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 Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2011 2:08 pm
XXXXXҬℴδδ GɾαӌʂℴηXXXXX
Long l o s t words w h is p e r slowly to m e
Still can't f i n d what k e e p s me h e r e
When all this t i m e I've been so h o l l o w i n s i d e
I k n o w you're s t i l l t h e r e  ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
Pull the trigger
and the nightmare
Sϯℴҏʂ
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● So go on and screamScream at me, I'm so far away Todd, biting his lip, shook his head at Casey. "Actually, it is something that I'd rather forget. All the memories with my mom and my dad in them, I just want them to go away," the insomniac said with a soft sigh. He squeaked like a little schoolgirl when she pushed him, his dark eyes widening in surprise. He laughed loudly, closing his eyes. They opened again when he heard the soft plunk of a stone in the water and the crazy brunette's laugh. He smiled. At the mention of food, Todd's belly growled in its hungry protets. He blushed softly. "Yea, I'm super-hungry, too," he replied with a smirk. As soon as the coffe-haired girl started her engine, Todd started hers and zoomed right as she took off into the trees. He still wasn't to dodge the mud, leaves and grass that flew up behind her tires. Todd spat a bit of mud and leaves out of his mouth, wiped some leaves off his face, then zoomed after her. Once they reached the camp, Todd also slowed down his quad, rolling up behind Casey. He parked his fourwheeler next to the others and hopped off, shaking out his dark chocolate hair and wiping the remainer of the mess of nature off his pale face. He walked to Casey's side, stretching his arms over his lanky body and head, his muscles groaning in their protest of the big stretch. I won't be broken againI've got to breathe I can't keep going under ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●    ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Now I will t e l l you what I've d o n e for y o u
5 0 thousand t e a r s I've c r i e d
S c r e a m i n g, d e c e i v i n g and b l e e d i n g for you
And y o u still won't h e a r m e
Don't want your h a n d this t i m e - I'll s a v e myself
M a y b e I'll w a k e up for o n c e
Not t o r m e n t e d daily d e f e a t e d by y o u
Just when I t h o u g h t I'd r e a c h e d the b o t t o m
I'm dying again I ' m going u n d e r
D r o w n i n g in y o u
I'm f a l l i n g f o r e v e r
I've g o t to b r e a k through I'm going under B l u r r i n g and s t i r r i n g
The t r u t h and the l i e s
So I don't k n o w what's r e a l and what's n o t
Always c o n f u s i n g the t h o u g h t s in my h e a d
So I can't t r u s t m y s e l f a n y m o r e
Going under XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
ℳɩʂϯℯɾ Iηʂℴɱηɩα
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2011 6:35 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up
xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccxxxxxxxxxxYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH   Shane smiled and turned his head to Nikki as he waited for Jake's response to his comment of a question. "Alright Gail. Hope on then." He offered a smile to the teen. As the young man waited for Gail to get on the fourwheeler he looked around at the beautiful place. He just couldn't get the beauty out of his mind. He would have to come back sometime with his camera and guitar. To just, take pictures and play his guitar and sing. Shane smiled, then looked at Nikki. "Casey said to call or text if anyone needed a ride. If you don't want to walk back I can send her a text" he offered. "I mean, it's a long way ba--" Shane thought about how long it'd take to walk. Alright, somewhat of a long way back. And if your hungry, that time can drag out. So.... Do you want me to get another ride for you two? Or do you want to walk?" Shane finished, glancing around the small clearing. My PetsLexi, My Border ColliePebbles, My Golden RetrieverHaze, My dog-to-be((Out Of Cats: ))
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Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken 
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and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
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there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
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is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2011 6:56 pm
  「 Ҁ a s e y 」││ 「 Ϻ i s s Ѻ v e r l y Ʌ c t i v e 」 Put your f a i t h in what you most b e l i e v e in XXXXXXXXX
Two w o r l d s, one f a m i l y XXXXXXXXX
Trust your h e a r t, let f a t e decide XXXXXXXXX
To g u i d e these lives we s e e XXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXX A p a r a d i s e untouched by m a n
XXXXXXXXX Within this w o r l d blessed by l o v e
XXXXXXXXX A s i m p l e life, they live in p e a c e
XXXXXXXXX Softly tread the s a n d below your f e e t now XXXXX XXXXXXXXX▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ X X X X X XTwo worlds, one f a m i l y
