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Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2005 9:21 pm
Ambrose and Emelyn...
She lay back on the sand- it was getting in her hair and eking down the back of her swimsuit, but she really didn't care, and she closed her mind to the sensation of the crunching sand, and opened her eyes to the soft, easy clouds above her. They seemed so far up, so peaceful and calm. She'd had the sky on her mind ever since her conversation with Greer- and the idea that the woman may possibly be able to fly someday. Being so far away from everything, immersed in quiet and wonder- it appealed to this girl who was used to being a million different places at once. ...Staying in one place for so long... it was taking its toll on her. Many things were taking their toll.
"I don't even know why I'm down here," she said to herself, and perhaps to that cloud that looked a little like a ram... "There's no one here." She brushed the goggles away from her forehead, sacrificing them to the mass of still spongy quills, and sighed to herself, "Not that I'm looking for anyone." It didn't much bother her that she was talking to herself- it was a common affectation for her, since she often traveled alone.
"Not looking for the Dude… not looking for Greer, or the doctors- and not looking for Ambrose." …He'd been on her mind, too. The Dude's hints… hadn't exactly been subtle, and if anything, she'd been avoiding him, just in case the sea lion's hopeful nature had caused him to make the same thinly veiled suggestions to him
As if speaking his name had summoned him forth into existence, not a few moments after Emelyn had uttered Ambrose's name to the clouds above her, a familiar 'pat-pat-pat' noise of bare feet on sand reached her ears.
Wandering out onto the now-familiar sandy stretch of the beach, Ambrose had begun to consider it both a safehaven for thoughts, as well as a location that often brought him face to face with someone to talk to. He had had some of his most intersting conversations here on the beach... but also some conversations that he wasn't exactly proud of. All in all, however, Ambrose was still feeling social today, perhaps as a result from his meal alone in the storage room with the supplies even after his conversation with Greer hadn't sated him. He had had more than enough of his share of alone time over the past couple of days and he craved company. Hell, he craved more than that, he knew, but as for that, there was more than a few complications.
He had actually left his fencing supplies at home, along with any pretense that he had come here to work on his epeework. The sun setting on the beach was one of the most beautiful sights he had seen on the island, and more than ample of a backdrop for his thoughts than during a workout. Besides, he had just finished showering.
As he walked down the dunes of the beach, his eyes did indeed catch on a figure lying in the sand - and his silent hope to find someone out here to talk to was rewarded. Seeing the quills and the goggles from the back fo her head, however, caused him to nearly miss a step. Emelyn... He had just been thinking about her earlier.... Some part of him was intrigued by her - there seemed to be a lot more to her than he had revealed through his few casual conversations. Part of him was eager to learn more... another part of him said that it was becuase of the all-too-familiar deep blue eyes under the mop of brown hair.
The sound of feet on the sand made Emelyn roll onto her stomach, her suited torso supported by a protective arm, and peer up at who was coming up behind her. She almost swallowed her breath at the sight of the wolfen man- and his name was breathed in her mind, and on her lips. "Ambrose," she said, wondering if her voice had carried up through the sea breeze- for it had sounded too soft in her head to be real. "I didn't know anyone was here." She wondered if he'd heard her talking to herself... or heard his own name.
Ambrose's hearing did indeed pick up on her startled whisper, and after his hestitation, he continued walking towards her as he spoke.
"I'm sorry... I didn't mean to interrupt you if you wanted to be alone." He murmured, tucking his hands into the pockets of his khaki shorts. This was the first time he had warn them since his change, exposing the furriness of his shins. "I just... well... the beach seems to have become a popular place and I was seeing if anyone might be out here on such a fine night as this." He finished, stopping about ten paces from her, not wanting to bother her if she did want to be alone. "I just arrived, though - I haven't been here long at all."
She noted his tentative steps- and wondered if he was just trying to give her space- or if he didn't want her to see the fur on his legs. She didn't bother telling him that she had a similar, although lighter outcropping on her own- or that her nocturnal senses were starting to develop into fine vision. It was why she could see the russet grey clouds in the night sky, and distinguish their shapes as they drifted along. "No, you're not disturbing me." She let herself drop back onto the sand and rolled back onto her back, supporting her torso up from the back this time, her arm stretched out. "And if it's company you were after, company you've got. Sit down." She patted the sand at her side.
He smiled, taking a seat next to her on the sand that still held the warmpth of the day as the air was cooling to a more tolerable temperature. "Thanks, Emelyn." He smiled, looking over her face again. As strange as it was, maybe the subtle mix of animal features on her face helped him... distinguish her. This was a wholly different person despite resemblances, someone new who was also stuck in a very similar situation as he. And he really did feel something of a connection to the mysterious woman.... or at least a healthy dose of curiousity. Or was that the Dude's influence and his own imagination that her appearance initially hooked.
Well, even if he wasn't looking for a relationship... he was certainly looking for friends here. "How have you been doing...? I... I am truly sorry if our conversation last time disturbed you. I know how delicate of a position we're all in."
She shook her head, smiling as she did so as she looked out at the ocean. "Well, it did disturb me." Emelyn believed in being honest, "But you don't have to aplogize. I'd rather a disturbing life than a sheltered one. It gave me a lot to think about." She wiped the quills up off her forehead with a flick- they were always getting in the way these days, and then put the hand back down on the sand- realizing that it was painfully close to the man... but not wanting to move it for fear of seeming timid with it.
Ambrose's eye was drawn to the movement of the hand, and laid to rest on it as she placed it close to his on the sand. "I know how you feel." he said quietly. "My own mind has been rather overactive as of recent. Probably too much so. I guess this is what happens when you're put somewhere out of context of everything that was normal to you before and you completely break the routine of your old life. I kind of feel like I'm floundering here sometimes. Even with things to occupy my time like helping Greer with the butterfly house, or practicing and teaching fencing... it's still... I don't know... it almost seems shallow as mean as that might sound." He winced. "I'm sorry - please stop me if I sound like I'm whining." He shook his head. "See - too much thinking. My mouth starts running."
"Oh no," She said, turning her head from the sea to look at him, instead. His voice drew her to his eyes- wondering if the pain that she could hear... was visible, as well. "It's not whining. I understand what you mean exactly." She sighed, letting her chest rise and fall with the weight of all the things she'd been thinking in one heavy huff. "It feels like I've been completely cut off from the pace of my life. ...I've not been in one place this long since I was twelve." She didn't add that she'd realized... that she was totally alone, and that there was no one even pining her absence. There would never be a search party for her. Never a teary funeral. It was what ate at her, more than the disrupted pattern of her life.
"Really?" He asked, "I couldn't imagine that... always on the move, never some place to really call home?"
He shrugged, wrapping his arms around his knees as he gazed out at the water that reflected the amazing violets and magentas of the setting sun. "I've traveled a lot, but I've always had a home to return to. My parents lived in the same place all my life... and I lived there until I moved away to college. But even then I really didn't move that far away. Even stayed in teh same state as sad as that might be. But... since I moved out, I knew exactly what I wanted to do... I had a pattern, you know? And... while it had its share of difficulties, I never expected to be so... derailed. That... that's how I feel now." He looked down to his bare feet half-burried in the sand. "And I guess part of me is thinking that it is just a setback. That... somehow... things will get back on course. And I'd really like to believe that. But... it's hard. I've never exactly had a great deal of 'faith' if you catch my drift. Always been more of a realist. But here..." He snorted. "Neither 'option' seems all that realistic. This whole scenario is something out of a bad made-for-TV movie." He looked back over to her, and part of him thought about how pretty her face looked in the play of colors from the sunset.
"Why have you moved around so much..?" He asked, realizing he was selfishly focusing on himself again.
She'd kept silent as he spoke, watching his eyes, and his lips as the words formed on them- nodding at certain junctions- quite often, because she understood what he meant, and she could feel that there was a lot stewing beneath the surface of this man. When he spoke of faith- and how he'd never really found any, Emelyn saw a cruel mirror of herself, and she wanted to tell him, like the old Em would, that there was faith in yourself- and faith to be had in the people and circumstances around you. She used to believe that the world was essentially fair. ...But ever since Mizzie's death- she'd become just like Ambrose. Faith... didn't hold much place in her heart, these days.
"Well," she said, answering his question, "I used to do it because it was my passion." She paused, and pulled the aviators goggles off her head, and dropped them gingerly in his lap. "...My Grandpa John gave me those when I was 11. I used to love Amelia Earhart. She was my idol. He even took me up in a plane- a Lockheed, like she flew. I was petrified, but the goggles made me feel better." She laughed at how absurd it sounded. "The strappers fell apart years ago- but I keep those with me. ...Probably to remember why I started travelling in the first place. Now, I think I just do it- to... try and get away." The pause that followed was immense- and for some reason, she found herself telling Ambrose willingly what she'd never told any other islander without prompting. "Ever since my sister died. Last year."
He smiled as she recounted her story, picking up the goggles with a gentle care, turning them over in his hands. He could smell the memory of leather on the straps... and they seemed to really be heavy with the weight of sentiment. He listened to her story as well, smiling. Like Greer, it seemed that Emelyn held passions in her chest - a curiousity that was refreshing compared to the people that he was often surrounded by in the New England socials and school systems.
"I'm sorry" He spoke quietly, recognizing the weight in her voice as a signal that she must have been very close to her sister. Ambrose had never reallly lost a family member that close to him, and always felt a little uncomfortable when someone spoke of teh death of a loved one. How could he truly relate to that. "It sounds like the two of you were very close." He finally said. "That must have been very hard." He looked to her as he handed her the goggles back, his hand lingering a bit on hers as she took them.
She couldn't answer him- not for a few moments, for somehow a burst of heat had touched her as his fingers did, and she didn't entirely understand it. She focused instead on replacing the goggles amidst the mass of quills, and catching a breath she didn't realize she'd lost. "We were close," she said, stretching her neck out as if it would dissolve the quickly forming lump therein, "but not close enough, I guess, that I was home with her when she was diagnosed with cancer. I was in Poland at the time." Her voice was suddenly soft. "I flew back immediately- to New England, actually. Connecticutt, is where she lived with Grandpa John- before he died. Year before. And I was with her for the treatment. But it wasn't enough." She pressed at a point on her forehead, shaking her head slowly. "I'm sorry. Now I'm rambling."
He shook his head. "No... don't apologize. Sometimes burdens can run around in your head forever until you let them out through words." He winced. "That's something Angelina told me at least..." He sighed. "I have a bad habit of bottling things up as well." He scratched his arm.
"But I have to admit... sometimes it's too much for one person alone."
"I'm so sorry about your sister." He swallowed with a wince, remembering back to the talk about cancer. "I... dear lord, I really didn't have much tact last we spoke, did I?"
Rather than answer his question, Emelyn suddenly broke out in a spontaneous smile- despite it all. "Dear Lord... oh, I thought I'd never hear a phrase like that again." She laughed despie herself. "You really are from New England, aren't you?"
Ambrose barked a laugh, feeling the mood lighten again. "Yes" He said amidst chuckles. "It's that obvious, huh?"
He shook his head, still grinning, the expression bringing out the boyishness of his features.
"So... you've been doing a lot of thinking as well? Have you reached any conclusions?"
"Thinking thinking... ooooh, I do a lot of thinking." She drew her knees up to her chest- it was getting a little chilly out here on the beach with the sand cooling and the sea breeze still rolling in off the tide. "Conclusions though- not so much. I'd only just convinced myself that I was to blame for everything that happened to me, when I decided... that it needed further revisiting. I figured that Moreau was doing the right thing, and that I was right to become some sort of martyr for the cause. ...But now I'm not so sure." She sighed again, speaking almost matter-of-factly. "Right now, the only thing I'm sure of... is that I'm alone. I don't know if I really ever need to get off this island- because there's no one waiting for me."
His brows were heavy over his eyes as he listened, shaking his head a little bit. "Not to sound presumptuous.... but how can you be blamed for your sister's cancer? For ending up here - as werent you shipwrecked? I know... that blaming yourself can often be the easiest way to try to deal with pain.... to shoulder that burden as opposed to choking it up to just the way things are... but it's not usually true."
He shook his head. "And... while I think that it's wonderful that you have found perhaps a reasoning to being here - some purpose... I honestly can't agree with it myself. There are better ways to do what he claims he is doing I would think. And certainly better ways that pulling people from their lives unwittingly - whether or not they give consent after the fact. If what he was doing was truly that moral... he wouldn't have to be doing it on a secluded Island outside of the US." He shook his head.
"And I say that you're lucky." He looked out to the horizon as the sun was swallowed by the ocean, unphased by the changing temperature. "I feel... cut off here. There was no closure to anything. I .... I haven't told many people, but I essentially ran away from home. I was furious with my parents and we hadn't spoken in over a year. And now I feel horrible about that. I... I really do love them... and I wish that they reciprocated. And Angelina..." He sighed. "I mean.... what am I supposed to do? That's what's burdening me the most. We're still together... well... were.... If we had broken up... if it really was life and death that separated us, then I could move on. I would know that there really was nothing still binding us. But that's not the case. I DO still love her, and I know that she still loves me. And I know she's alive out there, maybe even looking for me - or maybe she thinks I'm dead. I have no idea... and I don't want to give up hope."
