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 Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2005 1:40 pm
Ergh... dammit.. His cheeks were flushed, and his mind was filled with impure thoughts, as well as a nagging conscience that was telling him to shut the hell up already. He'd been fine with the fact that he had to share a bed with him. That could be handled.. but now.. the cuddling?
It was instinctive of him to want to shy away, as anyoen that knew Vahn also knew he was not a very open, or emotional person. Not in touch with his sensitive side, if you will. You know... There's just somethin' different 'bout him. He mused to himself, as his eyes slanted down at the red-head that was currently pressing up against him.
Yeah, he's a pain in the a** sometimes, but ya gotta admit... he has a certain charm... His eyes closed as something inside seemed to vomit at the prospect, kicking his brain so to speak. I-I can't help it.. I can't get 'im outta my head, I mean he's as pretty as some of the girls I've come across in my life...
He slowly moved an arm to rest against Sun's body diagonally, holding in his breath like he feared making a mistake. What...What am I turning..into?
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2005 10:11 pm
Sunstrike didn't object when Vahn shifted akwardly, just curled up a bit more against him, his soft breathing never changing from the slow even rhythem of sleep.
In actuality, he'd done this for a better reason then as a tease, or anything else for that matter. Now Vahn had other things on his mind other then that nightmare. And if he could just get over the fact that there was a member of the same sex sharing his bed with him, he'd probably sleep much easier then he had previously. There was also the selfish reason that if Sun was with someone else he probably wouldn't have his own nightmares.
Sunstrike was warm, lazy, and addictive. It wouldn't be too long before his easy going nature would transfer through to the other body. If they'd been more awake and less exhausted it might have come over differently, but there had just been too much stuff to happen over the past two days for either of the them to go too far in that direction.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2005 5:05 pm
Any strained thoughts seem to give way, as he let go. Deeper, and deeper he felt himself falling, freefalling. So free in spirits he was, he could see the clouds whipping past his head, a smile on his face.
His chest rose and fell with every breath, gone and past, future and present, the breath of a dying flame. He felt the heat from Sunstrike and felt himself glowing, as the heat dragged on. A blistering sun in the mind's eye, that warped the senses and made no sense.
Peacefully he slept, skin to skin, and asked for no more. No other.
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 12:12 pm
It had been quite a while since Sunstrike had last woken peacefully tucked against another warm person. So once his consciousness returned from the murky depths of his mind, he treasured the luxery. The sunlight of morning streamed in, throwing panels of light over the bed they shared, and the bodies that lay therein. Only then did Sun open his eyes, staring at the sleeping face inches from his own.
Any other movement would probably jar the arm across him, waking Vahn and ending the moment entirely, so he stayed put, just watching and thinking. Maybe this time will be different...he thought to himself. This time...this time I'll stay with someone, and be happy, and selfish...surrounding myself in the light, rather then hiding in the shadows...
And then he chuckled. Tch...what am I thinking...I'm not here to be happy. I'm here to learn and just...exist. But maybe...maybe I could taste it, for now. Just have a feel of what it would be like. I'm sure that once it's all over things will change again, I just have to last through that transition phase again...that little bite of lonliness...and I'll forget this morning, and his face, and go on just being myself. But for now I'll look and touch, and be happy, because I can be.
I wonder if this is how a heart breaks?
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 4:42 pm
It was a hot summers day and a Strange Being wandered about the city looking for shelter, but it wondered if anyone would help somthing like him for he was what most people called a monster. Being a twisted creation of a madman, it sometimes wondered if it should exist. It's only friends in life was a magical symbiotic jackal that he had bought in Latent.
Their lives where now entertwined if one of them died so did the other, such was now their fate.
He came here by change searching for his creator, so he could end the life of him and everyone who helped him, only then would he be able live in peace for if it wasn't hunting them they were hunting and it just wanted to be left alone, to live in peace, but know they had to come after him and try to use them to complete their own selfish goals and dreams. It didn't think such vile people should be allowed to live anymore since all they would is cause more suffering, so thats why it fights back despite how much it hates fighting.
The eventually came to a local inn cthat as would luck would have it allowed animals and they of course ended up spending the night there and then they started heading towards the center of town since he felt a great power from that area which turned out to be the champion of some local fighting tournement which he eventually asked for training after standing there for 5 minutes.
"Uh excuse can you train me? You see this might same strange me asking a child for help, but you see I'm not much of a fighter and I really have to defeat this corrupt organization." he said to the the champion who looked around 16.
"All help you, but just a quick lesson." he replied calmly
"A quick lesson!! A quick lesson won't help me against ∑ SIGMA!!" The being angerly replied"
"Look you don't have to get mad at me I'm trieing to help!!!" The champion yelled.
"Sorry It's just ∑ SIGMA is so strong"
"Wait did you say SIGMA?" said the champion curiously.
"Yes I did" it said confused.
"Well that changes everything you see I to am training to destory SIGMA they have ruined these lands once they where green. Well as green as a town in desert can get anyway and then sigma came and all there experiments ruined are town and the near by areas." The champion said.
They continued talking for hours, but eventually got around to training. The Magic of the champion was strong, but eventually the he was defeated and then the started looking for SIGMA.
