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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 4:54 pm
Streamjumper FanFicGuru Skizzors Peppermint Elf AzurePaleSky me too, in more ways than none! Me three. Probably why I'm spending 85% of my online time over on Ravelry. Oh wellz... I'm not..We must start acting on Plan: Get a large reservation in the midwest and start a commune with horses and cats and dogs and live out the rest of our days playing D&D, watching anime, listening to whatever music we feel like and playing Smash Bros. Close, but if you consider New England rather than midwest you've got the option of fresh seafood, ridiculously high quality local produce, farm-raised bison meat, real maple syrup, and a jaw-dropping variety of microbrewed beers (and meads if you know where to look). Oh, and in addition to quite a few really good gaming stores, we also have the most awesome Halloween and Thanksgiving festivities. Points taken. Alright so we need to pool our massive funds to buy our complex. I know Zely is rich so he can probably pay for half. Any other takers?
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 4:57 pm
FanFicGuru Streamjumper FanFicGuru Skizzors Peppermint Elf AzurePaleSky me too, in more ways than none! Me three. Probably why I'm spending 85% of my online time over on Ravelry. Oh wellz... I'm not..We must start acting on Plan: Get a large reservation in the midwest and start a commune with horses and cats and dogs and live out the rest of our days playing D&D, watching anime, listening to whatever music we feel like and playing Smash Bros. Close, but if you consider New England rather than midwest you've got the option of fresh seafood, ridiculously high quality local produce, farm-raised bison meat, real maple syrup, and a jaw-dropping variety of microbrewed beers (and meads if you know where to look). Oh, and in addition to quite a few really good gaming stores, we also have the most awesome Halloween and Thanksgiving festivities. Points taken. Alright so we need to pool our massive funds to buy our complex. I know Zely is rich so he can probably pay for half. Any other takers? Give me a few hours to commit many campus murders and loot the dormswork and I'm in.
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 5:04 pm
Streamjumper FanFicGuru Skizzors Peppermint Elf AzurePaleSky me too, in more ways than none! Me three. Probably why I'm spending 85% of my online time over on Ravelry. Oh wellz... I'm not..We must start acting on Plan: Get a large reservation in the midwest and start a commune with horses and cats and dogs and live out the rest of our days playing D&D, watching anime, listening to whatever music we feel like and playing Smash Bros. Close, but if you consider New England rather than midwest you've got the option of fresh seafood, ridiculously high quality local produce, farm-raised bison meat, real maple syrup, and a jaw-dropping variety of microbrewed beers (and meads if you know where to look). Oh, and in addition to quite a few really good gaming stores, we also have the most awesome Halloween and Thanksgiving festivities. You had me at seafood. 4laugh
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 5:07 pm
Dr. Fomite Streamjumper FanFicGuru Skizzors Peppermint Elf AzurePaleSky me too, in more ways than none! Me three. Probably why I'm spending 85% of my online time over on Ravelry. Oh wellz... I'm not..We must start acting on Plan: Get a large reservation in the midwest and start a commune with horses and cats and dogs and live out the rest of our days playing D&D, watching anime, listening to whatever music we feel like and playing Smash Bros. Close, but if you consider New England rather than midwest you've got the option of fresh seafood, ridiculously high quality local produce, farm-raised bison meat, real maple syrup, and a jaw-dropping variety of microbrewed beers (and meads if you know where to look). Oh, and in addition to quite a few really good gaming stores, we also have the most awesome Halloween and Thanksgiving festivities. You had me at seafood. 4laugh I'm in for maple syrup and gaming stores.
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 5:33 pm
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 6:08 pm
RaeRae Rave gonk Went to see doctor. Doctor ordered x-rays. Was taken to emergency room and LEFT THERE ALONE IN A WHEELCHAIR.
Am now in a splint and on crutches emo I called my mommy to come get me eventually. I was so sick of campus security by then. Get better Rae. heart
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 6:24 pm
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 6:32 pm
I would like to admit to watching anime on CR. But, of course I don't watch licensed series. The site doesn't even host licensed series. People download the fansubs, and upload them onto CR.