He breathed in a lungfull of air. "The closest I've settled on is that I still look human enough to pass for normal.... maybe with a few alterations. I could still go home and live my life. If the experiment really doesn't do more to me than this... or whatever.... and so I still have hope. And I am trying not to think about the alternative that is trying so damndably hard to close in on me. Especially after seeing Greer change again." He kicked at the sand, realizing that he was opening a can full of worms on top of this nice woman whom he barely knew. He usually wasn't this forthright with his emotions at all - he bottled them up inside. Why was he telling his life story to her? His mind proferred two options that he didn't much care for - she reminded him of angelina... or it was the lupine side of him that sought companionship.
"Oh Ambrose," she said, feeling something more than pity as she placed her hand across his, her fingers grazing the sand at its edges, "It sounds like you actually do have faith. Or maybe hope is different from faith. ...I don't know. ...It's such a fragile thing- I don't want to crush that faith... but you have to know that you can never go back." The words stung in her mouth, an left a bad taste in the back of her throat- it felt like her words were poisoned daggers, and she hated every thrust. But another part of her egged the words on- as painful as it was, she couldn't abide by him from... moving on. Living his life here, as well as he could. "If you go back, I believe it that you won't last long. Moreau may be a liar... but I don't think that a human body can put up with this..." she held up a nearly-clawed hand, "for very long without upkeep. If you go back- you'll die. ...If you could even go back."
The next words were whispers, and they stung in the night through her lips. "I don't want to take away your hope," she said again, "but I don't want you living a life of regret. That's not a life. You have to start living here." Something compelled her... and she put her hand up against his face, turning his eyes to meet her with a gentle touch. "It's all we have left." The words echoed in the moonlight.
Ambrose's eyes stung with the harsh reality of her words. As much as he was trying to disbelieve it... he knew, deep down, that it WAS true. The fragile hope he had been building was just cleverly-disguised denial.. and he knew it. But still, he tried to protest. "But they said the procedure was unpredictable. What if it doesn't change some of us as much as others... or further treatments just cements the changes that have occurred..." Those were the flimsy notions that he had tried to use to cement his optimism. "My humanity... your humanity... I believe that we still have it. I mean... truly... look at us... it's not that bad yet..."
He swallowed, his words catching is his throat as she directed his face towards hers with her warm hands, he saw the emotion in her eyes and the emptiness in his chest reached for it. The moment seemed to linger on the cool beach, the newly risen moon glimmering off the glass of her goggles, catching in the pools of her eyes. And a whisper in his ear asked if perhaps this was an answer... of sorts....
"I believe we still have our humanity, too. But not because it can be reversed. But because he can't change who we are." Her hand hadn't left his face while he spoke, and she now took it off- and the release was almost a jolt of its own, as she touched the mass of quills that built up past her hairline. "They may give me these- and these..." her claw-like fingernails ran across her cheek, "but this will always be me." She laid her hand across her heart, not aware she had so much feeling- she'd thought it had all died... and she was so overwhelmed that she was actually feeling something so strongly... that wasn't guilt, or fear... that tears ran down her cheeks. "And it doesn't matter where I am."
His face crinkled as he saw the strength of her emotions, and he chewed hard on his inner lip instinctually to keep it from pouring forth in front of someone else. "I don't think that a reversal is realistic either... but even with where we are now... it can be disguised, shaved, and so forth. If they don't progress further... we could live normal lives back home."
"But... on the other hand.... if we do change further... if our faces become those of animals... how mcuh of who we are is what we present to the world? What other people think of us when they see us? They say if you wear a mask for long enough than you become that facade...."
He sighed and shook his head. "Things are so complicated." He gave a half-smile to her. "Welcome to a segment of the turbulent thoughts that have been playing through my mind lately."
She smiled. "I think we wouldn't be human, if we weren't so conflicted." She turned her claws over in the moonlight, examining them- and wondering how long until they really looked like an animal's. "So long as we agonize, we know we are human." She gave him a wry smile. "And yes, we could hide what we are from now- but how long until you think Moreau is going to change us? Not long enough to escape." She was tired of the pregnant pauses, so she just continued, letting the words that had been in her mind since their last conversation roll off her tongue. She was being so open- why stop now? "I... saw your transformation. I thought I should let you know. Moreau showed it to us-the tape... that girl, Thorn, and I. I don't know how he thought it would convince us- but I saw it. ...I'm sorry."
He couldn't help but give a small chuckle at that. "I suppose that much is true.... and the Doctor did say that he was pretty certain that we would, at the very least, retain our minds and our memories. Which I don't think I could bear knowing otherwise."
He shook his head. "I didn't mean try to hide out from further injections. I am pretty certain that he administers them in our sleep as it is. I just mean that maybe the experiment doesn't work the same on all of us. That the changes won't be as sweeping as the Doctor hopes. Or maybe since Greer's already changed, that I've already received my third injection as well and haven't changed any further. Because she changed for the first time after I did..." He shook his head. The hopes that he was describing were getting thinner and thinner.
He looked seriously to her as she admitted the fact. "You... saw that?" He squirmed a bit, as the memories of that night were vividly called to his memory. The pain.... the crying, and suddenly he had a hard time meeting her eyes, his face burning. "You must think me a child..."
"No. Pain is pain. No one is immune to what it does to us. ...When you're in pain, you forget that anything outside of yourself exists. Your world shrinks." She was speaking from an experience of emotional pain, and how her existance had shrunk to the size of her own fear- tight and controlled around herself, and how that feeling didn't go away until the pain had subsided. "I actually thought you were very brave. If I'd had such a hard transformation- I might have thrown myself over the cliffs."
He shrugged, feeling a little bit better at least. "Thanks... and... yeah, it's true. I guess I didnt' really think about the fact that people would have been watching me during that." he shuddered again. He didn't want to think about a repeat performance of that episode... especially as any further changes could only get more painful.
"I hope that you don't have to experience anything like that." He said sincerely. "Hell, I wish that no one here did."
"Well, I think people have had an easier time with it thus far... but it's only going to get worse." She let some of her own fear shine through, and her breath came out as a shudder. "The quills that have come out so far... have transformed from the normal hair follicles. But when they start cropping up along my back... those will have to come free on their own. I've looked it up in the library. Hedgehogs have over 7,000 spines. ....I can just imagine them coing through in a matter of hours. Like a cavalcade of daggers in..." her breath abandoned her, and she was unable to finish the sentence.
His mouth hung open for a moment before he shook his head quickly to right it. "Dear lord.... and I thought the thick fur was bad... growing hair from where there were no follicles before.... but quills?? You have to ask the Doctor if he can give you some morphine before he injects you... I heard that the Dude was able to get some..." He shook his head. "But with the surprise injections that they seem to be resorting to.." Ambrose trailed off. "By the time most of the people have found out they'd been injected, it was too late - especially to run to the town center to get drugs."
"Moreau... told me I couldn't have painkillers. That it would disturb the transformation," Em said quietly, trying to regain her voice from where it had dropped, seemingly into the depths of the sea.
Ambrose looked confused. "That doesn't seem to make any sense. Why did he let the Dude have them then...?" He thought on how the Dude and Moreau didn't get along. "Unless that's the point... but I didn't think that Moreau would risk the health of his 'experiments.'"
She looked up at Ambrose- engaging in another one of the pauses she hated so much in their.. unpredictability. "So... he lied to me," she said, her eyebrows furrowing into a level line above her still so blue eyes.
He opened and closed his mouth, trying to figure out what to say. Finally, in light of her take on leveling with him as far as the reality of the situation he responded. "Unless he was purposely risking the Dude's safety... which doesn't seem like him, as much as I detest the man... then it sounds like it."
"I see," she said softly, the calmness of her words betraying the shock beneath the surface- the tumultuous, chewing sensation that ate at her from the inside. "So... it was probably all a lie. I thought I was doing something noble," she whispered to him, desperation tinging her voice. "I thought I had a new purpose to my life." Then... inexplicably, she laughed, and returned to his earlier question. "So have I made any conclusions? Only one. I have no idea what I'm going to do."
He winced, hating to be the bearer of bad news - a role that he had unfortunately found for himself more times than he could count since his arrival here. That, certainly, was not the purpose that he wanted. "I'm sorry... I seem to be doing a miserable job in making you feel better, here." He gave her a lop-sided smile. "I hate to be the one to pull the sheet from your eyes, especially when I hardly know any more than the next person here. I really don't know what Moreau's be-all and end-all goal is here. All I know is that turning us in to animals seems a far cry to me to curing cancer."
He smiled to her softly. "And it's hard finding your purpose here.... I had just thought barely a year ago that I had finally found my purpose in life. That I was ready to risk it and move forward with what I wanted to do instead of what my parentes wanted me to do." He scoffed at himself and shook his head. "And look where it landed me. Maybe I should have never tried it in the first place. Now not only have I shattered my olympic-dreams, but I've also lost Angelina - never knowing closure. Not to mention transforming into a wolf. It would have been better to go to med school and broken up with Angelina - it would have saved everyone involved a lot of pain and heartache."
"...I'm sorry about Angelina. I know how important closure is. It's painful- but it's the only thing that helps you say goodbye." She recalled the picture sitting by her bed- the frame encrusted with dried out barnacles, and the glass cloudy from seawater damage.. but the same smiling face- with those same blue eyes that now stared into Ambrose's soul- shining back at her. She missed Mizzie more than anything in the world. But somehow, with that picture, shining back at her- she knew that she'd eventually be able to move on. Ambrose didn't even have that.
He nodded silently, swallowing down a lump in his throat.
"exactly.." He whispered.
He just sat there, beside her side, feeling the warmpth radiating off her.... and it felt nice.
"Thank you for talking with me, Emelyn.... I really do appreaciate it. And I apologize again for laying this burden on you.... I feel like I've been kind of unfair in that respect." He shook his head. Back home, he had gotten used to the luxury of being able to talk to Angelina.
Here, the Dude wasn't exactly a very sympathetic ear... and with Greer, things had become just a little bit awkward since she had become involved with the Dude. Was he looking too hard.... was she familiar.... or was there some sort of click? Or perhaps that was just her willingness to listen, and someone to commiserate with.
"No really- any time," she said, a smile spread warmly across her face. "It felt good to talk. And you just... know how to upset me just the right way, Ambrose Maurlias." She patted his hand and shrugged. "We may not have faith, but apparently we have... well, I don't know what we have." She laughed- very gently, "But it feels better than I thought it would." She stood finally, and sand fell from her pale body fringed with small edges of brown fur as she did.
He smiled sincerely as he rose with her, tentatively patting her on the shoulder a few times in an awkward gesture of appreaciation. "Thank you.." He said a bit wryly. "We have something." He concurred. "Maybe it doesn't matter quite what - as long as it is something." He brushed some of the sand that had clung to the fur on his bare legs. "And if you ever wish to talk more to me, well, I'm not exactly going anywhere." He smiled.
Thinking of one more thing quickly before parting, he spoke up. "Did you get the invitation to the Halloween party...?"
"Yes," she said, aware that this was the end of their conversation... and regretting it. She'd been so long without a real friend on the island- one that she didn't feel uncomfortable around, or like she was being appraised for being on "Moreau's side"... something that will undoubtedly change, she thought. "I've been working on my costume all month." She laughed, a little embarrassed. "You'd laugh. So you'll just have to find out on the day, when I get up the gumption to actually wear it. ...Are you going?"
His smile widened. "Really?" He was thankful for a pleasant turn for the end of their conversation. "I'm going as well - even if it is 'officially sanctioned', it should be a chance to enjoy myself a little bit. The last get-together we had involved alcohol and ended up in a rather amusing bout of truth or dare." He grinned. "So I wouldn't miss it for the world."
"Now I feel bad" he teased. "I'm just having them order mine. But I'll leave that as a surprise as well." He commented.
He shuffled his feet in the sand. "would you like anyone to... er... walk there with?" Why did he say that? Potentially ruin a good evening's talk. And apparently something in him was rebelling against the conscious decision that he had made to hold onto hope until he at least changed again.... but then again, he had also gotten a rather healthy shot of reality this evening....
She stopped in her tracks- for she'd already started to walk along the sandbar to the path that led to the village. His words froze her feet- and caused her eyes to fix on his. "...I can walk just fine alone," she said, carefully choosing her words. "But if you mean... a date?" She paused, as if appraising him- but really, appraising herself in the reflection of his eyes. "...Then yes." She took a step forward- her feet moved as if unbidden, and she rested one hand against his chest- it was nearly crushed there by how close they were... and she leaned up and left one soft kiss on his bottom lip- like the brush of a birds wing... and then it was gone, and she was standing back, several paces away from him. "...Goodnight Ambrose." She said simply... and turned and walked into the forest.
Ambrose's voice caught in his chest as the suspense of her reply nearly stole the wind from him. Then, slowly, too slowly, it dawned on him that not only did she realize what he was eluding (in his mind) very subtly to... but she also accepted - even after that!