((Ok I've decided to quit for now. All edit it tommorow..I need a break))
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 11:52 am
I...am not like you.
Vahn's eyes opened slightly, feeling something bothersome on his eyes, and finding that it was the morning sunlight itself. A groan left his lips, as he felt more than sweaty, also had a numbness going through much of his left side.
Turning his head to the side, he saw why, as his body was wedged in and against Sunstrike's. Last night flashed back into his head and he only tilted his head back once more, letting out a sigh.
For the first time in a very long time... Vahn wanted a cigarette.
What...am I?
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 12:04 pm
The yellow orbs opened and then focused on him, and Sunstrike held his breath for a moment. Then he let it out around the same time Vahn heaved his sigh. Maybe it was too soon then. Waking up like that was a bit of a shock to the system if you weren't used to it.
"Hey...I'm...erm..." He was a bit at a loss for words really, and unconsciously he started to move away, not wanting to make Vahn any more uncomfortable then he already was. "I'll just...I dunno, get dre-ack?!" Sun had suddenly run out of bed, and he clutched the side as his balance was lost. He squeaked a little helplessly, then fell off with a thump and a scattering of covers.
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 12:17 pm
"Idiot." Came the soft reply, as Vahn ran a hand along his face, cleaning the muck from his eyes and then scratching his nose, long before actually peering over the side of the bed, staring down at Sunstrike.
"Not a morning person either?"
His head had a soft throb to it, and his mind was still filled with recollections from the meeting with...that "masked soldier".
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 12:24 pm
"@.@ Mur? Oh, no, I'm..." Sunstrike laughed as he completed the thought mentally. I'm just totally not used to being this close to someone..."...fine. I'm totally fine." A hand suddenly snaked up and hooked around Vahns neck. Sunstrike, completely seriously, pulled himself up and looked deep into his friends eyes.
"Are you okay?" It was almost a whisper. He remembered what he did...and how....violent it had all been. Sure Vahn was acting normally, but having a fist nearly go through your head couldn't have been pleasent...especially being nearly killed by that thing before. Sunstrike faltered, unsure of himself.
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 12:32 pm
Yellowed eyes stared unwavering, even as Sunstrike's face suddenly zoomed upwards, his nose just inches from his own, and he found himself nervous, once more. It was...unsettling how he could face down the worst that hell itself could throw at him, but when it came to matters of the body... needs of the heart, he completely, and ultimately faltered.
He'd never had training for love, or how to deal with emotions. He was a fighter, first and formost. He didn't have much of a social life admitelly...let alone experience points in charisma.
"I...I'm fine."
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 12:45 pm
The strange shifting eyes narrowed in thought as he looked into Vahn's yellow ones. Then amusement trailed through them. Maybe it was a bit much to ask for...so he decided that he wouldn't ask at all.
He pulled a little bit more on the neck in his grasp. Tilting his head, he brushed lips ever so slightly with Vahn. It was really just a whisper of a kiss, the extreme contrast to the one last night, teasing and playful as opposed to tired and desperate.
Then Sun let go of his grip, and propped himself up on his arms, grinning as if he'd done absolutely nothing at all. "So Vahn! What's on the agenda for today?"
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 5:56 pm
He blinked as his lips met with Sunstrike's, but the events from last night were still weighing heavily on his conscience, so he wasn't really even able to enjoy it as much as he secretely would have liked.
For the moment, he merely acted as pase, as they come, until Sunstrike pulled back.
"Well... we should get dressed and get some breakfast first of all I guess."
Tilting his head up, as he lifted his arms, he stretched out, before sitting up sharply. He ran a hand along his right side, noticing how quickly the wound was already scabbing over for the most part.
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 10:16 pm
Sunstrike tsked and pushed Vahn over with one hand, standing with a blanket around his waist with the other.
"Don't touch it if it's healing, idiot! Bad enough you had some of that crap jammed in it...messing around with it'll probably do you some damage..." Sunstrike yawned hugely, his back teeth showing up sharply, before blinking a bit.
Then he wandered over to the dusty clothes, and shook out his jeans, coughing as sand and dust clouded off them. "Good grief..." He muttered softly, before throwing them on. Then he just sprawled on the cooler, unused bed beside him, waiting for Vahn to get ready.
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2005 11:47 pm
He had just remained sprawled out on the bed, after Sunstrike had pushed him back, and merely watched for a moment or so, with his elbows propping him up.
It might have seemed that he was just casually staring at Sunstrike, even as the red head was naked and slipping into his pants, but closer inspection would have revealed a far off look in his eyes, as he was really just deeply lost in thought.
However, shaking off the stupor, he sat up all the way, and rubbed his face with one hand, looking around with one eye for his clothes...
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Posted: Tue Aug 09, 2005 2:14 am
"Vahn..." The voice drifted from the figure lying on the other bed.
"D'ya suppose...after all this is over...and we're going back home...that we can, talk a bit more with each other?" Sunstrike had and arm over his eyes, and his words were as casual as can be.
"I mean...it's kinda daft to sleep together and to know only a thimbles worth about the other person..." The grin under the arm became wicked. "And I want to sleep with you more, Vahn...you're cute when you wake up. <3"
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