X X X X X X X X XxTrust your heart, let fate d e c i d e Casey smiled at Todd, a few strands of coffee brown hair falling in front of her eyes, a scant curtain hding piercing blue eyes. Casey turned to close the shed, hesitated, and decided to leave it open. Shane would have to come in yet and put his away. Casey pushed her hair back into her lime green headband, which was now spattered with dirt and leaves. Oh, well. Casey cracked her back, a loud pop emitting from her body. A smirk crossed her lips at the protest her lean and athletic body made. Ignoring it, Casey rolled her shoulders back and tightened her ponytail, then glanced at Todd. "Well, alright then. Let's get to the mess hall and eat!" Casey said, her voice humorous. Her belly growled in agreement. Breaking into a slow jog, Casey steered herself toward the mess hall, glancing over her shoulder every now and then. When she reached the large maple wood doors of the hall, she whipped out a key and unlocked it, then opened the door. She held it for Todd, then walked in herself. The building was large, and quaint round tables with red checkered tableclothes dotted the shining wood floor. Logs made up the walls, with different pictures, boards, and other little items adorning the walls. The mess hall matched the rest of the camp; simple and quaint. Like a homey feeling. A large fireplace stood on the far wall, and a small black grand piano stood in the corner. There were speakers in each corner for music, if the need (or want) arose. Casey glanced at Todd, then gestured to the tables. "Go ahead and take a seat. I'll start getting the dinner out, and the others should be here soon. Make yourself comfortable," Casey added with a smile, then retreated into the kitchen. She pushed the creamy white doors open, looking around the large kitchen. It was fully equipped for anything. But Casey and the other couselors made the meals, since they weren't going to pay kitchen staff for the whole summer. Striding quickly to the refrigerator, Casey pulled out a large bowl of salad and an assortment of dressings, grabbed a bin of freshly baked breadsticks, and two bowls of assorted fruit. Carrying the salad bowl and salad plates out first, Casey balanced the plates on one arm, the bowl on another. Backing out of the kitchen, Casey slowly approached the salad bar, then placed the salad bowl in the center, and the plates in front. Hustling back into the kitchen, Casey balanced the bin of breadsticks on one arm, then fruit bowls on the other. Once again, she backed out of the kitchen and placed the food in it's respective spots on the salad bar. Her final trip into the kitchen was for drinks. The tall young woman pulled different sodas from the fridge, in many assorted cans (it doesn't matter what brand; there's all of them, for simplicity's sake). She then grabbed a carton of milk and a carton of apple juice, then hurried back out. She placed the drinks on the end of the salad bar and pushed her headband back. Dinner was set; she'd take out the pizzas when everyone arrived. "Guys, come help yourselves to the stuff that's out. I'll wait for the pizzas until everyone's here!" Casey announced. She then turned and walked to a wall with a switchbox; she flipped it open and switched on the speakers, turning on a hip hop radio station quietly, so there would be music, but not so loud people couldn't hear each other talking. She turned back and took a seat at one of the tables, waiting for the others to all eat before she took any food herself. A small smile played on the corners of her mouth; things were finally coming together. ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂XXXXXXXXX X X X X X XR a i s e your head u pXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XLift h i g h the loadXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XTake s t r e n g t h those that need y o uXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XTwo w o r l d s, one familyXXXXXXXXX
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2011 7:05 pm
XXXXXXXXXXXXXX[ j a k e m e y e r ] ││ [ t h e d o c t o r ] L i f e ' s not the b r e a t h you t a k e, the b r e a t h i n ' i n and o u t B u t it's the m o m e n t s that t a k e your b r e a t h a w a y 「 Feel that c h i l l, smell that fresh cut g r a s s
I'm back in my h e l m e t, cleets, and s h o u l d e r p a d s
Standin' in the h u d d l e, listening to the c a l l
F a n s going crazy for the B o y s o f F a l l 」 To really know the h e a r t of a p e r s o n . . . 「 They don't let just a n y b o d y in that c l u b
Took every ounce of h e a r t and s w e a t and b l o o d
To get to wear those g a m e d a y jerseys down the h a l l
K i n g s of the school man were the B o y s o f F a l l 」 You've got to look d e e p, real d e e p 「 It's turning f a c e s, s t a r s and s t r i p e s
It's fighting b a c k those b u t t e r f l i e s
It's c a l l i n g in the air all n i g h t
"Yes sir, we w a n t the b a l l"
It's knocking h e a d s and talking t r a s h
It's slinging m u d and d i r t and g r a s s
It's I got your n u m b e r I got your b a c k
When your b a c k ' s against the w a l l 」 S t r e n g t h are in n u m b e r s. N u m b e r s are in g r o u p s.