His eyes lit up as her lips brushed his, his face immediatetly rushing with blood as a blush settled onto his cheeks. His fingertips raised to brush the spot where his lips were still tingling as he watched, in stunned, but happy silence as she took steps away from him. Then, as the realization of what just happened hit him, and it was good! His nub of a tail began wagging forcefully and audibly against the cloth of his shorts. "G... Goodnight to you as well... Emelyn~!" He echoed, firmly rooted into place for a good few minutes before finally returning to the village and his duplex.. on cloud nine.
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 8:26 pm
On the Beach with Pyroth, Amaya, and CassidyIn which Ambrose continues Amaya's fencing, and encounters Cassidy after she reaches 50%http://www.gaiaonline.com/guilds/viewtopic.php?page=42&t=1140460#36005388((Thanks, Amaya! 4laugh )) Horrors On The Beach(Amaya meets up with Pyroth and Ambrose, gets her second fencing lesson, and sees Cassidy at 50%)Amaya Vaughan Amaya lay on the beach, her arms folded behind her head and a large pair of headphones setting over her ears. Vertigo blasted from the speakers and her head nodded to the beat. Her eyes remained closed to sheild from the harsh rays of the sun as it heated her scales. For the most part she was compleyely oblivious to her surroundings. Pyroth Ignatius Pyroth had come out of his duplex for a walk, feeling that the plain walls had pressed in on him long enough. His instincts could do him no harm out here, he reckoned, being awake and all. As if running on instinct, he headed to the beach, the place where he and Colche had spent many a contented hour whiling away the time that seemed endless here.
He raised a brow as he spotted Amaya not too far away, but didn't approach straight away, she seemed quite content. Instead he settled down just above the high tide line, setting out his beach towel to sit on, glad to get his bare feet (they were always bare these days thanks to the claws) off the scalding sands. Ambrose Maurlias Ambrose was feeling quite well the next day, almost walking on euphoria. The scene playing over and over in his mind of the conversation with Emelyn the night before. THe conversation, her understanding, the ease that he had found himself talking with her. She had even somehow conveyed a great deal of the gravity of the situation to Ambrose - but even her bluntness didn't seem quite so heavy as it had been when he was dealing with the concepts himself. However, he had not completely lost his head. There was still the niggling feeling he couldn't shake- the guilt he felt about starting to actually see someone - even if it was just a date... "just a date". He had dated other women before Angelina.... taken them to movies, to dinner, even to dances. None of them had ever felt as meaningful as Angelina. Then again, he had never been able to really TALK to any woman like he did until he met Angelina.... and Emelyn could listen as well.... She was bright, friendly, and thoughtful. She wasn't afraid to put her thoughts to words, or to provide an ear for him to be honest to. And he had felt a click with her... something was right.... right? But that same bothering feeling also wouldn't let him forget that part of that initial curiousity about her might very well be due to her familiar appearance.... an appearance that might automatically lead him to feel more comfortable around her. Sometimes, Ambrose wanted to tell that little voice to shut up, but that generally served to make him feel more guilty. He DID love Angelina... and he didn't want to lose her..... but as Emelyn said... he had to accept that there was no way Moreau would let him off the Island... even IF he didn't change any further - which was seeming more and more unlikely ever sence he saw Greer. He sighed, putting his hands in the pockets of his short khakis as he found himself wandering from the cafeteria out towards one of his favorite spots on the Island - the beach, bringing along his fencing equipment, just in case he felt up for it. HE would see where things led him... he didn't believe in fate - He had cte on taking his future into his own hands.... regardless of the fact that it led him here - out of control of his life once again. Hope... hope was such a delicate subject. Fate, belief in onesself, the conversation was spinning in his head. But he would not stop fencing -he loved it. And maybe, someday, it could still pay off. But he didn't need someone else to tell him he was good. Really. He sighed, looking across the sandy beach - and saw that two figures were there already - Amaya once again - apparently listening to her music again, and Pyroth - the other canine-person who he hadn't seen in some time. He raised a hand in a wave and walked over towards Amaya to see what she had been up to, and if she had been practicing, eager to get his mind off heavier things. Amaya Vaughan Catching the glimpse of a figure approaching from the corner of her eye she blinked and turned her head to see both Ambrose AND Pyroth. Oh god, how long had Pyroth been there? How rude of her! Sitting up, she pushed her headphones back around her neck and reached into her bookbag to click the tiny contraption off. "Hi Ambrose, heya Pyroth." She smiled somewhat nervously, remembering the tiny explosion in the cafeteria. The guy had every right to be upset though. Amaya stood and brushed the sand off her baggy red pants and hoodie. Pyroth Ignatius Pyroth spotted Ambrose as soon as he stepped onto the beach, probably thanks to a combination of his slightly more attuned senses of late and his training prior to the island. He returned the blonde man's wave with a nod of greeting. As Amaya sat up, he grinned faintly, it would be nice if he could relax enough to zone out like that, but he had always been too damn tense. In fact he was even beginning to miss Khan somewhat, his old tattooing partner used to make himself a small fortune for his skills in aromatherapy and massage too.
"Hello again." he replied his expression still warm. It was too pleasant a day to be truly down, he reckoned. In fact, if he were younger, he'd probably go for a jog. In fact, toss the younger part to hell, perhaps he'd go for a jog later regardless of his perceived health. Ambrose Maurlias "Hi Amaya, Hi Pyroth!" Ambrose said with a smile as he approached the two. "I haven't seen you in some time, Pyroth. Have you been doing alirght?" He smiled, glad to see that he hadn't changed any more yet either. "And Amaya - how about yourself" He grined "Practicing your footwork?" Amaya Vaughan Amaya stretched and walked towards the two, smiling. She looked to Pyroth, wondering how he was fairing as well. After that whole cafeteria thing she had tried to seek him out just to see that he was alright but had failed. It was a nice coincidence that he had run into her instead of the other way around.
"Yeah! I'm getting a lot better too!" She lit up at the mention of fencing. It was one of the few things these days that kept her mind focused and free from wandering off into darker subjects. Pyroth Ignatius "It has been a while, hasn't it?" Pyroth nodded to Ambrose "Me? I've been okay, my moods have been very erratic though, you know it's bad when you notice it yourself." his mood was a bit brighter today though and though he spoke of the onset of the animalistic features, he wasn't too dire about it. "If I catch that Doctor, I'm dragging him up to his own lab and giving him a forcible taste of his own medicine, see how he likes becoming a greedy pig."
Pyroth was still mad about the dramatic increase in his hunger, always a bit of a drama merchant, his weight had been one of his prime concerns back home, here however he was eating unhealthily and he was eating a LOT.
"I didn't even like roast beef till I came here." that comment even earned an exasperated grin from him, he was out of angst, only humour remained.
He raised a brow at Ambrose and then Amaya as they spoke of something concerning footwork, he didn't really know enough to comment so opted to listen. Ambrose Maurlias ((Rawr - sorry, I was typing and my laptop went crazy and opened up a dozen windows or so and ... yeah)) Ambrose smiled to Amaya. "That's wonderful! We'll have to put that to the test - and maybe, if you're ready I can teach you something new" He grinned, patting her on the shoulder before turning apologetically to Pyroth. "I'm sorry, Pyroth - it must sound like we're speaking another language. I've started to teach Amaya how to fence." He smiled proudly. IT felt good - especially seeing the outright enthusiasm in Amaya's eyes - he was really doing something helpful to her here. She was a wonderful person and didn't deserve to be here - no one did, but she was going out of her way to help others while she was here. "And unfortunately I know how you feel.... I've been getting better I Think since it's been a while since I changed. Or maybe I'm just becoming accustomed to it." He winced. "I never had a problem with meat before... but that seems to be what I'm craving above all else now." He admitted. "And in much greater quantities." He snorted. "I think Moreau would definately deserve that." Amaya Vaughan "Tell me about it." Her expression faultered. "I'm not normally one for revenge but, man it'd be funny to give that doctor a shot of his own." A shiver went up her spine at the thought of needles, now the fear having been increased ten-fold. "And before I came here I could barely stomach a salad and now that's all I can eat." She gave a hoarse laugh and her shoulders slumped slightly.
Upon hearing that something new might be in store for her next lesson she gave a sharp-toothed grin. "Yay!" When Amaya had a hobby to preoccupie herself with it was like she was a kid in a candy store. Pyroth Ignatius Fencing? Pyroth admired the sport but had never gotten involved, any blades in his hands were for killing and little else. He didn't quite understand the art of the thrust and parry, the delicate slashes of the blade, none of that. He could kill a man with a regular dinner knife but couldn't deflect a blow for the life of him. It was odd how far away the world he had left behind seemed now, here on the island. He was glad to see the back of it.
"Ah! Fencing, it's a difficult skill to master isn't it?"
He said nothing more about the changes but did feel a bit of worry nestle it's way into his gut, other islanders were getting better? Why was he getting worse?
It didn't bear thinking about here and now so he pushed it aside.
"I'd think that if it ever came to that, we would have to have a vote to see what animal he deserved. And salad? That's not too bad, used to like it actually, it kept me slim."
Slim in Pyroth's terms generally meant "almost terminally underweight" Ambrose Maurlias Ambrose raised an eyebrow at Pyroth's protruding ribs, and began to wonder if he might be anorexic. "You really should eat... despite my increased appetite I have really not gained any extra weight. I think my metabolism has been going through the roof in dealing with all of these changes." He admitted. "I've always been athletic, but my body's never demanded quite this much food before. I'm glad it's not just me." "And fencing can be difficult to master... but not that difficult to learn the basics. Once you start competing, though, the opponents you face increase dramitically in skill in the higher eschelons that you get. There's a BIG difference between regionals and nationals, let me tell you." He smiled, but the smile faltered a bit as he kicked at the sand, reminding himself of something he wouldn't be able to go back to that he hadn't quite told them before. "I was hoping to make it to the Olympics in the next few years.... I was training pretty hard for it, actually." He said more quietly. "But!" He said, trying to give it a positive spin. "That would make me an adequate teacher, I'd think." He forced a smile to the two of them. "You're welcome to join in on the lessons if you'd like, Pyroth." He nodded to Amaya. "I've been teaching her the footwork. About to see what she's been working on since our last instruction." Amaya Vaughan Slim? Jeeze, the guy was a skeleton. Amaya opened her mouth to point out how he should eat more but figured it would get them nowhere and said something else. "Yeah, I just never liked salad before and as for an animal?" She paused to think before grinning manically. "A slug! Or a worm! Ewwww!" She stuck out her large tounge on reflex but quickly put it back in her mouth once she realized what she was doing.
Her smile faultered and she looked at Ambrose. Man, he wanted to go to the Olympics? What a dream to be crushed. Noteing the quickl subject change, she went along with it since it seemed as though he didn't want to dwell on it. "Yeah! It'd be fun to have another person to learn with." Pyroth Ignatius Pyroth nodded, that was good news at least, he had spent quite a lot of time agonising over wether or not he would get fat from his binge eating. Pyroth had problems with his weight when it came down to it, but would never face up to it. "I probably should eat a little, if my metabolism's gone up, it won't make that much of a difference." So no more starving himself for days to make up for the days he did eat, it seemed.
"It always looked appealing to me." he nodded. Though it would have been more interesting if proper injuries were the norm. Injuries gave it an edge. "Wow, you were almost olympic class? No wonder you can teach. The best I could do was tattoo." And kill..he was always good at that, not that it was a very demanding skill, it had just always been there since he was young.
"Me, learn? Nah I'd mess up horribly, teaching me new tricks is hard work, I have a tendency to stick to what I'm good at, when it comes to sharp objects, I have a lack of tact all my own."
Pyroth found Amaya's minor reflex slightly amusing, the same way he was beginning to see the funny side of his ear reflexes. "I've had my share of temptations with the native wildlife, wouldn't be caught dead sinking to that level " That was a little white lie, he had hunted once, but it was while half awake, and, he convinced himself, probably a vivid dream.
"I could try to learn but trust me, It would just be comedy relief."
((Sorry slow post ;__ wink ) Ambrose Maurlias Ambrose shrugged. "You're more than welcome if you like, Pyroth. Everyone can be a little unsure of themselves to begin with. Besides, they say that the expression 'you can't teach an old dog new tricks' is a dirty lie." His smile faltered as he realized that that expression might not have been in the best of tastes. "I'm sorry, Pyroth... I didn't mean anything by that.." "But yes - Eat, man! You need it!" He glanced at Pyroth's tatoos. "And it looks like you were quite skilled. I hear that that takes a confident, steady hand." He turned back to Amaya with a grin. "Ready to show off what you've learned?" He dropped into the en-guarde position in front of her "Show Pyroth he doesn't know what he's missing." He gave Pyroth a quick wink. "Once again - I advance, you retreat, I retreat, you advance" He smiled, and began the drill. Amaya Vaughan She couldn't help but laugh a little bit. "Awww, oh well." Green eyes looked at the tattoos on Pyroth and she looked at the with amazment for a few moments. "Wow, a tattoo artist? That's neat!" Amaya smiled but then her attention shifted back to Ambrose and she nodded, getting in stance and looking at her feet to force her heels onto the ground before the drill began. Cassidy Smith Well, getting lunch had been downright insulting. Cassidy was used to being, well, slightly taller than average. Having to suddenly strain to be seen by the cafeteria workers was, well. Stupid. Still. With a plate of meatballs and two rare steaks which she'd already cut up into bite-size pieces, Cass left the uncomfortably air-conditioned cafeteria and headed out to the warm beach, albeit awkardly, on her knees. Concentrating on not stubbing her knee on a sharp rock or spilling her lunch, she came out onto the beach, her head down. The sound of voices caught her attention, and she raised her head to see. Oh, hell. People. Cassidy half-considered fleeing, but speed was not quite an easy thing right now. Pyroth Ignatius "Not a problem." Pyroth gave a vague shrug, traditional puns were harmless. "I'm not a canine yet." he added with the faintest of fanged grins.
