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 Posted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 1:52 pm
Nich grimaced... that had hit him ahrder than he was ready for, its not easy to see someone when theyre weak, and trying to power through it like emily was to him was even harder.
He had no idea what to say. He wanted to console her or something but she hadnt really left him an opening. Thats when he realized she'd given him the ******** off.
"well, y'aint dead yet, so i geuss life is just something you have to live with right."
He wasnt sure what that meant like 'good luck getting over experiencing the most heinous evil that any person can experience'. he felt like a piece of s**t right now even though he knew he really didnt need to.
Thats when the voice inside him that usually only talked sence when he was busy abusing alchohol and praying he had something better to do in the morning piped up.
"Emilylook no matter how tough life has made you human contact is something you literally can't survive without. Community is why we arent animals, and if you put yourself above the community, then youwont have much goin for ya really."
He had just slapped himself with a big hypocrite sticker, but he had always known it was true, and its not like he lived a life nearly as hard as that but he knew he sure as ******** wasnt happy, and for some reason that he wasnt altogether sue of, he knew that he wanted this girl to be happy.
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Posted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 2:16 pm
♪Emily♪
Emily wasn't exactly sure what that was supposed to mean. For some odd reason, what he said sounded hypocritical coming from him, but she wasn't sure why. All she knew is that she needed mental help, but she surely wasn't gonna get it from him, so as hard as it was, she tried to shrug off the conversation and flashbacks of the incident from her mind.
"Oh...kay...whatever that was supposed to mean..."
After she had just said it, she realized how rude that sounded, and she could've slapped herself twice.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to sound rude," she said, somewhat pleadingly.
For whatever reason, she felt really bad for being so rude. He was trying to help her, yet she just tosses the words off to the side like if they were bad. She really didn't understand what he was saying, and she really didn't care to have a clearer understanding either. All she wanted was for this conversation to end, although it was all her fault in the first place that it started. She was the hypocrit.
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Posted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 4:18 pm
Nich moved closer to her and put his hands on her shoulders. he didnt talk to people much less touch them, but he wasnt awkward about it. he'd been around the bend with a few girls, but never really put his soul into it, so his practice was fine but theory not so good.
"Emily cmon, look i know i probably aint the best person to talk to, but i think you should talk to someone. You could wait, but thats not nearly cavalier enough from what ive come to expect from you, and im the only one around. I..."
He didnt know what came next. He stuttered a few times then said.
".. Look i dont know why, but i care to know, not out of curiousity, but because i want to try and help, i dont know why i feel like this but i do. I really want you to be happy, and if i have to go out and experience untold pain just to feel some empathy, then i will."
Nich must have looked surprised because he hadnt meant to say that at all, but he hadnt really done anything wrong. That had been the truth, and it was if anything a little liberating. he didnt like feeling this vulnerable though, there had been no alterior motive in what he said, and to him that felt like he hadnt planned enough.
He realized just how sick that was then and began to hope sincerely that Emily wouldnt brush him off so he could continue the process of being more open.
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Posted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 7:26 pm
♪Emily♪
Emily didn't know what to say. Everybody told her she needed help, but she refused that idea. It wasn't that she didn't want to, it's just that she couldn't. Everytime she talked about it, even to herself (as crazy as the thought of talking to herself seems) she would go into hysterics, a sight of herself she never saw, and it kind of scared her.
Her face probably gave away the shock and surprise she felt.
"Wow. I'm sorry, I just..." she bit her lip and looked at him with pleading yet sad eyes. "I can't."
Not every word he had said comprehended, up till than. That's when she realized exactly what he was trying to say, and her eyes grew big. This was all much more than she could handle.
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 4:30 pm
Nich grimaced. he never liked this part. He knew what he wanted to do was give her a thumbs up and keep on truckin, but that was never gonna fly. So he pulled her close and hugged her.
He was awkward with hugs. his whole avoiding human contact thing had made it that way, but it was better then nothing. It was one of those around the shoulders hugs, but he didnt bother with the waist out thing. He noticed then, not some sort of divine revelation, but it was at this moment he picked to notice that emily smelled really nice.
He smiled to himself but got back to the moment pretty quickly.
"Hey, Look you dont have to worry, your obviously living an okay life, and you just made a new friend who you can talk to if you ever need it. I aint gonna press you though, so relax."
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 4:32 pm
 
"You are so beautiful...it almost hurts to watch you." Tae whispered, he'd stopped dancing to watch her in awe. A smile spread across his lips and he shook his head, she was amazing beyond belief.
Dancing was one way they could express themselves without words, seeing as though she couldn't talk, Tae was glad that they both had something in common. He was glad he had Abby.
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 4:41 pm
↑.:. Abigail .:.↑ ╔══════════════╗ Though Abby had always thought she would always be alone, she had often dreamed that if she if ever did meet someone, they would be a dancer like her. Who else but a dancer could understand the passion, determination, and time it took to be a dancer? She didn't think anyone else would have been able to. Her heart had started pumping in her chest when he got up to dance with her, and it felt oddly intimate to her. He wasn't grinding on her, but he was holding her carefully, and moving as fluidly as she was. Then he stood back to watch her, and though she missed his hands on her waist, the look he was sending her way made her breath catch in her chest. She had been considering doing something, but his last comment was what cemented it. When he called her beautiful, the wides grin spread across her face, and she practically leaped into his arms and started kissing him. ══════════╝
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 4:49 pm
At first he grunted in surprise, not expecting Abby to act that way. He then reacted quickly and wrapped his arms around her lower body to support her and not let her fall off of him. His arms were wound tightly around her though gentle as to not crush her. TOP simply held her for a moment, letting her lips do all the work while he tried to just keep Abby in his arms as long as possible. He was worried that he'd get too much into the kiss that he'd end up accidentally dropping her. That would have been a shame. Tae then started to regain his composure and his lips moved along with Abby's kissing her back as she kissed him. There was a surge or pleasure that coursed through his veins and he didn't want it to stop...ever.