G r o u p s can d i s a p p e a r, just like T H A T. ┏✕━━━━━━━━━ ► ☤ ◄ ━━━━━━━━━✕┓ Caring -- Passionate -- Kind ┗✕━━━━━━━━━ ► ☤ ◄ ━━━━━━━━━✕┛ Jake nodded, then waited for Gail to get on the fourwheeler. Jake returned Nikki's smile, then followed her gaze to the sunset. Orange and green were his favorite colors; the orange of the sunset and the dark green of the leaves. Jake slipped his phone out and checked to see if he'd missed any of Casey's calls or text; nada. Jake rolled his shoulders and peered at Shane, and shook his head. "Naw. It's less than a quarter mile back to camp. We should make it back in about five minutes, if we hurry," Jake explained, then gestured down the trail. They weren't too far from camp. Plus, it would be getting dark. Exhaling, Jake met everyone's eyes. "Come on; let's get moving," Jake said, rubbing the back of his neck. He started down the trail, slowing to match pace with Nikki and with the fourwheeler. Dinner was due soon; his belly rumbled in agreement. Jake shook the hair from his face, then glanced at the scenery around them as they walked. It was a bit more than a walk; like a speed walk, but not too fast. Jake enjoyed walking; he was a natural athlete and enjoyed walking around in nature. It was always a pleasant experience.
(( Mkay, next post or so they need to get to camp. >.< Sorry for the short post; writer's block. xc )) ╔══════════════✕══════════════╗  XXXXXXXXXXXXXLife's not the b r e a t h you t a k e, the b r e a t h i n ' i n and o u t╚══════════════✕══════════════╝ ╔══════════════✕══════════════╗  That gets you t h r o u g h the d a y, it ain't what it's all a b o u tXXXXXXXXXXXXX╚══════════════✕══════════════╝   ╔══════════════✕══════════════╗
You just might m i s s the part trying to w i n the r a c e.
Life's n o t the b r e a t h you take, but the m o m e n t s that t a k e your breath a w a y .
