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Shadow placed his hand onto Isabella's, he needed what little comfort he could get right now. "How can oyu forgive someone for forgetting one of thier won grandchildren.... I can't even remember what he looks like now. I cannot even remember the last time I saw him. I love them all to death and then some. I would give my life for them and then I go do soemthing like this... it never gets any easier... I feel my mind slipping away from me again." Shadow said. His voice was filled with sadness and a slight hint of fear thrown in there to. If Isabella wasn't there for him to talk to right now, he would have probably gone insane again. Shadow was almost frightened when he saw a notepad in his face. The old Shadow would probably ended up tryign tokill it at fist but he was not his old self. "It is alright little miss. Sometimes you cannot help but over hear things, especialy here." he said to the stranger with the notepad.


Kashan never realised how deeply he had touched Sam, to the extent where his thoughts began pouring into her mind aswell as his emotions, luckily there was little on his mind other than her and his next action.
((perhaps we shoudl skip this little bit ahead Eclipse? Well, I will respond in the morning. Good night all.))

Naomi slowly looked around the room, not really sure where she was. "Where...." she whispered slightly but stopped when she spotted the man that had saved her before. She blushed slightly as she sat there, not sure if she should wake him or not. 'Why.......why did he help me?' she asked herself as she slowly climbed off the bed. '....I better go....Don't want to cause anymore trouble....' she though as she quietly picked up her bag, starting to walk out of the room.

Sakura slowly walked through the garden, tears streaming down her face. She couldn't believe that her own father would forget his own grandchildren. Though she know that her family was hardly around anymore he should still remember them in his heart, and think of them from time to time. Not only was she upset with Shadow at the moment she was upset with herself for the way she had acted. It was the first time she had ever yelled at her father about a woman he was seeing and she felt horrible about it.

Lucian saw the girl get up to leave, and blush as she noticed him there. "Are you sure you are ready to get up and walk?" he asks quietly, soflty, concerned. He gets up off the wall and runs his fingers through his hair once more. "I really need to get a shirt somewhere..." he thinks to himself, then chuckles lightly.

Amethyst heard the argument from the dining room, she went over to listen, tilting her head at what they were saying. This is why I stay away from relationships...Only cause you more trouble, she thought to herself.

then next moring selena woke up with a pounding head ack and got up and got dress brushe dher hair out and walked her door and was about to go down to the kitchen to find shadow when she heard him in julets room selena think to herself " dang you shadow if your telling her what im going to do .....ill i dont know what im going to do but ill do something !!" selena then she sakrua run out of the room and run past her " boy she seem upset ?" selena say to her self and walk over and kmocks on julets door where shadow is but selena pretend she didnt know shadow was there so selena call for julet " jeuliet " knock knock " juleit you in there can i speak with you " selena voice sounded like she was back to her normanl self the sweet and caring lady shadow had come to know " juleit there really something i need to talk to you about !" selena truned around and said over her shoulder " julet if you want to talk to me or if you see shadow him ill be in the kitchen and you should come to ok " selena truned around and walked off into the kitchen and sat down think to her self " shadow i swear if you told her why i wanted to talk to her i going to be very up set " selena thought to her self while sipping her blood selena called for another cup of blood and they brought it over selena just sat there listing to the busy of the house hear eveything peopel were thinking with her new power to read people minds so natrual selena already knew that him talking to sakura and there fite which she felt bad for but this was about her or julet it was about the root cause of it all " LUCAIN" selena thougth to herself while waiting for eithere julet or shadow to come to the kitcken so she could talk to them " if i get rid of him then all the problame will be solved and i can get on with my life i maybe be free but i not really i need to see him one more time to really get rid of him i want an explaintion from him on why ! why he wanted to hurt me so but i .....guess... useuly julet was the answer thats not right of me this is my probalme not hers nor shaodw ive got to many poeple involde in this now maybe i should leave ?" selena thougth to her self "maybe ill come back when i have everything sorted out then i wont be cause so much troble for shadow ! selena started sipping blood but the thought of leaveing shadow and the mannor her home once again pained her but maybe it was a nesscary pain she needed to indure " when shadow get here im going to tell him that i have to leave because ive caused him to much troble as is and dont want him to get hurt no more or anybody eles ....espcaily the inncoent ones like julet " selena sighed heavely and a single tear ran down her cheeck and she drank more blood it became more like teary blood selena stat and waitied for them or him or her !!