I wish I could tell you how I feel about you...I may be able to talk but I was never good at explaining my emotions....Abby, I really and truly care for you and I would never wish for you to get hurt in any way. If I was as brave as I seem to be, I would tell you that I'm falling for you.
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 4:55 pm
RaVeN_LoVe_92 ↑.:. Abigail .:.↑ ╔══════════════╗ Abby had had no idea what she was doing. Had only known that when he said those words in the voice that she was beginning to love, that it had made her heart tremble. It was corny, but it was true, and the urge to fling herself at him and kiss him until she was breathless was just to large to resist.
He didn't drop her, and she got to the point that her hear was pounding in her chest from the lack of oxygen. But she didn't want to stop, not yet. But she did slow down. She kissed him more slowly, expermentally as she let her legs drop to the ground and wrapped her arms around his neck. He was maybe a few inches taller than her, and she matched perfectly with him. ╚══════════════╝
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 5:06 pm
"I...have never felt this way about a girl before." Tae confessed in between kisses. After a moment longer, he stopped but kept his hands against her cheeks. His eyes looked into hers, he seemed to have dived in and gotten lost in them for a split second before he quickly shook his head to bring him back down to earth from the clouds up above.
"You are EASILY, the sweetest, most talented and beautiful girl I've ever met." Tae felt a blush creep up to his cheeks as he spoke.
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 5:10 pm
↑.:. Abigail .:.↑ ╔══════════════╗ The more that Abby kissed him, the more that she felt like she was falling. IT was a scary sensation for her, and when he broke the kiss, she took the chance to gather her breath. But it was hard to do when he looked at her the way he was looking at her. Anytime he looked at her like that, she was out of breath, her heart racing to get out of her chest.
She blushed a deep red when he said that, and she smiled a little, trying to .ighten the moment a bit. She grabbed her pad and scribbled on it, then showed it him.
"You like seeing me blush, dont you. That's why your always saying stuff like that." ╚══════════════╝
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 5:20 pm
TOP smiled as he watched a delicate blush spread across Abby's cheeks. He removed one hand from her cheek and lightly traced along the cheekbones that harbored the pinkish hue that made his heart lurch at the sight of her. She was utterly breathtaking, he found it a little difficult to breath without hyperventilating but he'd manage on his own.
Tae moved a bit to accompany her scribbling pad and read it when Abby had finished penning down her message. He laughed then, aloud when the words reached his mind to be processed.
"Okay, I suppose you have me there." Tae spoke through his chuckles and wiped at his eyes from laughing so hard. TOP saw her smile and sighed once more, there it was again. That spell Abby had cast upon him to make him belong to her....he didn't mind though, he wouldn't have it any other way.
"But my words are true nontheless."
.: ACKK writers block :.
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 5:21 pm
♪Emily♪
The hug completely caught her off guard. It kind of freaked her out. She didn't normally give hugs, and when she did, they were half hugs, and only given to girls. To be quite honest, she hadn't contact with guys. It always reminded her of that one night, and just than she got a flashback. Gasping, she pushed him off, rather roughly. She didn't mean to, but it wasn't like it was one of the things you could truly control. She always thought it was stupid that hugs from guys reminded her of that night because that incident was nothing like hugging, but it did.
Emily felt as though she had just waken up from a bad nightmare, and buried her face in her hands. She tried to take comfort in what he said, but the hug completely ruined it. Doesn't he know what melestation is? No matter how hard she tried, silent tears escaped. She hated being a damsel in distress, so she turned her back to him, hoping to God he wouldn't dare touch her again.
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 5:33 pm
↑.:. Abigail .:.↑ ╔══════════════╗ Abby was hardly in a position to argue with him, so she didn't. She kissed his cheek, and then she looked at her watch to see what time it was. And her heart lurched when she saw what the date was. She had completely forgotten what today was, and she blinked her eyes, trying to get the date to change. But it wouldn't.
Every month, parents were allowed one day to come visit their kids if they wanted. The school didn't have a day that all the parents came at once, because that would just be chaos. So, parents designated a day to come. And today was the day Abby's parents were coming. Her heart was racing, and she worked to tamper down her fear. ╚══════════════╝
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 5:49 pm
The smile that had spread across his lips a moment ago, fell away when he took in Abby's shocked expression. Something about her watch made her freak out for a moment, her eyes had gone wide and she looked as if she were genuinely scared of something. Tae lightly kissed her forehead to get her out of her state of utter shock and bent his knees so that they were eye level.
"Abby...Abby are you okay? You're worrying me...." TOP gently took her shoulders and gave her a little shake. What was wrong with her? He desperately wanted to find out what was bothering his girl but it wasn't as if he was about to prod into her business if it shocked her this much. It wasn't his place to.
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