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 5:27 am
XXXXXҬℴδδ GɾαӌʂℴηXXXXX
Long l o s t words w h is p e r slowly to m e
Still can't f i n d what k e e p s me h e r e
When all this t i m e I've been so h o l l o w i n s i d e
I k n o w you're s t i l l t h e r e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
Pull the trigger
and the nightmare
Sϯℴҏʂ
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● So go on and screamScream at me, I'm so far away Todd steered his flirthy body in the way to the mess hall, walking along behind the jogging girl. He winked at her teasingly when she held the door open to him and stood there a moment in awe. The piano was what really caught Todd's eye, though. As soon as Casey walked to the kitchen, he made a break for the instrument, sitting at the bench and splaying his fingers out along the keys. He sat there a moment in thought, then a door caught his eye. It read Supply Closet and a mischevious grin spread across the insomniac's face. He got up off the piano bench and knelt down beside the door, wiggling the locked knob. Atfer a moment of thinking, he pulled a bobby pin that was clipped uselessly on his boot, and stuck it in the lock. A few seconds passed then a click sounded and he twisted the knob, shoving the door open with great ease. Inside, he was pleased to find not only cleaning supplies but musical instruments. An acoustic guitar grabbe dhis attention and reeled him in. Todd gently lifted the guitar and strummed the chords. They would need some tuning. The dark-haired teen walked out, kicking the door closed with one booted foot, and walked back to a table that was leaned up against a wall. He sat in one of the chairs, lounging back till the top of the seat touched the wood, then kicked his feet up on the table, the guitar set neatly between his chest and thighs. He strummed it a few times, tuning, then finally got the right sound. "Gosh, it's been so long..." he whispered, then decided to play a song he knew by heart. Although his voice was husky and deep, notin sync to the original song, his notes were flawless. Todd stopped mid-strum when Casey came out, feeling self-concious, and just sat, quiet. I won't be broken againI've got to breathe I can't keep going under ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Now I will t e l l you what I've d o n e for y o u
5 0 thousand t e a r s I've c r i e d
S c r e a m i n g, d e c e i v i n g and b l e e d i n g for you
And y o u still won't h e a r m e
Don't want your h a n d this t i m e - I'll s a v e myself
M a y b e I'll w a k e up for o n c e
Not t o r m e n t e d daily d e f e a t e d by y o u
Just when I t h o u g h t I'd r e a c h e d the b o t t o m
I'm dying again I ' m going u n d e r
D r o w n i n g in y o u
I'm f a l l i n g f o r e v e r
I've g o t to b r e a k through I'm going under B l u r r i n g and s t i r r i n g
The t r u t h and the l i e s
So I don't k n o w what's r e a l and what's n o t
Always c o n f u s i n g the t h o u g h t s in my h e a d
So I can't t r u s t m y s e l f a n y m o r e
Going under XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
ℳɩʂϯℯɾ Iηʂℴɱηɩα
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 7:39 am
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab
xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep
xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession
xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams
xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley
xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping
xxxxxxHit my head against the walls
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up
xxxxxxMy heart is fried
xxxxxxI just can't get you
xxxxxxOff my mind•○•  xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○•  xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx
Party'Animalxxx
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♫Heidi smiled when Alec kissed her as they headed to the messhall. She walked in and the first thing she noticed was the sound of hip hop music playing. She rolled her sky blue eyes and gave a soft groan. "Thank god I never go anywhere without my ipod." she said to him before she chuckled lightly and pulled her limegreen touch screen ipod out which was a gift given to her from the same person who forced her to this place. As she thought about it, it seemed like her friend was the reason she even met Alec. And if that was the case than she definitely owed someone big time. She smiled at the thought before she noticed the salad bar that had been set up with drinks on the side. She then saw Todd at one of the tables closet to the wall with a guitar in his hand. She wondered if maybe he played but she wasn't sure if she should ask. The last time she saw the kid, she was trying to calm him down from one of his nightmares. The blonde gave him a small nervous wave before she looked away again. She wasn't sure if Todd liked her or not. He definitely didn't seem to trust her when she tried to help him. Maybe he was just the kind of kid who needed his distance and she was ok with that. Just as long as they didn't have any issues during their stay at this place. She shook off the thoughts and headed over to the salad bar, beginning to create one of her own favorite salads. She looked over at Alec and grinned as she admired the details of his perfect body. She would never get used to how amazing he looked. "Do you want a salad too or are you going to wait for the pizza?" she asked as she got a bit of ranch dressing on her finger which she instinctively licked off with a giggle.
