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 Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:35 pm
J of The Wind Meta_Fish TtheHero J of The Wind I just want everything to ******** DIE. ******** WOMEN ******** LIFE ******** RELATIONSHIPS ******** FUTURE PLANNING ******** IT ALL!!! IM ******** TIRED!!! GFGRAEDNFNAM SHMA!!!!!!!!! I HAVE REACHED A NEW LEVEL OF ******** PISSED NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I .... GEAHBERSBBNDB !!!!!!!!!!!One of the worst things you can say to someone that's pissed off. ^ I don't want to ask. I don't want to believe whatever happened to J really happened to him. Its ok. Im just tired of losing things I care about. I care TOO much. I loved her. I loved my grandmom. I love my great uncle and now look. Theure all gone. Theyre never coming back. Should I just never love again? Is that my problem?
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:36 pm
J of The Wind Meta_Fish TtheHero J of The Wind I just want everything to ******** DIE. ******** WOMEN ******** LIFE ******** RELATIONSHIPS ******** FUTURE PLANNING ******** IT ALL!!! IM ******** TIRED!!! GFGRAEDNFNAM SHMA!!!!!!!!! I HAVE REACHED A NEW LEVEL OF ******** PISSED NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I .... GEAHBERSBBNDB !!!!!!!!!!!One of the worst things you can say to someone that's pissed off. ^ I don't want to ask. I don't want to believe whatever happened to J really happened to him. Its ok. Im just tired of losing things I care about. I care TOO much. I loved her. I loved my grandmom. I love my great uncle and now look. Theure all gone. Theyre never coming back. Should I just never love again? Is that my problem?
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:37 pm
Changing. ometimes I question the turn my changes are taking...
Sorry to be a dwoner again guys. I hate bringing this crap to the net but I have no one to talk to right now... sweatdrop
Thanks for being my ear Cult.
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:37 pm
It's okay, J. We're here for you.
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:40 pm
J of The Wind Meta_Fish TtheHero J of The Wind I just want everything to ******** DIE. ******** WOMEN ******** LIFE ******** RELATIONSHIPS ******** FUTURE PLANNING ******** IT ALL!!! IM ******** TIRED!!! GFGRAEDNFNAM SHMA!!!!!!!!! I HAVE REACHED A NEW LEVEL OF ******** PISSED NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I .... GEAHBERSBBNDB !!!!!!!!!!!One of the worst things you can say to someone that's pissed off. ^ I don't want to ask. I don't want to believe whatever happened to J really happened to him. Its ok. Im just tired of losing things I care about. I care TOO much. I loved her. I loved my grandmom. I love my great uncle and now look. Theure all gone. Theyre never coming back. Should I just never love again? Is that my problem?
I'm sorry if I'm not too big on words but, it in no way whatsoever is it a problem for you to love. In fact, it makes you a better person!
Now I need to find better ways of conveying my words more properly...
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:41 pm
J of The Wind Changing. ometimes I question the turn my changes are taking... Sorry to be a dwoner again guys. I hate bringing this crap to the net but I have no one to talk to right now... sweatdrop Thanks for being my ear Cult. Dude, don't worry about it. The internet is a great place to express yourself, especially as a male because it's generally made harder for us to feel "open" about how we feel. The internet give you a sense of anonymousness (ANON LULZ) that helps to comfort you and the people here are generally like you, so it's the kind of thing you'd hear from a lot of really good friends in person.
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:41 pm
J of The Wind Changing. ometimes I question the turn my changes are taking... Sorry to be a dwoner again guys. I hate bringing this crap to the net but I have no one to talk to right now... sweatdrop Thanks for being my ear Cult.
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:45 pm
I would honestly be lost without you guys.
@ Fish- Thanks. I dont know why im just realizing this. ( Probably of the assholes that will just say " LULZ EMO f**, GO CUT YOURSELF" But not here. 3nodding
@ Reg- I know. Your the easiest to talk to! heart
@ Orphie- I can has Hug?
@ T- Simple words are the best sometimes. Trust me. blaugh
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:47 pm
I could like stay up until 5 today... but my mom would kill me if i were still awake when she gets up at 3. confused
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:47 pm
J of The Wind I would honestly be lost without you guys. @ Fish- Thanks. I dont know why im just realizing this. ( Probably of the assholes that will just say " LULZ EMO f**, GO CUT YOURSELF" But not here. 3nodding At long as you keep up being awesome and don't just turn into a depressed self-centered douche, people will tend to be caring about you. We all have our bad times, and some of us have nothing but bad times. Just know that you've got friends online that you can talk to about it.
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:49 pm
J of The Wind @ Reg- I know. Your the easiest to talk to! heart
...but some people still don't realize it! evil
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:50 pm
J of The Wind I would honestly be lost without you guys. @ Fish- Thanks. I dont know why im just realizing this. ( Probably of the assholes that will just say " LULZ EMO f**, GO CUT YOURSELF" But not here. 3nodding @ Reg- I know. Your the easiest to talk to! heart @ Orphie- I can has Hug? @ T- Simple words are the best sometimes. Trust me. blaugh
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:54 pm
Meta_Fish J of The Wind I would honestly be lost without you guys. @ Fish- Thanks. I dont know why im just realizing this. ( Probably of the assholes that will just say " LULZ EMO f**, GO CUT YOURSELF" But not here. 3nodding At long as you keep up being awesome and don't just turn into a depressed self-centered douche, people will tend to be caring about you. We all have our bad times, and some of us have nothing but bad times. Just know that you've got friends online that you can talk to about it. Fish, You need to hug me. I refuse to leave this thread until you do. XD Srsly, Thank you for everything. @ Mizu- How could I forget you! whee Your like the big brother that never threw me out of a window or used me as a human football! XD Your awesome too!
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:58 pm
J of The Wind @ Mizu- How could I forget you! whee Your like the big brother that never threw me out of a window or used me as a human football! XD Your awesome too!
EDIT: I feel like giving you a noogie in the spirit of brotherly-ness.
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 8:59 pm
From what I understand love is a hard game of trial and error J. If you like what you feel when you are in love you shouldn't give up on it. It just takes time to find the right person, and even longer to build a strong relationship with them.
Also you can't lose someone as influential as a grandmother or a great uncle. Even if you aren't religious you gotta understand that every person we come in contact with in our lives changes us. Your consciousness was forever changed by the contact you had with your loved ones. The grief you are suffering is simply you coming to terms with their life ending, but the influence of their lives on your conscience will not be in vain if you use what you learned from them to be a better person.
If you measure someone by the lives they touched, then how do you want to measure your loved ones, in grief or in the lessons you learned form them? Simply live, and their influence will live on inside you.
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