Ambrose sounded a bit like Khan, always telling him to eat, of couse Ambrose had never reminded him before but the reminder was there. He probably would make a bit of an effort to eat something, perhaps it would calm the instincts that raged all too often in his head these days.
As for his tattoos, he cast a glance at them "Oh these? These were done by a more steady hand than mine, my old shop partner Khan did these for me based on traditional rank markings for my tribe. Personally I'm better at more detailed work, he was always better at solid balanced hues."
"I might give it a try sometime." Pyroth pondered, surely it wouldn't hurt to learn to control that natural instinct in him when faced with a blade? Fencing did seem to have a rythym to it, perhaps he could set a rythym to his own movements? Hmmm, it did seem a bit out of place with his fighting style though, his whole style was based around the pretence you were harmless, silent and then a surprise blow to a vulnerable spot. Either way, it wouldn't hurt to observe a bit.
As he watched the fight, Pyroth once again was drawn to movement not far away, Cassidy had come onto the beach. Of course right now to Pyroth she was unrecognisable, he raised a brow ever so slightly before giving her a welcoming nod, her appearance had changed quite drastically but you learned to deal with things in this place it seemed. Ambrose Maurlias Ambrose began the basic drill again with Amaya, starting slow, pausing between movements, and keeping the forward/backwards movements pretty evenly spaced at first, while carrying on the conversation with Pyroth. Neither of them were holding a blade- they still rested on a rock nearby. "Well, I suppose it's difficult to discern just where the barrier between human and canine is...." Ambrose admitted, wondering just when he would be considered actually canine... IF he would. "Well, regardless, I'm sure if you had as much practice as you say, that your work must have been quite talented. Have you given though to drawing? Like Hargun?" But while Ambrose was keeping a conversation with Pyroth, he made sure to Keep his eyes on Amaya, encouraging. He DID notice some improvement. "Aha! You have been practicing! I can tell!" He grinned. His back was to the path that led to the beach, and his attention on Amaya, so he had not noticed Cassidy's approach. Amaya Vaughan Most of Amaya's attention had been on her own feet and Ambrose as she concentrated. She really needed more practice still...
Upon looking up at Ambrose she caught sight of someone approaching. Was that... Cassid-OH s**t!
The back of her feet caught on a piece of driftwood and she tumbled backwards after much flailing, landing on her back in the sand with her arms flopped outwards. "Ha! Ha ha... ha... ow..." Cassidy Smith Cassidy tilted her head, and hobbled her way across the sand. This was ridiculous. She couldn't keep doing this. It was hard on her knees, for one. She'd have to figure something else out. "Fencing practice, I assume?" Just act casual. Nothing out of the ordinary at all. Nope. No way. Cassidy attempted to smile, though it was half-hearted. She felt sick. Pyroth Ignatius Pyroth nodded, that was what worried him, was humanity all in the mind or was it tied to something more aesthetic? "I'm sure we will both find out in time where that barrier lies." there wasn't much more he could say, he had made a resolution to cross those bridges when he came to them.
"I got pretty decent over time, with practice and tuition, haven't had a chance to draw since I got here though, I don't really have much stationary and I was trying to conserve it. Getting washed up here deprived me of quite a lot of luggage, I should apply for some I think, see if the Doctor feels generous."
Pyroth was distinctly impressed by the movements of the two sparring partners, Ambrose in particular had an ease and fluidity in his movement that was commendable, Amaya, too was pretty faultless. Well...at least until she fell over.
Pyroth winced as she hit the sand, act unassuming he had been thinking, ah well. He nodded to Cassidy "The two of them were just showing me a fencing example and getting some practice in I think." He really wanted to ask if the girl had received yet another injection but was too worried to, after all, when one person moved onto the next stage, the others quickly followed it seemed. Ambrose Maurlias Ambrose was just about to mention to Amaya to keep her eyes on his when she fell backwards over the log. "Amaya!?" he stepped forward, instinctually offering her a hand up. "Are you alright??" It was then that he heard Cassidy's voice calling from behind his head. He chuckled a bit self-consciously before even turning around. "Yes, actually - I've been teaching Amay-" He turned around to address the person he was speaking to, and somewhere in the turn managed to lose the rest of his sentence. Cassidy had changed. But moreso than that, it was becoming painfully obvious the extent that the morphological changes that could happen to them. Her face looked so different - more inhuman than even greer's with the hardened yellow nose. She was carrying a plate of food, and the scales had spread over the majority of her body... including over a long tail. She was kneeling down for some reason, but the strangest thing was that there were feathers on her arms? Were... they actually her feathers? Or just some accessory? He wouldn't stare. She was probably having more than her own share of problems. And at least, thank God, Greer had already taken the fall for shaking him out of his dream-world that they couldn't possibly change more than they already had. He felt guilty about probably not helping Greer's self-opinion, but at least Cassidy- who was more likely more fragile than Greer in regards to the change - especially its serpentine nature - he would be stronger to. "Cassidy, I'm sorry.... you... got your third injection, didn't you...?" He said quietly, sympathetically, dropping his stance completely. He glanced quickly back to Pyroth, although Cassidy was more in the forefront of his mind at the moment. "I'm sure the Doctor would be willing to oblige if you ask - he doesnt' seem hesitant to buy things for us... though if he heard your comment about the swine serum he might have second thoughts on getting you good quality paper." He added teasingly. Amaya Vaughan Amaya took Ambrose hand and hauled herself up. "Third in-..." She looked down at Cassidy and just stared for what seemed like forever before finally shaking her head and forcfully shutting her eyes to keep from looking. Poor Cassidy. At the time she couldn't think of anything to say and settled to just kind of... stare at her feet. "Hi Cassidy..." Cassidy Smith "I suppose I did get my third injection." Cassidy didn't look at them. Coming down here had maybe been a bad idea... oh, man. She probably looked like an idiot. She sat herself down cross-legged, her deformed feet plainly obvious. "I don't suppose you folks know of any snakes that have feathers? But don't stop on my account." She popped a bit of meat into her mouth, and swallowed it whole. Pyroth Ignatius Pyroth mentally cringed as Ambrose asked what he had been reluctant to, so this next injection would be a doozy it seemed. He just hoped he wouldn't gain too much more fur, it was already quite high maintainence at the moment. However, the attention shift did give him a chance to get a better look at Cassidy, those weren't feathers were they?
He grabbed at the thread of humour however, definately, steer the conversation away from the dire, don't slip into that cycle again. With a grin he added "He probably heard me. Knowing this island, he's got it bugged from top to toe and sits cackling at our misery. It would be more dramatic that way. Either way, I'm asking for some more clothes to wear, and some art materials, they can be poison tainted, I could care less, I just need desperately to get changed."
There wasn't much he could really say to fill the following silence other than. "Ah well, at least soon we will all be in the same boat."
"Snakes with feathers? I've never heard of any in nature, legends perhaps? " he paused "So those /are/ feathers then? I hope they aren't mixing the serums now." Ambrose Maurlias Ambrose patted Amaya on the shoulders and moved to put himself between Amaya and Cassidy in hopes that Amaya would be able to recover from her feaux paus while out of direct line of sight. He knew how delicate emotionally one could be after a change. Not to mention probably rather tender physically as well. But he couldn't help but eye her legs as she brought them around when she sat down. A bit of fear ran down his spine, setting his fur on end. Her simplified legs all but promised more to come - and just how great the physical changes would get. Aubrey had said that they would probably keep their hands... but would they still be able to stand up?? He had been thinking about offering for Cassidy to join them in fencing before he saw her legs and now realized that that would just be grinding salt into a wound. But... what about the rest of them? Would he be reduced to all fours like a real animal? That... that would be unbrearable, above all else. "No, it's fine, Cassidy. If you need to talk about anything... anything at all- we're here for you." He smiled, knowing Amaya would understand. "But... if you want some more time... I understand that as well - but dont' feel bad about interrupting. We've got nothing but time here, unfortunately..." "Sounds like you have a plan at least, Pyroth." Ambrose said to him. "we definately need at least hobbies here... lest we DO go crazy. Something to keep our minds creative and to minimize any temptation that might arise from other new instincts... I mean it might not be an issue, but I think it's a good thing to focus on the things that make us who we are." Ambrose had given this a lot of thought. Amaya Vaughan "Feathers...?" Amaya blinked and finally forced herself to look up, but only at the bright feathers on her arms. "I didn't think snakes had feathers... ever..." She raised a brow, confused. It was obvious that Cassidy was turning into a snake but... why feathers?
For the most part she remained silent, fear creeping up her spine. She wasn't turning into a snake or anything but... a lizard was still pretty far from human. Her hands cupped in her lap as she remained behind Ambrose, gaze cast downward. Cassidy Smith "Mixing... serums?" Cassidy repeated, dully. "Oh no. Oh, god no. They wouldn't try something like that, would they?" She rubbed her temples, letting out a slight whimper. "I'm not even turning into something real. Great. Just... just great." Her voice cracked; she cleared her throat. "Maybe I shouldn't have come down here..." Pyroth Ignatius "Keep occupied, never stop to think or you'll think forever, that's the motto I'm trying to keep right now. It's hard but it helps. And yep, I hadn't thought of that, might as well concentrate on our humanity in case it slips away, I know I've been doing that lately, suppress the beast embrace yourself."
His gaze returned once more to Cassidy and he felt that familiar pang of terror. Perhaps making that swine comment wasn't a good idea really, what if he ended up as a dog-pig or something?
"I hope they aren't, but here and now, I'd say they are capable of anything at all. I'm really sorry if I've upset you, I have all the social graces of a shopping trolley." he grinned apologetically. Ambrose Maurlias Ambrose shook his head fearfully. "I have no idea what they're planning... I can't think of any snakes - or reptiles for that matter that actually have feathers... except extinct ones, right? Like.... the... uh... archae-optrixs? right?" He shook his head, confused. As if animals wasn't bad enough, were they trying to make actual monsters out of us? "And Unfortunately I haven't been able to keep myself out of my thoughts. I've been probably doing far too much thinking for my own good." He sighed. "I guess another problem is figuring out what part of things that you feel are foreign... I mean they're emotions, it's not like something living in you, it's... urges, desires.. far more insidious in trying to distinguish what's you and what isn't." He glanced around at the company. "I'm sorry... I seem to be rather depressing to be around recently. Greer hit her second stage as well - I don't know if you knew... but I had this whole... system down before I saw that the changes really could go this far... you know... it didn't seem that they could really do this to us - genetically or whatever... until you see it." He sighed. No - he wouldn't go into it again. It was a dream - a pleasant string of hope that he had held onto. Unless for some unknown reason the mammal serums didn't go further - which made no sense when the more foreign ones did. "We're in this together. For better, for worse. And Emelyn spoke with me last night - and she was right... we have to face facts. We're all going through this, and we're certainly not going to hold your appearance against you, Cassidy. You can't help it, and we'd be hypocrites if we did." Amaya Vaughan She flinched as Cassidy's voice cracked. Her mouth opened to offer to walk her back to her duplex but then again... she couldn't walk. Well, on her knees but still and Amaya couldn't carry her or anything. Her mouth clamped shut as she continued to remain silent and looking at her own feet. Why couldn't she have been the snake? Cass was deathly afraid of them but she wasn't and here she was able to keep her feet and everything.
"Greer did too?" Amaya's head shot up, her eyes wide as she finally broke her own silence. Oh my god... ohmygodohmygod. Cassidy Smith "...I hadn't seen Greer." Cassidy sighed, simply overwhelmed with it all. "But thank you, Ambrose. That means a lot." She grinned at all three of them. "I... was feeling better, the last few days. I really was. I..." She shook her head. "I'm going to head back to my room. My knees sort of hurt. This isn't going to work..." She really didn't like the idea of being bound to her room for the rest of her life. Or until she could--ugh--slither. "I'm sorry. I just... I thought I could deal with this right now. I don't think I can. I'll see you guys later." She popped another whole meatball in her mouth, and turned to make her way back to the village, on her knees. Stupid way to travel. Pyroth Ignatius The red haired man nodded to Ambrose, understanding all too well what was being said. "I know exactly what you mean Ambrose, though you phrase it far more eloquently than I could. That's the dillemma isn't it? Who is the invading army when the battlefield is your head?" It was also true that these new changes drove home the reality of what they were all facing.