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice
xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice
xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices
xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis
xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy
xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○•  xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected
xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind
xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug•○• 
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 7:03 pm
「 Ҁ a s e y 」││ 「 Ϻ i s s Ѻ v e r l y Ʌ c t i v e 」 Put your f a i t h in what you most b e l i e v e in XXXXXXXXX
Two w o r l d s, one f a m i l y XXXXXXXXX
Trust your h e a r t, let f a t e decide XXXXXXXXX
To g u i d e these lives we s e e XXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXX A p a r a d i s e untouched by m a n
XXXXXXXXX Within this w o r l d blessed by l o v e
XXXXXXXXX A s i m p l e life, they live in p e a c e
XXXXXXXXX Softly tread the s a n d below your f e e t now XXXXX XXXXXXXXX▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ X X X X X XTwo worlds, one f a m i l y
X X X X X X X X XxTrust your heart, let fate d e c i d e The dark haired counselor glanced up as Heidi and Alec walked in, and she found herself watching food choices. A silly habit that she'd gotten into; she herself was always one for nutrition. Smiling in spite of herself, Casey's blue eyes flicked to the side wall, with an old fashioned yet steady ticking clock sitting on it. The hiking group had been gone for a while. A worried frown crossed her face, and her eyebrows knit together, Her blue eyes darkened as she pulled out her phone. Nothing yet. Deciding to check, Casey pulled up Jake's number. Fingers flying, she quickly sent him a text. Grammatically correct, of course!
You guys okay? You've been gone awhile. Food's getting cold!
Casey hit SEND and then slipped her phone back into her pocket. The hip hop music was hammering her eardrums; she hated hip hop. She enjoyed more of a country style. But a lot of teens liked hip hop or pop, so Casey would put their likes above her own. At only 5:45 PM, the dark haired young woman felt a wave of weariness sweep over her. She'd always gone to bed early, but with an insomniac as her teen, that might need to be put on hold. Shaking her head, Casey muffled a yawn. She knew it was foolish to be yawning when it was barely getting dark! Sighing, Casey rose and opened the window curtains, letting shades of orange and amber light the mess hall floor on fire. Casey's attention was jolted by the sound of soft music; no less than one of her own: an accoustic guitar. Following the sound, Casey spotted Todd with the guitar on hand. It wasn't hers, since Casey always kept her prideful instrument in her room, but it still was a good specimen (for lack of a better term xD). Casey smiled and sat down across from Todd, raising an eyebrow. "You play much? You sounded pretty good earlier," Casey said with a genuine and charming smile, her cheekbones highlighted by the tan she regularly had from her major time in the sun. Her striking blue eyes were startling against her skin tone, which was usually somewhat pale. However, her usually tanned skin made up for it. Casey peered at the guitar, her gaze even and analyzing. She always had a passion for music, almost as strong as her passion for athletics. Casey tucked her ankles beneath the table bench, letting her hands rest between her knees as she waited for Todd to answer. ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂XXXXXXXXX X X X X X XR a i s e your head u pXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XLift h i g h the loadXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XTake s t r e n g t h those that need y o uXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XTwo w o r l d s, one familyXXXXXXXXX
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 2:24 pm
XXXXXÅʃϵҁ Dɩ'ΑЪʃѻXXXXX
Ӎɩʂϯϵɾ Dαɾϵʠϵѵɩʃ I'm t i r e d of being what y o u want me to be
Feeling so f a i t h l e s s lost under the s u r f a c e
Don't k n o w what you're e x p e c t i n g of me
Put under the p r e s s u r e of walking in your s h o e s
C a u g h t in the undertow, just caught in the u n d e r t o w
Every s t e p that I take is a n o t h e r mistake to you
Can't you s e e that you're s m o t h e r i n g me
Holding too t i g h t l y afraid to lose c o n t r o l
Cause e v e r y t h i n g that you t h o u g h t I would be
Has f a l l e n apart right in f r o n t of you
Caught in the u n d er t o w just c a u g h t in the undertow
E v e r y step that I take is another m i s t a k e to you
And every second I w a s t e is more than I can t a k e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXAnd I know