selena saw julet come into the kitchen and sighed heavely as she approed and sat dnow in the chair next to her" juleit i need to apploigez to you 1st a formost for wanting to use you ans secondly because im never like this i never want to hurt the innocet people at all .....so please forgive me for that " selena sighed being ashamed of her slef " juleit you must understand i need to know my husband is "selena and a tear rolled down her cheeck" excuse me my ex husband apperntly not even love could hold him here longe enough " selena sighed " he broke my heart and borke all the prosims hes ever made to me ! when he left he left with out a word like a thife in the nite leaveing before he got caugth sneaking off im sure he left during the dayligth hours because not even the severnt knew that he had left or where went " selena sniff and tryed to hold back her tears " im sorry for involeing you in this horrible mess julleit " selena looked down not being albe to look at her anymore " selena word was soft she seem so fragil right something julet had never seen before " i am broken " selena sniffed " but lucky for me that i have shadow now he gave me the unlitment gift freedom ......" selena choked on her words now thinking of lucain " i know about the kiss juliet i guess the love he had for was much stronger than the love he had for me ! and i know that you ported over to him to save but i need this favor i need to know where he is he ows me this much atlest to tell me why he left and why did he marry me if he didnt love me as much as i loved him " tears started streaming down selena face " dont you think i dersver to know why he left i sure you wanted to know why as well didnt you juleit didnt you think owed you and explaintion? didnt it break your heart ? " selena sniffed " julet im sorry but im glad that i have shadow now he broke the bond for me but it still hurts ! " selena looks juleit in eyes " juleit i know this much tho about you altho itsnt much but i do know this you dont like to see anybody hurt and i am he riped out my ate spite back out and showed it to me then left it been two years secence he been gone and the pain is there ! but with shadow near atlest is come to a dule acke " selena wiped the tears away shadow understands me and for that i am truely greatful for i care for shadow deeply and he probly out side the door listing to all this convosation between us to make sure i dont do anyhting rash ! " selena sighs" you know shadow really love you juliet your his grandchild and he wouldnt let anything happen to you !! "

Shadow had spent the night tossing and turning, unable to sleep properly due to the things he had been hearing and the conflict within his family. It wieghed heavily on his mind, Selena wanted to use Juliet to get at Lucian, he could not let that happen, he loved both of them dearly but could not let anyone harm the other. Also the problem with Sakura was causing him much pain, to forget a member of his family, his own grandchild was enough to drive him to near insanity. Shadow could not live without them, he needed them near him in order to keep himself going, it was all he had left. If even one of the links in the chair broke then he would be lost again. After many hours of thinking Shadow got up and dressed before walking down to the kitchen, he needed a drink and probably a smoke now thanks to everything that was going on. When he arrived at the kitchen he saw Selena there, he was happy to see her there sitting like the lady she was, his last beacon of light in the darkness, a love he would not let slip away. Shadow had managed to over hear much of what Selena had said. It brought a smile to his face knowing that she really felt that way for him and that she was apologising to Juliet. The fact that he would have to do nothing was better for him, he would not have to pick a side in this. he just moved in, feeling happy about it all, happy to be with Selena, happy to have his family close by and just happy to be alive. "So Selena, how are you feeling today then?" he said as he walked into the room and stood on the other side of the table. "I am glad to see you... spent most of yesterday without you around and it just felt odd not having that charming smile of yours." he said with a little laugh.
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