All of them
He nodded his agreement mutely to Cassidy, everyone on the island was in it together, no one would judge, if only to avoid judgement themselves.
He didn't say anything to stop the other leaving, he knew the feeling, sometimes you just had to sort out your head. He gave Cass a final reassuring nod (or as reassuring as he could muster) The he watched her go, his expression unreadable. He hoped his balance wouldn't go too, that would be scary.
Getting to his feet, he picked up his towel, turning to Amaya and Ambrose.
"Actually, I think I might go request those items now, before they turn off room service for the night, see you both later, hopefully the same shape as I leave you." his tone was somewhat jovial, things were bad but he couldn't get bogged down.
"Later!" and with that he headed back up to the duplexes. Ambrose Maurlias Ambrose nodded solemnly to the two of them as they parted. "Best of luck to you. Both of you." He said seriously. "And I truly am sorry about what they've done to you in particular, Cassidy." He nodded. "Yes... Greer changed just the other day... it sounds like some of the rest of us may be soon to follow if the first changes were any indication. Let me know if there is anything I can do. I understand if you want some privacy, but don't become a hermit - we all need eachother." He gave her a genuine smile. Ambrose nodded to Pyroth. The atmosphere on the Island had certainly been taking a somber one the past few days... "Indeed. If you discover anything that could help us... don't hesitate to mention it." He waved to Pyroth. "Good luck reaching them - and you'll have to show me your drawings if you make any!" He smiled. Finally he turned to Amaya and patted her a few times on the shoulder. "Of course the same is always open to you - if you ever have anything you need to talk about..." He gave her a quirky smile. "Your 'big brother's' here." They needed something to lighten the mood after that.... "SO!" He put his hands on his hips. "Scales and fur aside. Back to your footwork, young lady" He said in a jovial tone, settling back into stance. He worked with her for about another 20 minutes drilling - calling her attention to his eyes when she dropped them to her feet, or correcting minor flaws in the width or breadth of her stance. He spoke lightly during the excercize, always encouraging -and once again, near the end, he kept the pace quicker, changing up the patterns. Finally, at the end, he patted her on the shoulder again. "really good work today, Amaya! I really can tell you've been improving. Before long, as long as you keep practicing, this stance will be like second nature to you and you'll be able to drop into it at a moment's notice." He smiled. "In fact, You've improved a lot since just today. Next time - I promise - you'll actually pick up the blade." He grinned. "But that's enough for today." And with that he gave her another encouraging clap on the back, gathered his equipment, and headed back to the village. Amaya Vaughan Amaya waved to Cassidy and Pyroth as they left, but otherwise stayed quiet. Ugh, it felt like she was going to be sick.
The footwork practice helped up her mood a little bit, but she was still feeling a bit frightened by the recent events. Giving a smile and a nod to Ambrose, she walked back to her duplex as well when they were finished.
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 10:04 pm
It was late afternoon when Vasile came to knock on Ambrose's door. Vasile had little else to do on the island besides work out, so he looked amazing. If it weren't for the crazy gleam of stir-crazy shining in his eyes. He paced a bit in front of Ambrose's door.
Ambrose, meanwhile, had recently gotten back from Amaya's recent fencing lesson on the beach and showered off to rid himself of the sweat and the sand that regardless of how little contact he actually had with the beach, managed to somehow get into his fur, his hair, and everywhere else.
He had just settled down after dressing and was staring down the books that sat on his desk stuck determinedly under the lamp when he heard the knock at the door.
Thankful for an excuse to delay himself from going down that path, he opened the door with a curious expression. "Hi Vasile!" He smiled. "I haven't seen you about in a while. How have you been doing?"
"BORED" he said and let himself in. "Take me out, buddy, I'm begging you." Vasile plopped down on Ambrose's bed. "I'm going crazy, I swear. I need something to do. Have you seen Cass recently? Has she said anything about me?"
Ambrose couldn't help but smile in amusement as he strolled into his room. Surprisingly, Vasile was a virtual breath of fresh air in response to everything else that had been happening recently. Especially considerin that, after looking him over to confirm it, Vasile was still furless (or featherless or scaleless).
That was until he asked the loaded question. Given that Vasile hadn't barged in with bad news, Ambrose presumed that Vasile was still in his state of denial. "Ermm..." Ambrose hesitated, thinking back to his encounter with Cassidy that afternoon. "I hadn't seen her sice the party on the beach... until earlier this afternoon. And... uhm... honestly I think she had a few other things on her mind..." Ambrose put it delicatedly, scratching the back of his head as he closed the door behind Vasile.
Vasile looked stunned. "She didn't say anything?" He looked comptemplative. "Well damn. I was trying to give her her space. Guess that didn't work. Maybe I should go see her?"
Ambrose put a hand on Vasile's shoulder to hold him back. "That.... may not be the best idea right now..." He winced. "Honestly, I don't know what she's feeling as far as you're concerned... but she's had other... biiig.... issues come up." Ambrose fidgeted, knowing that this might very well lead to probing questions.
Vasile sighed. "Like what?"
Ambrose winced. He knew that that question was going to follow. For Vasile's sanity, he didn't want to tell him, but for the sake of their frienship which had already hit a few rocks, he didn't want to lie either.
"I... well.. I think the Island's starting to get to her. She's really not enjoying herself here... nothing to do with you. More... mroe like the staff." Ambrose answered truthfully.
"Well... maybe I could help, ya know? Take her out.. do something special for her? C'mon man, she's still a red-blooded woman. No one can be that icey." He ran a hand through his hair.
Ambrose bit back on the question floating through his head as to whether or not she would still technically qualify as a 'red blooded woman' and the pun about iciness and cold-bloodness on the sake of both discretion and politeness.
"Maybe..." Ambrose started. "She might need a little bit of space for a few days, though, at least." How to help him - he really did think that Vasile and Cassidy could be good together... and still felt guilty about the whole Timothy thing... "But I bet you anything she won't miss out on the Halloween dance." Ambrose smiled.
"Yeah, you've said that before," he mumbled. "How m uch space does she need. I haven't talked ot her in what seems like forever. And wouldn't that make me look uncaring?"
Ambrose paused on this thought. "I'm not sure..." He admitted. "I do think that you shouldn't lose track of her." He smiled. "I really can tell that you care about her." He gave Vasile a wry smile, as if this were some sort of secret.
"Maybe try to get her over the intercom? Talk with her first?"
Vasile looked like someone had hit him upside the head with a bag of bricks at Ambrose's statement. He tried to think of something to say, but it just came out, "Huh?"
Ambrose looked over to him in surprise. "What? I mean... you DO like her, right? I mean, you say that you've never been in love or anything like that before, but she certainly appears to be monopolizing your thoughts." He smiled.
Vasile scratched the back of her head. "Yeah, I like her," Vasile said, looking a bit uncomfortable. "But I don't... ya know, I mean. I don't really know her that well..."
Ambrose shrugged, taking a seat on the edge of the bed and gesturing to the chair for Vasile. "Well, you've spoken with her at least as much as I have, I believe." Ambrose commented. "You said you seemed to hit it off pretty well?"
"Yeah, I suppose," Vasile said, taking a seat. "You know its weird. There's like.. no pressure, right? I mean, I don't have to worry about talking to her and then our picture showing up on the cover of PEOPLE magazine with some headline like "DiRossi Going Hometown" or some s**t like that. But on the other hand.. I feel like there's more pressuire on me...because she honestly doesn't care that I've been on the cover of PEOPLE Magazine at all, ya know?"
Ambrose nodded slowly. "Not that I have ever personally had the problem of being in the eye of the nation... but I can see what you mean. Here you're alone..." He let that linger on the air for just a moment before continuing. "It's just us out here - no press, no phones, no nothing. No one telling you what you should do."
"I guess so. You know. On one hand its liberating. But on the other... I'm scared to death. I mean, I've never really -had- a problem getting a girl before."
Ambrose gave a small smile. "welcome to the real word, Mr. DiRossi." He chuckled. "But seroiusly - I think it should be good. Who do you want a girl to go out with, YOU, or your name?"
"Of course I'd rather them go out for me," he said, looking almost like he was pouting. "But Cass doesn't seem interested in me. Or my name. I don't get it."
Ambrose shrugged. "Wellllll...." He pondered on this. "Have you really discussed this wtih her? I mean, other than at the beach party? Maybe it's not that she isn't interested in you - maybe she's just having a hard time believing that a real movie star is truly interested in HER."
"I guess I thought I was being kind of.. obvious," he said. "I mean, anytime I get close to her, she freezes up."
Ambrose thought on this. "Maybe you're moving too fast? You say you don't know her too well. Try getting to know her first? Be her friend. Maybe she hasn't had that much experience with men before."
Vasile seemed to actually turn a bit red as a certain thought entered his mind, but he quickly shook it off. "I mean, I haven't tried to kiss her or anything. Just... show her she doesn't repulse me. Isn't that what I was suppose to do?"
"Well, you said that she shies away from you... which means you're being touchy. Which isn't bad! But sometimes if a girl isn't, well, that comfrotable with the whole dating thing in general, you have to move slower. If you're grabby they might think that you want to get them into bed. So just talk to her - listen to her, and be friendly. Don't make it look like you're not interested, but sometimes they don't want your arm around them just yet."
Vasile shrugged, not really understanding. "Yeah I guess so," he said, slumping his shoulders a bit. "I'm surpised I even...care so much. To be honest...s'not like me."
Ambrose quirked an eyebrow. "It's not like you? Maybe, it's not like the you that is in the limelight and is used to girls throwing themselves at him."
"I guess..." Vasile picked at the the arm of the chair. "I mean.. I'm not really as bad as the tabloids would want you to believe. I mean.." He hesitated, but shrugged. "I don't take advantage of women. Its just I treat them the way they want to be treated. When you have girls throwing themselves at you, I don't really see what I'm hurting? Ya know?"
Ambrose held up his hands. "I never said you were. Hell, I don't exactly read tabloids, despite what the tabloids would like to have you believe that every red-blooded American does. I'm just saying that here, away from the glitz and glamour of Hollywood you're maybe exploring aspects of yourself that you didn't have the opportunity to do so before. Hell, as odd as this Island is, it is more normal than Hollywood."
"But Hollywood is normal for me." Vasile leaned back in the chair, brooding. "I don't like not knowing what to do."
" can't help you there." He sighed, a small smile on the corner of his mouth. "Well, I mean I could tell you what to do, but I don't think you'd take too kindly to that."
Vasile just raised an eyebrow at him.
"Well, you know what I mean." He shrugged.
"So...what have you been up to?"
Ambrose chuckled. "Doing a lot of thinking honestly... which can be dangerous here... or depressing... And... well... I got to know a woman named Emelyn a bit better.." A small blush rose on his cheeks.
Vasile leaned forward, digging for more. "Oh yeah?"
"Well!" Ambrose leand back, a bit defensively out of embarrassment. "I mean, I dont' even know what to think, really. I mean, I just finished telling myself I'm not over Angelina, that I'm not going to give up hope on never seeing her again... And out of left field... I get to talking with Emelyn about everything.. and she gives me this big reality check... except with her it seems gentle... despite the bluntness.... and... we talk... and next thing I know I'm asking her if she wants me to walk her to the Halloween party... and then it's a date and she gives me a kiss..." Ambrose speaks quickly, his face reddening as he continues.
Vasile glanced over at the happy couple staring back at him from a frame on the dresser. "Reality check, eh?" He stood and walked over, picking the picture up. "So thats it for her, huh?" He felt sad for some reason, looking at how happy they looked. If Ambrose could toss love aside so easily - out of anyone - that didn't really give him much desire to pursue it for himself.
Ambrose's face paled as his eye was drawn to the picture on the bedside table. "No..." He whispered, scared. "I ... I don't know what's going on with me and Emelyn..." Ambrose said, suddenly feeling horribly guilty. "I DO love Angelina... very much so..." He felt miserable all over again, suddenly wrested down from his positive mood. "I just hurts so badly, Vasile.... and... I know you don't like to think about it... hell, I don't either, and htat's part of the problem - but I don't think I'm ever leaving this damned island... even if I don't change any more." He felt a cold chill go down his spine, setting his fur on edge. He shook it off and continued. "And that had been my hopeline... but the more I see and the longer I'm hear the more I realize that that is more denial than anything solid."
Vasile set the picture down, suddenly sorry he said anything. "I guess... I don't know. Its hard for me to wrap my mind around... that situation."
Ambrose's eyes hadn't left the picture. "I know." He said quietly. "And I hate to be a downer, but it will hit you sometime." And probably soon considering how long you've been here.... I'm surprised you haven't changed yet.
Vasile just shrugged and sat back back down. "Wanna go grab a drink?"
Ambrose didn't even have to think about that very hard at all. "That sounds wonderful." He said, getting to his feet. "I fear this Island is going to turn me into an alcoholic." He said half-jokingly.
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Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2005 1:56 am
Vasile's Transformation There was a insistant, impatient knocking at Ambrose's door that morning. It was barely past six in the morning, and the sky was just starting to brighten for the day. There was a first round of knocking, then a break that lasted only a few seconds before the knocking came again.