I ɱαӌ ϵηʠ ʊҏ ʄαɩʃɩηɠ ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Alec chuckled softly as they entered, smiling at Heidi's comment. He, for one, was a big fan of hip hop music. Hip hop and rap were for sure his favorite types of music. The dark-haired teen followed the blonde to the salad bar, almost gagging and vomitting as the scent of ranch overwhelmed him. He hated ranch and salad- no questions asked. He hated any vegetable, really. He felt a pair of eyes scan his bronzed body and he chuckled huskily, gazing down at the blonde. She was checking him out and he knew it- but, of course, the Latino boy was totally used to it. He glanced over at the other two people in the messhall- Casey and Todd. Casey had just sat down beside the dark-haired teen, who had a guitar nestled in his lap. He turned back to Heidi, blinking at her question. "Oh, hell no! I hate salads. Pizza and burgers are more my style," he said with a grin and chuckle, ruffling her hair softly. He leaned down and kissed her cheek. "I'm gonna go find us a seat, 'kay?" He spun on a heel and walked off, choosing a table that ws nestled in a corner of the walls. He sat and kicked his legs up, tilting his chair back out of pure habit. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
You were just like me,XXXXXX
with someoneXXXXXXXXX
Dɩʂαҏҏѻɩηϯϵʠ ɩη ӌѻʊX
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●       XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I've become so n u m b I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more a w a r e
I'm b e c o m i n g this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be l e s s like you
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 3:34 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab
xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep
xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession
xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams
xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley
xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping
xxxxxxHit my head against the walls
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up
xxxxxxMy heart is fried
xxxxxxI just can't get you
xxxxxxOff my mind•○• xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○• xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx
Party'Animalxxx
╔═══════════════ ♦ ♫ ♦ ═══╗
♫Heidi giggled and rolled her eyes as Alec ruffled her hair but nodded with a wink when he kissed her cheek. She finished making her salad and took a quick bite, smiling happily before she headed over to where Alec was. She sat down on the chair beside him, indian style. She took off her hoodie for a moment since the fireplace made the messhall warm. She was wearing a simple black tanktop that clung to her body, showing off her curves and a silver chain with a locket hung from her neck. She took another bite of her salad and when she swallowed she looked over at Alec. The blonde tilted her head curiously at him as her blue eyes searched through his. "You know, I realized that I don't really know much about you." she said with a light chuckle. "Why don't you tell me something about you? Something I don't already know." she said as she looked at his body one more time.
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice
xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice
xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices
xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis
xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy
xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○• xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected
xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind
xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug•○•
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Posted: Thu Feb 24, 2011 6:25 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up
xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccxxxxxxxxxxYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH Shane smiled and nodded as Gail hopped on. One sec. I'll just text Casey and let her know we're coming." he said, pulling out his phone. To Casey:
Hey, We're heading back now.
We being, Me, Jake, Nikki and Gail.
Sorry it took so long. Had a hard time Finding them
~ShaneThe counselor smiled, hit send, and started driving alongside Jake and Nikki. Shane smiled as they came into the camp. "You guys go on ahead. I'll bring this fourwheeler to the shed" he said. Shane placed the fourwheeler by the shed and then made his way to the mess hall. The guitar in Todd's hands grabbed his attention. ¿Todd puede tocar la guitarra? he wondered. Shane smiled and walked over to the boy. "Hey Todd... You play Guitar?" he asked hesitantly. Shane looked around the room, his eyes resting on Heidi. Even in a simple tank, she still looked beautiful. Tossing her one of the most sincere smiles he's made since he got here, he then turned back to Todd. My PetsLexi, My Border ColliePebbles, My Golden RetrieverHaze, My dog-to-be((Out Of Cats: Sorry for the shorty post. It's almost bedtime for me. And the whole idiotic writers block is kicking in))
SPANISH___ENGLISH
¿Todd puede tocar la guitarra?_-> _Todd can play guitar?