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 6:34 pm
3.14 I would like to admit to watching anime on CR. But, of course I don't watch licensed series. The site doesn't even host licensed series. People download the fansubs, and upload them onto CR. I've only vaguely heard of Crunchyroll, I don't really know what it is.. is it like a YouTube thing?
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 6:38 pm
Okay so..I think part of the reason why I want to stay away from the net is because I'm depressed. Everything lately is going up in price.. The minimum wage will go up where I am too, but still..what good is that going to do when everything else is up? My mom and her friend were talking about this last night when I was with them.. And my mom said something about a recession, and then her friend thinks it's more of a depression which is even worse (it doesn't help that a lot of businesses around here are closing). Maybe the thought of that scares me? At this rate I'll never be able to leave home because I won't be able to afford living on my own or even with a friend (depending on rent I suppose and other costs like my phone and everything). I already know I'm never going to own a car.. I mean, I could learn how to drive so that when I go on trips with people I can help drive and let other people sleep..but I think that's the furthest I'd get. The only problem with that is when taking a bus, I can't always find jobs along the bus line.
It's just..I don't know. I don't feel like I can afford to live.. I know I'm only a hassle for my mom and with everything going up it just gets even worse. I don't expect anyone to reply to this. I expect some of you to think it's just a way to try and get attention but it really isn't. This is just..my haven, or used to be. A place where I could get help if needed. But it's like, I'm not even close enough to people for that. I try and help where I can, but I feel at such a loss sometimes because I don't know what said person is really going through unless I've experienced it myself.
I don't know much of anything right now..I just know I'm really hurting. It'll pass eventually like most things though, that I know. It just really sucks.
And no, I'm not going to off myself. Sorry if part of what I said earlier seemed that way. As always, I can't take pain well so that's what would stop me. I haven't cut in years and really don't want to go back on the meds. I mean, the bits of depression that come up are here and there..not all the time like it was before. Ugh, now I'm just rambling.
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 6:40 pm
Skizzors 3.14 I would like to admit to watching anime on CR. But, of course I don't watch licensed series. The site doesn't even host licensed series. People download the fansubs, and upload them onto CR. I've only vaguely heard of Crunchyroll, I don't really know what it is.. is it like a YouTube thing? Pretty much, except more organized. And for Anime, J-Drama, and other suches.
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 6:52 pm
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 7:01 pm
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 7:04 pm
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 7:14 pm
iBarty Okay so..I think part of the reason why I want to stay away from the net is because I'm depressed. Everything lately is going up in price.. The minimum wage will go up where I am too, but still..what good is that going to do when everything else is up? My mom and her friend were talking about this last night when I was with them.. And my mom said something about a recession, and then her friend thinks it's more of a depression which is even worse (it doesn't help that a lot of businesses around here are closing). Maybe the thought of that scares me? At this rate I'll never be able to leave home because I won't be able to afford living on my own or even with a friend (depending on rent I suppose and other costs like my phone and everything). I already know I'm never going to own a car.. I mean, I could learn how to drive so that when I go on trips with people I can help drive and let other people sleep..but I think that's the furthest I'd get. The only problem with that is when taking a bus, I can't always find jobs along the bus line.
It's just..I don't know. I don't feel like I can afford to live.. I know I'm only a hassle for my mom and with everything going up it just gets even worse. I don't expect anyone to reply to this. I expect some of you to think it's just a way to try and get attention but it really isn't. This is just..my haven, or used to be. A place where I could get help if needed. But it's like, I'm not even close enough to people for that. I try and help where I can, but I feel at such a loss sometimes because I don't know what said person is really going through unless I've experienced it myself.
I don't know much of anything right now..I just know I'm really hurting. It'll pass eventually like most things though, that I know. It just really sucks.
And no, I'm not going to off myself. Sorry if part of what I said earlier seemed that way. As always, I can't take pain well so that's what would stop me. I haven't cut in years and really don't want to go back on the meds. I mean, the bits of depression that come up are here and there..not all the time like it was before. Ugh, now I'm just rambling. It can be difficult, but could you always try to go back to school maybe? You could apply for loans and financial aid, and it would be easier to get a job if you had a higher degree. Or you could just keep trying to find a good job. Good luck, and feel better!
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