Ambrose was normally a morning person, but even he had his limits. Most especially after a night of some casual drinking and lementing his woes to Vasile. He had been burried in covers, his head on the admittedly soft pillow, a small train of drool traililng from his mouth to the bedsheets, and dreaming rather pleasantly about fencing with the ladies on the Island - and going to the Olympics and getting to match with Moreau and was just about to strike the match point when suddenly there was a great pounding on the building.... it was an earthquake-!
No.... it was just the door. His conscious mind jabbed at him, pulling him out of his dream and to a state of semi-wakefulness. Ambrose had always laughed at the people who couldn't do anything before drinking coffee, but between a mild headache and really not wanting to have woken up, he could almost sympathize.
"Whhaaaat?!" He called from his bed in a gravelly growl.
"Ambrose, its Vasile." His normally calm, liquid voice sounded tight and forceful. Whatever it was, he wasn't playing around. "I need to speak to you - please." Yes, that was desperation. He knocked again.
"Mmrmf" Ambrose said eloquently into the pillow. He took a deep breath, and closed his eyes, summoning his reserve of wakefulness that he knew was there. After a few moments, he sat up and ran a hand through his hair, resenting the fact that he was nowhere near presentable in a sleep shirt and pair of boxers, and opened the unlocked door, coming face to face with Vasile - who surprisingly was little more prepared for the day than he - while showered, his hair was not combed, and his clothing was not in perfect, pressed order.
Something had to be wrong.
"Vasile...?" He glanced back to the clock on the nightstand, confirming it's accuracy as he looked past Vasile, squinting into the lavender skies on the horizon as the sun was just starting to shine it's light on this part of the world. "What... what is it? You do know what time it is, right?"
He hadn't changed yet, at least... Ambrose was worried that that might have been what had happened considering the panic-stricken note in his voice.
Vasile pushed his way in and closed the door quickly behind him. His eyes were bloodshot, and he hand a hand - that was obviously shaking - through his slightly puffy, unstyled blonde hair. He nearly collapsed into the chair near the bed, grabing so hard on the arms that his knuckles were white.
"Something happened, I think..." he said, his voice now unsteady. He didn't want to believe this. He refused to. "I foudn this on me this morning.. " He tried to roll up the sleeve of his shirt, but his hands were shaking too much, so, being that his shirt was unbuttoned as is, he just peeled it off him in frustration. "PLEASE, for the love of god, tell me that's a spider bite."
Ambrose felt a chill run over him as he walked carefully over to Vasile to inspect his arm as requested. He swallowed, seeing the single puncture mark surrounded by hot, puffy skin.
He chewed on his lip before whetting it carefully. Ambrose knew very well what that meant. Many of the other islanders hadn't noticed their own shots... or it had been already too late by the time they did. "I wish I could, Vasile.... but it... looks like an injection mark." Ambrose said quietly.
Vasile stood up suddenly, shoving Ambrose hard, causing him to fall back on the bed. "NO!" he roared, quickly jerking the shirt back on his shoulders as he began to pace violently. "This is bullshit!"
Ambrose fell back, catching himself barely with the backs of his elbows so he didn't fall flat against the bed. Slowly sitting back up he rubbed the backs of his own furry arms and looked resentfully at him. "I know you you feel, Vasile. REALLY. I've tried to tell you multiple times. And I know that you haven't wanted to hear it, and I respected that...." But this had to happen sooner or later... I just had hoped that it would always be 'later.
"You guys are INSANE," he screamed, his eyes wide and looking a bit manic. "What you're saying isn't POSSIBLE." He was trying to keep his voice steady, and spoke slowly, as if speaking to a child. "Its make up. This is some royally <******** up new reality TV series..." It was obvious Vasile was trying to convince himself more than Ambrose.
"Believe me Vasile - there is NOTHING more that I would like than to be able to say that you're right. That all of this is just an elaborate set, or show, or something other than exactly what is going on." The fur was rising along Ambrose's shoulders. He sympathized all too much, and once again was in the position of the bearer of bad news - and not just that, but having to experience it all over again himself. "You think I want to be stuck here? You think I want THIS To happen to me??" Ambrose snarled, rising to his feets and gesturing at himself - much of his fur exposed from underneath the sleeveless sleep-shirt and boxer shorts.
Vasile rubbed his temples. The irriated thumping that has been happning since he woke up was steadily becomming a pounding. "But.. how.. why.. I mean.. its ...just....not... possible..." Vasile knew he wasn't making much sense. He shook his head a little, hsi vision blurring a bit. "I'm Vasile DiRossi for god's sake..." he started to say, but it was obvious he was distracted. He stumbled back over to the chair, steadying himself on it.
Ambrose swallowed... "Here... everyone is just... us.... just us and the things we have with us- Vasile?? Are you okay?" Ambrose headed quickly to his side to give him a steadying hand.
Vasile shook his head again. "I'm... I'm fine..." A few beads of sweat started to appear on his face. Vasile took several deep breaths and stood up. Why was he suddenly so itchy. Vasile looked over to Ambrose, as if he forgot was he was just talked about. He unconsciously reached up and began to scratch at his shoulders. "Is it...really hot in here to you?"
Ambrose swallowed, and had a very sinking feeling. "I... I don't think you're fine.... why... here - come on - let's get you onto the bed. I.... I think I know what might be happening..." Ambrose said, feeling a pang of sympathetic nausea.
Vasile's itching on his shoulders got more pronounced. "I'm not.. tired..." he said through gritted teeth, but let Ambrose lead him to the bed. He say heavily on it, his scratching becomming intense clawing. "It .... it itches..." he choked out. Vasile shook his hair out his eyes. Then he blinked. His hair didn't usually get in his eyes. Vasile shifted uncomfortably on the bed, a dull pain centering at the base of his spine. Suddently, his head cleared and he looked back over at Ambrose. The denial was gone, replaced by naked fear. "Something's happening..." he said weakly.
Ambrose was paling... he remembered VERY clearly the itching that he had been going through prior to his own transformation.... the symptoms... there was no denying it... and it felt so strange being on the outside watching... knowing how he felt - the confusion, the terror.... and then there was the pain.
"Vasile..." Ambrose tried to keep his voice steady, knowing that he needed it, but couldn't quite get all of the quiver out of it. "I.... I know it itches.." He winced, swallowing as he saw the hair follicles around his shoulders thickening. "And... it's probably going to hurt." He sat down, taking Vasile's hand to try to keep him from scratching. "I can run to the cafeteria. I think they have morphine there. I .... it might very well hurt." He said with brutal honesty.
Vasile gripped tightly onto Ambrose's arm. "Don't leave me," he growled- almost litterly, through clenched teeth. His lips curled back over two obviously elongated canines.
Ambrose swallowed. "O... Okay." He sat back down, swallowing as Ambrose stared at his mouth, watching some very, VERY familiar changes happening to the man. At least, Ambrose thought, later - after he had calmed down somewhat - there would be a bright side - at least he was becoming mammalian... and some sort of carnivore at that.
But it was so disorienting. He could smell Vasile's fear... and that was a frightening predicament. Flashes of his own tortured night kept springing to mind as he held Vasile's clenched hand. "I.. I won't go anywhere." He whispered. "It's okay." He forced a wincing smile. "You can make it through this!"
Vasile let go of his death grip on Ambrose's arm because the itching pain was getting too intense. He began to claw again at the clothes, finally ripping off the shirt in a strangled cry. Silver-grey fur was already sprouting over his shoulders, and making its way down Vasile's spine. He scratched and scratched, suddenly crying out in pain at his nails started in leave long, red welts down his skin as they lengthened and hardned. Vasile pulled his hands away and gawked at them. "Ambrose..." he whimpered, the burning itching getting farther and farther away from his mind as the throbbing in his base of his spine grew more intense. His ears pricked at as well, like someone was pinching the tips.
Vasile's eyes squeezed shut and he tried not to cry out. The panic and pain making his eyes sting and water.
"Vasile! Don't!" Ambrose's eyes widened as he watched the hair gorwing before his eyes. He tried to force Vasile's hands still so he didn't gouge his skin any more than he already had.
Ambrose felt helpless, watching the changes happen before his eyes. He wished he coudl do something to stop them - anything! "Vasile, I'm here. Don't scratch - it will make it worse!" Some part of his mind found the irony in the statment, sounding like his mother admonishing him when he had the chicken pox when he was a child.... how he longed to be back home again... even in such a misery as that.
Vasile heard Ambrose's warnings somewhere through the thick fog of confusion and panic, so he dug his hands into the blankets of Ambrose's bed. "It hurts..." he mumbled out, the pain becoming more intense by the moment. His ears stretched and pointed, causing him to screw up in his face in pain. But this he opened his mouth and cried out as his tail began to form. He writhed on the bed, the base of his spine very tender at the moment. Not knowing what else to do, Vasile rolled onto his stomach and buried his face deep in a pillow, screaming into it.
Ambrose stared, it was like a trainwreck - watching the tail push from the base of Vasile's spine, his own small nub pressed tightly against his backside, trying to tuck.
He kept hold of his hands, squeezing it, knowing the pain and watching as the tail grew longer, much longer even than his own. He glanced quickly towards his mini-fridge, and reached out to it, grabbing the ice-cube tray, coming quickly back to Vasile's side. It wasn't much, but maybe it would help...
The forming tail pushed at the back of his pants, but quickly spilled over the top his fairly low-riding blank pants. The thin, rat like tail spiraled down to around a foot in length, the whole time Vasile muffled screams coming from the pillow. The fur on Vasile's back was thick and silver, and it stretched clear from his shoulders down this spine. The hair seemed to wave over the tail, growing fast and bushy, giving him after several agonizing moments, a short, thick, fluffy silver tail. Vasile's screams lessoned as the intense pain began to ebb away, leaving only a very sore, deep throbbing over his entire back, shoulders, and ears.
His golden hair, surprisingly, now cascaded over a good portion of the pillow. It was considertably longer than before, the new growth fading into stark silver-white at the roots.
Ambrose was speechless as he watched, the ice mostly ineffective in dulling the deep muscle-and-bone pain that Vasile agonized through. He watched as the tail pushed out, and the wave of hair covered it...
Finally, after Vasile's screams quieted to moaning sobs, a single word finally escaped Ambrose's own, rather traumitized lips. "Jeezus...."
After a moment, Vasile finally lifted his head. His face was red and puffy, and his new, longer coif fell over his eyes. He blinked a few times, trying to prob himself up without putting pressure on his backside. He just stared at Ambrose, as if he could magically make sense somehow of what was happening.
Ambrose swallowed, wondering what was going through his head. He slowly sat down on the bed beside him, really not sure if Vasile was going to yell... cry... collapse.... or what. "I'm so sorry, Vasile..." he whispered. "I... I know you didn't want to believe all of this"
Vasile opened his mouth, trying to figure out what to say. "I...." he forlornly looked down at his hands. "It's all.... true." It wasn't a question, just a simple question. His lips trembled and he did his best to blink back a few tears. To no avail, however. After a moment of avoiding Ambrose's eye contact, he gathered the pillow in his arms and buried his face into again, sobbing,
Sitting down next to him, Ambrose patted him on the back gently, hoping that he wasn't making things worse if his back still hurt... "I'm sorry, Vasile.." He repeated. "I tried to tell you.... yes... it is true. All of it." He tried to give him a silver lining. "But... hey... it could be a lot worse." he winced before giving him one of the lifelines he had been clinging to. "You're.... mammalian at least.... no scales... no feathers... something fuzzy...."
Vasile didn't answer, Ambrose couldn't tell if he even heard or cared about what he said. Vasile didn't bother to move much, just cry and sniffle into the pillow, before falling into an exhaustion-induced sleep.
Sighing, and patting him a few more times on the back, Ambrose stood up to go get the extra blanket from the closet, and carefully put it over his friend. He needed the sleep.
Quietly he slipped out to the cafeteria to get a few plates of food - primarily meat, but with some eggs and bread as well - both for himself and, juding from Vasile's teeth - him as well.
Arriving back in the room, Ambrose shut off the light and leaned back in the plush chair, putting his feet up on the bed and tried to catch a few more winks himself, until Vasile woke up. olor]
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Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2005 5:44 pm
Vasile: Post transformation
Several hours later, Vasile slowly began to stir. His new tail still was throbbing, and his ears felt stretched and tender. The way the bed sheet rubbed on the fur trailing down from his belly-button made his stomach itch. He slowly rolled over, grimacing at the feel of his tail pressed under him, and slowly blinked and wiped the hair out of his eyes.
Ambrose had managed to fall back asleep sitting in the chair by the bed, his feet propped up on the edge of the mattress. His hands were in his lap, and his head was lolling to the side.
There was a large tray of food sitting nearby on the bedside table, laden primarily with various types of meats, with a few rolls and eggs as well - no telling how long it had been there, but it still smelled good.
Vasile felt his stomach growl as the smell of the food entered his nostrils. Frowning upon see his hands - now complete with thick points at the end of the nails, he reached over and took a roll and a few chicken nuggets. His gums felt sore as he chewed, feeling his new, longer canine teeth rubbing on the inside of his lips. He looked over at Ambrose, not wanting to wake him up, but not wanting to be alone. He nudged him gently, seeing if he stirred.
