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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:27 pm
Response in summary:
-SO BUSY- along with -SO NOT LIKING SOME CIRCLES OF FRIENDS RIGHT NOW- but at least AG can be my happy place. *breaks out wooden sword*
donut is in charge of getting GTA IV. Fry's Wednesday sale failed us so I don't know how/when he'll get around to that. He seems pretty excited about it. I've kind of been avoiding GTA IV posts since I'll probably half watch him play it while working.
Chai Tea Time dress totally screams Haibane cosplay... though I guess to be perfect you would need a spirit falcon and a HALO. Yikes. Anyway, I just wanted to talk about Haibane. heart
Like Bart, I can't keep up with all the new items... @_@ I'm also just getting tired of losing ground against limiteds... they're kind of flashy and I feel that I would have more fun if I just got a lot of more expensive commons... but then I feel like I'll never get a chance as the limited skyrocket. But hey, at least I have a fish. *really really likes her fish*
Still haven't watched Code Geass... keeping up with everything else I've mentioned but Special A... maybe in another month or so. Of course, when things slow down, I would really like to crack open Persona 3 FES (never played the original.)
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:28 pm
I need to play some of you in Brawl already, when do you people play video games around here? scream
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:32 pm
Streamjumper Chrysant AzurePaleSky Chrysant Tales of Symphonia 2! Gief! heart Along with a release date for Honey and Clover... Wonder if there'll be anyone from Viz Europe at MCM in London... I didn't know they're making a second one!! I'm excited! I only found out about it today while browsing the Internet. I can't waiiiiiit. Though I'll have to. And America will get it before Europe no doubt. stare Grrrrrrrrrrrr. That's what you get for taxing our tea. xd But Europe's been getting Mario Kart Wii and Wii Fitness before us! So I think there's a good chance it'll come out in Europe first.
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:33 pm
gonk I wanted to get a bag of win, but I never even got the chance to get my paycheck! emo
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:41 pm
iBarty I hate feeling shitty.. Old problems are coming back to haunt me for no reason at all and I don't understand why. I've had the same feelings for a long time where I was never happy but never sad either..though sometimes I'd have bouts where I'd get happy over something (like the feat I made in the vend today), or something that'd just make me sad but only for a short time. I've been getting really bored with things easily lately, and just...blah. I'm getting depressed again, and it's just stupid. I have no reason to be this way.. I know some of you have expressed that if I ever need to talk, you're there, etc.. But it's just like..I feel so stupid for having such a stupid problem. I don't want to dump my problems on anyone else because everyone has their own problems to worry about. Hell, I'd say some of you (with some of the recent events) have more of a reason to be depressed/sad than I do, but here I am..having wanting to talk to a therapist again for a while, and getting no help. I can't until I get insurance again..but who knows how long that'll be being I'd have to get it through the state. I don't know, I just feel like my problem is nothing compared to some of the stuff that has happened to some of you guys and it makes me feel bad and not want to bring anything up at all because it's stupid. All I know is that it ******** hurts, and I don't want to feel this way again..I don't want to go back on anti-depressants. Though, I guess the only thing that's better about this situation than what it was when I first had it in high school is the fact that I'm not suicidal (sure I'd like to die and have it over and done with sometimes, but I'd never kill myself) and I'm not cutting. *lets out a big sigh* I feel kind of better after saying all of that but..it'll probably be the last time I mention it, so..I'm sorry for it. Sometimes I just need to get things out whether people actually listen or not./emo *huggles* Don't feel stupid... sometimes we can't help feeling depressed, especially if our situation is our of our control. Do you have insurance? If you can, is it possible to see a therapist or someone you could talk out your problems to? This has helped me immensely. And did you have a bad experience with anti-depressants? I've had some ones that made me feel blah and others that have helped... Or if you know why you're not happy with life, then maybe you can work on changing it!
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:42 pm
Keys! I hope things get better. Bad friends suck.
