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 Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 7:30 pm
AzurePaleSky iBarty Okay so..I think part of the reason why I want to stay away from the net is because I'm depressed. Everything lately is going up in price.. The minimum wage will go up where I am too, but still..what good is that going to do when everything else is up? My mom and her friend were talking about this last night when I was with them.. And my mom said something about a recession, and then her friend thinks it's more of a depression which is even worse (it doesn't help that a lot of businesses around here are closing). Maybe the thought of that scares me? At this rate I'll never be able to leave home because I won't be able to afford living on my own or even with a friend (depending on rent I suppose and other costs like my phone and everything). I already know I'm never going to own a car.. I mean, I could learn how to drive so that when I go on trips with people I can help drive and let other people sleep..but I think that's the furthest I'd get. The only problem with that is when taking a bus, I can't always find jobs along the bus line.
It's just..I don't know. I don't feel like I can afford to live.. I know I'm only a hassle for my mom and with everything going up it just gets even worse. I don't expect anyone to reply to this. I expect some of you to think it's just a way to try and get attention but it really isn't. This is just..my haven, or used to be. A place where I could get help if needed. But it's like, I'm not even close enough to people for that. I try and help where I can, but I feel at such a loss sometimes because I don't know what said person is really going through unless I've experienced it myself.
I don't know much of anything right now..I just know I'm really hurting. It'll pass eventually like most things though, that I know. It just really sucks.
And no, I'm not going to off myself. Sorry if part of what I said earlier seemed that way. As always, I can't take pain well so that's what would stop me. I haven't cut in years and really don't want to go back on the meds. I mean, the bits of depression that come up are here and there..not all the time like it was before. Ugh, now I'm just rambling. It can be difficult, but could you always try to go back to school maybe? You could apply for loans and financial aid, and it would be easier to get a job if you had a higher degree. Or you could just keep trying to find a good job. Good luck, and feel better!
I want to go to college, but at the same time I don't because the whole being in debt thing is scary. I'm afraid that I won't have enough money for everything I need. I don't know what I want to do for a major either..and I feel like I'm never going to figure it out.
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 7:36 pm
iBarty AzurePaleSky iBarty Okay so..I think part of the reason why I want to stay away from the net is because I'm depressed. Everything lately is going up in price.. The minimum wage will go up where I am too, but still..what good is that going to do when everything else is up? My mom and her friend were talking about this last night when I was with them.. And my mom said something about a recession, and then her friend thinks it's more of a depression which is even worse (it doesn't help that a lot of businesses around here are closing). Maybe the thought of that scares me? At this rate I'll never be able to leave home because I won't be able to afford living on my own or even with a friend (depending on rent I suppose and other costs like my phone and everything). I already know I'm never going to own a car.. I mean, I could learn how to drive so that when I go on trips with people I can help drive and let other people sleep..but I think that's the furthest I'd get. The only problem with that is when taking a bus, I can't always find jobs along the bus line.
It's just..I don't know. I don't feel like I can afford to live.. I know I'm only a hassle for my mom and with everything going up it just gets even worse. I don't expect anyone to reply to this. I expect some of you to think it's just a way to try and get attention but it really isn't. This is just..my haven, or used to be. A place where I could get help if needed. But it's like, I'm not even close enough to people for that. I try and help where I can, but I feel at such a loss sometimes because I don't know what said person is really going through unless I've experienced it myself.
I don't know much of anything right now..I just know I'm really hurting. It'll pass eventually like most things though, that I know. It just really sucks.
And no, I'm not going to off myself. Sorry if part of what I said earlier seemed that way. As always, I can't take pain well so that's what would stop me. I haven't cut in years and really don't want to go back on the meds. I mean, the bits of depression that come up are here and there..not all the time like it was before. Ugh, now I'm just rambling. It can be difficult, but could you always try to go back to school maybe? You could apply for loans and financial aid, and it would be easier to get a job if you had a higher degree. Or you could just keep trying to find a good job. Good luck, and feel better!
I want to go to college, but at the same time I don't because the whole being in debt thing is scary. I'm afraid that I won't have enough money for everything I need. I don't know what I want to do for a major either..and I feel like I'm never going to figure it out.
You can start out at a community college. They really cater to first time students. This year was my first year back in school, and they really went out of their way to help me. And I am sure you could work something out with your job to work days or nights only. Tell them you are going back to school.
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 7:38 pm
RaeRae Rave gonk Went to see doctor. Doctor ordered x-rays. Was taken to emergency room and LEFT THERE ALONE IN A WHEELCHAIR.
Am now in a splint and on crutches emo
I called my mommy to come get me eventually. I was so sick of campus security by then. Sprained? Broken? Are you okay? sad
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 7:40 pm
Akimbo This medication is messing with me. I've barely eaten anything since I started it last Friday. Still haven't eaten anything today except a pretzel. gonk That's no good, Aki. Even for a medication that reduces your appetite, that's just not normal. I hope it balances out soon for you. sad heart
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 7:44 pm
hilaroma RaeRae Rave gonk Went to see doctor. Doctor ordered x-rays. Was taken to emergency room and LEFT THERE ALONE IN A WHEELCHAIR.
Am now in a splint and on crutches emo
I called my mommy to come get me eventually. I was so sick of campus security by then. Sprained? Broken? Are you okay? sad
They thought it might be cracked because of where the swelling was worse, but the x-rays looked fine.
Still, it's going to take two to four weeks.