___->__
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ITALIAN___ENGLISH
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Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar
is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Fri Feb 25, 2011 2:21 pm
XXXXXҬℴδδ GɾαӌʂℴηXXXXX
Long l o s t words w h is p e r slowly to m e
Still can't f i n d what k e e p s me h e r e
When all this t i m e I've been so h o l l o w i n s i d e
I k n o w you're s t i l l t h e r e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
Pull the trigger
and the nightmare
Sϯℴҏʂ
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● So go on and screamScream at me, I'm so far away Todd looked at Casey when she asked if he played guitar. He blushed softly, gazing down at the instrument, and nodded. "Yea," he murmured. "I taught myself. It was kinda like my escape from everything," he said with a small shrug. He looked up again when someone else neard and asked him the same question Shane. "A little." He strummed a few chords of There is a Light that Never Goes Out by the Smiths. I won't be broken againI've got to breathe I can't keep going under ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Now I will t e l l you what I've d o n e for y o u
5 0 thousand t e a r s I've c r i e d
S c r e a m i n g, d e c e i v i n g and b l e e d i n g for you
And y o u still won't h e a r m e
Don't want your h a n d this t i m e - I'll s a v e myself
M a y b e I'll w a k e up for o n c e
Not t o r m e n t e d daily d e f e a t e d by y o u
Just when I t h o u g h t I'd r e a c h e d the b o t t o m
I'm dying again I ' m going u n d e r
D r o w n i n g in y o u
I'm f a l l i n g f o r e v e r
I've g o t to b r e a k through I'm going under B l u r r i n g and s t i r r i n g
The t r u t h and the l i e s
So I don't k n o w what's r e a l and what's n o t
Always c o n f u s i n g the t h o u g h t s in my h e a d
So I can't t r u s t m y s e l f a n y m o r e
Going under XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
ℳɩʂϯℯɾ Iηʂℴɱηɩα excuse the short post. bai!
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Posted: Fri Feb 25, 2011 3:43 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up
xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccxxxxxxxxxxYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH Shane nodded and grinned. "That's really cool. I play too." he said, smiling. Shane loved his music, and his photography of course. Shane listened to Todd play the chords. "Not bad" he said, meaning it. With practice he could be a really amazing guitarist. Shane glanced around, lost in his thoughts. He thought about his two dogs at home. Lexi his border collie, and his golden retriever Pebbles. Shane smiled, he loved his dogs. He would call home later to see how they were doing, and he would have to text Nate later. Shane's thoughts then went to his mom and dad. ¿Por qué se separaron? Shane wondered. He tried to think of things that would've made them split. But he couldn't think of anything, the story of his parents meeting was so sweet. Shane just couldn't bring himself to think of anything that would've caused it. The young counselor sighed and shook himself out of his thoughts, looking back at Todd. My PetsLexi, My Border ColliePebbles, My Golden RetrieverHaze, My dog-to-be((Out Of Cats: Stupid Writers block))
SPANISH___ENGLISH
¿Por qué se separaron?_-> _Why did they split?
___->__
___->__
___->__
___->__
ITALIAN___ENGLISH
___->__
___->__
x
x
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Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar
is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Wed Mar 02, 2011 2:16 pm
XXXXXÅʃϵҁ Dɩ'ΑЪʃѻXXXXX
Ӎɩʂϯϵɾ Dαɾϵʠϵѵɩʃ I'm t i r e d of being what y o u want me to be
Feeling so f a i t h l e s s lost under the s u r f a c e
Don't k n o w what you're e x p e c t i n g of me
Put under the p r e s s u r e of walking in your s h o e s
C a u g h t in the undertow, just caught in the u n d e r t o w
Every s t e p that I take is a n o t h e r mistake to you
Can't you s e e that you're s m o t h e r i n g me
Holding too t i g h t l y afraid to lose c o n t r o l
Cause e v e r y t h i n g that you t h o u g h t I would be
Has f a l l e n apart right in f r o n t of you
Caught in the u n d er t o w just c a u g h t in the undertow
E v e r y step that I take is another m i s t a k e to you
And every second I w a s t e is more than I can t a k e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXAnd I know