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:44 pm
AzurePaleSky iBarty I hate feeling shitty.. Old problems are coming back to haunt me for no reason at all and I don't understand why. I've had the same feelings for a long time where I was never happy but never sad either..though sometimes I'd have bouts where I'd get happy over something (like the feat I made in the vend today), or something that'd just make me sad but only for a short time. I've been getting really bored with things easily lately, and just...blah. I'm getting depressed again, and it's just stupid. I have no reason to be this way.. I know some of you have expressed that if I ever need to talk, you're there, etc.. But it's just like..I feel so stupid for having such a stupid problem. I don't want to dump my problems on anyone else because everyone has their own problems to worry about. Hell, I'd say some of you (with some of the recent events) have more of a reason to be depressed/sad than I do, but here I am..having wanting to talk to a therapist again for a while, and getting no help. I can't until I get insurance again..but who knows how long that'll be being I'd have to get it through the state. I don't know, I just feel like my problem is nothing compared to some of the stuff that has happened to some of you guys and it makes me feel bad and not want to bring anything up at all because it's stupid. All I know is that it ******** hurts, and I don't want to feel this way again..I don't want to go back on anti-depressants. Though, I guess the only thing that's better about this situation than what it was when I first had it in high school is the fact that I'm not suicidal (sure I'd like to die and have it over and done with sometimes, but I'd never kill myself) and I'm not cutting. *lets out a big sigh* I feel kind of better after saying all of that but..it'll probably be the last time I mention it, so..I'm sorry for it. Sometimes I just need to get things out whether people actually listen or not./emo *huggles* Don't feel stupid... sometimes we can't help feeling depressed, especially if our situation is our of our control. Do you have insurance? If you can, is it possible to see a therapist or someone you could talk out your problems to? This has helped me immensely. And did you have a bad experience with anti-depressants? I've had some ones that made me feel blah and others that have helped... Or if you know why you're not happy with life, then maybe you can work on changing it!
No, I had good experiences with the pills in the past. I just..don't want to have to go back on them because I was able to get better before. I don't know.. I need to sign up for insurance through the state being my mom had to take me off of hers being she wasn't able to claim me for last year.
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:47 pm
Dear Bart, I love you, Love, Your Wife
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:50 pm
iBarty I hate feeling shitty.. Old problems are coming back to haunt me for no reason at all and I don't understand why. I've had the same feelings for a long time where I was never happy but never sad either..though sometimes I'd have bouts where I'd get happy over something (like the feat I made in the vend today), or something that'd just make me sad but only for a short time. I've been getting really bored with things easily lately, and just...blah. I'm getting depressed again, and it's just stupid. I have no reason to be this way.. I know some of you have expressed that if I ever need to talk, you're there, etc.. But it's just like..I feel so stupid for having such a stupid problem. I don't want to dump my problems on anyone else because everyone has their own problems to worry about. Hell, I'd say some of you (with some of the recent events) have more of a reason to be depressed/sad than I do, but here I am..having wanting to talk to a therapist again for a while, and getting no help. I can't until I get insurance again..but who knows how long that'll be being I'd have to get it through the state. I don't know, I just feel like my problem is nothing compared to some of the stuff that has happened to some of you guys and it makes me feel bad and not want to bring anything up at all because it's stupid. All I know is that it ******** hurts, and I don't want to feel this way again..I don't want to go back on anti-depressants. Though, I guess the only thing that's better about this situation than what it was when I first had it in high school is the fact that I'm not suicidal (sure I'd like to die and have it over and done with sometimes, but I'd never kill myself) and I'm not cutting. *lets out a big sigh* I feel kind of better after saying all of that but..it'll probably be the last time I mention it, so..I'm sorry for it. Sometimes I just need to get things out whether people actually listen or not./emo I've been reading this book about cognitive thinking that has really been helping me.
Quiet Your Mind
I have depression, mood, and anxiety disorder. I take medication for it, but I am trying to use this process to get off of them. A lot of the exercises in the book really help.
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:50 pm
RaeRae Rave gonk I wanted to get a bag of win, but I never even got the chance to get my paycheck! emo You see what I miss when I disappear due to lack of internets? I miss out on Gaia giving out cash! That's some bullshit. *goes off to hang himself*
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:51 pm
ERA718 RaeRae Rave gonk I wanted to get a bag of win, but I never even got the chance to get my paycheck! emo You see what I miss when I disappear due to lack of internets? I miss out on Gaia giving out cash! That's some bullshit. *goes off to hang himself* It's still available for an hour.
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:56 pm
RaeRae Rave gonk I wanted to get a bag of win, but I never even got the chance to get my paycheck! emo Yeah... that kind of window of opportunity was kinda fail. And thank god for the artists saving us from another failure of a "create an item" contest. Ookami armor looks decent, especially in onyx. I wish they had made more parts for it since it looks like it might be even better looking than the black armor we already had.
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Streamjumper Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:59 pm
crying Pi, you are awesome. Thank you so much <3
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:59 pm
RaeRae Rave crying Pi, you are awesome. Thank you so much <3 heart
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 6:03 pm
Hah, I got one more bag for myself. I got bard boots. xp
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