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 7:56 pm
3.14 iBarty AzurePaleSky iBarty Okay so..I think part of the reason why I want to stay away from the net is because I'm depressed. Everything lately is going up in price.. The minimum wage will go up where I am too, but still..what good is that going to do when everything else is up? My mom and her friend were talking about this last night when I was with them.. And my mom said something about a recession, and then her friend thinks it's more of a depression which is even worse (it doesn't help that a lot of businesses around here are closing). Maybe the thought of that scares me? At this rate I'll never be able to leave home because I won't be able to afford living on my own or even with a friend (depending on rent I suppose and other costs like my phone and everything). I already know I'm never going to own a car.. I mean, I could learn how to drive so that when I go on trips with people I can help drive and let other people sleep..but I think that's the furthest I'd get. The only problem with that is when taking a bus, I can't always find jobs along the bus line.
It's just..I don't know. I don't feel like I can afford to live.. I know I'm only a hassle for my mom and with everything going up it just gets even worse. I don't expect anyone to reply to this. I expect some of you to think it's just a way to try and get attention but it really isn't. This is just..my haven, or used to be. A place where I could get help if needed. But it's like, I'm not even close enough to people for that. I try and help where I can, but I feel at such a loss sometimes because I don't know what said person is really going through unless I've experienced it myself.
I don't know much of anything right now..I just know I'm really hurting. It'll pass eventually like most things though, that I know. It just really sucks.
And no, I'm not going to off myself. Sorry if part of what I said earlier seemed that way. As always, I can't take pain well so that's what would stop me. I haven't cut in years and really don't want to go back on the meds. I mean, the bits of depression that come up are here and there..not all the time like it was before. Ugh, now I'm just rambling. It can be difficult, but could you always try to go back to school maybe? You could apply for loans and financial aid, and it would be easier to get a job if you had a higher degree. Or you could just keep trying to find a good job. Good luck, and feel better!
I want to go to college, but at the same time I don't because the whole being in debt thing is scary. I'm afraid that I won't have enough money for everything I need. I don't know what I want to do for a major either..and I feel like I'm never going to figure it out.
You can start out at a community college. They really cater to first time students. This year was my first year back in school, and they really went out of their way to help me. And I am sure you could work something out with your job to work days or nights only. Tell them you are going back to school.
*edit*
Though, this reminds me that if I go there I have to take summer courses to prepare me for college.
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 8:14 pm
iBarty I'm sure I could work something out..but I don't know. I don't want to go to the college I live by. I went to the one I was thinking about going to and talked to someone there, and they do have smaller class sizes but...the campus is big (to me) but it is fairly small. I have some friends that go there, and they've said pretty good things about it as well but I don't know.. I think part of my reasoning to go there too is because they're very diverse there and get students from all over the world there. Diverse schools are nice because there are all kinds of different people to get to know. Sounds like the one you're thinking of is pretty good, especially if your friends like it too! 3nodding
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 8:20 pm
hilaroma iBarty I'm sure I could work something out..but I don't know. I don't want to go to the college I live by. I went to the one I was thinking about going to and talked to someone there, and they do have smaller class sizes but...the campus is big (to me) but it is fairly small. I have some friends that go there, and they've said pretty good things about it as well but I don't know.. I think part of my reasoning to go there too is because they're very diverse there and get students from all over the world there. Diverse schools are nice because there are all kinds of different people to get to know. Sounds like the one you're thinking of is pretty good, especially if your friends like it too! 3nodding
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 8:29 pm
Streamjumper L0k1 Streamjumper L0k1 WHY HAVE I STRAYED SO FAR FROM THE TREE AG!? I'll field this question. Because of things like this... *grabs L0k1, tears an arm off, and hurls into a distant solar system like a living, screaming, fleshy grenade* 4... 3... 2... 1... *distant system implodes with a dull *
Any questions?I can has resurrect? No res, but we can send in the clones. Just as good and serves as a renewable food source. XD
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 8:54 pm
Alright..what do you think of the new get up?
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 8:56 pm
Annd..damn. Looks like I should have sold the Drome Eggs before the last evolution. emo
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 9:39 pm
-sets out a plate of ERA food-
I saw you lurking, mister rainbows and sunshine...
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 10:06 pm
3.14
-sets out a plate of ERA food-
I saw you lurking, mister rainbows and sunshine...-sniffs out food, scratches self inappropriately, and eats the food- I has been found. I decided to lurk the AMC since I'm still not ready to play more brawl after that mindless night of fighting the final boss with a shitty partner constantly dying.
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 10:32 pm
ERA718 3.14
-sets out a plate of ERA food-
I saw you lurking, mister rainbows and sunshine...-sniffs out food, scratches self inappropriately, and eats the food- I has been found. I decided to lurk the AMC since I'm still not ready to play more brawl after that mindless night of fighting the final boss with a shitty partner constantly dying. *tears through the floor teeth-first, rends and devours Era in a blur of savagery and pain, then disappears, leaving nothing more than a hole in the ground, a lingering red mist, and the faint odor of balsamic vinegar*
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Streamjumper Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 10:34 pm
Streamjumper ERA718 3.14
-sets out a plate of ERA food-
I saw you lurking, mister rainbows and sunshine...-sniffs out food, scratches self inappropriately, and eats the food- I has been found. I decided to lurk the AMC since I'm still not ready to play more brawl after that mindless night of fighting the final boss with a shitty partner constantly dying. *tears through the floor teeth-first, rends and devours Era in a blur of savagery and pain, then disappears, leaving nothing more than a hole in the ground, a lingering red mist, and the faint odor of balsamic vinegar* ...I am honored. My first time being devoured. I'm officially a full fledged AGer. Someone send in one of my clones so it can weep a manly tear.
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