Ambrose's brow furrowed as he moved a bit and made a noise, slowly consciousness returning to him as he groaned, remembering what had happened, his eyes opening hesitantly to confirm his memory.
"How are you doing...?" Ambrose asked gently.
Vasile shrugged, not really knowing how to respond. "Hungry," he settled for, and scooted closer to the tray of food. He looked sullen, his mind racing in a thousands directions, trying to think of something to say.
Ambrose nodded, removing his feet from the bed and leaning forward, snagging a piece of bacon from the tray and chewing on it thoughtfully himself.
"And sore, I would imagine." He commented. "I was at least.... and in some regards, you've been through more than even I went through.." He said, eyeing the length of Vasile's tail.
Vasile reluctantly looked behind him, having avoided it until now. He blinked, and turned pale. Morbid curiosity forced him to get up and pad over to Ambrose's mirror. He licked his lips nervously, looking over himself head-to-toe from the first time. He was already shirtless, and he kicked off his shoes. His feet were topped in silver fur, and had the same blunt claws tipped at the end of the toenails. He eyes his feet for several moments, then raised his eyes to the mirror. Face-to-face with his own reflection, the first thing he noticed was his hair. It was now considerably longer, and wavier than it had yet to be. But his eyes widened and he strepped nose-close to the mirror, examining the roots of his hair. "WHAT THE ********?!" he exclaimed, pulling out several strands and holding them up to his vision. "GREY HAIRS?"
Ambrose swallowed and shook his head in bewilderment as to why Vasile's hair might be changing colors. "Maybe... because of the fur.." He commented.
He slowly followed after him, putting a reassuring hand on his shoulder. "It's okay... .most of the rest of the islanders have changed now as well.... no one is going to think you're strange... at least everyone I have met at least knows what's going on now." he said quietly.
Vasile glanced over to Ambrose as he came over and put his hand on him. He tried to force a thankful smile, then went back to observing himself in the mirror. There was a thick pelt forming from the mantle of his shoulders that ran down the base of his spine until it connected at the tail. "What...what do you think I'm...?"
Ambrose looked him over again. Mammalian... bushy tail... gray... carnivorous - or at least omnivorous. "I... I don't know that well.... well, hrmm" Ambrose paused, thinking about some of the information that he had been looking at in the wild canines book before he had banished it to beneath the lamp. "Just a moment"
Ambrose headed over to the desk and pulled out the large book that was full of big, glossy images, flipping through it until he got to the fox section - and a particular specimin of a gray fox. "A... fox, maybe? You're a mammal, probably a carnivore with those teeth... and a big fluffy silver tail." Ambrose tried to think logically about it, maybe it would help Vasile to cling to the facts.
Vasile's tongue darted out and wet his chapping lips. "A .. a fox..." he tried to keep his mind focused on this fact first, before wading into how this was possible, why he was brought here, or if he's ever seen anyone he knew ever again. "I guess... maybe..." he took the took and paced back and forth a few times, studying the glossy photos. "That's... that's not to bad... right?"
Ambrose shook his head. "I don't think that's bad at all. Especially compared to the fate of some of the other islanders. I mean, I don't see you being too happy about being a sealion... or a skunk.." Ambrose smiled. "I consider myself pretty lucky as well, all things considered."
Vasile just nodded and closed the book, handing it back to Amrbrose with unsteady hands. "Why am I here...?"
Confusion answered Vasile's question. "Why?" He shook his head. "What do you mean? Er... I mean the doctor pulled us all here via various excuses... people he thought he could 'disappear' essentially.. or would make good subjects." He looked at Vasile and thought about this. Why DID he choose a movie star? .... And why had no one come looking for him yet. "But for you... I mean... I don't know. I don't think the doctor would have brought you here unless he knew he could get away with it. As much as I wish that helicopters would show up here searching for you and rescue us all..."
"But the script... this was a set-up... someone like me doesn't just... dissapear. I mean... people will come looking for me, right? THey have to! I have... jobs booked up for the next two years!"
Ambrose sat down to think on this. He nodded, remembering the script. "Not just that... btu the way the script was worded -I mean DAMN, someone really did their research to keep you in the dark for as long as they could. Even to the point of "people are trying to convince you that it's all real" being a part of the movie plot." He shook his head. "And I have olympic training that I was doing. This was supposed to be just a two week 'vacation' of a study. Now I've been here over two months. Vasile. I really, really hate to break it to you, but unless something unforseen happens, we're stuck here. For good." He swallowed, looking rather distraught himself.
Vasile sank down on the bed, looking away as a tear rolled down his cheek. He wiped it away quickly, but never before had the suave movie start looked so much like a scared little boy. "Why would they do that? To people with families.. and futures...?"
Ambrose felt really bad for the guy, hating Moreau all the more as he put an arm around him. "I don't know" he said quietly. "I wish that they would have the decency to do more research on who they're brining here before they ruined more lives." Ambrose winced. "There are some people here who don't mind it that much - Lauren... Colche... and a few others... I don't see why they not only are keeping us here, doing THIS to us.... but taking people that have lives, goals... dreams... People they love... all back home."
Vasile ran shaking hands through his hair and leaned into Amrbose's touch a bit. Though he wouldn't admit it, having a friend there to comfort him made all a bit easier to take in. "you... they really did take you away.. from her...Angelina, was it?"
Ambrose felt a lump forming in his throat, his eyes stinging a bit. Tring to swallow the lump down before it emerged, he nodded. "...yes... Yes... the bastards did..."
Vasile blinked back more tears of his own and just sat there in silence. "What...what do I do now?"
Ambrose shook his head. "That's what we're all trying to figure out. Find something to hang on to. Survive. Try to see a silver lining?" He sighed. "If you figure it out, let me know. Greer's building a butterfly house." He gave a bitter smile.
"Build a buttefly house? You're serious?" Vasile felt his cheek sting from anger, but he knew it wasn't Ambrose's fault. It was Moreau he should be mad at. He took a calming breath and rubbed his temples.
Ambrose shook his head. "We've been here months with the realization of what's happening to us. We've tried railing against the staff. We've talked of escape plans, but nothing has bourne fruit. Moreau's got the funds of a small government and I am willing to bet invested a great deal in security. There are cameras everywhere. And, to make things worse, even if we DID somehow manage to esacpe, it's likely that our cells will mutate and become cancerous because of the what he's done to us unless he finishes his damnedable experiment and our transformations are complete. Because they're not yet." Ambrose stared at the floor bitterly, a curl on his lips.
Vasile sneered. "I can afford the best ******** doctors on the planet. I'm s ure they could fix whatever the hell happened to us."
"Fix us?!" Ambrose asked incredulously. "We're not injured. We're not sick - he's rewriting our ******** DNA. No one has ever done anything LIKE this before - not even with animals - or we would have heard of it! It would take years to figure out what he's even done well enough to try to help us, by which point it might very well be too late."
Vasile stood up defensively, crossing his arms. "I don't care if he ******** Einstein - he didn't do all this on his damn own. Medical science is ALL abuot building off of other's work. Did you ever think about that? No other crazed scientist has DONE this before because its ILLEGAL. Doesn't mean doctors couldn't look at us and find a way to at least stop it from getting worse. Its easier to find a question when you have the answer."
Vasile paced a few times, just spouting anything that was coming to mind. "And if they couldn't they would sure as hell do eveyrthing they could. I'd rather die out there with them TRYING."
Ambrose shuddered, wrapping his arms around himself. He didn't want to die. But he also didn't want to be a wolf. "I don't know. I'm not sure if I'd be willing to risk my life on doctors being able to reverse engineering this. I mean, we can treat cancer, but if our whole body starts to shut down.... breaking apart at the cellular level... I don't think people can exactly fix that. And belive me... I want to go home - I want to see Angelina again, tell her I'm not dead. Tell her I love her. But I don't want to die."
Vasile chewed on his bottom lip. "I think I'd rather take the risk. Than be stuck never knowing what could have happened had he tried."
Ambrose pondered on this. "Maybe we should talk to Matthew... I think he's some sort of scientist. Maybe he'd know what people know back home. If it would even be possible." he shuddered. "I don't know.... I agree with you - and the hope. My biggest hope for the longest time was that it physically wouldn't be possible to change us more than he already has. I mean, I'm with you in this seeming like a badly scripted sci-fi movie. People can't turn into animals. DNA can't change you THIS much when you're already grown, right? But..." he took a breath. "Then I saw some of the other islanders... change again..."
Vasile shrugged. "Are they changing us... all the way? I mean.. TO animals?"
Ambrose swallowed. "No one knows... exactly how far they're changing us. Aubrey has said that they think that we'll still be able to speak... still have hands... but they're not sure. Maybe we'll still stand up, be human-sized... I don't see us being able to gain or lose that much mass.... but then again, I didn't see us growing tails either. Well, maybe gaining mass would be possible, but not losing, right?"
Vasile was just kind of gawking at Ambrose, not really listening to what he was saying, or having the ability to understand it at the moment... mass and tails and DNA... what was the point of having hands if you marooned on some islands for te rest of your life anyway. Vasile finally just shook his head and turned his back. His brain felt like it just wanted to shut down.
Ambrose sighed. "I'm sorry." He picked up the plate of food, taking a bite of hot dog as he did, and then passed it to him. "here. Eat, you need it."
Vasile took a hot dog and ate it - he was indeed hungry. He went back over the plate and grabbed a few more things. "Have you.. lost your taste for certain stuff?"
Ambrose squirmed a bit nervously. "To be honest... yeah. I don't much care for most vegetables anymore. Fruit... fruit's okay, but meat appeals to me above all else, really. IT's more that than anything else. Bread and stuff is still good, but not AS good by comparison, you know?"
Vasile carefully chewed things over in his mouth, and focused on what foods sounded appetising. To be honest, fruits and veggies - at least cooked, didn't seem unappealing to him. At least by memory. The bread and cheese and meat all tasted fine. But it was an interesting thought.
Picking up the silverware, Ambrose cut a slice of the steak for himself. "we can go to the actual cafeteria if you like. They have a much broader seleection."
Vasile just shrugged. "Maybe later." He glanced to the door and frowned. No way he wanted people to see him like this.
Ambrose nodded. "I understand. But remember, no one here is going to hold this against you. Not that I know of at least."
"I feel like a fool," he admitted.
Ambrose frowned. "I don't blame you. Hell, if I was in your position, I'd want to believe anything possible other than what was actually going on. It would have been much easier to deal with. Besides, the story they fed you was actually plausible."
The sneer came back to Vasile's lips. "Those bastards.." he mumbled. He peered out the window, staying close to the curtains incase someone came by. "I can't face her now."
"her...?" Ambrose paused for a moment before it clicked. "You mean Cassidy? Why? She's going through the same thing. Hell, she's having an even harder time..." Ambrose swallowed, thinking about the last time he saw her.
"But that one time we fought was because.. .my god, no wonder she thinks I'm an idiot..."
A frown tugged at his mouth. "Well.... now you know at least, that you like her for the real her, right? And you can tell her that."
Vasile frowned himself as an unsettling thought came over him. He looked down at his hands and sighed. "A snake? Really..?"
Ambrose nodded. "So we figure... except... ah... recent developments have been rather... odd." Ambrose looked off to the window, feeling uncomfortable. Should he tell him? He believed it all now at least.
Vasile's mind didn't seem to get that far. He swallowed, trying to comprehend that those scales over her body were... real
Ambrose looked over to him, concerned. "Is... everything alright?"
"I don't know," he said honestly.
"What's going through your mind...?" Ambrose asked hesitantly.
"I just.... I mean.. those scales.. you're fur... they're all... ..real."
Ambrose nodded slowly, taking in a breath. It really was a lot to take in when you thought about it. He looked at the fur growing over his legs, running his hand along it, feeling it. And it would only get worse.... "Yes..." Ambrose responded finally. "It is. Fur, scales, tails...." he shook his head. "even vocal capabilities for some of us."
"Vocal capacities?" He looked scared for a moment. "We won't be able to ..talk?"
Ambrose looked over, alarmed. "Nono! That's not what I meant.... I hope!" Ambrose looked scared for a moment, thinking about his own growling and howling... and only after his first change. "I mean... I can growl...." he winced. "And howl. But I mean, I can talk too!"
"Oh...."
Ambrose scratched at his arm again. "is there anything else... you want to know? That I can do..?"
Vasile sighed. "I... I don't know."
Ambrose nodded, mind seeking a change in topic. "So... how's Brutus doing...?"
Vasile shrugged. "Afraid to go outside thanks to that Red Devil."
"Red Devil... Oh! You mean Captain Morgan? " Ambrose winced. "I'm sorry about that."
"I guess. Its not your fault."
"Well... I do think, anyway, that you should talk to Cassidy. At the very least, there are the intercoms. Come to the halloween part with us next week. It's not much... but it's something. We can't just lie here and rot for the rest of our lives."
Vasile nodded. "I suppose so. I.. I guess I do owe her an apology."
