i n g f o r e v e r
I've g o t to b r e a k through I'm going under B l u r r i n g and s t i r r i n g
The t r u t h and the l i e s
So I don't k n o w what's r e a l and what's n o t
Always c o n f u s i n g the t h o u g h t s in my h e a d
So I can't t r u s t m y s e l f a n y m o r e
Going under XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
ℳɩʂϯℯɾ Iηʂℴɱηɩα
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Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2011 12:30 pm
「 Ҁ a s e y 」││ 「 Ϻ i s s Ѻ v e r l y Ʌ c t i v e 」 Put your f a i t h in what you most b e l i e v e in XXXXXXXXX
Two w o r l d s, one f a m i l y XXXXXXXXX
Trust your h e a r t, let f a t e decide XXXXXXXXX
To g u i d e these lives we s e e XXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXX A p a r a d i s e untouched by m a n
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X X X X X X X X XxTrust your heart, let fate d e c i d e The blue eyed twenty year old glanced over at Shane and took a swig of her water. She muffled a yawn and shook her head to wake herself up. It was getting really late to be out- for her. Eight o' clock was late for her! Casey blinked and smiled at Shane, then glanced down at her accoustic guitar. "Yeah. My dad went inti this faze when he wanted me to start doing everything. He said he was really worried that I'd get into drinking and doing drugs because of my mom. She died when I was really young, and it was traumatic to me, so my dad wanted to keep me busy. Plus he was afraid of those stories of rich good girls gone bad," Casey chuckled, shaking her head. "He had me running from morning till night, but he was always there for me. I was in softball, volleyball, basketball, track, football, soccer, student council, German, French, choir, band, which I played the guitar, the violin, the drums, and the flute, horseback riding, karate, guitar lessons, vocal lessons, swimming, pony club, hunter jumper federation, FFA, and 4-H," Casey answered, listing all these activities on her fingers, blowing out a breath when she was done. She hadn't realized she had so much she was doing until she actually listed them all off. Casey grinned. "But guitar's always been my favorite. I actually got a recording contract and published my first album with it," Casey explained, a smile okaying at her lips.
She fingered the strings on the neck of her guitar, staring off into space. She snapped back when a loud crack! sounded behind her. She turned and peered into the bonfire, grabbing a log and re-arranging the many logs inside the fire. The flames danced in her eyes and played shadows on her face and body. Smoke began to rise in the air as heat was emitted from the raging fire. Casey glanced over at Todd in his corner and sighed, running a hand through her hair. If he's going to be like this, so be it. I thought we were getting somewhere, and as soon as I try to actually do my job, he just shuts down on me. Ugh. It's so frustrating! Casey yelled at herself mentally. She bit her lip and her blue eyes hardened. She back up from the fire and stuck her hands in her pocket, just staring into the orange flame for a moment. She lifted her gaze to the horizon, the last shreds of daylight fading from the sky. She glanced aside at the log where all her stuff was, then realized that the bag of s'more stuff was still in the kitchen. She quickly turned and headed back toward the mess hall, breaking into a slow, loping jog. Her long strides ate up the ground in no time, and in seconds she had reached the mess hall doors. She pushed them open and stepped inside, an air conditioned breeze hit her face. The smell of smoke still lingered in her nostrils as she headedfor the kitchen, glancing over to where Alec and Heidi sat. She then moved her glance to Gail, Nikki, and Jake, blinking once. She pushed open the kitchen doors and glanced on the shelf. Sure enough, there they were. Chocolate, graham crackers, marshmallows, and sticks. She grabbed all of it up in a bag and pushed the kitchen doors open once again, meanwhile tossing an empty pizza box in the trash. While she passed the salad bar, she grabbed a cherry tomato and poppoed into her mouth, the juices gushing onto her tongue. Casey flung her bangs out of her face and pushed open the dining hall doors, calling oer her shoulder, "C'mon, slowpokes!"
The mess hall doors clattered shut behind her, and soon she was striding across the camp, her eyes on the blazing orange fire in front of her. As she reached the firepit, Casey blew some of the smoke away and made her way back to her log, setting the s'more stuff next to it. She pushed the kerosene and lighter behind the log chairs, then sat down. She grabbed her black guitar and began plucking at the strings, then began to strum to one of her favorite songs, I'll Stand By You by Carrie Underwood. She craned her neck, bent over the guitar, then stopped. She set the guitar aside and leaned back, stretching her arms over her head and let the bonfire warmth tickle her skin. ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂XXXXXXXXX X X X X X XR a i s e your head u pXXXXXXXXX
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X X X X X XTwo w o r l d s, one familyXXXXXXXXX
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Posted: Mon Jul 04, 2011 2:45 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
DDDDBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart cccccxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you,
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxyou don't measure up
DDDDDDCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx You just weren't
get out of here xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx meant for the bright lights
DDDDBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely
all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx is as lovely does
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Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH Shane listened to her. He nodded in sympathy, then stopped, she didn't need sympathy, he, of all people knew that. "Sorry about that... I've lost a grandma..... But everyone does that. but I was pretty close to her." Shane sighed and thought for a moment. "She was this crazy lady. In the most awesome way possible. She never acted old. In fact, she lived on this farm. She had animals from, cows to chickens, pigs, horses. She actually taught me to ride. My mom and dad own the farm now, sort of. We pretty much begged the bank not to take the farm once Grandma died. So we work every summer, at the farm, naturally. But then we also do somethings for the bank. Me, my mom and my dad..." Shane looked at Casey. "But... Your parents. They stayed together when she was alive?" He asked curiously. Shane listened to her list things, laughed, then paused for a moment, it felt really good to laugh. "Woah girl! That's a busy life. I've done a few of those things." he said, pausing in thought for a moment. "I've done..... well, guitar obviously.... Uh... I know Spanish, but that's in my blood. I can play volleyball and I love to run.... and then horses... But wow, you've done a lot." The young man's eyes widened. "Seriously?! Lucky." Shane shook his head in shock. "That's like.... one of my dreams. I would love to create a real album. I mean, I've made my own with what recording stuff I do have. Oh yeah, adding to my list. I work with recording equipment and photography. But my 'album' isn't all that great. My songs are.... I don't know, not that good." Shane stopped. He wasn't sure if his songs were any good, he just shrugged it off and looked up to see Todd. Clearly being difficult. Which was fine, it was a relief to see others having trouble too. Although Shane seemed to be doing better. Sort of. He was stepping on eggshells around Heidi. When Casey was gone, he looked around a bit. The place was gorgeous, he was so glad his dad finally contacted him. Maybe this summer would be good for him... He sighed and thought about the alcohol in his Cabin. Or maybe not. Shane shook his head and looked up as Casey came back and strummed. He smiled. "Soundin' Good Casey."My Pets Lexi, My Border ColliePebbles, My Golden RetrieverHaze, My dog-to-be((Out Of Cats: ))
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and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
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there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
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is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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