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Today found out that yet another one of my coworkers is 4 months pregnant.
And I should be happy right now, but I so so so want to cry ;_; I can't believe I am so upset about it. She said they only tried twice and she is much older then me and my other coworker said they tried 4 times and she is older then me too and I just got my period yet again this weekend.

All right, I'm better now that I got that out of my chest. I hope noone notices that I'm upset ninja that would suck.

Oh no D:! Did you get a test from a doctor? sad *hugs*

You know time around a period is the most upsetting. After that you get hopeful again. ^^'

xd haha "crimson tide" rofl

Oh I would be sooooo pissed if my period was late for no reason D< ..Well, looks like we are both sitting it out now XD

I have my annual appointment in 2 weeks, with a nurse. At first I wanted to ask her about it all, but now I don't think she will tell me anything 'xcept for "try for a year" ...I'll still ask her, have to go there anyway rolleyes

Dirge's post, about average 25 year old couple taking 6 months, made me feel better. I just turned 26... next try will be #5 XD

Ah yes, the ovulation kits - I tried it once 3nodding as soon as it showed that I'm ovulating I gave it a try right away and the next day too and then I was all happy thinking that it would all work rofl Still here, in this thread xd

I decided not to use them, because IMO it adds more stress. After I saw that I was ovulating I got all nervous and did not really enjoy the "process". And after that you feel like that was your one chance XD

But it doesn't hurt to try at least once whee

Edit: - oh and I think it just shows that the hormone is there, not necessarily that your egg started to travel...(it should but it might not)

sad Feel better Malika!! I don't know much about PCOS, but hopefully it gets better at some point *hugs*

I've heard that. We've been trying actively for over a year, so for us it's first-stage infertility at this point. XP

Enh. Just don't tell them. "Ooh, where ya goin'?" "Doctors, nothing serious. ^_^ See ya!"

I mean, I can say without a doubt that it's a totally personal thing, you know? Only my mom, my husband, and my roommate know about me. Well, and y'all but you know, you're different. XD

On an awesome note, the metformin (a glucophage, something to help me process sugars and insulin) seems to be working -really- well, except for the nausea... (a totally seperate thing) and my cycle is regulating itself! OMG if this keeps up....

It really is, but then I'm like ".... be not sick, never get pregnant. Be nauseous sometimes, get baby." The decision makes itself.

Had a "scare" this week... I'm on the pill too, to keep the bleeding under control, and I hit my "off" week, and I didn't start. I was like "omgomgomgomgomg" and then hey, my body says "Oh, right, here you go!" and now I'm half relieved and half disappointed, 'cause right now is SO not a good time.