Ambrose nodded. "She'll appreaciate that. And... maybe that's one reason that she's been cold?"
"We can hope..." he said, forcing a smile.
Ambrose nodded, patting him on the back. "There you go. And we're all here for eachother. We'll make it through. Really." He forced the smile.
"Thanks" he said, his smile a bit more genuine. "Thank you for.. you know. Being here for me and all that..."
Ambrose nodded. "Of course. what are friends for?" he gave a small chuckle. "Welcome to the club." He said wiht a note of sarcasm, gesturing to their mutual fur.
Vasile gave a snort and nodded back at him. "Talk about exclusive."
Ambrose actually laughed at that. "No kidding."
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Posted: Sat Oct 29, 2005 6:58 pm
Ambrose picks up Emelyn for the Party
It was the day! Ambrose had spent a good deal of the morning primping: showering (using the nice shampoos and soaps), burshing his hair (and fur), making sure his teeth flashed pearly white, and even sprayed a touch of cologne. Finally, he donned the costume that had arrived by his door just in time. The velvety blue material felt so nice - the staff apparently had spared no expense in the halloween costumes. Putting on the shirt, pants, tabard, belt, boots, gloves, and finally, the plumed hat, he grabbed his epee, and tucked it securely into his belt. Giving himself a dashing smile in the mirror before he left, Ambrose walked with a spring in his step to Emelyn's duplex, and knocked on the door.
The costume had been a few weeks in the making- and the planning of how it was all going to go together had taken days, near the end. So it was almost a disappointment to Em that she was dressed so quickly, and had so little to do after she'd slipped into her costume besides look in the mirror and tease her hair into behaving. Something about the invitation had begged for an ironic costume, and in a... dubious (at best) burst of vision, Emelyn had decided that she would go as not a Playboy Bunny... but rather, a Playboy Hedgehog. The black bustier with the heart-shaped curve it made against her breasts had been handmade- sewn herself, down to the darts. The ears- made from curved brown felt and attached to her aviator goggles, had also been handmade- but the shoes and stockings had been order out, and the collar and sleeve cuffs had been cut from a white shirt and pulled to the front with black buttons. Moments before Ambrose knocked, she tried to quell her excitement, and adjusted her hair to spike up as much as it could, coaxing the limp quills to stand on end. She'd only just taken a step back to look at the full effect... when the door knocked.
She jumped back, startled- but excited, and danced in place. "Just a minute!" She hurried towards the door, the black pumps clicking on the floor, and threw open the door.
Ambrose waited by the door, his curiousity building as far as what precisly she might be dressed as. His curiousity was soon quelled, however, when the door was thrown open to reveal a very.... very scantily-clad Emelyn. Ambrose's eyes widened and his mouth opened in a surprised - but happy - smile.
"Emelyn! W... wow!" He swallowed, trying to keep his eyes from wandering over her figure that was being quite nicely accentuated by her costume. "That's.. impressive! A ... playboy bunny..?" He blushed. "But no ears.."
She laughed, putting a hand up to her throat for lack of anywhere else to put it, and to touch the collar that was buttoned there. "Playboy Hedgehog, actually." She took her hand off the collar and flicked at one of the ears with a delicate motion. "I thought I was being funny. Must have been smoking some of the local vegetation... or... something." Then, for the first time, she allowed herself to take a good look at Ambrose. He was very... dashing. So she said so aloud. Unfortunately, her inner dialogue didn't seem to be working, because she also added "And you smell great."
Ambrose grinned widely as he looked at it again. "That's very creative! I like it... and wow... I didn't forsee something like this - you look wonderful!" He blushed a bit as she complimented his own costume. "I was hoping to." He spread his arms and turned a bit with a smile. "I couldn't resist."
He puffed up his chest a bit, smiling a schoolboy smile. "You really do look great." He gave a deep bow. "And, my lady, it would be my honor to escort you to the ball."
A blush crept up to the apples of Emelyn's cheeks, flushing her face with a warmth she was wholly unoccustomed to. She took a single step out of her duplex, closing the door behind her- and almost felt shy, stepping up to the dashing Musketeer. But she brushed a quill behind her ear and looked up at him through lowered eyelashes- for even on heels, Ambrose was taller than she'd ever hope to be. "How gallant," Em said, taking his arm.
Ambrose smiled softly with a bit of a chuckle. "And we make quite the couple... separated by a few hundred years, perhaps." He teased.
Holding out his elbow for her to take, he slowly began walking towards the tent that was lit up just outside of the village.
"So what inspired you?" He asked, looking at her costume.
She looked up at the sky, rolling her eyes in mocking of herself. "I have... no idea. I don't think I'd ever wear this normally. ...Not that I've 'done' Halloween in years. Maybe this is just all that pent up 'need to embarass self' energy manifesting itself in... a bustier." She laughed, and squeezed his elbow. The material was very fine, and she couldn't help but think that the outfit fit him... strangely enough, almost to a tee. It was as if a second skin had taken over this New England boy. "I swear, Ambrose," she said, daring a look over into his eyes, "if I didn't know any better, I'd say you were a musketeer. You fit it so well."
Ambrose smiled. "Well, I think that this is the probably a more theraputic than some outlets for such pent-up things." He winked.
He scratched the back of his head briefly at her compliment. "Thank you, Emelyn. I... I really like it" He chuckled. "Something tells me I'll be hanging onto it long after Halloween itself ends." He smiled. "I... just hope it will still fit a few months from now." He hesitated.
"Oh," she said softly, "I hadn't even thought of that." The pause that followed her words was evident, and may have taken that one step further into ominous, had she not ran her free hand down the side of her bustier and shook her head with a smile, bringing some light into the subject of... change. "Good point, though. I don't see how this would fit once the quills come in." She laughed, but the merriment was more out of a need to comfort Ambrose. They were walking slowly enough, but she stopped them altogether to release his elbow, and turn to face the man. (...) "Oh and... just in case I don't tell you afterwards... I had a really good time tonight." She smiled, and hoped with all hope that the look of it lit up her face.
Ambrose took this comment as a good excuse to steer the conversation to something more positive than thoughts of further changes. Tonight was a festival, and they were going to enjoy themselves.
"I think you look lovely, Emelyn. And ... I'm glad. Hopefully the rest of the night will be as enjoyable as it has started off." He ran a hand genly over the spikes in her hair with a smile.
"We're almost there." His smile was magnetic as he spoke to her, gesturing to the tent.
"Eeeh..." she said, more of an exclamation of a breath than a word itself. "I wonder who's there." She turned away from his smile, knowing that it would only make her giddy- and she wanted to keep some of her wits about her as they walked towards the beautiful tent.
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Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2005 12:14 pm
The Halloween PartyWhat a night! LOTS happened, but don't take MY word for it:http://www.gaiaonline.com/guilds/viewtopic.php?t=1518268Recap: Ambrose took Emelyn to the party, she dressed most sexily as a Playboy Hedgehog Ambrose met up with the Dude and Greer, and had a dance/friendly chat with Greer Vasile also arrives, and pulls Ambrose aside, giving him a condom, "just in case". Ambrose is MOST embarrassed, but ends up taking it as he knows he's here for quite some time.... Ambrose shows Colche how to use the music selector Moreau shows up, and the s**t hits the fan. Dude decks Moreau, The Dude speaks a vocal command, putting the Dude under! Aubrey disregards a direct order and they help get the Dude back to his duplex.
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Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2005 1:14 pm
That night, Ambrose's dreams were turbulent. He had gotten back very late at night and crashed on his bed, still dressed in full musketeer costume. The dreams came quickly to him, pulling him deep into burried memories; things that he had been trying to suppress since leaving home... things that he wanted to get past, get over. But with his changing body and confusing emotions, sometimes those things didn't stay behind him...
Ambrose was back at home, sitting at the dinner table with his parents and Dreu. The table was laden with food, and the selection and amount looked more like the cafeteria at the Island than the dinner table at home. But, as is the way of dreams, this didn't seem strange at all to him. His parents were speaking, congradulating Dreu on all sorts of accomplishments - from straight A's in school to placing at a tennis tournament. Drew was sitting confidently besides a nameless girl - beautiful, blonde, and wealthy by the looks of her clothes and attitude. The four of them were chatting, blissfully happy. But every time Ambrose tried to speak up, it was either ignored, or passed off with a 'That's nice'. He had just won a fencing tournament himself, but they didn't care. They were too busy congradulating Dreu for parting his hair to the left.
Suddenly, the smells from the piles of food before him seemed to strike a nerve with Ambrose, as if it was reaching fowarward with a whispy, aromatic hand straight to his stomach and he was ravenous. With a lupine hunger he sprung forth onto the table, unable to help himself, shoveling food into his mouth. But it wasn't enough, the more he ate the hungrier he became... and the less human he appeared. His parents and brother looked to him aghast, shocked. Ambrose was no longer a man but a beast, a wolf, perched on the table in shreds of his clothing - shreds of his dignity. They screamed, they yelled. He was no son of theirs, he was a beast, an animal; He would never compare to Dreu - and he never could.
Ambrose ran, crying, on all fours from the room and suddenly Angelina was there, her arms wrapped around him. He leaned into her, thanking her for being there, for her support.... but her body was rigid, cold. He looked up to her stern face as she stood up, stood away from him. She shook her head. She was sorry, but she couldn't love an animal. Then she was in Dreu's arms, smiling blithely; Dreu had this superiour sneer on his face as he taunted Ambrose - He always got what he wanted. Ambrose was nothing more than an animal. Ambrose found himself unable to speak - when he tried he just snarled and snapped, and Dreu just laughed. Ambrose was proving his point for him. The room spun, the laughter of Dreu, his parents, and Angelina resounded all around him, drowning out his snarls, growls... and whimpers....
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Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2005 2:27 pm
It was morning, and all that remained of Emelyn's Halloween costume was a pile of black material and torn tights on the floor of her duplex. This morning, she was back in her jeans, work boots, and a large floppy shirt with the sleeves rolled up to allow her arms the joy of some island air. ...The village was quiet, as it had been all morning. Emelyn didn't know if the denizens were recuperating from the Halloween party... or from the terrible realization of Moreau's power.
She'd been writing all morning- but something about enduring such a doldrum of dead quiet after the previous evening of companionship caused her to crave some company other than her own thoughts. So when brunch rolled around, she made her way to Ambrose's duplex.
"Ambrose?" She asked the door, knocking on it with a soft force of her knuckles. "Are you home?"
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Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2005 2:35 pm
The laughter of the dream started echoing off into the blackness, replaced by a repetitive hollow knocking sound. Ambrose groggily moaned into the pillow, putting a hand to his head. His head pounded and he felt rather nauseous. He didn't think that he had had THAT much to drink last night..... The memory of his dream washed over him and he groaned again, rolling to a sitting position, hoping that the dream would fade like dreams tend to do, but the imagry seemed to be petulantly stuck in his mind.
Suddenly, the realization that the knocking sound wasn't just a part of the dream hit him and he got unsteadily to his feet. His entire body was aching. Was he sick?
Slowly, he made his way to the door and opened it up, squinting into the sunlight.
Ambrose looked about how he felt - deep circles under his eyes, a bit on the pale side, and for the first time Emelyn had seen, he had a 5 o'clock shadow. Not to mention he was still wearing (minus the hat, glove and boots) the musketeer outfit from the night before).
"Emelyn.." Ambrose blinked and forced a weak smile. "It's good to see you." He shielded his eyes and gestured into the room. "Come in, please" He gave her an apologetic look. "I apparently drank more than I thought last night.... maybe someone spiked the punch..."
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Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2005 2:37 pm
"Oh, you poor thing." ...You poor bedraggled thing, she thought, additionally, still hanging in the doorway. "Are you sure you want company right now? Is there anything I can do? I didn't mean to wake you up."
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Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2005 2:42 pm
Ambrose smiled with a shrug, thinking back to the dream. Company sounded wonderful. "Actually.... if you don't mind, I would love to spend some time with you. The party last night was great.... up to a point of course, but I didn't see enough of you." He gave a lop-sided grin as he stepped back and let her into the room.
He took a heavy seat on the edge of the bed an gestured to the chair that was close by.
"Sorry, I'm sure I'm not much to look at this morning" He scratched the back of his head. "I haven't even brushed my teeth yet" He admittedly sheepishly.
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Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2005 2:47 pm
She beamed, and accepted both the invitation into the room and the seat in the offered chair.
"I know- everything went so fast, I didn't get to see as much of you as I would have wanted, either."
If Ambrose didn't look like he was experiencing the worst hangover of his life, Em would have brought up what had happened at the end of the evening- and the terrible meaning behind it... but instead, her focus was just to not feel any better.
"Could I get you anything? Like... a glass of water? How are you feeling?"
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Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2005 2:59 pm
Ambrose flashed her his best smile considering the circumstances. "Water sounds wonderful. Thank you, Emelyn."
He started to pull off the tabard off (there would still leave the white swashbuckler shirt on underneath). "I'll have to get a raincheck from you for the slowdance" He smiled at her as he lifted the tunic off over his head. As he did, and evading Ambrose's notice, a small square package patted down onto the bed.
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