I ɱαӌ ϵηʠ ʊҏ ʄαɩʃɩηɠ ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Alec smiled when Heidi sat beside him. He found himself admiring the blonde's flawless curves when she shead her hoodie. Not only was she beautiful, but she was talented, smart and funny. She was just fun to be around. His eyes tore away from her body when she spoke and he chuckled. "Well, I don't know much about you, either. So, I guess I'll start. Um... I box. Like, punching and kicking and s**t... Um, I am clearly not a virgin. I've been to the hospital... twenty-six times since I was... er, eight, I think. I love vanilla ice cream and I love Owl City. I hate country music. I am the most well-built, er, I was the most well-built kid at my school. I graduated last year... What else do you wanna know?" he asked, topping it all off with a smile. He tucked a chocolate curl that hung in his eyes behind his ear, showing off a small golden stud in his right ear. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
You were just like me,XXXXXX
with someoneXXXXXXXXX
Dɩʂαҏҏѻɩηϯϵʠ ɩη ӌѻʊX
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I've become so n u m b I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more a w a r e
I'm b e c o m i n g this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be l e s s like you
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Posted: Thu Mar 03, 2011 3:00 pm
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Memories in the Mist Crew
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 2:44 pm
A flight risk with the fear of falling Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts XXXXXXXThe broken clock is a ҁℴɱʄℴɾϯXXXXXXXXXIt helps me ʂℓℯℯρ tonightXXXXXXXXXXXMaybe it can ʂϯℴρ tomorrowXXXXXXXXXXXXXFrom ʂϯℯαℓɩηℊ all my timeXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI am here still ωαɩϯɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThough I still have my ʠℴʊɓϯʂXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI am ʠαɱαℊℯʠ at bestXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXLike you've already ʄɩℊʊɾℯʠ outI'm ʄαℓℓɩηℊ apartXXXXXXX
I'm barely ɓrℯαϯℎɩηℊXXXXXXXXX
With a ɓrℴkℯη heartXXXXXXXXXXX
That's still ɓℯαϯɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXX
In the ραɩη, there is healingXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
In your name I find ɱℯαηɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
So I'm ℎℴℓʠɩηℊ on, I'm holding onXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I'm barely holding on to ӌℴʊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ ℕɩҁℴℓℯ Ӄαϯℎɾɩηℯ Sɩℓѵℯɾ  ╔════════════►☪◄════════════╗
Miss Cautious ┇┇ Shy, Cautious, Strong
A Careless Man's Careful Daughter
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xxx☪ Nikki nodded and began to walk back with Jake. She stuffed her hands into her pockets and walked quickly down the trail. Once they reached the camp, she headed toward the mess hall and walked in slowly. It seemed everyone was here, even Gail had just walked in. Nikki's brown eyes gazed around, unsure where to go. She sighed and glanced around at each of the teens. For once, things seemed semi-peaceful, not that Nikki believed it would last long. She removed her hands from her pockets and pushed a strand of hair behind her ear, wondering if there was anything she should be doing.
((Stupid writers block))
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Seems like I was walking in the wrong direction
I barely recognize my own reflection
Scared of love but scared of life alone
Seems I've been playing on the safe side, baby
Building walls around my heart to save me
But it's time for me to let it go
I'm ready to feel now
No longer am I afraid of the fall down
It must be time to move on now
Without the fear of how it might end
I guess I'm ready to love again
Just when we think that love will never find you
You runaway but still it's right behind you
It's just something that you can't control
So come and find me
I'll be waiting up for you
I'll be holding out for you tonight
╚════════════►☪◄════════════╝ ▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ XXXXXXXThe broken locks were a ωαɾηɩηℊXXXXXXXXXYou got ɩηʂɩʠℯ my headXXXXXXXXXXXI tried my best to be ℊʊαɾʠℯʠXXXXXXXXXXXXXI'm an ℴρℯη book insteadXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI still see your ɾℯʄℓℯҁϯɩℴη inside of my eyesXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThat are looking for a ρʊɾρℴʂℯXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThey're still looking for ℓɩʄℯI'm ℎαηℊɩηℊ on another dayXXXXXXXXX
Just to see what you ϯℎɾℴω my wayXXXXXXXXXXX
And I'm hanging on to the ωℴɾʠʂ you sayXXXXXXXXXXXXX
You said that I will be ℴɮαӌXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
The broken ℓɩℊℎϯʂ on the freewayXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Left me here αℓℴηℯXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I may have ℓℴʂϯ my way nowXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I haven't ʄℴɾℊℴϯϯℯη my way homeXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Brace myself for the goodbye Cause that's all I've ever known
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